memento mori

Life has been a fairy tale for you, so far and I am envious. Your world is still as dreamy and as wonderful as you wished for it to be. Savor the moment…because you are heading to the difficult times.

Soon enough, everything you worked hard for will crumble. And nothing will be left but a broken spirit. Depression will be a ghoul that haunts and weakens your soul.

It will never be the same you again. So go ahead and give yourself a break whenever you are in the brink of hurting.

You will be crushed by reality and left by people who once changed your life. You would try to heal the wounds with transient joys until you realize that you are only adding fuel to fire.

For these, you would constantly blame yourself. And you would wake up each night sweating and fearing the unknown. But do not demean yourself too much. You are still worth it.

You will sell yourself for a price that insults your greatest passion. And the world would test the principles you strongly believe in, but do not give in. Not in this lifetime.

It will be a struggle to stand up again. It would take years before the spark that was once visible in your eyes return. It would take years before you regain the courageous spirit you once had. It would take years before you forgive yourself and just let it be.

But never regret anything that happened. You will be better and wiser than ever. And even though you will never believe in fairy tales again, you will still believe in happiness and success.