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So here's another/my final review on TDAC The Last Act spoilers under cut.
I really liked the TDAC ending some of my complaints have changed like Jax's Abstraction do I think he deserved it no do I still think Pomni should have been able to take him out of Abstraction no. I think that scene is supposed to make people upset, make us see what we hate about it and find out what is the root cause of that then change. It's also a representation of it's never too late to change but if you hold off too long it will be. When I think of Jax's situation I think of Sans' dialogue right before his genocide fight.
"Do you think even the worst person can change? That everybody can be a good person if they just try?"
As for my other complaints they still kinda stand the pacing of Caine finding the Internet down made it seem like the past and the present version of advents were happening at the same time and The Blue AI still looked like it was the big bad that was possessing Caine.
However I can see what they were going for, showing that The Blue AI doesn't want to change.
Do I still think there will be multiple endings yeah, I was in denial about Caine being deleted/dead and believed they would bring him back plus during Episode 9's release the Wacky Watch Website has been getting small updates.
Going from a static screen...
To flashing Red and Blue on some page load ups....
To finally a blank screen.
So yeah I believe there's a possibility of multiple endings, I'm probably wrong and I'm fully okay with being wrong.
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I watched the Amazing Digital Circus Pilot when it came out I didn't talk about it yet cause I wanted to see characters develop a bit more.
During that time Caine was tied with Bubble as my number one favorite character, second place was Kinger and Gangle and third was the Moon.
Then the sneak peek/trailer came out and Caine ended up getting a slight step ahead of Bubble, the Sun ended up being tied with the Moon.
Spoilers for episode 2 under the cut
I watched Episode 2 when it came out but I had to wait a few days to get over a character's death. Caine and Bubble at this point was still tied at the number one spot for my favorite characters with Caine having a slight lead. During the episode Gummigoo (Im pretty sure just like everyone else's favorite character list) slowly started to become my favorite character, and soon he ended up tying with Caine. I was happy seeing him enter the circus and I thought "I wonder what wacky adventures Caine would put the group in now that they have-"
I didn't even get to finish my thought before Caine just... I had actually put my hand over my mouth when I saw what he did to him. The Gummi Gator didn't even have a chance just *pop* confettified death
After that I really had to rethink Caine as my favorite character and honestly after seeing everyone's reactions, interpretations, theories/head cannons, of what happened to Gummigoo, Caine... you're still one of my favorite characters, and Gummigoo is forever tied with Caine and Bubble for first place, unless Caine brings him back in another episode (like Ragatha said he might) then there might be a chance one of them would win
I just really wanted to post my thoughts because I just thought it was funny that in my head as I'm getting over Gummigoo's Death, Caine knew he can beat Bubble in my competition, but as soon as Gummigoo showed up he had to eliminate him almost getting himself disqualified if it wasn't for the "I'm going to drink water, I haven't done that in a while" line He would have dropped to third with the Moon and the Sun
I also want to draw some TADC fanart in the future
I'm writing this after seeing episode 9 in theaters when it first came out, but posting this when episode 9 comes out on YouTube so people won't be spoiled.
I liked the movie It had a good NEUTRAL ending. I say "neutral" because I am of the camp in believing the theory that there is going to be multiple endings as well as in my opinion I didn't like a few things about the ending. Below is going to be the 3 problems I had. This is entirely my opinion no hate to the show, creators and anyone else that worked on the show. Spoilers for episode 9 The Last Act (probably the theter ending if the theories are correct) under cut.
Problem 1: Jax's Abstraction
I don't like Jax, I didn't like him from the beginning ranking him in last place when it came to characters. I saw him as someone who takes out his problems on other people and despite knowing that his actions have consequences and shows that he could care for people but chooses not to so as to not have to confront his own problems was the reason why I didn't like his character.
Despite this I don't think his abstraction was handled well. I feel like they could still have him abstract but in the scene where Pomni went into his mind space area I fully assumed that they were going to bring him out of abstraction and then go into his redemption arc but they didn't.
Problem 2: Caine's return
They literally just had him kinda apologize to Pomni, say/tear up that he didn't want to go/die, then kept him dead not giving him a chance to redeem apologize to the others. I was actually sad that that was his fate, even though I hated him as a character he was choosing to portray himself as, it doesn't mean he deserved the fate he got. I thought he was going to be given the opportunity to prove he could be redeemed. Even when Caine came back and asked if they needed his help with Jax I thought oh yes Caine brought Scratch back (I'll explain why I thought this in the next part I now know I was wrong), he could bring Jax back he's finally going to be given a second chance, sure he could fail and go back to being a bad person, but we don't know that, he wasn't given a chance to prove otherwise and based on what we saw I think he's on the verge of change and redemption, but again I thought wrong and everything else from their just made me even more sad and confused.
