Hey you guy's forgive me.... I'm feeding you here but there's not gonna be any kind of proof read or anything. This is also pre-transition reader, so the most you got is hrt. This is fluffy with a tiniest bit of angst so enjoy!
You're a cleaner, more specifically a giver, and you and Gris have just came back from a mission. Time for some cuddling! And some comfort :) (gender disphoria/body dysmorphia)
You both had just gotten back from a tiring mission. It was a 3 day long mission and you both were ready to flop on the bed. Not after a shower though, so you both head to the bathroom to wash up together.
You both got undressed and you couldn't help but look in the mirror. All you saw about yourself was the fact that nothing looks right. Your boobs weren't small enough for your liking and it made you feel isolated from your physical self. Your head wasn't with your body. Gris came behind you and snapped you out of your thoughts, bringing his arms around your waist.
"Showers ready, handsome." His tone was so soft as he kissed your shoulder. You nodded in response and smiled at him in the mirror. When you both got in the shower, he was getting your hair wet when he spoke up again, "You know, you may not see yourself as who you say you are, but I do. Along with the rest of the team."
You nodded, "I just feel so... isolated? alone maybe? I don't know." You stood there as he shampooed your hair. You both stayed silent for a few minutes until you spoke again, "things just feel heavier right now. I don't know if it's because I'm tired or what, but it's really bugging me."
"You might be tired, or it could be a hormonal shift. Who knows. But, you're not alone..." he rinsed your hair out, "...you're a man to me though. you're my boyfriend, there's nothing that would change that."
You smiled a little, happy you have such a supportive boyfriend.
After you both are done in the shower, you flop onto the bed, which makes gris laugh. "Whatt?" you ask.
"Nothing, you're just cute" he stated as he laid next to you. He ran his fingers through your hair. You turn your head to look at him and he's looking at you with the most loving look on his face. Eyebrows softened, lips slightly apart but have a small smile to them, and his eyes on you. His eyes are full of love and adoration. You move your hand up to touch his face.
"And you say I'm cute." you teased.
"Can we both be cute?" you paused when he said that. He said that in the cutest tone and your heart melted. You turned your body and wrapped your arms around his waist, pulling yourself into his chest.
"Well, when you say it like that," gris giggled, wrapping his arms around you. "I love you." you say, half asleep.
"I love you too, goodnight handsome." he kissed your head and you both feel asleep.
Thank you guys for being patient, I WILL get that zanka fic part 3 out to you guys this weekend I swear to you.
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I want zanka to kiss jabber and bite off a piece of his lip. Or zanka to bite off a piece of flesh and kiss jabber. Zanka red pupils. Red mouth, jabber hopelessly into it. PLEASE
Hey, just letting you guys know why I haven't updated yet. I want to mention I have written part three of the Zanka fic I'm working on I just need to edit it and proof read it. I'm struggling with some mental health issues, some physical issues, and on top of that having a lot of stress because I'm moving this weekend and starting school up next week. It's been a rough past 2 weeks and I've just been overwhelmed that I didnt get done what I wanted. I will try to get it done before my school starts next week but I'm not gonna promise anything.
Thank you guy's for your patience and I WILL get part three out do you as soon as possible!
In the meantime, I have my A03 set up! I will upload on there too and let you guys know when I do so! A03 uploads will be done this week.
I may also write a non-proof read one-shot with gris x ftm!reader to make up for the lack of the zanka fic 💔
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Hey... So... I'm alive... I haven't had any energy to write but Part 3 IS in the making!!! I hope to have it out by Friday, the 24th, but to be honest I don't actually know. I will be making a publish calendar of when I release stuff for this fic, so it's more predictable.
Also, I'm working on an AO3 account and might upload stuff to Wattpad. I will release when that happens as it does. It says I'll get an AO3 account by the end of the month.
Also, I post quite frequently on Instagram. If you'd like more consistent updates on what's going on follow me! It's arxlmr0ng2026.
