Happy and Sad
Today was an odd day - lots of emotions...I think. I don't have a soul, so that's my best guess.
Started off really well, I weighed myself and I've somehow managed to lose 10 lbs since the beginning of January (the system works!)Â Went to school, went to the gym, then back to class, hung out with school friends, the usual. Then got a text from my cousin about the viewing for her dad (who passed away last weekend) and that it was at 5 tonight so I skipped out on anthropology and went to that instead. It was strange. The first time I've been in a room with a deceased family member (or human in general) up close and I'm not really sure how to take it. I think what bothered me the most is seeing those that I love in so much pain and that I can't do anything about it. Also that I was saying things about his soul living on and being in heaven and that I'm not a spiritual person so I was being very cynical in my head about it and that bothered me as well. It was a weird day. Then I came home because I had to study and was feeling that I needed to be away from the sadÂ
Had dinner (taco salad with full fat dressing because I'm a rebel. And a fatty at heart) and then snuggled with dogs. It was a very odd day indeed.




