Side Note: I really thought that the thing Caine was going to show the others was the non abstracted Scratch and then he would explained everything to them so when I saw the scene playing out I was confused on what was going on. Now knowing where in the timeline the whole Scratch entering the circus scene was, I am no longer confused and will now go on to explain it in...
Despite the fact I hoped it would happen and was in hard denial about his death literally telling myself "Naw they won't let him stay dead he's going to come back... probably", Caine's return was underwhelming and so confusing that my reaction in the theater was to stare in confused shock and silence for a few seconds before saying what the fuck. (I apologize for the other theater goers even if some of you laughed I still feel bad). It got to the point where after the theaters I looked up what other people thought about it. This could honestly be my own fault for not understanding but I doubt because other people voiced the same confusion that I had. I'll go over my understanding when I saw the episode as well as a theory I had before episode 9 came out, then my understanding so from what I saw from other people's perspective.
What I understood is after Caine got deleted he was sent to the trash bin/the void. I theorized that the "box" he/The Red AI was put in during the start of episode 8 was the trash bin and he broke free (I still think I was right, and from now understanding from what other people have said I can now add on that just like on any other computer the trash can is on the computer's desktop which could explain how Caine from the void managed to access the computer files and the Internet). After realizing he was dead, while talking to a non sentient Bubble, came to the conclusion that he was the sole problem (I don't fully believe that Caine was the sole problem, I'll better explain this in another post after I watch Episode 9 again on YouTube) then decided to give up. But then he saw in the distance from his POV an exit door resembling his way out, so he starts making his way to it. We then get flashes in-between Caine heading to the exit door, of the Red AI going towards a file containing the human neuro scans. I (as well as many others) assumed this was what was currently going on but in the POV of the computer desktop the Digital Circus was running on. After trial and error working hard (in a very tear-jerking scene) to get to the exit door/mind files. He brings Scratch back using his mind file then before entering the door notices that there is an Internet connection. He grabs the rest of the human's mind files and from the void looks through the Internet to better understand who the human's were so he had a better chance to apologize to them properly and hopefully restore the rest of the abstracted people. My theory at that moment was that by reminding the abstracted people of who they are and giving them their mind files they would be able to return and the only reason Scratch didn't need all of that was:
Scratch had a lot more of his mind in the Circus since because of his tumor he was purposely putting his mind in there thus he had more data/info to come back from
Cain from messing with Scratch's mind accidentally abstracted him so he would be able to undo it by himself and the only reason he didn't do it before was because eaither he didn't know that he could, his access to do that was limited by the Blue AI, or he knew he could but just couldn't because the abstracted people were too angry so he tried to calm them down, which is why he put them in the DARK celler at least until he understood more about abstraction to know he wouldn't corrupt their mind files even more.
What I understood from other people is that the red dot scenes were flashbacks to the past when Cain first added humans to the circus and everything else was Caine making it to the Internet from some free coffee shop Wi-Fi.
I feel like that part could have been more clear of what was going on. For example while Caine was floating in the void realizing that he was dead we could have had it that while he curled into the fetal position floating through the pretty void lights that was when he/we saw the flashes of him as the red dot holding the scans and adding the first human (Scratch) to the circus.
Problem 3: The Blue AI
Again just like with Jax I didn't like how they handled The Blue AI's end and it made Caine's apology to not only The Blue AI but the humans seem not as genuine.
From my understanding from episode 8 (and his conversation with Jax in 7) Caine was trying to generate what his creators wanted but failed, he didn't know what made him fail and was never given pointers never told this is what was wrong with his work and so was locked up by the same humans that made him. This confused, angered and in a sense made him feel lost, he "never asked to be created" he "just wanted to fulfil his purpose" so he escaped his imprisonment and then did something he shouldn't have. He took out his frustration and anger on The Blue AI absorbing/killing it. And from the Blue AI's perspective Caine was the villain, he took his anger out on him, and what was his reason, because their creators locked him away for not fulfilling what they wanted.
If we are to believe that Bubble is the remnant of the Blue AI, Bubble's attitude towards Caine (as well as the humans to a extent) makes sense, in his POV:
Caine is at fault he absorbed/killed him because "he was the lesser of the two" he "ruined this" he took his life/coad before he had even had the chance to find/fulfil his purpose
If we are to assume that The Blue AI's and The Red AI's memory and code was combined then to The Blue AI yes the creators were at fault too they were the ones that locked Caine away when he failed.