I am taking requests for different fanfics. I may start writing one-shots as I'm writing this fic, so DM me or leave a comment! I would prefer FTM Reader or ship stuff, but if you have a different gender in mind feel free! Stuff for Gachiakuta and MHA are what are being excepted.
If you're new here and don't know what this is about, I'll tell you!
This is a Zanka x FTM (Female to Male) Reader fanfic where you two meet for the first time and get together! It is a little slow burny so buckle up! There are mentions of suicide and self-harm and it does talk about these topics throughout the story. It is all fluff and no smut. (Did I copy this part from my last update post? Yes, yes I did.)
Summary: After falling from the Sphere, you go to a doctor, well trusted by the Cleaners, to get checked out. Eventually going to HQ and learning more about the people there.
⚠️Warnings⚠️: Self-Harm, Insecurity, Overthinking (worrying about transphobia), cough cough Alice
This is a fanfic with a FTM (female to male) Reader. If you would like to see another character and/or a different reader gender let me know in the comments!
Team Akuta had taken you to a doctor in a little town not far. They were there to get you new clothes and checked out. This doctor you were seeing seemed old to be working. He, well you actually couldn’t tell what gender, was bald and had a lot of wrinkles, quite frail.
You looked at them just confused as hell as they started yelling. “Shocked, you didn’t die! You sure are lucky to be living!” You thought your eardrums were about to burst off with how loud they were.
“What does that mean? I could have died?” you asked.
“You inhaled a lot of toxic pollutants in the air, you better thank that little girl for finding you when she did!” they yelled back, pointing at riyo. You looked at riyo nodding your head a little with a mumble of a thank you. She raised her hand and smiled in response.
You suddenly feel someone pulling on your foot and you yelp. “Hey! That hurts!” You realize they're just putting a boot on you to support your sprained ankle while healing and sigh, letting them do their thing.
You got out after a while of being there and dealing with, what you discovered to be, a woman yelling non-stop. You sighed, exhausted after that interaction. “Sorry for selling your clothes, it’s dangerous for you to be wearing stuff that might identify you as a spherite…” Riyo apologized, “It’s also how we paid for your visit.”
“It’s fine,” you mumbled. “Thanks for everything.”
“You know, how about you come back to HQ with us?” Enjin asked. “With Rudo being a spherite along with you having nowhere to go, you two could talk and you have a place to stay.”
You nodded in response, you were too tired to talk. In fact, you didn’t even want to talk to anyone. You wanted to sleep and feel safe, along with you wishing it all ended when you fell. You learned while with the doctor not many spherites survive falling, let alone landing the fall. Rudo and you are the very few who have actually lived through that. You didn’t even realize, because you were so in your head, that you’ve been in the car going to HQ.
“Ya have a vital instrument?” you looked over to see who was talking. It was Zanka and god, did he look this pretty when you were getting checked up? Surely not. “Uhm, hello?” You snapped back and realize you had already forgotten what he asked.
“Sorry, can you repeat that?” you awkwardly asked.
He sighed and repeated his question, “Do ya have a vital instrument? What we were talking about before while Alice was taking care of ya?” Oh, right. You shrugged not knowing how to even tell. You’ve never tried to use something like that. “Do ya have anything special to ya? Ya know, like something ya take great care of or use a lot?” You nodded in response, reaching into your pocket and pulling out a small pin.
“I got this when I was little and always wear it or have it in my pocket.” Zanka got a little close and you could feel your heart skip a beat.
“Ya know, it’s pretty cool!” he said that with a slight smile on his face. He really looked flawless, and smells nice too.
“Is yours your stick?” you pointed over to the stick that was against the car door.
He nodded, “Yeah, she’s my Lovely Assistaff.” He reached over to her and admired her like she was some gorgeous woman. You chuckled.
