hi! maybe you know me or maybe you don't. i'm an aging disabled genderqueer who has been living on this site for ages. i've shat posts, written poems, made music & videos too. i also host a few tumblr communities like my book club.
i have been unable to work for a while & am currently surviving in a low income apartment with help from family support, weekly plasma donations, commission orders & pawning old items. i am in a tighter spot than ever now with little help from assisted living services so far.
if you have enjoyed anything on this blog & want to help me live:
theme songs for just about any story or idea you have
background/AFK/intro & outro music for streamers and youtubers
8-16 bit retro sounds for game projects
battle songs, lofi, from breakcore & triphop to classical & country
and literally everything in-between
CURRENT PRICES (REDUCED):
$30 for a 0-2 minute song
$60 for 2-3
$90 for 3-4
$120 for 4+
i got my start playing live instruments with my dad as a child, & have both self training & classic training influences under my binder i mean belt. i made the transition into digital production about 9 years ago, although i still live record as well & enjoy blending both mediums.
i have completed quite a few orders since then! there is no genre I consider off limits, but i will tell you if I have less experience with something in your request. for more questions, just DM me or send an ask. have a safe day.
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It is somewhat remarkable how much can change in a few years: Motoko is not just an EXPLICIT lesbian in the new Ghost in the Shell adaptation, but also a BOTTOM.
They really took EXTRA EFFORT to make this scene SIGNIFICANTLY MORE lesbian as compared to the 2 pages (or rather, 3-4 panels) it had in the original manga:
Imagine having THAT depicted in an anime 20 years ago that would have been - rightfully - presumed to be the iconic flagship show of the entire season, and that purely on the whim of the studio direction without being able to hide behind the source material.
Science Saru really said "I know artists who use subtext and they are all cowards" and proceeded to devote almost two whole minutes of the episode to making sure everyone knows just how much of a lesbian Motoko is. Quite a difference to the intentionally strong asexual depiction in the 90s movie.
Huh. Old Matoko really gave off a vibe that she's so fucked mentally with the whole existentialism and being state property that sex was something she's too disassociated for. I gotta read the new one
And about the environmental impact then it's true that AI data centers are a problem BUT the way people talk about AI and the environment makes it sound like AI is the one singular threat to our planet and that the removal of AI would fundamentally resolve everything when AI data centers is but one arm of a giant monster we will not effectively challenge by shaming people for using chatgpt
From what I gathered, datacentres are just like uncomfortable to live around?
One thing is when wood processing happens abroad and another when your bills are high, you have shortages and your fav spot is paved over
I think it's less about AI being perceived as unique evil and more about people having to bear the consequences of environmental damage
So yeah, I wager when they figure regulations and adjust infrastructure, people will just stop caring about datacentres at all since it won't be messing with water(dumping it in countryside instead) or making too much noise
people who live next to these data centers have stopped having clean water and air, it’s not just “uncomfortable” to live around, they are giving people cancer and taking advantage of the admin’s lax epa regulation enforcement to do so (not to mention light and sound pollution and the amount of forests destroyed to make way for it)
data centers are killing people and the environment
yes the data centers are not because of AI (it’s just a convenient excuse for why they need them) but they are still emitting a metric shit-ton of pollution
people think “oh they are dumb republicans who cares what happens to them” ignoring the fact that rural areas are also full of black people and others disenfranchised by our dumbass voting system
even if the entire south was just a bunch of dumb republicans, everyone deserves access to clean water and air, already poor rural areas are getting inflated electricity bills because the power companies are giving huge cuts to the data centers and putting the onus on residents, can’t afford to pay for a data center to make your water full of sediment and make your air smell like a gas leak? you gotta move, if you can’t afford to move? just lay down and die
My point was that the harm of datacenters will be mitigated or hidden to the point it doesn't agitate people. Current situation is just a regulational and media fuckup rather than a unique threar
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From the department of “man I wish I was making this up”, I just learned my department chair dislikes me bc she thinks I used AI to write my MA thesis but can’t prove it. It’s because of my “needlessly complex” sentences, apparently.
Said draft required knowledge of three languages and access to sources that haven’t been digitized. Didn’t stop her from berating me at my defense and telling me that “you think you’re funny and clever, but you’re not,” as well as calling me several charming things.
