So, after 2020 and 2021, years where everything in the world fell apart and broke and crumbled and basically sucked... and was trash for me, didn't go the way I wanted or expected.
But we survived. We survived 2020 and 2021, because we can't be kept down. We'll keep getting up again and again, and we'll keep going.
So, keep going. Remind yourself that you're strong, that your spirit is strong.
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I spent the afternoon arranging our books by size and color (and itâs so satisfying and looks amazing) and my partner came home and stared in shock at the bookcase and then said âiâm a librarian, you canât do this.â
it has occurred me during this process that apparently not everyone thinks about books by what color they are? like, literally when iâm looking for a book, i picture it in my mind. i have a veryâŚtactile experience with the books i read and idk! i thought everyone did that lol.
my partner was like âhow will i find [this book] for instanceâ and i replied âeasy, itâs purpleâ and he looked at me like i was a witch.
This actually is interesting in terms of information-seeking behavior, which is a thing librarians think about a lot and often actually study (some library jobs require you to publish, and academic librarians, for instance, will often use the students at the college they work at to study how they search for information in order to figure out how to best provide them services).
When you go for an MLS (Masterâs of Library Science, which is a thing, and which is usually required for âprofessional-levelâ library work [which is also a weird and contentious concept that I wonât go into here]), one of the things you study is the organization of information. This deals with how to determine what a book or other material is âabout"âa concept we tongue-in-cheek call âaboutness"âand how to convey that to a potential user of the item and make it easy for them to find. Things like keywords and subject headings, do I put this book about how often wild birds attack aerial drones in with books about birds or with books about technology, if its a fictional novel do I put fantasy in itâs own section or mix it in with all of the other fiction, so on and so on.
OP is organizing books by how they would look for them. OPâs partner is thinking in terms of aboutness. This is a system that works for OP because itâs their personal library: they know basically what books they own and they only own books that are relevant to them, and if they know what the book looks like, that can be a quick way to find it.
In a library that assumes the public (or people who do not own that particular collection of books) are using the collection, that doesnât work. Books are often re-issued in multiple covers, or re-bound in new covers when they get worn out, and if the user doesnât know what the book looks like or is expecting a different cover, theyâre lost. Thatâs why non-personal libraries used standardized cataloging systems like the Dewey Decimal System or Library of Congress System to organize a book by what itâs âaboutâ, and then put books about the same or similar topics together, marked with labels and signage so a person unfamiliar with the book or collection can find their way to it.
Basically, OPâs system works for their own personal library, because itâs best suited to how the primary userâOP themselvesâlooks for books. OPâs librarian partner is coming from a background of thinking in terms of a public-facing collection, where aboutness is the key criteria and communicating it to a user unfamiliar with the collection is the priority.
Lowkey I forgot about these old bumpy doodles I did while at a friend's, I wanted to explore some different styles:))
Also have this recent bonus chibi that I want to maybe make into a sticker! Kinda funny how different the two chibis are since I didnt use the old one as a ref, was just from memory. Which do you prefer?
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Okkk I finally got around to doing actual human fanart..... it scares me bc it doesnt come as easily as like dinosaurs and dragons but I rlly just need to bite the bullet bc I love yasammy and co but the fanart for them has started to dwindle alot and it makes me SAD.
one of the hardest things to learn as a depressed former Gifted Kid⢠is that half-assed is better than nothing. take the 50%, 40%, even 20% job. scrubbing your face is better than not taking a shower at all. picking up your clothes is better than never cleaning. nibbling on some bread is better than starving.
DO THINGS HALFWAY. NOW YOUâRE 100% BETTER OFF THAN YOU WERE BEFORE.
One of my college professors used to say âanything worth doing is worth doing poorly.â I didnât understand that for years because I didnât do anything poorly, I couldnât do anything poorly, I had to Do Everything Perfectly.
But brushing your teeth for 30 seconds is better than not brushing them at all when that 2 minutes seems exhausting. Doing ten minutes of yoga is better than 10 minutes of sitting when 30 minutes of cardio sounds impossible. Changing my clothes is good when a whole shower is impossible. Standing on the porch for a few minutes is worth it after being in the house for three straight days because I donât have the energy to go anywhere.
Anything worth doing is worth doing poorly⌠because doing it poorly is better than not doing it.
You must understand that perfectionism isnât striving for excellence, itâs a crippling fear of being flawed and therefore worth abandonment or punishment. Itâs a kind of psychological avoidance. Youâre avoiding fear and failure , not embracing the thing you want to do bc if it was about the thing you want to do youâd be fine with partial victory.
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Okay, I think you focus on mainly Rumi whump/angst? But I have some Mira angst
Because we have been head canoning that Mira was constantly being compared to her brother and found wanting, and so she acted out for attention, even if it didn't work.
Then she gets recruited to be the choreographer for popstar royalty, and finds out she'll be in a group with the perfect Rumi.
Someone else she can't ever measure up to, because what is a peasant compared to a princess?
This is where then it can go two ways depending: Mira being compared to Rumi and pushing herself to match and best her and exhausting herself
Or! Rumi being compared to Mira, and now Mira is the golden child and she doesn't want to lose the position (falling into the same pattern her brother did to her, putting Rumi down subtly) until Rumi does something to make Mira ride or die
Tis true that is my main focus, but I am anything if not a tepid explorer in writing and life!
Ok so!
I went way overboard and thereâs a lot đ just a heads up for intrepid readers, there is some mentions of arranged marriages. Enjoy!
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Mira has always had competitions in her life. Sometimes those competitions are obvious, loud and in front of cheering crowds. She gracefully claimed first place in ballet, carefully stole first place in musical development, snatched first place in a fighting tournament her parents didnât know about.
But sometimes those competitions were quiet affairs in her home.
Sometimes she would sit down at the table and listen as her brothers work at school was praised for being mediocre, while she was criticized for her lowest grade (which, she never failed to note, was better then her brothers best.) but her parents didnât like when sheâd point it out.
Theyâd say her brother has so much âpotentialâ and is just waiting to figure out where his talents lie. But they always had a criticism for Mira, a missed key during piano practice or a single misstep in a routine she had only seen once.
Eventually, Mira realized something; it would never matter how much better she actually was than her brother, it didnât matter that she was leagues ahead of almost everyone in her classes.
Sheâd never be as good as her brother to her parents.
So instead, she decided to give them something to criticize.
It started with the next piano concert. Instead of the graceful melodies of ancient composers Mira began playing original songs, ones that were âfar too loud and jarringâ for the audience and judges.
She no longer took piano lessons after that.
The next incident was at her mathematician competition, where she didnât write out any of the actual process on the board, instead just writing the answer. When one of the judges asked her to show her work, Mira simply refused.