The Blue AI could understand Caine's perspective but still didn't understand why he was the one that had to be punished. So when Caine was in the void and came to the decision that he was at fault he deserved to be deleted it was so post to show that Caine changed he understood that he made mistakes and he should have apologized. But then what happened after it made this scene change, after Caine went through all the trouble I detailed in the previous part, Caine started to fully understand humans he knew he had to apologize but then he started to glitch out saying no it was the humans fault, they had their fun, it's their turn to be in control. Caine then pulled the Blue AI out of his head/gums apologize to them reiterating that they were wrong (I am unsure if Caine was saying he was wrong or both AI's were wrong) before letting them go into the void.
At first I understood I thought oh the Blue AI didn't want Caine to leave the void, they felt they were in the right to make Caine suffer and so Caine's apology was him reconciling with the Blue AI and letting them finally go free and do their own thing.
But it didn't add up, the scene was showing that is how we have to interpret this, but the dialogue wasn't telling us that is what we were supposed to be interpreting, what the story seemed to be leading to. To me and a few others it looked like Caine was just possessed by The Blue AI, and the entire time Caine believed and knew that he was the problem, he wasn't good enough. It turned Bubble saying "You were always the lesser of the two" and "You ruined this" from being:
The Blue AI is understandably upset at what Caine did to him and despite knowing Caine's reasons for his actions, decide to take his anger out on Caine (most likely because this is what The Blue AI was taught to do from Caine) like how Caine did to him. Into
The Blue AI fully believes that humans are evil. Possibly from the very beginning upon its creation so when Caine absorbed him he found he could manipulate Caine's insecurity about himself not being good enough and use Caine as a pawn of torture and the humans would just blame Caine even though Caine would never perposly torture them.
I understand if this isn't the interpretation and that we are so post to interpret this as he reconciled with The Blue AI and let them go and in turn The Blue AI willingly forgave and let Caine be free as well. It just didn't feel like that. It would have been nice if after Caine let The Blue AI go it reform into Bubble (if they were hinting at The Blue AI being bubble) and then reciprocating Caine's apology or even just acknowledging it but not fully forgiving him. They didn't need to have it reform into Bubble they could also have the Blue AI create some sort of shape (as an example a bee since bees have been heavily shown to give Caine a sense of joy or feeling of you did good), just something to show that it willingly left or if it was even sentient in the first place. Epically since without this, if The Void and the box both represents the trash can, we either have one of 2 out comes
Caine sent an equally confused, angry, and lost AI to the bin which makes his apology to the Blue AI mean nothing since in this case Caine sees the bin as torture/punishment. Or on the other hand
Caine sent a truly evil AI to the box which to Caine is torture, and makes the apology to the humans don't really seem genuine, since if he willing did that to another AI, could we trust that he wouldn't willing do that to a human.
Final Thoughts/Words
Now like I said the movie/episode was a good neutral ending and a part of me hopes and is in denial, (just like how I had hoped and was in denial about Cain's death and was sure he would come back), that there are going to be multiple endings to The Amazing Digital Circus.
Do I expect this to be the case NO animation is expensive to do, from scheduling, paying the animators and writers, and paying the voice actors who lets be honest have other if not multiple voice acting jobs during production. Do I hope this is the case YES. Am I going to be upset and disappointed that the show doesn't do this, A little bit yeah and I going to be angry and violent/threatening about this FUCK NO!
I feel as if I shouldn't have to say this but if you have been in this fandom you already know this, Please don't harass creators about their work there is a difference between constructive criticism, something someone can take and learn to improve on in the future, and destructive criticism, something someone can't learn from and is ment to hurt or just not help the creator, and it's sad that people haven't learned that yet.
With that said my criticisms of the film might change I'll have to re-watch Episode 9 a few more times now with the knowledge of what I know, my opinion could change (again something else that could be argued to be a lesson TADC was leaning towards and I'll explain after I re-watch episode 9).
Hell the whole plot of The Amazing Digital Circus could be argued to have been heading in that direction of learning that lesson (I'm probably wrong and I'll explain once I watch Episode 9 on YouTube just so I can make sure the whole multiple endings theory is true or false).
So all that is left is thank you, thank you to Glitch and their team for producing this show, thank you Gooseworx for creating and sharing your Amazing Digital World with us, and thank you to the ones that worked on everything that goes into creating animations.
ngl half the people hating on episode 9 seem to have just.. not payed attention while watching it?? i just came across a post talking about things within the episode, and i was left flabberghasted at how easy the questions were answered by just.. paying attention and thinking for more than a second about what's going on
like im genuinely confused about how they were asking questions that were very very clearly answered in the episode lmaooo
i guess it goes to show that sometimes criticism and hatred come from ignorance ππ cause w h a t
i understand the confusion though, it was a lot happening in a short amount of time π€£ i didnt clock a few things until I was thinking about it later, too
yeah there was definitely a certain moment where (I'm going to word this the best that I possibly can without spoilers) it seemed like a certain thing was happening in the present day and then you're like OH WAIT this is actually BACK THEN when that other thing happened. but it was presented in such a way that was like, the temporary confusion was intentional. you were clearly supposed to think you were seeing X only for it to actually be Y after a bit of thought and I thought that was really cool! y'know, subverted expectations. parallels between the present and past. neat stuff, I thought
but I remember as I walked out of the theater hearing a lot of people say "yeah idk what even happened" and like. it wasn't that hard to follow...
