Muah-Ha-Ha

I find it very offensive that the more unwell you are, the more things you have to do to maintain your health. Things like following special diets, going to medical appointments, making big and important decisions about what treatments to use. At the same time, the more unwell you are the less energy you have to do all of these extra things. It seems grossly unfair.

I’m empty like there’s nothing left in me I’m a fucking ghost but suffering

angry. numb. angry. numb. angry. numb.

How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying

I’ll never be enough for anyone

why must i be so hard to be around?

loving is the single most painful thing I've experienced

I miss loving without being scared I'm too much

Doesn't matter how much effort I put in, right? It's hard to love me.

it would've been better for everyone if I had stopped having a heartbeat years ago

i really wish i was easier to love

asking for reassurance is so embarrassing 😭

No one is more disappointed in me than I am.

They will never understand the sadness that you can physically feel in your chest