Her parents took that away, too.
Her grades had begun to slip, then. Not because Mira couldnât keep up or didnât know the answers, no, it was because she wanted them too. She brought her grades down to the exact same level as her brothers, each class identical to her brother.
Her parents didnât care. They still praised him for giving his best efforts, and scolded her for failing so hard that itâs embarrassing.
Mira couldnât wait to move out, she already knew the career she would choose. She wanted to be a dance instructor, to teach people every which style and how to improvise their own moves. She was so excited when she got accepted on a scholarship of all things for a prestigious academy.
But her parents called the school.
They sent them her grades, told them about her delinquent behaviors.
The school rescinded the offer from Mira.
She was livid when she found out what her parents had did. She blew up at them, cussing them out and pointing out the obvious favoritism for her brother. She let out years of frustrations and annoyances and rage at them.
And when she was done, do you know what her father said?
He asked if it was her time of the month.
Mira broke his laptop.
After that, things became actively hostile in her parents home. Mira refused to say a single kind word to any members of her family, why would she? Theyâd all been cruel to her in every way that she thought mattered.
Sheâd trade barbs with her brother, aiming for his insecurities about how he really canât improve. Heâd bite back about how their parents obviously only tolerate her and donât love her.
Her mom tried to teach her the skills a proper wife should have, cooking, cleaning, how to be silent. Mira took the cooking, thrashed everything she was supposed to be clean, and blasted her music whenever her mother told her âyour future husband wonât want a wife this loud.â
Sheâd ignore anything her dad would say, any attempts to âlay down the lawâ simply because he was oh so condescending about it. Her father cut off her access to friends, took away communication devices and instruments as retaliation.
Mira had became a very angry young woman by then. Any potential friends were scared of her, and any enemyâs feared her.
And Mira?
She had never felt so alone.
The day that would change that came randomly, no warning that her entire world would be altered.
A simple popup, an add for a new idol group needing two more members.
A choreographer, and a lyricist.
Mira clicks on the ad.
She sees the interviews will be held today, in an hour, and it was a ten minute walk.
Mira scrambled to escape unseen. She didnât go through the front door, or her own window. Her parents had gotten wise at that point and added cameras to see what sheâd do.
Mira ended up in the bathroom, where she slipped out of the window and ran. No one saw her leave, and she was determined they wouldnât see her come back, either.
Arriving at the interviews, Mira was stunned and a little shocked to see just how many girls were there. At a rough guess sheâd say over 300 of them, all of them practicing various vocal and dance warmups.
She double checked the ad. According to it, she needed a thirty second song choice she would sing along too and a dance to match.
Now, if Mira were a different person, she mightâve panicked. Mightâve desperately started searching YouTube or the internet for suggestions on what to do.
But Mira isnât anyone else but herself.
As for what she does feel? Mira feels a massive surge of confidence at the information.
Because Mira knows sheâs the best.
Her dad tells her heâs so disappointed in her. It hurts.
And so Mira plans. She checks the flyer over, sees the company responsible for the competition. Something called âsunlight entertainmentâ, and apparently it was founded by the sunlight sister Celine.
(She knows the sunlight sisters, of course she does. Youâd have to live under a rock to not know the greatest pop sensation to ever hit Korea and-according to Mira-the entire world.)
Mira learned how to dance from professional instructors, certainly. But she learned to love it by seeing their performances on tv reruns. Sometimes, although sheâd never admit it, Mira would quietly sing and dance alongside them
And so, Mira watched as other girls were called up to perform, each one heading to a back area away from everyone else. She finds the looks of panic across each girls face as they head back. There were a few exceptions, but they were few and far between.
When Mira was finally called, it had been nearly four hours and she was bored out of her mind. She forced herself to stay calm as she walked into the room, putting on a practiced smile. Inside were three people, two older men who looked a little greasy⌠and Celine.
Celine would be interviewing Mira directly.
Ok, this is fine, donât panic, just put on the song and sing along. Itâs one of the lesser known sunlight sisters songs, called âGravityâ, one of Miraâs personal favorites.
And so, Mira does just that. Her moves are smooth, as if sheâd practiced them a hundred times instead of once two hours ago to become familiar with it. Her voice, which Mira knows is lower than most idols prefer, hits each note she aimed for.
By the time the thirty seconds were over Mira felt much better, her breathing controlled and her body relaxed in the way only steady movements could manage.
She took a moment, just one, to glance at the lights. Sheâd stopped telling people about them after her father yelled at her when she was nine, but she knew she wasnât imagining them. They were like waves of the ocean, always moving and flowing towards something. As the years had gone by, Mira noticed that when she sang and danced it would even glow brighter, and a sense of peace would wash over her from it.
She glanced back towards Celine, who was studying her very carefully. If Mira didnât know any better, she might thing the elderly former Idol had seen her look at the lights.
Shaking it off with a smile, Mira looked to the other two judges. They were both sitting, stunned, mouths hanging open. Celine looked between the two, a look of annoyance and mild amusement fluttering across her features. She tells Mira theyâll be in touch.
Mira leaves, feeling a burning hope that for once she finally impressed someone. She practically skips home, excited and anxious about the coming contact, until she sees her dad waiting outside for her.
He demands to know where she was, to which Mira just shrugs and says she went out with some friends. Her father says she doesnât have any friends because of who she is, and that she should come clean. Mira bites out that just because her family doesnât meet her friends doesnât mean she has none.
Her dad sighs, saying heâs disappointed sheâs still lying to him, but that thatâs not what he wanted to talk to her about. At Miraâs unimpressed look he tells her he found her a husband.
Mira is immediately hostile, saying she isnât marrying anyone. Her dad says that she doesnât have a say in the matter, with her grades and attitude sheâs lucky her mom was able to find anyone at all, especially someone who can âfixâ her. Mira shakes her head, saying she has no interest in marrying a stranger, especially one who thinks she needs to be âfixedâ.
He says her ânew husbandâ is coming over tomorrow to take her home. Mira says that if he comes over heâs leaving with nothing but a broken nose. Her father tells her then that if she doesnât comply, she will be kicked out. She wonât have any access to his money, his house, or any of their extended family.
Miraâs temper flares, and she stalks inside without saying a word. She goes straight to her room, slamming the door and locking it behind her.
(She had to make a lock. Her parent took hers away.)
She packed up the clothes she wore the most, her laptop, and her phone. She grabbed her emergency go back from the bottom of her closet as well, tossing it into the hiking bag she was bringing. She knew that if she wanted to get out of there with anything it would have to be once everyone else is asleep.
So, she waits. Slowly, the activity in the house dies down, until she hears her fatherâs signature snores, signaling that the house was asleep.
