nadskii

Aries Rising

+ dignified, ambitious, daring

- irritable, clumsy, absentminded

walks fast, makes sudden movements

may have scars around their eyes or cheeks

chooses their clothes carefully to best present themselves to the world

prone to migraines, skin issues and fever

Taurus Rising

+ future-minded, cheerful, perceptive

- ruthless, inconsiderate, deceitful

their nostrils flare when they’re angry

speaks slowly and thinks everything through before they say it

great poker face

deep, gentle voice

Gemini Rising

+ thorough, sophisticated, observant

- clingy, complacent, domineering

has a bouncy walk

gesticulates frequently when they’re speaking

likely to need glasses

always seems full of life and energy

Cancer Rising

+ methodical, proactive, elegant

- combative, indecisive, awkward

overwhelmingly gentle vibes

just wants to go home

doesn’t trust easily

very difficult to upset or make angry, but watch out if you manage it

Leo Rising

+ captivating, witty, curious

- suspicious, short-tempered, careless

walks like royalty

prone to back and heart issues

their hair (or lack thereof) is a standout feature that they take good care of

knows how to read the room wherever they are

Virgo Rising

+ dignified, clear-headed, considerate

- spiteful, stubborn, boastful

lots of nervous energy, the type that never sits down

good posture

conservative when it comes to their appearance

hates having their picture taken

Libra Rising

+ considerate, persistent, gracious

- indecisive, sarcastic, lacks direction

the way they move and talk is always appealing

prone to kidney and chest issues

usually has good skin and teeth

projects kindness

Scorpio Rising

+ sophisticated, caring, imaginative

- stubborn, jealous, crude

eyes that stare into your soul

generally avoid external displays of emotion

kinda mysterious

good dancers

Sagittarius Rising

+ stoic, passionate, courteous

- quick-tempered, judgmental, indiscreet

tends to be clumsy

prone to issues with hair loss

always smiling and telling jokes

they have nice noses

Capricorn Rising

+ adaptable, prepared, practical

- excessive, obnoxious, cold

may come off as unfriendly - they’re not

prefers to dress in dark colors

give off an air of professionalism

reserved around strangers

Aquarius Rising

+ sentimental, reliable, sophisticated

- hostile, patronizing, vain

weird sense of style

constantly cultivating and displaying different personas

usually has a small friend group

always giving to charities and causes

Pisces Rising

+ thoughtful, profound, ambitious

- abrupt, impassive, skeptical

long eyelashes

quiet in social situations

large eyes

aries rising - always seeking out the dark side in people, hidden pain, suppressed aggression. they’re a bit like emotional vampires. they get confused others don’t wear their anger on their sleeves and are always sniffing to see where they hide it cuz what they really fear is fake politeness and passive aggression that poisons you slowly. what they need to do is realize is that not being 100% authentic and in touch with all of the aspects of your personality doesn’t necessary mean you’re set for demise and sometimes it’s okay to just…chill and stop oozing intensity. and this doesn’t mean you’re FAKE. attracts situations in which there is (opportunity for) abuse of power, but not in an obvious way and in which they have to make a conscious choice whether they will tolerate it or not.

taurus rising - always seeking the antagonist in others and trying to change people so they can be Good & Proper but what they really need to do is accept they are the ones that need changing sometimes and that the strongest life forms are the ones that adapt to the environment. attracts events and people that seem to be constantly testing their ability to resist and stand their ground. they may often get a feeling that the outside world is just not letting them be in peace and chill like they want to.

gemini rising - always seeking out what they can’t have, for one reason or another. what they really need to do is realize life can get quite bothersome and you may feel restless and chronically dissatisfied if you keep always running after what you can’t get, regardless whether that’s about people or goals or things. you’re not missing out on things. what’s obtainable is not boring and suffocating. get a grip bro. attracts emotionally messy situations and people that keep finding their way back into their life over and over again.