“You must really love her,” you mumbled as you looked down at your pin, your smile fading. You rubbed the pin with your thumb, feeling the imperfect texture of it. You zoned out once more until you reached Cleaners HQ. You got out of the car when you got there and walked inside with Enjin and he introduced you to Semiu, the receptionist. She used her vital instrument, which are her glasses, to check you out. When you were done checking in, Riyo showed you around.
“This is more than I had up in the Sphere,” you spoke up after walking around for a while. “It was just a room and very little food. Not a lot of fun to be in, nor was there much freedom to move like this.”
“Well take it all in, we hope you’ll join us! Sorry the boss is gone., otherwise we'd let you talk with him.”
“No worries. I don’t know if I’ll be much help being a Cleaner. I don’t have a vital instrument. I’m not strong enough to handle my own either.” You looked down as you said that. There was a dead tone in your voice.
“There is more you can do other than being a giver or supporter, I’m sure we’ll figure something out, girl!” Your heart sank. “Girl…” you thought to yourself. That word haunted you throughout the rest of the tour. You crossed your arms, in an attempt to hide anything that gives you away as a “girl.” Riyo noticed this change of demeanor but didn’t say anything.
Later that night you’re lying in bed, staring at the ceiling. That one word haunting you. “Girl.” So, even down here it’s hard to even pass, probably even if you bind. You sighed and closed your eyes, tears rolling down your cheeks and the side of your face. You turned to the side and grabbed the pin on your nightstand. You admire it for a moment looking at the imperfections. It’s like you in that way. Messing with it for a while, you find yourself poking at the pointy pit. You had the temptation to use it for something else, taking a look at your arms that are covered up by the hoodie you're wearing. You shake your head to snap yourself out of it as you hold the pin close. "I could never use you that way..." you mumble to yourself as you drift off to sleep.
I hope you guy's enjoyed Part 2! I locked in on it, so it got done in a few days. Usually though it takes me a week to write cause I'm busy and don't sit around a lot. I also rewatched all of Gachiakuta writing this siggghhhhh
I need more fanfic ideas to write when I'm done writing this one, so please let me know what I should write next! Any and all ideas are welcome.
HEY YOU GUYS.. SOOO... I GOT INTO A FLOW STATE IF YOU'VE BEEN KEEPING UP ON INSTAGRAM (which if you don't have, I will post it at the end...) SO I HAVE A DATE FOR PART 2!!!!
I am aiming for July 14th @ 2pm EST to release it. I hope you all will stick around for it!
If you're new here and don't know what this is about, I'll tell you!
This is a Zanka x FTM (Female to Male) Reader fanfic where you two meet for the first time and get together! It is a little slow burny so buckle up! There are mentions of suicide and self-harm and it does talk about these topics throughout the story. It is all fluff and no smut.
I am writing this fanfic because I have noticed there is a lack of FTM Reader stuff out there. While this account will have a lot of FTM Reader stuff I am willing to take requests and write for other characters and genders too!
Summary: You fall from the sphere and meet some people who assist you.
⚠️Warnings⚠️: Mention of suicide, overthinking (transphobia wariness), possible mischaracterization
This is a fanfic with a FTM (female to male) Reader. If you would like to see another character and/or a different reader gender let me know in the comments!
Wondering in No Man's Land was you. You had no mask on and seemed relatively confused. You thought you had died. You looked around in this weird place, seeing a lot of trash built up around you. You see something move under the rubble and look directly at it. You look up at it, the more it rises. “What the hell is that thing?” you whisper to yourself. You stand there for a bit to look at it. When you realize it’s moving towards you, you start running. Horrified, barely breathing, you ran as fast as you could. You fell and you injured yourself, unable to get up. You looked up at the trash beast and sighed. “This is not how I wanted to die, but oh well.”
You close your eyes and take a deep breath. Suddenly, you notice it’s darker and you open your eyes. You see a red haired girl with giant scissors hooked around her foot. She took off to fight the trash beast and you watched in admiration. How was she swinging those scissors with her feet? And who was she? None of this made sense. You had to be dreaming. You saw she had aimed at a specific part of the trash beast and took it down. This mystery woman made it look easy to kill that giant thing.