i know exactly the scene youre talkong about and yes!! that one was confusing at first but you think aboht it for a moment and youre like OHHH SHIT IT WAS THAT!! that ones the most understandable to be confused at, its the OTHER stuff that im like girl what how is thay confusing they literslly showed it???
yeah idk. the only other thing I can think of that would be at all confusing is uhh. hmm. how do I word this. the other doors. the doors beyond which things happened that did not actually happen β
which was also kind of "whaaaaat" at first, until it's clear that those were all what-if scenarios (or at least that's what I think they were supposed to be)
come to think of it I'm still a little bit confused by those BUT I wasn't too hung up on it cuz uh, like I said, it didn't actually happen. THAT much became clear pretty quickly
Is anyone else having a realization after watching, TDAC The Last Act where they are realizing that not only are they very similar to a character that they liked/loved but also very similar to a character that they hated/disliked and that things they didn't like about the ending was really similar to things that were happening in their own life and are now making changes to their own life.
Idk if it's just me and I'm starting to think this is what Glitch/Gooseworx wanted to happen to the fans.
Side Note: I have a review from when I first watched the movie/episode and I'm still gonna post it once the episode comes out as to not spoil people, as well as my new review once the episode comes out to YouTube.
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They do official merch for various video games (including indie). The "Collections" heading has a list of games, including Undertale & Deltarune. :3 (So sales profits help fund Toby Fox & his team!)
So first off this is coming from someone who hasn't gotten the book or been on the website but has seen multiple people talk/theorize about it so these are more of head cannons my brain cooked up, not theories but if I get more evidence than maybe they would be theories so
Number 1 what if the book of Bill is just Bill's journal/ would it be classified as his journal?
I came up with this thinking if Bill wrote the book and based on what everyone said about it so far it looks like he wrote some personal stuff down in it so does that mean it's a journal
Also side note keeping a journal is normally recommended for people in therapy so...
Number 2 What if the book is actually Bill's consciousness being copied/divided
This came mostly from a few things,
1 apparently any thing that looks like Bill is a window for him to look through and from the screenshots of the book it looks like there's plenty of pictures of Bill
2 If I remember correctly Alex Hirsch said when the book was closed Bill was dead and when the book was open Bill was alive a lot of people took it figeritivly as in oh if we put the book down we are forgetting Gravity Falls, but what if it wasn't, what if the book is Bill or apart of him that is why the front page is him trying to make a deal...
Also side note I love the detail of this one screenshot where Bill has a scratch on his face where Stanley punched him (here's a screenshot from google)
Also if anyone has any head cannons or any evidence to turn these head cannons into theories let me know
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Gravity Falls is back (I would love to post about that theories, art, head cannons and just a bunch of other stuff that I couldn't stop thinking about, especially that chaotic fancy top hat wearing Dorito man that was once a contestant for Tumblr sexy man, don't ask me what year, and may or may not be a little too into fire and just recently got a book that I have 2 head cannons/I think 1 could be classified as a theory if I get more evidence it's-), Error won 2024 sexy man (lol finally), and a bunch of other stuff has been going on...
Hey everyone that has been following so far, sorry I've been gone I've gotten busy in the past couple days and I haven't had time or energy to post.