cancer rising - always seeking stability in others but what they really need is to develop their own stability and to build an inner fortress which doesn’t shake when they’re overtaken by Moods tm. attracts circumstances that feel familiar and like home and people that appear to be very similar to them but often hold some sort of hidden fundamental difference that causes struggles and forces the cancer risings out of their comfort zone.

leo rising - always seeking out avoidant people who seem to be out of touch with their emotions. they may be stuck in a loop where they don’t get the emotional reciprocation they need from people and it leaves them feeling worthless or underappreciated. what they need to do is develop the capacity to detach themselves from their emotions and to understand that rational responses can be just as authentic as the emotionally driven ones. attracts situations where they have to set aside their personal problems and to tend to other people’s business, supporting them and helping them see their situation from the point of an outside observer.

virgo rising - always seeking out extremely troubled individuals that need ‘fixing’ and help. virgo risings are afraid of their own mess and are trying to feel as if they’re putting it in order by finding people who need help more than they do (according to their weird criteria) and trying to save them. what they should really do is face their problems instead of deeming them “less deserving of handling than the problems of others” and ask for help when they can’t help themselves. and ACCEPT the help. they attract events and people that mirror their unresolved issues but in a more urgent way so they are forced to turn their eyes to their own problems in order to help the other.

libra rising - always seeking out people who start confrontations easily and don’t back down from a conflict. it’s very rare for me to see a libra rising whose close ppl don’t have personal planets in fire. they CRAVE the scandals and the reactivity. what they really need to do is stop trying to please everyone, like, for real. stop keeping up the friendly and charming facade just so you can be the socialite you want to be. being fake af doesn’t delete the sides of you you’re afraid others might reject and they WILL find a way out - and boy, this can get real dark real fast. attracts people and events that enable them to express the suppressed parts of themselves they see as dangerous, but to express them in a hurtful and bad way.

scorpio rising - always seeking for a safe space in people. they want a person that will always be there for them and will manage to make them feel comfortable and as if they really inhabit their body, they want someone to crawl to, someone that always has the emotional space for them. what they really need in order to not keep getting their heart broken and having their entire life wrecked by that is to develop an inner safer space. a mental compartment that they enter like a room and close the door to all the emotional turmoil and existential repulsion they often go through. honey…y'all need inner peace not someone with a soothing voice. attracts the occult - i mean, everyone is like “scorpio risings are soo into occultism” but truth is the occult is into them, not the other way around. they can’t close themselves to dark forces manifesting in their life. they keep encountering bizarre things and people to the point it may seem unreal to an outside observer and the bizarre stuff always has a dark tint to it, there’s something twisted about it.

sagittarius rising - always seeking out people who switch between being hot & cold frequently. they’re afraid of being exposed to a stable behavior cuz it feels suffocating to them and as if they’ve “settled down”, they’ve run out of opportunities and they won’t have any more room for expansion. it’s like there’s nothing more to learn and they know everything now, which can be quite depressing for them. what they need to do is accept their own polarities and allow themselves to change frequently and abruptly. finding a healthy and productive outlet for their desire for new things can be life-saving for them. attracts people and circumstances that demand them to be the stable one.

capricorn rising - always seeking for an emotional mess in others. cap risings can’t deal with their own emotional chaos and seek out those who are more obviously struggling with confusing feelings and unstructured experiences. that way they feel a bit safer about expressing their own raging mess. what they really need to do is make peace with their own vulnerability and stop trying to live it out only through being the safe, stable spot for others that need to express their emotional chaos. they attract circumstances that feel as if they’re set on breaking them. honestly, they have so much difficult shit happening in their lives it’s like..wtf?!? the sign which rules the nadir (the lowest point of the chart, the 4th house) is in their 7th house, so basically they will attract many low points in their life.

aquarius rising - always seeking drama, explosive emotions and selfish desires in others but what they really need to do is accept they don’t always think in terms of “community” and “the people”, they’re not some fucking omnipresent being that just sees everyone from above and wants to grant them what they need, they’re just a human being that sometimes needs to get what they want even if it’s selfish and shows they’re not a robot with functions but without feelings. it’s okay, bro, you have DESIRES. you’re human. get over it. just like scorpio rising, they attract weird shit in their life but it lacks the dark edge. it’s more like…strange coincidences or insight into unusual events and relationships. they get to see the things that usually remain unseen. i feel like amelie poulain is an aqua rising, prolly a gemini sun/aqua rising like me. 

