i'm a student, aspiring author, and major nerd. tumblr is the place I come to ramble about all the things that take up space in my mind that would make me look weird in person lmao
I edit when inspiration hits, here's the link to all mine! - doubleabatteriezedit
I also write fanfic sometimes, all the stuff I've posted is below:
Marvel:
Pieces of Half a Puzzle: Loki goes through what it feels like to lose the only person left he believed he could trust, and who trusted him back. Mobius is left to pick up the pieces, literally. (one shot/lokius)
Cause These Words Are Knives That Often Leave Scars: Hunters love having attitude. Mobius finds himself as a receiver of it on one fateful afternoon. (one shot/lokius)
Fanfic Prompt: Loki and Mobius may be in a fight, but Loki refuses to keep his hands off of Mobius. (one shot/lokius)
Running on Fumes: Post-Ragnarok life for the Asgardians was not simple to say the least. Of course, one person has to always take it slightly out of proportion. (one shot/brodinsons)
The Pitt:
When Worlds Collide: Robby's girlfriend ends up in the one place he never wants to see her. His job. (one shot/robby x afab!lawyer!reader)
The Ghost of the Past: AU where ER was actually Robby's residency and Langdon disgustingly reminds him of himself. (one shot)
Lingering: When Robby finally gets the help he needs, it backfires in ways he could've seen coming. (one shot/platonic!rabbot)
Call Me Maybe: Even after all that happened on the 4th, Robby still left for his trip. 3 weeks later, things came crashing down. (multi-chapter/rabbot)
Text chain: rabbot angst you'll have to find out about through reading <3 (one shot)
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idk if this actually matters that much but can we just say misogyny instead of "goonerbait" or whatever. i do not care about people jacking off I care about how women are represented in media
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finding it interesting how many people depict robby's behavior as singular and monotone and just plain boring. because there are and have always been complexities to his behavior. two truths can exist at the same time. robby can feel protective of his department and feel panicked about leaving while also having subconscious biases against baran. robby can see himself in samira and want her to do well, but also treat her disproportionally worse than the other students. robby can have trauma from his mother leaving and deserves to have support around him, while also projecting this in a very heinous and mean way towards his subordinate. he can be a good teacher and want the best for his students while also being hypocritical and mean. robby can be correct in leading his department and wanting his staff to function safely, while also claiming false authority and control over how baran should handle her seizures. he can see himself in whitaker and treat him very well, while it's also valid to question why whitaker is getting this much authority and trust compared to robby's other more experienced residents. robby can be incredibly burnt out and hurting, making it very hard to ask for help if he's buried himself into it so deep, while still having to face the consequences that will arise for not getting mental health support he needs. robby can be valid in his distrust of langdon, while also being petty and hypocritical in the way he treated langdon when he came back. it's never one thing, it never has been
i am really curious as to how parker's relationship with robby is. because clearly she's known him for years and did her residency there. she probably even knew him pre-covid, or right before things got harder for him. in season one she calls him to look at the fork in the nose case, being really excited and clearly comfortable to take him to a silly case; in season two he tells langdon that robby is mad at himself and not at langdon. she knows him well, and she clearly knows a version of robby that is more silly, more open, and willing. curious to see how this will interact with his so called rock bottom and to learn more about their relationship.
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sometimes i think about how samira's dad dying launched her career into an endless loop of being extremely thorough to prevent mistakes like the one that killed her dad -> being told she's too slow -> speeding up to be a good resident and ending up making a mistake -> making herself feel incredibly guilty for her mistake because in her head that means she's causing someone the same grief that she's felt since she was 13 -> deciding that she has to be better to prevent this from happening -> becoming more thorough to prevent mistakes -> figuring out that it's impossible to prevent mistakes and that any attempt is futile -> beating herself up over it and trying anyway -> βΎοΈ
such a devastating loop. and she can't get out of it until she forgives herself and separates herself from the mistakes she's bound to make, which is only possible if she forgives the doctor that failed her father; which is also basically impossible because the grief and anger and upset that her father's death has caused, is the reason she got this far in medicine in the first place. she got into medicine to not make a mistake like that doctor and found out it's impossible. mysamira :(
"Also, I love him and McKay's relationship of how they're always β especially in the first season β Mateo had her back, Fiona [Dourif]'s McKay had his, and seeing that and how that works, whether that's in the night shift or in the day shift, I want to see those two's relationship." β Jalen Thomas Brooks on Mateo and McKay's relationship (ScreenRant)
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