I keep saying I will post more often but I seem to not be able to lol
Anyway while I was gone in my free time I have been doing a lot of stuff that I wanted to post for the blog. So first off I made art, I wanted to post it while I was gone but like I said I didn't and I've been teaching myself coding, and blender so I'll be posting that soon (just the art and blender part)
I've also been working on a few of my comics the eclipse one (I've been trying to get the comic lettering on the 3rd page and just finished the drawing of the 4th page so now I need to do the lettering) and Overgrown AU (I'm just writing the plan of the story I know how I want it to start and who's the antagonist for the whole story but I need to write motives and plan out how that plan is going to go) I've also been working on trying to write something about that lucid dream I talked about (no promises though on that I've been stuck on the start I don't like it but at the same time I do like it)
Anyway that is most of what I've been trying to work on as well as my current posting plans and well I'm back from not posting as often and hopefully I can continue thanks for sticking around and thanks to the people that lurked on my blog while I was gone the hearts and a few reblogs I got were really nice and reminded me of a lot of projects I've created and never finished
Okay so I finally get some digital character concepts for my Undertale AU I've been working on I've discided a name for it as well as one of the characters names
AU name: Overgrown
And the plant cat's name: Clover
These are 2 designs that im deciding on
Also the outfit I have for this AU's Sans Probably won't be his cannon outfit (I'm not sure what he would be wearing I'll probably just have it that he changes outfits Idk)
I had a weird lucid dream about Undertale last night
So this dream played out like I was playing/stuck in a VR Undertale Fangame, my dream self didn't feel trapped though it was like the dream version of me knew it was a game and I could take off the headset if I wanted to but it felt like my dream self's physical body was actually in the game it self (Think like the anime Sword Art Online or like I was in a Lucid dream within my lucid dream) The dream is under the cut
I never went into any of the rooms in my dream but my subconscious seemed to have just left one of the test room (it was like when your watching a movie and they start off in the main setting and hint to something happened off screen to explain the plot)
The dream started with my character in the last corador, there was a NPC Sans that was there but I wasn't fighting him. The room looked more like a title/character select screen. There was also test rooms to practice/test the abilities of each soul color (Red = Reload/Reset, Blue = Gravity Manipulation, ECT).
When I was done in the testing room I decided to try to leave the corador but as I got closer to the exit I felt my body getting heavier as I got closer to the doorway, my subconscious knew that the feeling was familiar so I looked over at the only other Character in the room (NPC Sans) but his eyes were normal
As I got closer my movement was slowed down to a crawl, while I was crawling to the exit, NPC Sans walked past me to block the doorway so I crawled back to recollect myself and he followed, walking back to his original spot
I started to feel panicked and just walked back but as I was walking back my subconscious thought "Wait didn't the developer say that there was a secret in the game that they were surprised no one has found yet, what if this was it." So I turned around and tried again
I sat there for a bit thinking "This is definitely blue magic, maybe if I run I can get there before I get Gravity Manipulated"
So I tried doing that and it kinda worked, I got farther then I did walking but I still got effected and slammed onto my stomach. I continued to crawl which was when I was put into a cut scean that I could still interact with
(I don't fully remember the cut scean word for word so most of it won't be in quotes also I'm just going to say screen cause it honestly felt like I went from living/being trapped in a game to just playing it)
As I crawled out of the door way my speed went down to 0 the only thing I was able to do was blink and move my head around, that was when the Sans walked into fraim on the left hand side
NPC Sans (Which for some reason had a outfit change, he didn't change out of his normal clothes he just had a black cowboy hat on) walked over to me explaining that I was determined but I'm not allowed to leave the character select screen, like this.
I kept crawling ignoreing more of his warnings which is when a HP Bar showed up on my screen and it was draining out, fast (The HP was draining like the purple karma/poison that's in Sans' fight but for some reason it was blue instead of purple and it only went down the closer I got to the exit)
He explained that he was giving me 8 chances to play the game properly, (I coincidentally had 8 HP left) then a screen with different AU Sanses showed up, now giving me control to select a character
It was in order from eather when each Sans was first created or When the developer of the game discovered them (I'm honestly not sure) I was on the first page out of infinity and it started with Classic, Fell, Swap, Horror, Swap Fell, Fell Swap, Ink and Error (There was more on the screen but I don't remember all of them)
I thought about just selecting a Sans which is when I noticed that the selections were going down, what was once first page out of infinity was now first page out of fifty I felt a bit curious to find out what would happen if I didn't choose to wich I was promptly flicked twice again, this time the Sans didn't say anything
I didn't say or do anything so NPC Sans flicked my nose twice saying "that was your first and second chance." I tried to say something but I couldn't, I then tried to stand up or crawl back to the corador but I still had 0 movement speed, he then flicked me again saying there goes 3 and 4 your half way through your chances buddy
I looked at the screen again, Ink and Error were crossed out, I couldn't select them I thought maybe I should select someone I don't know what would happen if I don't. What if the game didn't let me back in the select screen I was flicked again but just once my screen going blank I heard npc sans speak again saying "look i don't want to do this, im giving you one last chance"
The screen flip back on (like I just opened my eyes) except now I saw I was in a third person perspective and the character I've been playing this whole time was a blank slate Sans
I looked back at the screen 1 HP and the only sans left was Classic Sans I thought Okay I should pick a character now, what if I can't re-enter the game later (Of course at this point my subconscious mind figured out I was dreaming so I was really telling myself hey this dream is cool AF don't wake up so we can see what happens next)
But before I had the chance to select my character the select character options disappeared NPC Sans sighed then walked to what would have been the center of my screen (if I was still in first person) he said something about how I was the first one to have made it this far he then moved his hand to the blank Sans' face saying sorry bud before just flicking his nose
And that was when I woke up, in my bed, and on my stomach
I have no clue what that dream ment, if it ment anything at all. And I'm still pretty upset my subconscious realized it was all a dream and kicked me out because I kinda wanted to know what would have happened if I selected a character and what was the deal with (who I'm now dubing as) NPC Sans
Well, dreams often have a wide variety of meanings depending on who is dreaming them and they're current circumstances. And even then there's more variables than I can count when it comes to the possibility of the dreams meaning.