If I tagged you, then I really hope you reblog this for your followers. I’m not doing it for attention, I’m doing it because even I needed this letter.

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Dear person reading this,

You’re amazing. And I’m going to give you every reason on why. So throughout this entire thing, just listen. It’s going to get cheesy, and you’re going to feel like scrolling to skip to another point. But don’t, let everything sink in slowly so that you realize it’s true.

If you manage to get through the entire thing without believing it at the end, then I want you to read through it again. Read it so many times that you’re mocking it. And then read it once more. Believe that it’s all true, and maybe you’ll feel confident, even if it’s just a little while.

Dear person reading this, you’re beautiful. I know you don’t see it, especially at the dark times when the light is just too far. But other people do, even if it’s just the tiniest thing like a nose scrunch, or how your face concentrates.

As I’ve read once before, you’ve never seen your expressions in the most beautiful moments. When you receive good news, that makes your heart swell with joy. How your eyes light up when you talk about something you enjoy. When you laugh, and how it sounds like music to the person that likes you. Hell, even when you’re down in the dumps, and you truly believe like you’re having the worst day for everything, someone, even if it’s just one person, thinks you’re beautiful.

Dear person reading this, you’re talented. If you can’t do any of the arts, that’s fine. You don’t have to be good at doing plays, writing, drawing or playing music. If you’re not good at any schoolwork, that’s fine. You have that other special thing that you do constantly. If you don’t play sports, then that’s great too. You don’t have to.

If your art doesn’t turn out to what you want it to look like—speaking to all art forms—just remember, when you’re showing it to someone, they didn’t have that same idea in your head. They’re seeing it for the first time! To them, it’s like gold, even though to you it’s just bronze painted gold.

Dear person reading this, you’re incredibly smart. In or out of school. You’re smart, you manage to navigate the world every single day! You’re learning things you didn’t even realize! Hell, you’re even mastering some of them!

If you’re in school, and you can’t keep certain grades up even though you’re trying, don’t worry about it. As long as you tried your absolute hardest—even if it isn’t that much!—you tried. And you get to say that you did. But, don’t use those grades against yourself. They don’t define you, don’t let them define you.

Dear person reading this, you’re loved beyond your control. No matter what situation you’re in at the moment, there’s always someone that loves you. I’m one of them! I don’t even know you and I already know you’re amazing!

Every single day someone thinks of you at least once and they smile to themselves. If it isn’t your parents, then it’s your friends. If it isn’t your friends, it’s some random kid that looks at you during the day every day to make sure you’re there. Your friends who text you, on any social media platform. Anyone who likes or follows you, retweets or reblogs, comments or DMS you, there’s always someone thinking about you.

Dear person reading this, you have potential. I know you don’t see it right now, or if you do, then great. But there’s always something directing you on the path for a reason. If you need to reach your dreams, then reach far, because I know you can! I believe in you, other people believe in you! You can do it.

Dear person reading this, you and everything you do, is valid! Your daily routine of doing your hair or picking out clothes. Not eating your vegetables, doodling when you should be working, anything.

Why? Because you’re unique. What kind of person would you be if you followed in someone’s steps directly? Spice it up if you don’t feel like you’re as valid as I say you are!

Dear person reading this, stop saving things to use at the “perfect time”. I hate to break it to you, but that time is never coming. Summer body saving for next year? Do it now. Wear the new clothes you just bought! Wash them later.

If you try and save it for something special, and all these events are passing you by, you’re missing out. There’s no perfect time to do it, then now. Eat the chocolate bar! But show self-control by saving some of it for later. Show discipline but not enough to bring yourself down.

