Worship the Sun

i want to hang out with more women so bad but i feel so left behind rn so many friends having babies and getting married and spending all their time with their boyfriends and the girls i work with are uh very snooty and judgmental (hospital things yay) and its like oh does no one want to do arts n crafts together? Does anyone wanna be silly outside? Literally lets play on a playground at night. Lets go to the gym together. Lets make music together. Lets go for long drives and just talk. Lets take turns playing music videos for each other and talking about who we were and what we were doing the first time we heard the songs and how much they mean to us. But its all "sorry i cant i have to netflix and boyfriend" sighhh...guess I'll just have to ride on my friends motorcycle and make custom clothes with them and build mech models with them and play video games with them instead. Idk what im complaining about i have friends to do fun stuff with its just like pulling teeth to get girls to hang for me rn