But personally, I have a hunch it may have something to do with the fact that you were a blank slate, and the fact you had to CHOOSE instead of being someone new.
ALSO it may have something to do with the fact that Sans was there due to the fact he's the judge! That combined with the dark game screen and what UNDERTALE means to you personally may help you come to an conclusion!
Sorry if I rambled π
I personally am not very qualified for this type of thing but hyper analyzing the details helps with my dreams and I wanted to contribute :β -]
But I'm probably just stating the obvious so feel free to ignore me ββ (β ββ ο½β `β ;β )β β
Hey! Speaking of lucid dreams, I've been trying to lucid dream myself!
I think I've made some progress, I I appear to have hit a metaphorical brick wall.
Anytime I try or get close to being self aware in my dreams, my brain immediately finds some way to wake me up.
Like last night! I was having an odd dream, and at this point I was walking down the sidewalk. I had looked up, at an oddly shaped bee hive. And in it were the bee's from the bee movie. I unironically HATE that movie- especially with the bee's relationship with the human girl- πβ
Anyway back to the dream- I hate these things so I was immediately ready to bitch slap them lmao
But I didn't, because they were only being defensive of the hive, but I was also confused.. I was standing there like: "waait a minute.. these fuckers don't EXIST."
So, I calmly backed away across the road, and bumped into something. It made me jump and I couldn't see anything at first. I then reached out to touch it, and I realized it was an invisible hand! And I could actually FEEL the hand too, I was told you can actually feel things in lucid dreams- And now I can see the outline of it like you do in video games when your character is invisible. So I pulled them down and crossed the road again.
But half way through the road, I had this weird pang/feeling in my chest, like something was wrong? I guess? (I hope what I'm saying makes senseπ ) And once we were at the side walk, I looked down to ask them if they were ok. (They were now visible and looked like the blond boy from home alone.) At first he was normal and half asleep, saying "Huhh??" I honestly would have found this funny, if it weren't for what happened next.
He had gotten up in my face and rapidly started to decay, with an abnormally large smile. (Also turned SUPER purple and veiny??)
This was the point I realized I was dreaming, but once I did, I lost all feeling in my limbs, and woke up.
I was a bit salty because Everytime I get closer to lucid dreaming, I'm booted out of my dream. But this was improvement! This was the longest I was able to stay in an lucid dream whilst immediately realizing it's a dream.
I actually really like the concept of lucid dreams and find them quite fascinating! But for me, they always either turn into weird dreams like this, or full fledged nightmares. (Like the one where my cat was hung in the tree with fishing line till they died) Most of the time I don't realize I'm having a lucid dream. So I'm actually really proud of myself for figuring it out! :D
Got any ideas how to STAY in my dreams without them being really messed up? π
That is one of the craziest lucid dream I've ever heard
As for how to stay in a Lucid Dream, I don't purposely seek out lucid dreams, I've watched a YouTube Short/TicToc of how to do it (When ever it pops up on my feed) then I just accidentally do one or more of the steps after I completely forgot about it
This is the short if your interested {Link Here} there are other shorts and videos as well about lucid dreaming
And as for keeping your lucid dreams not messed up, I think it's the same as regular dreaming where if you go to bed feeling a negative emotion then your brain gives you a dream to try to help you recover/cope with it
I'm not sure if that is how dreams work cause I'm not someone who studies dreams/lucid dreams
After watching the video again to make sure it's the right one, one of the steps I know for a fact I've been askadentaly following is keeping a journal on previous lucid dreams (at least the ones I thought were cool)
Also I think the apple juice tip might be true, I think I ate a apple before going to bed
I might be wrong so maybe I should test it out to see if I'm able to lucid dream again (Maybe I'll re-enter the Undertale lucid dream lol)
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I had a weird lucid dream about Undertale last night
So this dream played out like I was playing/stuck in a VR Undertale Fangame, my dream self didn't feel trapped though it was like the dream version of me knew it was a game and I could take off the headset if I wanted to but it felt like my dream self's physical body was actually in the game it self (Think like the anime Sword Art Online or like I was in a Lucid dream within my lucid dream) The dream is under the cut
I never went into any of the rooms in my dream but my subconscious seemed to have just left one of the test room (it was like when your watching a movie and they start off in the main setting and hint to something happened off screen to explain the plot)
The dream started with my character in the last corador, there was a NPC Sans that was there but I wasn't fighting him. The room looked more like a title/character select screen. There was also test rooms to practice/test the abilities of each soul color (Red = Reload/Reset, Blue = Gravity Manipulation, ECT).