Dear person reading this, go easy on yourself. If you’re too hard, then you’re going to do some mental damage. Go slow, you don’t have to pressure yourself.

Dear person reading this, change doesn’t happen all at once, give it some time. I know you want it to happen overnight, but they weren’t wrong when they said practice makes perfect.

Dear person reading this, I hope you’re well. Did you drink your water? Eat your food? Take a shower? Your medicine? I hope you did, stay healthy. Don’t let your body deteriorate at all, take care of it as much as you can.

Dear person reading this, I wish you the best. I hope that life gives you the best, I hope you get everything you want in life and more. I hope that you become successful, you deserve it.

Dear person reading this, do whatever you have to do to get through life. Just don’t harm yourself in the process. Don’t leave the world early. Stay for the ride even if it’s bumpy, if you have to get off and walk around the bumps, then do it.

Dear person reading this, you’re absolutely perfect to me. In every aspect that I’ve described and more. You’re the world to some. You’re the world to me. Be gentle with yourself.

Signed,

A lost girl that needs to take care of herself.

Please reblog this for your followers! They need this too!

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@starksparker @call-me-algae @wrenweasly @biggest-goldiest-spoon @biggest-gaudiest-patronuses @pietropeterimagines @spiderboytotherescue @urbanhaz @mr-delmar @papi-chulo-bucky @skishenanigans @gab-spidey @i-am-a-fish @therealjacksepticeye @gen-zee @thoseofgreatambition @nyamafriend @smallest-feeblest-boggart @markiplier @drunkmarvel

Edit; you don’t have to be tagged in order to tag others! And read even if you weren’t tagged!

@cacoughphany you too fucker

@magicosmia and you as well, get your ass over here and bring @lonleyinmyspacevoid with you

Don’t think I’ve forgotten you @vessel-fox (or @one-hand-incorporated if this is what you use the most)

@bi-ghirahim you get over here too

AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

Even if I am tagging some people, I want to say: You all are PERFECT, even in your imperfections, because you are your own person and no one can change that! You deserve the world at your feet!

To the people I am tagging, you all are absolutely wonderful and amazing. You deserve the bestest in this world!

Thank you so much for tagging me in this, I really appreciate it, i needed this more than i knew

Lovely peeps, this is for you, not just the ones i’m tagging, this is for everyone

there is no one true self, every person is all at once selfish and generous, brave and cowardly, stoic and emotional, outgoing and reclusive… we respond differently in different situations as a matter of survival, we contain all potentialities within us, it is only the external world that determines which side of your infinitely faceted existence is required

cat: okay time for me to bother this human

If you goal is to love yourself, then your focus is directed inward toward yourself, and you end up constantly watching yourself from the outside, disconnected, trying to summon the “correct” feelings towards yourself or fashion yourself into something you can approve of.

If your goal is to love being yourself, then your focus is directed outward towards life, on living and making decisions based on what brings you pleasure and fulfillment.

1.      are you named after anyone? not to my knowledge! my mom just kind of found my name and thought it was cool i guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

2.      when was the last time you cried? last wednesday cos i failed a chem test whoops

3.      do you have kids? that would be a resounding ‘no’, chief! i don’t have kids now, and even if i could have them i don’t think i’d want to. kids are not my jam, but i’d gladly be a vodka aunt if any of my friends had kids lol

4.      do you use sarcasm a lot? my entire sense of humor revolves around the use of sarcasm and deadpan delivery, so yeah lmao

5.      what’s the first thing you notice about people? i know this is weird, but probably their sense of style. i think the things people choose to wear say a lot about their personality, whether they mean for it to or not.

6.      what’s your eye color? grey and green! not to be That Bitch™, but they’re bluish grey on the outside and yellow/green around the middle. central heterochromia gang what’s good; my eyes are the only thing about me that’s hetero (ba dum tss) 

7.      scary movie or happy ending? scary movies all the way babey! alien is a personal favorite. 