Same chair is under investigation for multiple conduct violations and potential financial fraud :)
its WILDDDDDD like so many professors are tyrants who think their tenure makes them little god kings. Most of the students I've seen get punished are ones with "over-complicated writing styles" and are almost universally not white lol. it's so blatantly racist. I've had students come to me terrified of being accused of using AI, and it's hard to even give them advice on what things to avoid in their writing to reduce that possibility, because profs and TAs love hallucinating AI-isms in essays and/or just deciding students they dislike are using AI. Accusing students with high grades of using AI is also a handy way to reduce the class average (every undergraduate class I've TA'd for has class average targets). But for sure the main concern is about helping students understand the real value of learning
I feel a perpetual deep-seated alienation from most people in academia because everyone behaves like cops and hall monitors, and then I log onto tumblr to see the exact people who do the alienating posting about how emotionally difficult it is for them to report students for (possibly) using AI to write an assignment
If you see someone struggling and your response is not to pull them aside and help them, I question your instincts as an educator. Your job is to help people learn.
But if you're cheating, you should not get credit, point blank period. If you haven't learned you should not get to move forward as if you have. It's unfair to everyone who's actually doing the work and makes it so no one can trust that the degree or course credit or whatever means anything.
"but it doesn't mean anything anyway"
that might be true! but then you should probably do something else with your time. There's other ways to learn that don't require deceit or thousands of dollars.
And about the environmental impact then it's true that AI data centers are a problem BUT the way people talk about AI and the environment makes it sound like AI is the one singular threat to our planet and that the removal of AI would fundamentally resolve everything when AI data centers is but one arm of a giant monster we will not effectively challenge by shaming people for using chatgpt
From what I gathered, datacentres are just like uncomfortable to live around?
One thing is when wood processing happens abroad and another when your bills are high, you have shortages and your fav spot is paved over
I think it's less about AI being perceived as unique evil and more about people having to bear the consequences of environmental damage
So yeah, I wager when they figure regulations and adjust infrastructure, people will just stop caring about datacentres at all since it won't be messing with water(dumping it in countryside instead) or making too much noise
The entire debacle with Imane Khelif is like the perfect illustration of how someone exempts themselves from misdirected transmisogyny by invoking and conforming to bioessentialist standards of womanhood; something a trans woman would not be able to do, as evidenced by the fact that no trans woman was allowed to compete in the event at all
it is only technically true, that trans women were allowed to compete. they changed the rules specifically for the 2024 olympics in such a way to effectively ban 99.9% of trans women specifically from participating:
(effectively as in: transitioning is so gatekept that there's almost no country on earth where you are even allowed to transition this early, it is extremely gatekept even in the most "trans positive" legislations around the world, and also many just realize later in life, so this effectively bans most if not almost all trans women)
The previous addition was correct at the time, but is already outdated. Trans women are now just completely banned from women's sports in the Olympics.
The International Olympic Committee (IOC) has announced a new Policy on the Protection of the Female (Women’s) Category in Olympic Sport and
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It is not enough that Elon Musk should die, nor even that he should die penniless, friendless, alone, and in pain. It is necessary, as a matter of moral certitude, that his death be utterly and completely mundane and explicable in its every particular. such clear and inarguable must it be that no true crime podcaster or history channel could ever inject it with falsified intrigue in the name of a quick buck; it must be so plain and clear that every four-year-old who heard of it would nod sagely in understanding.
I genuinely think that moral toll upon firing squad isn't worth it. Just expropriate all he has, leave him with a year worth of lavish living expense and banish him to an island Napoleon style
I still think that HP hate leads to people missing a point about how JKR is a billionaire sexual assaulter.
People(notably ContraPoints) treat her like she's another internet right wing propogandist rather than a demon in literally same league as Musk and Thiel and such
trying to get the funny medieval peasants to try my future dorito and accidentally stumbling onto the communal fencepost hosting one of many rural german cat-mutilating games that will later be a wedge in relations between the urban and agricultural communities, shocking me into a months-long silence
getting served what can only be described as "mold from a random log of fallen wood floating in a stein of watered-down beer" as a gift in return for the doritos and getting an experience that can only be described as "Protestant Ayahuasca"
going south to seek some sort of normalcy which I might disrupt, where in the refuge I am served something which dripped from a statue. I ask what it is. it's from the bones inside, I am told, and it leaks forever, and it brings an ecstatic state
The peasants will occasionally hearken back to you, in years to come, as the strange traveler with the unusually melancholic disposition—in reference to your distress at encountering normal everyday things. Only very rarely do they recall your odd bag of fried pasta with what could best be described as a petty-aristocrat amount of seasoning.
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It does bother me that sex work or even sex drawing business model on multiple social media sites seems to inalienably rely on worming it's way into places it's not supposed to be, but people act like you're overstepping when you try to somehow restrict it.
Porn artists draw and tag children's cartoon characters so much it comes up in search results.
OF models just use every popular tag to promote their content.
My professor once had to use a textbook website with an unavoidable porn ad for an online class.