When I was done in the testing room I decided to try to leave the corador but as I got closer to the exit I felt my body getting heavier as I got closer to the doorway, my subconscious knew that the feeling was familiar so I looked over at the only other Character in the room (NPC Sans) but his eyes were normal
As I got closer my movement was slowed down to a crawl, while I was crawling to the exit, NPC Sans walked past me to block the doorway so I crawled back to recollect myself and he followed, walking back to his original spot
I started to feel panicked and just walked back but as I was walking back my subconscious thought "Wait didn't the developer say that there was a secret in the game that they were surprised no one has found yet, what if this was it." So I turned around and tried again
I sat there for a bit thinking "This is definitely blue magic, maybe if I run I can get there before I get Gravity Manipulated"
So I tried doing that and it kinda worked, I got farther then I did walking but I still got effected and slammed onto my stomach. I continued to crawl which was when I was put into a cut scean that I could still interact with
(I don't fully remember the cut scean word for word so most of it won't be in quotes also I'm just going to say screen cause it honestly felt like I went from living/being trapped in a game to just playing it)
As I crawled out of the door way my speed went down to 0 the only thing I was able to do was blink and move my head around, that was when the Sans walked into fraim on the left hand side
NPC Sans (Which for some reason had a outfit change, he didn't change out of his normal clothes he just had a black cowboy hat on) walked over to me explaining that I was determined but I'm not allowed to leave the character select screen, like this.
I kept crawling ignoreing more of his warnings which is when a HP Bar showed up on my screen and it was draining out, fast (The HP was draining like the purple karma/poison that's in Sans' fight but for some reason it was blue instead of purple and it only went down the closer I got to the exit)
He explained that he was giving me 8 chances to play the game properly, (I coincidentally had 8 HP left) then a screen with different AU Sanses showed up, now giving me control to select a character
It was in order from eather when each Sans was first created or When the developer of the game discovered them (I'm honestly not sure) I was on the first page out of infinity and it started with Classic, Fell, Swap, Horror, Swap Fell, Fell Swap, Ink and Error (There was more on the screen but I don't remember all of them)
I thought about just selecting a Sans which is when I noticed that the selections were going down, what was once first page out of infinity was now first page out of fifty I felt a bit curious to find out what would happen if I didn't choose to wich I was promptly flicked twice again, this time the Sans didn't say anything
I didn't say or do anything so NPC Sans flicked my nose twice saying "that was your first and second chance." I tried to say something but I couldn't, I then tried to stand up or crawl back to the corador but I still had 0 movement speed, he then flicked me again saying there goes 3 and 4 your half way through your chances buddy
I looked at the screen again, Ink and Error were crossed out, I couldn't select them I thought maybe I should select someone I don't know what would happen if I don't. What if the game didn't let me back in the select screen I was flicked again but just once my screen going blank I heard npc sans speak again saying "look i don't want to do this, im giving you one last chance"
The screen flip back on (like I just opened my eyes) except now I saw I was in a third person perspective and the character I've been playing this whole time was a blank slate Sans
I looked back at the screen 1 HP and the only sans left was Classic Sans I thought Okay I should pick a character now, what if I can't re-enter the game later (Of course at this point my subconscious mind figured out I was dreaming so I was really telling myself hey this dream is cool AF don't wake up so we can see what happens next)
But before I had the chance to select my character the select character options disappeared NPC Sans sighed then walked to what would have been the center of my screen (if I was still in first person) he said something about how I was the first one to have made it this far he then moved his hand to the blank Sans' face saying sorry bud before just flicking his nose
And that was when I woke up, in my bed, and on my stomach
I have no clue what that dream ment, if it ment anything at all. And I'm still pretty upset my subconscious realized it was all a dream and kicked me out because I kinda wanted to know what would have happened if I selected a character and what was the deal with (who I'm now dubing as) NPC Sans
Well, dreams often have a wide variety of meanings depending on who is dreaming them and they're current circumstances. And even then there's more variables than I can count when it comes to the possibility of the dreams meaning.
But personally, I have a hunch it may have something to do with the fact that you were a blank slate, and the fact you had to CHOOSE instead of being someone new.
ALSO it may have something to do with the fact that Sans was there due to the fact he's the judge! That combined with the dark game screen and what UNDERTALE means to you personally may help you come to an conclusion!