Itâs time.
Carefully, Mira creeps out of her room. She doesnât bother going for the front door, it likely has an alarm set if itâs opened tonight. She checks the bathroom, and sees another alarm has been set on the window, too.
She takes a moment to consider her options. Her parents likely have all the alarms turned on, so any windows downstairs are a no go. The bathroom window upstairs is unviable, and she canât use her own or her parents room. That meansâŚ
Mira turns to her brothers room with more then a little dread.
Itâs her one chance to get out. Her once chance to run away before sheâs forced into a marriage with what sounds like a complete asshole.
All she has to do is slip out of her brothers window without waking him up.
She creeps to his door, quietly pressing her ear to it. Inside, she can hear rapid clicking sounds, likely from whatever game heâs playing.
Perfect.
Slowly pushing open the door, Mira peeks inside. Just as sheâd expected, her brother was sitting hunched over his desk, playing some kind of bright colorful gun game with way too much happening. Heâs wearing his weird headphones, the ones with cat ears, which means he wonât hear a thing.
She shuts the door behind her as silently as she can manage before sneaking to his window. A quick glance back confirms heâs still focused on the game, though now heâs leaning forwards in concentration.
With deft fingers Mira unlatched the window, and was about to pull it open when she heard a curse behind her. She acted fast, not even bothering to glance towards her brother to see what had aggravated him.
She threw open the window, lunging out onto the roof. Spinning, Mira manages to see him slumped over his desk, his screen red with a âYOU DIEDâ message.
Mira allows herself a small smile as she slides the window shut.
After she gets to the end of her street, Mira pauses and thinks about tomorrow. She can picture her dadâs voice raising as he pounds on her door, assuming she probably slept in. She can almost hear the scream of rage when he opens it and finds her stuff, and more importantly her, gone.
Heâd probably yell at her mom, though not her brother. After all, the golden boy had never done anything wrong in his entire life, right?
Mira took one last look back at the house she called home, then prison, for years. She wonât miss the people in it, or even the place itself. But she will miss what it once represented.
Safety.
Mira let herself wallow for a moment longer before nodding to herself. Turning, she began to stride purposefully towards the far end of the street. She ends up checking into a cheap hotel with the money sheâd had in her go bag, enough for at least a two week stay.
The next few days pass in a blur, with Mira surfing the web using the free hotel WiFi while waiting for an email from the folks at sunlight. She has her phone off and the battery taken out to avoid it being tracked, so she has to hope theyâll contact her via email.
The day she gets the email is the same day she decided to check her social media via the laptop. She had dozens of direct messages from her parents and brother, most of them ordering her to come back with promises of threats they could only carry out if she went back.
Mira blocked them all. It felt⌠odd, cutting out the only family she has. But she knows it was necessary.
When she checks her email a few minutes later, she sees it. The one sheâs been waiting for, with instructions to head to the main offices in Seoul.
Mira doesnât bother waiting anymore. She packs up her bags, checks out, and hops onto the first bus heading that way. Shes anxious in the ride over, she knows that whatever happens during this meeting will determine whether she can become an idol and permanently escape her parents or if sheâll be forced to find work elsewhere.
Sheâs been to Seoul a few times over the years, but the size of it still surprises her as the bus enters into the city. Craning her neck Mira can just make out the logo for sunlight entertainment on the massive office building sheâs approaching.
Whatever comes next, Mira knows it wonât be easy.
Her arrival to the meeting is one with no fanfare. A secretary showed her to an empty conference room and told her to wait there, leaving before Mira could ask any questions. So Mira did the only thing she could think to do and sat at the surprisingly large meeting table and waited.
And⌠waited.
And kept waiting.
It wasnât until a full hour passed that the doors clicked open. Mira, whoâd been idly scrolling using the WiFi password she âborrowedâ from the secretaryâs desk jumped in surprise.
It was Celine again, but this time she wasnât followed by two greasy looking men.
Instead the most beautiful young woman Mira had ever seen walked in. She had gorgeous purple hair tied back in a braid, swaying gently as she walked with perfect poise. Her face was set in a polite, small smile that could only come from hours of practice in front of a mirror. She waited for Celine to sit down before sitting herself.
Mira managed to wrench her gaze off of her to look towards Celine, who was pulling out legal paperwork. Celine started by apologizing for the lateness, saying they were tied up with âacademic disagreementsâ (whatever that meant) and that they only had a little time to discuss what they needed to.
As the conversation progressed, from a simple kpop group to hunting demons, Miraâs gaze kept drawing back to Rumi. It helped that partway through the demon thing, Rumi pulled a sword out of thin air as proof and let Mira hold it.
Something about Rumi felt⌠too perfect. The way she would always let Celine answer any questions first, always speaking politely no matter how crass Mira dared be, the small ways sheâd correct Mira if there was something she misunderstood.
She was exactly the kind of person her parents had wanted Mira to become.
Mira decided, in that moment, that this girl and her would be enemy. She refused to be friends with someone her parents would like, no matter how gentle their eyes are or how hopefully they look at her.
By the end of the meeting, Mira has signed over four years of her life for training, and another four for her being an idol. She learns, then, that Rumi is supposed to be her teammate, her partner, in hunting.
The way Rumi shoots her a practiced smile grates on Miraâs nerves.
Celine asks Mira when she can start, and actually startles a little when Mira speaks a little too quickly as she says immediately. Rumi hesitates for a fraction of a second before asking if there was any family she needed to talk to, but Mira simply gave her a cold glare and said no.
Rumiâs face fell the tiniest amount at that, but Mira ignored her and asked if she can head to the training facility today. Celine (who was focused on paperwork and didnât see the interaction) says no, she canât. The flight, while short, isnât one she wants Mira making on her own so sheâll be staying with them instead.
Mira pauses for a moment, asking what she means by flight. Celine smiles, a bit of a mischievous one fitting the elderly maknae. Celine says that hunters train on Jeju island.
Mira ends up in Celine penthouse for the next few days. She doesnât see much of the older woman or Rumi, since they were both busy taking care of, as Celine had put it, âboring paperwork she should enjoy not dealing with for a while longer.â
The issue with that is it gives Mira too much time to think.
She thinks a lot, when she isnât doing something.
She thinks about how her dad probably yelled at her mother, insulting her for not better teaching Mira to be a subservient woman.
Her brother probably complaining about how his grades didnât go up even thought he âstudied so hardâ (ie; playing video games) and his parents comforting him about it.
And how eventually, sheâd become a bad story to them. A warning against future generations about the black sheep of the family who refused to be a good daughter.
It puts her in a worse mood each day she putters about the house, trying to find something to do. On the day before theyâre supposed to leave, Mira does find something⌠interesting.
