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Back to work whilst experiencing some of the worst mental anguish I’ve experienced in years like oh okay this is just how it’s going to be for the next 50 years okay

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Still remembering when I first saw a doctor about getting on antidepressants and I told her I probably didn’t need them because I only thought about killing myself like once a day at most which is probably normal. And she told me that the normal amount of times to think about killing yourself is actually zero and I was so confused that for a brief moment I was convinced she was pulling a prank on me

I’ve been going insane for the last 24 hours don’t ever question my devotion to the curse again

I need that thing from sense8 where you plug in a silly little usb and then you’re declared legally dead. I also need the gay sex from sense8

I’ve invented ways of hating myself that transcend the human experience I’m depressed in 7 different spiritual realms step your pussy up

If you stay awake long enough you unlock a secret new type of thinking it’s called bad and unhealthy I think it’s gonna be huge one day