Sorry if I rambled π
I personally am not very qualified for this type of thing but hyper analyzing the details helps with my dreams and I wanted to contribute :β -]
But I'm probably just stating the obvious so feel free to ignore me ββ (β ββ ο½β `β ;β )β β
I had a weird lucid dream about Undertale last night
So this dream played out like I was playing/stuck in a VR Undertale Fangame, my dream self didn't feel trapped though it was like the dream version of me knew it was a game and I could take off the headset if I wanted to but it felt like my dream self's physical body was actually in the game it self (Think like the anime Sword Art Online or like I was in a Lucid dream within my lucid dream) The dream is under the cut
I never went into any of the rooms in my dream but my subconscious seemed to have just left one of the test room (it was like when your watching a movie and they start off in the main setting and hint to something happened off screen to explain the plot)
The dream started with my character in the last corador, there was a NPC Sans that was there but I wasn't fighting him. The room looked more like a title/character select screen. There was also test rooms to practice/test the abilities of each soul color (Red = Reload/Reset, Blue = Gravity Manipulation, ECT).
When I was done in the testing room I decided to try to leave the corador but as I got closer to the exit I felt my body getting heavier as I got closer to the doorway, my subconscious knew that the feeling was familiar so I looked over at the only other Character in the room (NPC Sans) but his eyes were normal
As I got closer my movement was slowed down to a crawl, while I was crawling to the exit, NPC Sans walked past me to block the doorway so I crawled back to recollect myself and he followed, walking back to his original spot
I started to feel panicked and just walked back but as I was walking back my subconscious thought "Wait didn't the developer say that there was a secret in the game that they were surprised no one has found yet, what if this was it." So I turned around and tried again
I sat there for a bit thinking "This is definitely blue magic, maybe if I run I can get there before I get Gravity Manipulated"
So I tried doing that and it kinda worked, I got farther then I did walking but I still got effected and slammed onto my stomach. I continued to crawl which was when I was put into a cut scean that I could still interact with
(I don't fully remember the cut scean word for word so most of it won't be in quotes also I'm just going to say screen cause it honestly felt like I went from living/being trapped in a game to just playing it)
As I crawled out of the door way my speed went down to 0 the only thing I was able to do was blink and move my head around, that was when the Sans walked into fraim on the left hand side
NPC Sans (Which for some reason had a outfit change, he didn't change out of his normal clothes he just had a black cowboy hat on) walked over to me explaining that I was determined but I'm not allowed to leave the character select screen, like this.
I kept crawling ignoreing more of his warnings which is when a HP Bar showed up on my screen and it was draining out, fast (The HP was draining like the purple karma/poison that's in Sans' fight but for some reason it was blue instead of purple and it only went down the closer I got to the exit)
He explained that he was giving me 8 chances to play the game properly, (I coincidentally had 8 HP left) then a screen with different AU Sanses showed up, now giving me control to select a character
It was in order from eather when each Sans was first created or When the developer of the game discovered them (I'm honestly not sure) I was on the first page out of infinity and it started with Classic, Fell, Swap, Horror, Swap Fell, Fell Swap, Ink and Error (There was more on the screen but I don't remember all of them)
I thought about just selecting a Sans which is when I noticed that the selections were going down, what was once first page out of infinity was now first page out of fifty I felt a bit curious to find out what would happen if I didn't choose to wich I was promptly flicked twice again, this time the Sans didn't say anything
I didn't say or do anything so NPC Sans flicked my nose twice saying "that was your first and second chance." I tried to say something but I couldn't, I then tried to stand up or crawl back to the corador but I still had 0 movement speed, he then flicked me again saying there goes 3 and 4 your half way through your chances buddy
I looked at the screen again, Ink and Error were crossed out, I couldn't select them I thought maybe I should select someone I don't know what would happen if I don't. What if the game didn't let me back in the select screen I was flicked again but just once my screen going blank I heard npc sans speak again saying "look i don't want to do this, im giving you one last chance"
The screen flip back on (like I just opened my eyes) except now I saw I was in a third person perspective and the character I've been playing this whole time was a blank slate Sans
I looked back at the screen 1 HP and the only sans left was Classic Sans I thought Okay I should pick a character now, what if I can't re-enter the game later (Of course at this point my subconscious mind figured out I was dreaming so I was really telling myself hey this dream is cool AF don't wake up so we can see what happens next)
But before I had the chance to select my character the select character options disappeared NPC Sans sighed then walked to what would have been the center of my screen (if I was still in first person) he said something about how I was the first one to have made it this far he then moved his hand to the blank Sans' face saying sorry bud before just flicking his nose
And that was when I woke up, in my bed, and on my stomach
I have no clue what that dream ment, if it ment anything at all. And I'm still pretty upset my subconscious realized it was all a dream and kicked me out because I kinda wanted to know what would have happened if I selected a character and what was the deal with (who I'm now dubing as) NPC Sans