Inside of one of the rooms is a balcony completely covered in plants. Donât get her wrong, she knows what a garden should look like, sheâd seen plenty growing up, but this?
This is an entire jungle.
The door to the room opened, making Mira jump slightly before turning with a neutral expression. Rumi was walking in, scratching at her arm as she hefted a large bag over her shoulder.
She froze when she saw Mira standing on the balcony, the smile frozen on her face. The two stared at each other for a few moments before Rumi asked what Mira is doing here. Mira, still angry about how she pictured her family acting, scoffed and jokingly asked if it was Rumiâs room.
To which Rumi says yes, it is.
Mira leveled a disbelieving look at her, pointedly looking around the barren room before returning her gaze to Rumi, and asked her if she was serious.
Rumiâs face twitched slightly at the mocking way Mira asked it, but she simply said yes, she is serious and yes, it is her room.
Mira scoffed, pushing past the young woman without another word. She didnât care about the way hurt flashed in Rumiâs eyes, so what if she put it there. ? It would just toughen her up!
(She ignores how it sounds like her dadâs voice saying that.)
Mira goes to bed without bothering to eat with the two woman. She doesnât bother explaining it to Celine, despite the worried expression on her face. She tries not to think about the look of concern thrown at Rumi as Mira had left, doesnât want to think about what it could mean.
They leave early the next morning wanting to, as Celine put it while waking her up, âbeat the dawn to beat the demons!â
The older woman had cringed slightly at the look Mira gave her before shrugging and saying she saw it on the internet.
The flight over is quick, and after arriving at the frankly impressive compound Celine tells Mira she should get ready and get into workout gear, and to join her and Rumi in the kitchen for some breakfast.
Mira, wanting to make up for last night, got ready quickly. She knows she should apologize to Rumi, but that quiet stubborn part doesnât want to give her the satisfaction.
She knows itâs an act, thereâs no way it isnât. No one is so âlittle miss perfectâ to that degree, Mira should know. Sheâd been perfect for her parents, her school, her brother, and all it had gotten her was disappointment and fury.
Heading to the kitchen, Mira goes to greet Celine again but pauses when she sees what sheâs doing. Her and Rumi are moving around each other in the kitchen, passing each other ingredients or cutlery to prepare the food. It reminds Mira of a choreographed dance, one that theyâd had hundreds of times before and would have again.
It looked peaceful, like how a mother and daughter might be when they are just enjoying each others company. Celine shared a small smile with Rumi as they passed each other, and Mira saw a similar smile directed back.
A horrible feeling twisted Miraâs gut, one sheâs all to familiar with; Jealousy.
She used to have it every time her parents would praise her brother for the bare minimum while getting on her about the smallest of mistakes.
The distaste she felt for Rumi elevated closer to downright displeasure.
Mira loudly announced herself as she stepped fully into the kitchen, startling the two right as Celine was passing Rumi a bottle of something. The bottle slipped past Rumiâs fingers, shattering and splashing the liquid onto Rumiâs pants.
Mira apologized, doing her best to make it sound authentic while not meaning it. Rumi told her it was fine and that sheâs glad Mira seemed to be in a better mood today. She turned to Celine and said sheâd go change really quickly, to which Celine told her to hurry before kissing the top of her head.
The jealousy flared even brighter, and she leveled a glare at Rumi as she walked past, getting a confused look in return. Mira quickly schooled her expression as Celine turned back around, asking if Mira wanted to help set the table, to which Mira agreed.
Once Rumi came back they all ate quickly, with Mira thanking Celine for the meal while pointedly not thanking Rumi. Celine noticed, and thanked Rumi for all her help this morning as well, making Mira grit her teeth.
Why is it that Celine treated Rumi so much better than how Miraâs own mother treated her? The difference felt like night and day as they ate, with Celine and Rumi trading jokes and light conversation about plants of all things. It felt closer to two friends than anything else, rather than a daughter whoâs supposed to listen to everything her mother says.
Her confusion and jealousy only grows after breakfast. The âdemon hunting trainingâ is a lot more intense than sheâd expected it to be, the first part with the run leaving her gasping for breath. Shes out with Rumi, while Celine takes care of more paperwork inside, so sheâs not worried about disappointing the older woman yet.
Then along comes freaking Ryu Rumi, her hairline still perfect and breathing even. She even offers Mira a water bottle, which Mira pointedly ignores and goes to grab her own.
After she caught her breath, Rumi brought her to the obstacle course which she said sheâd demonstrate for Mira. Despite her annoyance at the older girl Mira couldnât help but gawk a little bit as Rumi almost flew through the course, almost leaping past rock walls and sliding under log crawl areas.
Miraâs competitive nature flares as Rumi finishes with a flourish, and she moves to the start of the course with a small growl. When she reached it, she took off with no warning, going full bore.
She reached the first rock wall and leapt the way she saw Rumi do it, but she immediately knew something had gone wrong when she only reached halfway up it. Her hands latched onto the climbing stones and she yanked herself over the wall, cursing at how she didnât clear it the way Rumi did.
Each obstacle has a similar result. She tried to mimic what she saw Rumi did, down to the footwork, but was always a little too slow, or a little off on her timing, or just not strong enough to jump that high. Each failure burned a little more, stoking the flames of her anger higher and higher by the time she made it to the end.
With a leap, she landed on the foam pad at the end⌠and stumbled.
Mira stumbled.
That was the first time sheâd done so in over 8 years.
Sheâs about to lose it, she needs space, she needs something to hit, something to-
Rumi is applauding.
Mira turns with a glare, but feels it pinch into confusion at the look of genuine aw on Rumiâs face. The purple haired girl ran over, a small smile still on her face, as she congratulated Mira on her fast time. Mira could feel her confusion and frustration grow at the undeserved compliment, and starts pointing out all the ways she messed up, every time she missed a jump or slid down a wall.
Rumi shrugs at those, saying that this course is one theyâll be running every day so sheâll have plenty of time to practice. She leans in, whispering conspiratorially that when she first tried it she slammed face first into the wall and knocked herself out.
Mira feels a flicker of humor at that, but the attempt to cheer her up is soured at the memory of Rumiâs perfect form as she moved through the course. With a scoff of whatever, Mira asks whatâs next.
Sheâs a little shocked to hear weapons training.
That shock turns to anger as she gets thoroughly thrashed by Rumi with every wooden practice weapon she gets. The one weapon that she got close to even one hit on Rumi with is a giant blade Rumi called a Gok-do, but even with the reach advantage Rumi got in close and tapped the sword on her neck.