8.      any special talent? i’d like to think i’m a pretty good cook; it’s always been a passion of mine. i’m also really good at memorizing things (but not chemistry, apparently)

9.      what country were you born in? the usa. yee haw am i right

10.   what are your hobbies? i love to cook (pastry is kinda my Thing™, but i love making all kinds of stuff), and i play the flute in a chamber ensemble. i also like to watch true crime shows like forensic files, and i really love playing video games like The Legend of Zelda, Portal, Animal Crossing, Pokemon, and Super Smash Bros. 

11.   do you have any pets? yes! i have a Very Large and Very Dumb dog and a Very Fat and Very Dumb cat. i love them so much but they are so stupid. god bless.

12.   what sports do you play/have you played? i am incredibly, embarassingly unathletic, so i don’t play any sports. i used to play tennis when i was younger, and i was into fencing there for a bit, but unfortunately i had to quit because of medical stuff. 

13.   how tall are you? 5′8″, or, as my friends put it, “intimidatingly tall.” 

14.   favorite subject(s) in school? i really liked english and history in high school, but out of the classes i’m taking right now, i really like theology. it’s super interesting!

15.   dream job? my current plan is to go to med school once i finish my undergraduate degree and then become a forensic pathologist, but in a perfect world i’d be an actor or a screenwriter. i’ve actually just declared a minor in film, so maybe that dream is a little closer to reality now!

2. Too long

3. No

4. No, never, I would NEVER do that

5. If they are self centered, and sense of humor

6. Grayish blue

7. Happy ending

8. I can learn any video game very quickly?

9. America (get me out of here!!)

10. Video games, playing my saxaphone

11. lizards, and a cat

12. Used to play soccer

13. 5’ 11, I win @tele-pathos

14. Science all the way!

15. Zoologist, if I can’t get enough money for that, just go to trade school

Don’t have 15 people id tag, so I’ll tag less

The prophetess Mariam (mother of jesus), mom loves her so so much so she was like “if i ever have a girl i’m gonna name her mariam”

2. When was the last time you cried?

Saturday ig

3. Do you have kids?

Too young for that but i’d love to

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot?

Not a lot, not rarely, i use it moderately

5. What’s the first thing you notice about people?

Like mason, if they’re self centered, but also how highly they think of themselves

6. What’s your eye color?

Dark brown

7. Horror movies or happy ending?

Happy ending

8. Any special talent?

I would’ve said my ability to act like almost any personality in the world but that’s an INFJ thing so not a “special talent”

I can do waves with my tummy

9. What country were you born in?

Egypt

10. What are your hobbies?

Reading, writing, learning languages (?), solving really simple math equations

11. Do you have any pets?

A dog named ivar (he’s not here with us rn tho, he didn’t die but he’s with a friend these days it’s a long story) i wish i can have a chameleon, a monkey, a cat, more dogs, snake, ALL DE ANIMALSSSS

12. What sport do you play/have you played?

Tennis, stopped playing it (i hope i’d start playing it again soon)

13. How tall are you?

5’4 (cries)

14. Favorite subject(s) at school?

Biology, chemistry, maybe math

15. Dream job?

I’m now still deciding on what i wanna study in the future, when i come to an answer i’ll tell ya lol

2. Probably this week, idk don’t remember

3. Nope

4.yeah I kinda do

5. How they treat other people, sense of humor, their smile

6. Dark brown

7. Happy ending

8. Idk I probably don’t have one idk..

9. India

10. Reading, listening to songs, painting, researching on shit I’m interested in

11. Nope

12. Badminton. I stopped 8 months ago cause there weren’t many ppl in the class and the training was not proper

13. 5'4😭

14. Math and science

15. Idk peeps

Thank you @martemis1 for tagging me

I’m tagging @allonsy-geronimo-intp @elizabethlevia @studyingbookworm @i-am-not-okay–i-promise @nadskyy