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And if I said Niall embodies the innocence Ruben lost to his father and the softness that life wrung out of him and that Ruben embodies the rage Niall has suppressed in himself his whole life and the confidence that life leeched out of him early on, that they found the missing pieces of themselves in each other so how could they ever possibly give the other up fully, what then huh?

came up with an idea for a robby edit so devastating i almost made myself cry before even starting working on it. just 2 am things

actually i’m currently sitting on twenty whole ideas for edits and some of them have the potential to be SO good but last time i made one someone stole my idea almost shot for shot and while my edit got 1.5k views the other one got like 200k so i’ve been feeling pretty discouraged . anyway don’t do that and be kind to each other yeah?

Abbot, to Robby: Bro, you better shut the fuck up before I look at you one day and feel warm and realize I’ve fallen in love with you, bro. I’m serious, quit it, dude.

I’m kissing the forehead of every fic writer that gives Robby Ukrainian heritage in their works.

however every time someone writes robby as russian a piece of me dies and never comes back. Yes it is that serious to me

pining is 100000% the most important aspect of pre-relationship fic for me. good-natured whole-hearted pining filled with lovelorn gazing and chest aching and fluttering touches, that’s my top priority. i was put on this earth to watch characters suffer over the profundity of their love for another person. unrequited love is why god made me. characters finding out that their feelings are reciprocated after long months/years of suffering is why the universe was assembled from nothingness. amen.

this is very true for most people. unlike ME, who wants those fuckers and their big fat ugly flaws on blast. give me more mentally ill assholes doing mentally ill asshole things. so i can write fanfiction making them even worse. i deserve it.