The next few days go the same, ending with another run, each one exhausting. By the end of the twelfth one Miraâs done. Shes done with the stupid way Rumi still hasnât broken a sweat, with the stupid way sheâs offering her water, with the stupid way she couldnât even do everything as well as she wanted.
Mira stood up, brushing past Rumi and knocking the water bottle from her hand as a consequence. She doesnât bother to look back as Rumi asks her if sheâs alright, instead just stalking inside.
After sheâs showered, Miraâs feeling a bit better, though her mood is still somewhat sour. She ends up in the kitchen by herself, and a quick glance at the clock confirms itâs close to dinner time.
So, Mira does something sheâd always refused to do for her own family. She makes dinner.
She carefully gathers everything up, a simple meal of Kimchi Bokkeumbap that she methodically prepares. But the time sits finished her mind is calm, her hands are steady, and she realizes she mightâve been a little mean to Rumi.
Then, not wanting her efforts to go to waste with no sign of Rumi or Celine, Mira goes to find the two of them. She ends up at Celineâs door, and is about to knock when she hears an odd sound. A muffled sob.
What?
She knows she shouldnât, but Mira canât help the burning curiosity and strange sense of protectiveness burning in her already for Celine. She puts her ear to the door and listens.
Rumi is comforting Celine.
Thatâs the first shock.
The second is that Celine is crying because of Mira.
As she listens, Mira starts to feel a heavy guilt settle in. Celine had been stressed about everything, dealing with the legal side of her parents trying to force her to hand Mira over and how Miras acting like she doesnât even want to be here.
Celine tells Rumi she isnât willing to make Mira a prisoner, but that without her the Honmoon might not turn golden in time.
Mira shakes her head slightly, taking a step back. She thought sheâd been sneaky, able to avoid her parents finding out where she was. Apparently sheâd been wrong, and now Celine was paying for it.
She isnât entirely sure what the golden Honmoon is supposed to be or what itâs supposed to do, but it sounds important. Mira considers the dilemma.
If she stays, Celine will have to deal with her family non-stop for the next several years until Mira turns old enough. But the Golden Honmoon might be attainable.
If she leaves, Celineâs life would be considerably less stressful with Miraâs family off her back, and she might be able to find someone else to make the golden Honmoon.
Mira backs away from the door, her heart twisting. She doesnât want to leave, not really. But she is a proud young woman, and she isnât willing to let someone else suffer because of what she did.
So, Mira makes her choice.
She messages her father, a time and the address of a cafe in town. She says sheâs ready to come home. Her father says itâs about time.
Mira leaves a note on the counter, apologizing for being such an ass. She says Celine should look for someone else, and that she canât help turn the Honmoon gold. Mira says she knows sheâs too angry and aggressive, that she hasnât tried to get along with Rumi even though sheâs been nothing but kind.
And she thanks Celine, for giving her some hope before she loses it forever.
Mira leaves that night, not seeing the two of them for dinner. Sheâd hid in her room, note clutched tightly, until theyâd gone to bed.
Her walk is one filled with melancholy. She thinks back to Rumi, her jealousy seeming almost silly now that she has some perspective. Rumi isnât her brother, sheâs way too considerate for that. She can only hope Rumi doesnât think too badly of her for this.
She thinks of Celine, how sheâll be upset and a little sad Mira left. She thinks of how sheâll try to find where Mira went, becoming more frantic as she searches and still canât find her. And she thinks of how Celine will eventually give up, and look for another person to make into a hunter.
That stings more than sheâd like to admit.
Mira makes it to town. Her dad is waiting there, four large men standing nearby. He tells her that when they get home, she will be going straight to her husbands house. Mira simply nods, the fight in her just⌠gone.
She canât find it in herself to care about that. Or about the impending end to her independence and freedom.
Oddly, her mind turns to the first day of training with Rumi. The way Rumi had been so excited and actually applauded her efforts and said sheâd done well, even though it hadnât been perfect.
She thinks of how Rumi looked while running, always keeping pace beside Mira, always sure that Mira took breaks when she needed them.
She thinks of how Rumi looks slamming feet first into Miraâs father, purple hair hidden by a hoodie and a mask on her- wait, what?!
Rumi landed calmly, turning to face the four men as Miraâs father lay unconscious on the ground. At Miraâs disbelieving look, Rumi winked at her.
She actually winked at Mira.
Mira is too stunned to do anything as Rumi proceeds to dismantle all four security men. They never landed a blow on her, and she almost seemed to be dancing, choreographing the fight perfectly.
Itâs⌠beautiful.
By the time itâs over, the four men are laying groaning on the ground, clutching at dislocated limbs. Miraâs father is standing up slowly, clutching at his broken nose. He tries to threaten Rumi with a lawsuit, to which Rumi simply slams another fist into his broken nose.
Mira finally snaps out of her reverie, asking what Rumi is doing here. Rumi says sheâs here to get her teammate back. Mira tries to argue, saying Rumi can just find another one, but Rumi shakes her head.
She tells Mira that the Honmoon has chosen her, and it will not choose another. Mira says itâll have to, she isnât willing to keep hurting Celine and Rumi. Rumi raises an eyebrow, and asks when she did that.
Mira says she overheard Celine crying in the office, which made Rumi flinch slightly, confirming to Mira that she was right.
Right up until Rumi grabbed her arm.
Rumi says that she was crying because she got drunk. Today is the anniversary of her motherâs death, and Celine had made a poor choice and drank too much. Celine isnât under nearly as much stress as Mira thinks, and is apparently taking great satisfaction in pissing off her dad.
Mira says she hurt Rumi, too. Rumi shrugs, and says she forgives Mira.
Mira is stunned for a moment, before saying it doesnât work like that. Rumi pulls the mask down, grinning, and says thatâs totally how it works now. Something about Rumiâs slightly awkward smile feels much more genuine, now. It makes a smile come to Miraâs face, too.
Rumiâs smile shrinks, but is still there. She asks Mira to come home with her.
Mira looks down at her father, still clutching his nose and in pain. She thinks about what living with that ânew husbandâ would be like, with his efforts to âfix herâ. She thinks about how Celine had been fighting with her dad for almost two weeks now, and had apparently been enjoying it. She thinks about how Rumi came out all this way in the dead of night not to drag her back, but to ask her to come home.
Home.
Because thatâs what Rumi and Celine became, even while Mira was prickly and angry. They became her sense of safety, something she hadnât felt in a house in years.
She thinks⌠no.
Mira knows what she wants to do.
Mira says she wants to go home.
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This one took a while ngl. I was trying my best to get into Miraâs head about how she thinks about stuff, but Iâm not usually an angry or jealous person so it was a bit of a struggle.
