Hey

I keep opening and closing tumblr and Instagram like something will happen but it doesn’t. It doesn’t load, nothing loads. Like a tiger pacing its cage

No one talk to me I charged my iPod nano from when I was like 13 and I’m listening to Frank Ieros solo albums on it

But you know what SUCKS!?? And I think anyone with any type of neurodivergency will agree with me. It’s kind of fucked up that I have to go to therapy because other people can’t understand me. This isn’t me trying to excuse any of my behavior at all like I promise I really do try my best to learn when I’m wrong but more often than not im adjusting for other people and no one is adjusting for me. Sorry I didn’t understand your social cue I have the “doesn’t understand that social cue” disorder! And you know that!! Maybe you should STOP SENDING THAT SOCIAL CUE. Would you go up to a card only register and try to pay with cash?? NO! SO STOP DOING THAT TO ME. I DONT PROCESS THAT THE SAME WAY YOU DO

Thank goodness for tumblr because you know I can say almost anything here (obviously not like something crazy I’m just talking about personal feelings and using tumblr like an 11 year old with one of those locking diaries)

Look if I’m going to throw up that’s fine! I’m totally ok with that! But please make a decision, stop with this nauseous for hours to the point it causes and anxiety attack and now I’m even more nauseous nonsense. Either I throw up or I don’t. Pick one

It’s too expensive in this economy to sit in your car in a random parking lot and yearn anymore. What is a depressed girl supposed to do

A bathroom should never be hot unless I am taking a really hot shower. Bathrooms are meant to be cool. If I’m having a panic attack I need it to be cool do not put that added pressure on me by having a hot bathroom what is wrong with you

Hey genuine question, I hate this about me but I’m a bit of a jealous person. Not in a way where I want to take things away from others or I think they don’t deserve it!! Just in a way where sometimes I’ll feel left out or maybe undeserving and I was just curious if anyone like has anything to help like move away from that

Maybe if I just sleep directly on the floor I’ll get a better nights rest than whatever the hell these last few weeks have been