hiii hello welcome to the blog :) this is my pinned post :)

Really facing the emptiness of my life

My life is a neverending nightmare and I will never fix it 🤣

Can someone invent a time machine please

i cannot cope with working recently every day at work is a nightmare i just cannot focus i cannot do a single thing i’m so fucking exhausted i have a headache i keep fucking things up i’m being so fucking slow

The way nothing good is ever going to happen to me

I miss being depressed. I’m just autistic now which feels even more hopeless

Genuinely discovering i’m autistic made me feel so fucking hopeless and suicidal I’ve never felt worse about my life Nothing good is ever going to happen to me and I will never feel normal KILL ME NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They should kill me for doing life wrong

my reels are full of people going to the club and like i have no one 😭😭 also im already too old to have messy club experiences

like for example my dream is to have a queer group of friends i could travel with that would do some nerd sightseeing with me and then we would go to a club. Meanwhile i have no one and dont go anywhere