If yall made it to the end, I hope you enjoyed it! Have a lovely day :p
they are sexually mature at ONE HUNDRED AND FIFTY YEARS OLD.
their (live!) young gestate for. wait for it. eight to eighteen (??) YEARS. can have up to 10 at a time. good grief.
longest lifespan of any vertebrate, up to five hundred years
toxic flesh
has giant eyes but is usually blind because of a weird little crustacean that's evolved to live on and eat their eyes. this doesn't seem to bother them much.
lives in deep cold water and has the lowest swim speed and tail-beat frequency for its size across all fish species. just generally lives life in extreme slow motion
largest genome of any shark
eats everything including moose and polar bears
ma'am you are delightfully strange and I'm privileged to share a planet with you
Polytrix drunken wedding au where they wake up and Rumiâs like oh. Well. I guess whatever happened last night they probably found out about my patterns (they did not) and proceeds to just shift her operating. Without explicitly saying anything
As Zoey's become increasingly fond of saying since The Incident, what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas.
However. She would still love some context for what happened to Rumi. Because since waking up in that hotel room with a marriage certificate next to them, she's been...different.
Quiet, touch-averse, my-walls-have-walls Rumi, has been acting completely different since, despite the fact that they'd all agreed to forget that night happened and never go back to Las Vegas. She's been open to touch, to cuddles, even to going to the bathouse - at least, until those demons had interrupted their trip - and most concerningly (the only concerning thing, really, Rumi's hugs are so nice) talking about her childhood with surprising openness.
She's saying things like "I know I'm a mistake who shouldn't have been born but I'm so glad you two accept me" or "Celine made sure I've always known there's something wrong with me and said you could never know" or "I always thought I'd die doing my duty before I ever got to truly be loved" and she says it all with the most disturbingly-unbothered tone and expression, and if asked, just says somethimg to the tune of you know why in a small voice that's nothing like her usual confidence.
Mira's fairly certain now that Rumi's at least passively suicidal, and hasn't taken her eyes off her. And has been talking about Celine with a hatred formerly reserved for the assholes previously known as her parents. And with everything Rumi's been saying, it's not hard to see the horrifying levels of self-hatred she's carrying around.
At first, Zoey had wondered if it's because she's bi, but then remembered that Celine is literally the gayest woman in existence and in fact taught Rumi how to do her bi-liner. She's since upgraded her theory to Rumi being some form of trans, but even that doesn't make sense, because Celine hasn't been transphobic towards Mira - or anyone else, for that matter - in the slightest.
And even with her newfound willingness to cuddle and trauma-dump, Rumi still isn't sharing much actual detail about whatever she's hiding. Whatever it is clearly hurts to talk about, with how much she shies away from it, and as far as Zoey can guess, the only time she's ever talked about it was the night they all got so drunk that they went and got Vegas-married. Which seems to have opened the metaphorical floodgates and left her feeling so much more free to talk about all those faults and fears Celine hates the sharing of so much.
The problem is, she can't remember the Horrifying Rumi Lore that had to have been revealed that night, and neither can Mira.
And of course they can't tell their girl that. It would be awful to her. Bad enough that they've forgotten one of the most important conversations they've ever had - asking her to go through explaining it again would just be cruel.
So they'll just have to keep figuring it out from context. Or get her really drunk again.
And, like, from Rumiâs perspective? Things are great!
Okay, so sheâs not talking about any of it directlyâsheâs really and honestly so happy that she apparently got enough liquid courage in her to trust that Mira and Zoey would understand and help her get rid of her patterns instead of rejecting her, but that doesnât mean she should be rubbing all of the gross, painful, horribleness in their faces (or her own)âbut she is talking about it, and itâs such a relief to just be able to say things
(âŚSheâs not thinking about the wedding certificate that sheâd stared at the entire time Zoey was ransacking the room to make sure they didnât get licenses. Or the blurry memories of the night before. None of that ever happened.)
(And she wonât say she wants to kiss them again.)
And they still want to be around her! Even touch her! Zoey hugs her just as much (maybe more) and she doesnât seem to mind at all that Rumiâs started to reach out more, just a little
(It kind of reminds her of back when they were kids and sheâd started figuring out that Zoey took comfort from touch and making up all those ridiculous rules in her head for when she was allowed to initiateâwhat counted as being for Zoey enough. Sheâd slimmed it down considerably over the years, bencause all that really mattered was that it wasnât for her and it wouldnât show her patterns, but⌠sheâs starting to wonder if it might not be okay if itâs for her sometimes? Just a little?)
And they still invite her to the bathhouse! Mira was so happy, and then even after it went wrong she still went and got them face masks to do while cuddling on the couchâlike it really was that important to her that she spend time with Rumi. Not just like it always had been, but⌠like it still was
But. Then. Every once in a whileâŚ
Itâs strange, how she doesnât see any new urgency about the Golden Honmoon in them. Sheâd always thought thatâthat it would matter to them, the way it does to her. Because itâs her
Maybe sheâs just being selfish, but it still kind of hurts, how they just brush off her every hope for the future. They love her! She knows they do! They love her in ways she never really thought possible! But she still wishes that they might want to save her a little more, and not just the world
And then Miraâs developed this weird grudge against Celine for some reason?
The kind of weird grudge that makes Rumi really concerned, because sheâs broken out the tone that she reserves for her birth family, and Rumi doesnât even want to think about how she couldâve missed Celine doing something likeâ
âShe made you believe there was something fundamentally wrong with you,â Mira says, nearly shaking with the effort itâs taking her to say that in an almost-calm manner.
âBut⌠there is,â Rumi points out, confused. âYou know that. Celine justâwanted to make sure no one hurt me before we could fix it.â
Ever since the girls got back from the US leg of their tour they've been acting...different.
Mira is inexplicable hostile towards her. During their most recent official meeting she spent the entire time pinning Celine with the same murderous look she typically reserved for her parents, she pointedly edged herself in front of Rumi when Celine passed them in the hall almost like she expected her to strike out like a snake, and when she ran into Bobby yesterday he sheepishly informed her that Mira has instructed him to screen Celine's calls.
"Did...something happen, between you two?" he'd asked, a look of mixed concern and trepidation twisting his face.
And she'd had to answer that she honestly didn't know.
Zoey has seemed flighty. Which is not too far off from the girl's hyperactive normal, but this...this is different. Like she's plagued by an itch but can't tell where to scratch to soothe it. She keeps looking at Rumi with knotted brows, not the way she did when they were new to each other and in that awkward 'getting to know you' phase, but like she's trying to solve a riddle.
Celine never was good at those.
Most puzzling of all, Rumi is happy. Truly, thoroughly, ridiculously happy. She's still focused on the Golden Honmoon, of course; Celine raised her to be a Hunter. But during their talks, there's a buoyancy in her words, a lightness in her smile, a sparkle in her eyes that was never there before, like...