You immediately realize you can’t breathe. You start fighting for your life to take a deep breath. You see the woman kneel down in front of you, and she had put something over your mouth. You move your hand to feel what it is. It’s a mask. You could breathe again, sort of. You looked up at her in amazement.
“You alright?” she asked. She took a closer look at your clothing, realizing that you don’t look like you’re from anywhere in the area, or on the ground for that matter. “Where are you from? You don’t look like you’re from here...”
You ignored her questions entirely and spoke up “Who and what are you…”
She was confused but spoke up “I’m Riyo and I’m a Cleaner. Now can you tell me where you’re from?”
You had zero clue what a Cleaner was. All that came to your head were those people who went to the rich houses to clean for them. However, you didn't ask many questions. Instead, you nodded. “Up there, I jumped from up there,” you pointed towards your home that was now up in the sky.
“You’re a spherite? How’d you even survive?” She spoke to herself. She stood up, helping you up as well. “Well, you shouldn’t be in this area.”
“Riyo!” someone called out. “Everything alright?” A tall, blonde, beautiful man ran over. “Who’s this?”
“Everything’s alright. They were laying here when I was fighting that trash beast. They seem to be from the Sphere…” she whispered that last part to this man and he looked shocked to say the least.
“Another one?” Riyo nodded in response. “Well, we should get you checked out kid, what’s your name?”
“Y/N..” you responded, confused. “What do they mean by another one?” you thought to yourself.
“I’m Enjin. Come on.” You walked, with some assistance from these two, to their car where you met the rest of Team Akuta.
While you met Team Akuta your eyes were looking at one man. He was holding onto a stick that curves into a “U” shape at the top, as well as two toned hair, and a careless attitude. You met Gris, Follo, and Tomme who are all supporters. They didn’t seem to have the giver power the Cleaner’s had. You then met the man you were eyeing.
“There’s no way, right?” The smaller boy spoke, probably way too loudly. He had white hair that went almost black at the tips, and cute expressive eyes that told you everything he was thinking. “What’s your name? Where are you from in the City? Why were you thrown down here?”
“Hey, you’re from the sphere, right?” he spoke up. The smaller boy beside him also spoke up.
“You’re asking too many questions, Rudo. Give them space.” You were a little pink in the cheeks when hearing him talk. His voice was so soothing and low. It drifted through your ear like a melody. It was a sound you have dreamed of making. It seemed weird you were thinking this way to his appearance, but you shrugged it off.
“I’m Y/N and I just got thrown down here for some stupid crime.” That was a total lie. You had jumped. You did it by choice. But what you didn’t know is that you survived, let alone people finding you after you jumped.
“I’m Rudo,” the smaller one said, “and I’m also from the sphere.”
You nodded and looked at the taller, more moody boy beside Rudo. “I’m Zanka,” he spoke.
“Well, we should all head back and make sure they’re not too injured, along with getting her new clothing,” Enjin mentioned.
“I’m actually- never mind,” you didn’t know who these guys were, you didn’t want to share something that would cause issues. Especially because you had nowhere to go. What would happen if they didn’t accept you? To play things safe, you decided to keep private stuff to yourself.
Enjin waited for a moment to see if you’d continue, then said “Alright then, let’s go get you taken care of kid.”
You all loaded up into the car and drove off. You were sitting in the far back while looking down at your foot that was swollen. "That's definitely sprained," you quietly mumble to yourself. Hopefully you were going somewhere safe. You just had to trust these people, which is the hardest thing to do.
I hope you guy's enjoyed Part One of "A Start for Two." It took me a week to write part one. Feel free to give constructive feedback so I can learn how to write better!
Once again, I need more fanfic ideas to write when I'm done writing this one, so please let me know what I should write next! Any and all ideas are welcome.
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