michael de santa apologist

Bonus:

Stupid bitch

Deep down, Trevor is aware of this, especially of the fact that Michael will never reciprocate (at least not to the same extent). Though he tries not to dwell on it too much, because either way he can't let go of Michael.

here’s something i found in trevor’s trailer.

if you can’t read the red text at the bottom of the box, it says “stop drinking aid.”

When I look at you, I see my best friend. You know all my dark secrets. You know my real childhood. You know the feeling of my lips on yours, the taste sometimes sweet from smoke or bitter by booze. You know my body. You know everything that’s me. I crave to talk how we used too. Hours and hours of mindless chatting and laughing; but I have to remind myself that you’re not him. My best friend was amazing. He left me in awe at how flawless he could do things under pressure. Every cop in America wanted him; but he was mine. You. You are everything he was not. My best friend died an undeserving death. I shouldn’t have ran. Maybe I could’ve saved him. It’s too late now. A part of me has been missing since I left North Yankton. I thought it had found it’s way back to me somehow, here in San Andreas. Imagine my disappointment when it was just his killer.

I miss him.

I miss you.