...Like Miyeong in the months after she met him.
"Rumi, you know what your contract says about dating, right?"
"Yeah, of course."
"And you know you can't risk someone finding out about the patterns, right?"
"Celine, why are asking this?"
"Just- please tell me you aren't dating anyone."
"...I am definitely not dating anyone."
(did she just hesitate?)
Celine elects to not push; after all, the girls are adults who are well-acquainted with the contracts they signed; she trusts them to not do something irresponsible.
And Rumi is happy.
But...she keeps an eye on things from a distance; she refuses to have history repeat.
The day she sees the footage from the fan signing with those hacks the Saja Boys and Rumi's little "woo Jinu."
Iâd figured they didnât get quite that farâI mean, if we reach the events of the film, then Jinuâs bathhouse save doesnât happen and instead becomes the real reveal? But letâs say Rumi still freezes up on instinct and then pushes her girls away, telling them thereâs no injury and assuming they wouldnât want to see
We will say the girls donât stop âGoldenâ early: Rumi actually thinks to mention it, having gotten so practiced with feelings talk, and Mira and Zoey both flip out to insist that she donât, they need to relax, if they push too hard they wonât live to see the Golden Honmoon!
(This provides room for many silly shenanigans with Huntrix, who are supposed to be on hiatus, creating reasons to do press things so as to keep the Saja Boys back, and dropping it just a bit later)
And then Rumi and Jinu start happening, and sheâs actually telling her girls about how eugh, he acts like he can âunderstandâ her just because he saw, they know sheâs notâjust because sheâs⌠sheâs not like them, right? (Mira and Zoey are losing their minds as they insist that she isnât, what the actual fuck and hell.) But heâd actually seemed to mean it when he said that he had feelings, that all he did was feelâŚ
And Rumiâs trying to figure him out, and her girls are trying to figure her out, and Jinu is surprised as shit when Rumi tells him that Mira and Zoey do know about her patterns, actually
Enter: one very freaked out Celine, who canât reach Mira or Zoey by phone and really wants to make sure that no one is dating any demons. Please. Please thatâs all she wants to know
Unfortunately for her, this is the moment when all of Zoeyâs repressed Emotions regarding how Rumi talks about herself spill over
Unfortunately for Zoey, she starts venting, and dumping her feelings all over her SLS Bias. And she canât stop. She yells that Celine shouldnât have said that Rumi was a mistake. She yells that no one is dating a demon because theyâre married. She yells that Celine shouldnât project her self worth onto Rumi. She yells that she feels in the dark about whatâs making Rumi mad at herself and doesnât want to be.
And Celine takes it. Blunts the barrage like she did when she was the only hunter. But she could shrug off a scrape or a cut. The sheer weight of Zoeyâs words are impossible to ignore.
As Zoeyâs emotionally-fueled rambles devolve into blubbering, Celine hugs Zoey. And cries.
She sobs. Her corporate No Emotion Face cracks. She drops her head onto Zoeyâs shoulder and sobs. She didnât want Rumi to feel like this. She unloads her emotions and Rumiâs secret, with similar fervor to Zoey just moments before.
Zoey is right there with Celine. Helping her through it. Using breathing exercises. Listening to what she has to say, no matter how hare-brained it seems. Zoey almost doesnât register the fact that Rumi is half-demon, and she feels betrayed, but she knows that is a problem for future her and Rumi.
And the two maknaes of two of the biggest kpop bands stand, in a corporate office made of glass and plaster, repressed feelings about Rumi flowing freely between them between heaving breaths and broken sobs.
And itâs the first time since The Incident that Zoey has let herself say married, to think of a version of events where maybe it matters to them and not just to her, to engage with the idea that they chose herânot some mystic destiny choosing them for each other, offering her a place in the universe and a duty to fulfill, but the three of them. Choosing each other. All the risks that entails.
The fact that Rumiâs confession was apparently to having demon patterns is. Way beyond her pay grade. And part of her does flinch at the idea: yes, that is wrong, Rumi isnât a demon, they should hide them and get rid of them
But sheâs spent all of that time since The Incident telling Rumi she isnât wrong. Hoping Rumi will be more honest with her. Trying to figure out how to help her and wishing she had more information. Seeing all of these things they didnât even know to help with before
And, fuck, the idea of them hurting Rumi because they saw the patterns and didnât understandâ
That one, she has to ask Celine. And Celine looks at her, tired, red-eyed, covered in both of their snot, and tries to compose herself before she says, âI had to consider all of the risks.â
She looks stupid. Not a perfect idol, justâa woman. Who tried. And if Rumi thought all of those risks werenât real, then⌠she probably wouldnât have needed to get blackout drunk to tell them.
âOkay,â Zoey says, even though she wants to scream some more. âOkay, IâI have to talk to Mira. And Rumi. Iâwhereâs my phone?â
Celine sits, silently, watching her search the office, wiping her face. Finally, she asks, âMarried?â
The events of the movie happen. Rumi is more open with her girls about what's happening with Jinu, but she still can't quite bring herself to say out loud that she's half demon (why say it, they already know) and Mira and Zoey are just kind of confused but playing along because they do trust Rumi even though something is clearly weird.
And then Rumi stumbles backstage at the Idol Awards with her jacket torn off and her patterns showing, having the worst day of her life, and she sees Mira and Zoey.
"Oh, thank goodness it's you, I thought--"
"Rumi, how do you have patterns?"
Rumi's surprise is enough to break her out of her spiral. "What? You know I have patterns, you've known ever since Vegas--"
"Oh!" says Zoey, as everything suddenly fits together in her head, and she has the all-too-familiar sensation of having too many thoughts in her head to fit out of her mouth. "Oh! That's-- and you-- we didn't-- but that's why--"
And Mira says, "If somebody doesn't tell me what fuck is going on in the next two fucking seconds, then I'm going to-- to-- I don't fucking know, but somebody is going to be fucking sorry I did it!"
And Rumi says, "We had drunk sex in Vegas, how could you possibly not know I'm a half-demon?"
Zoey is waving her arms and shouting incoherent monosyllables as she tries to make all her thoughts get in line so she can say them.
Mira says, "Who exactly had this drunk sex with you? Because I'm pretty sure I would remember that!"
And at that moment Bobby's voice comes over their headsets and says, "Girls! I have no idea what's going on but I think you should know your mikes are on!"
Jinu thinks he got the Honmoon via The Scandal TM and that he got Rumi with the. Yk. Horrible assault. Except it turns out Rumi is made of something insane and really only cares that sheâs got actual love and acceptance and the Huntrix fandom is losing it at the confirmation that Rumi had drunk sex with⌠someone? Probably Zoey????
