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i’m so creative and smart and i feel like i have so much potential but i’m just kind of stuck and doing something about it just exhausts me.

i know i will be okay and i’m aware of how good things are, i just don’t want to miss anything. i don’t want it to all be for nothing.

i’ve started to enjoy more media that has been on my to-watch/read/listen to list and that has been keeping me stable and gives me something to look forward to and do.

i learned 3 new songs on guitar this week so far and i just started a new job.

the job is nice but still pretty anxiety heavy. i keep having to move things around and it makes people upset with me. plus school sucks but that doesn’t matter too much.

i saw my ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend at the beach and it made me want to puke. i miss some parts of him but i think i mainly miss having a big, loving connection on speed dial. especially now that i’m off my meds and haven’t been gardening.

anyways, just wanted to say that if you’re feeling alone and sad that you should go listen to good music, read a book, learn something new, etc. you’ll notice more, and find new parts of yourself and experience emotions in different ways.

for me it’s a good distraction and i thought it might be a good suggestion for the other lonely people.

goodnight

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hey guys, i’m a black teenage girl growing up in the south who kind of feels out of place wherever she goes! lol

this blog will be my thoughts, feelings, and a safe space for my fellow whimsical creatures 🌙✨

i love all things music, tarot, science, thrifting, movies and other cool pieces of media and i hope this reaches the people who might need a reminder that it’s okay to be different and want to feel a little less alone

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