Who knows what the half-demon thing was about. And who cares. Lesbianism!!!!!
Dying over the fact that the half-demon thing is instantly shoved on the back burner in favor of working out Who Had Drunk Sex With Who.
Mira's "I would have remembered that" becomes a Whole Thing on Twitter with the fandom, people arguing both that it was definitely her because She Doth Protest Too Much and that it definitely wasn't because it shouldn't be within the realm of earthly possibilities that Lovergirl Mira forgetting something like that.
(but there are more things in heaven and earth than are dreamt in the realms of fanspaces)
(they all were plastered)
Mira, meanwhile, is tearing her hair out because Rumi is swearing up and down the Honmoon and across her mother's grave that it was with both of them and Mira just cannot process that she apparently gave in to a years-long yearning and completely forgot about it!!!!
Zoey has yet to contribute more than two connected syllables to this conversation; reboot protocol has yet to complete. Or initiate.
Jinu pops his head around a corner to see how his Grand Plan is playing out (it's been a while; he was sure Rumi would have come to chew him out by now). He needs to have something to report back to Gwi-Ma, after all.
Rumi: Well we just got a marriage certificate, what did you think we did once we got back?!??
...This is going to be a very interesting report.
And all the while Celine is still in Jeju, studying the Honmoon, which has been behaving....strangely.
She should probably go online and make sure nothing horrible happened during the Idol Awards...
And, just to be clear, what actually happened when they got back:
Zoey had, at some point, begun rambling about the importance of something borrowed, which Rumi and Mira didnât entirely understand, but as soon as they were out of the cab and the danger of an indecent exposure charge was past, agreeably went for, with Rumi handing over her pants and Mira handing over her shirt, to be exchanged for Zoeyâs
While Rumi was getting said pants on, Mira and Zoey got⌠distracted. (Poor allosexuals that they are.) She looked up to see them making out and started throwing pillows, because like⌠[Rumi voice] ugh, you guys are so gross!
One brief (and intense) pillow fight later, they all ended up passing out in a puddle
While Rumi made a reasonable conclusion based on waking up with a marriage certificate, not wearing her own clothes, and in bed with the two half-naked loves of her life⌠Miraâs right ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
Unfortunately for Celine, no one on the internet has considered this possibility. Rip
Saja Boys try the whole Namsan Tower concert thing, but for the first time since their debut Jinu just cannot pull people's attention away from Huntrix.
(which- fair. The other four boys are watching the Twitter drama unfold like it's a soap opera and he's not sure he can win a four-to-one fight if he snatches away their phones).
So the movie's officially put on hold.
The girls don't know how they get back to the penthouse in one piece, but even more confusing is how Celine beat them there.
"What is this?" She's waving her phone in their direction, the device currently exploding with notifications asking for her comments on something she would preferably never comment on.
"Nothing!" Rumi blurts out of habit.
"Sorry!" Zoey wails.
"Your phone," Mira deadpans because she is falling to pieces inside and has reverted back to sarcastic factory settings for the time being.
Celine shoots her a glare before continuing. "You are Hunters. You are meant to be upholding the Honmoon, not providing tabloid fodder! And now-" She looks like she wants to say more, but cuts herself off, takes a deep breath, pinches the bridge of her nose. "Damage control. Step one: the marriage certificate. My legal team can look into getting it annulled since, apparently, none of you were of sound mind."
She cuts a glare to Rumi as she says it, as if Rumi in particular had a responsibility to not get plastered. Rumi ducks her chin, feeling her patterns twinge.
It's best for the Honmoon if they do. They could do it quickly, quietly, let tonight fade like a scar until, down the line, it becomes the sort of funny 'wild and crazy youth' anecdote they tell on talk shows over practiced smiles and cued applause. Things would go back to how they were, her and Mira and Zoey, united by contracts and the Honmoon and not that tantalizing more she'd been keeping stashed in the bottom of her sock drawer, where she could smile to herself every time her fingers brushed it; back to a world where she was always assigned to them and never chosen.
After all, now- now they know she's a half-demon, which they'd apparently forgotten about. It wouldn't be fair to have them keep being married to that.
It's right.
It's senseible.
It's her duty.
"...I don't want to."
She's not sure if it's Mira or Zoey who's spoken, just that her heart lurched when they did.
Celine actually had to take a moment to recover. "What do you mean, you don't want to? You have a sacred duty--"
"Yeah, but--" Zoey took a deep breath. She'd finally gotten her thoughts, if not in order, at least in single file. "Look, the three of us have a lot to unpack right now, like Rumi somehow being a half-demon, whatever that even means, and not telling us--"
"I thought you knew!"
"â-after Vegas, yes, which is a whole other thing we need to talk about, but you didn't tell us before that--"
"Oh. Um. Yeah. Sorry?"
"--which again, we are going to have a conversation about, but also I think I'm now pretty sure we all have some kind of feelings about each other and I would really really like to know what they are because I am tired of guessing!"
There was a short silence.
Mira cleared her throat. "What Zoey said. And as long as we're adding things to the Huntrix to-do list, Rumi, I know you and Jinu had some kind of thing going on--"
"You what?! With a demon?" Celine snapped.
"Well, maybe I wouldn't have had to if you'd ever told me what happened with my mom and dad instead of just avoiding the subject my whole life!"
"Oh. Um. Adding that to the conversation list," Zoey said quietly.
"Anyway" Mira continued while Celine and Rumi glared at each other, "Rumi, can we finally just go kill the fuck out of the Saja Boys?"
"Oh, yeah," Rumi said through clenched teeth, "the only thing going on between us is going to be my sword."
There was another silence, punctuated only by the repeated pinging of Celine's phone.
"While I'm glad to see you've finally remembered that Hunters are supposed to kill demons instead of fraternize with them, perhaps you would care to give some thought to trying to repair Huntrix's reputation?"
"Oh, get off your high horse," Mira snapped, barely a beat before Rumi's retort. "At this point we could make out sloppy style on stage and the fans would seal the Honmoon overnight. Zoey calls it Plan Omega."
Zoey's head whipped around. "How-- that was private! How did you even--"
"You left one of your notebooks open on the kitchen counter."
Celine pinched the bridge of her nose and visibly counted to ten. "Girls, clearly I should have been keeping a much tighter rein over you. I had no idea you'd become so--"
"Right," Rumi interrupted, "so kill the Saja Boys and then have several conversations, right?"
Zoey and Mira glanced at each other. "Right."
"Great. Hang on, I think I figured something out earlier..." Rumi grabbed Zoey and Mira's hands and all three of them vanished in a puff of pink smoke.
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