I'm the hippie-punk-anti capitalist weirdo my mother warned me about. 30-something. Preschool teacher. Perpetual daydreamer. Occasional writer of both fanfic and original content. Yay.
pop health science is so annoying bc it'll be like "did you know? eating strawberries will give you mega cancer" and you're like pfft whatever begone influencer. but sometimes then you'll see a reasonably credible article like "Study Shows Possible Link Between Strawberries and Mega Cancer" and you're not usually the type to follow that kind of thing religiously but idk maybe you should consider not eating strawberries? but then there's another article saying "Strawberry/Mega Cancer Study Debunked" and it turns out the original study had a sample size of 3 and was funded by Big Blueberry, and strawberries may have a small connection to mega cancer but only if you are genetically predisposed to mega cancer and eat 50 strawberries every day. so you return to your strawberry eating life. but whenever you eat strawberries in public someone tells you about the mega cancer.
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hi, i’m currently very scared about housing. i am disabled and am supporting me and another person on $1200 a month. we were trying to find housing elsewhere, and didn’t pay the rent for a couple months because we needed to use the money to try and find an apartment.
it has been excruciatingly hard to find a place. by June 26, we have to either find a new place or pay our landlord the $1296 in back rent. i feel like i’m suffocating. i don’t want to be homeless again. please help. we’ve already got $612.
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okay but are you a TMA nonbinary or TME nonbinary. what do you mean even trans people get mad about how some gender nonconforming people don't conform to gender. tell me what's in your pants right now so I can determine if you're whiny nuisance or a dangerous invader. are you my brother or my sister or a confusing enemy. tell me what's in your pants right now so I can decide how I want to feel about you. this is progressive
It's a lot healthier to go for a daily walk than to sign up for a gym membership you won't be using because you hate that kind of exercise. It's a lot healthier to eat a frozen meal than to skip a meal because you were too tired to cook something healthy. It's a lot healthier to take a quick shower than to procrastinate an elaborate routine for days. Don't aim so high that you won't be hitting anything!
So remember that personal vent post from earlier this week that I said I might delete? I didn't. Get caught up here lol:
💬 1 🔁 0 ❤️ 4 · I'll probably delete this later this week.
But I wanted to vent about the past few weeks...
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So let me get y'all caught up!
The day after I posted that, my aunt suddenly decided it was time for my mom to take a shower. It had been a month of her actively avoiding direct care at this point.
My mom would have to go up a ramp and hold herself up with a grab bar in a slippery wet chair while my aunt, who was previously against providing direct care, somehow helped her bathe. My mom is still very paralyzed on her left side. Based on previous experiences with my aunt, she did not want to go through with this. My aunt disregarded her concerns.
My mom did something she's been genuinely terrified to do in my aunt's presence for weeks. She made a phone call.
She quietly called her friend from home, who knew the situation wasn't working out. That friend called me at work in a panic, scared that my mom was about to get hurt. I called for a sub in my classroom and called my mom.
Because my aunt was hovering, my mom could only answer very stiffly with yes or no answers, but she said she wasn't comfortable getting into the shower with just my aunt.
So now I'm clocking out of work on an undisclosed emergency and calling 911 for a senior in an unsafe situation as I drive.
When I get to my aunt's, Adult Protective was already in the driveway. They followed through at the eleventh hour! My mom was in the living room with an APS social worker spilling as much proverbial tea as possible. She's telling her all the therapy she's missed out on and all the meals she's missed and the sponge-bayhing she's had to do. Meanwhile, my aunt is showing another social worker around the house, seemingly unaware of what's really going on.
And then the 911 wellness check I called for showed up! I was expecting EMTs. I WAS NOT EXPECTING A COUNTY SHERIFF. So now my aunt is like, freeeeeeeaking out. I gave a statement to the sheriff, and somewhere in here the APS social workers tell me that since my aunt is not family (she's my mom's best friend that was so close I called her aunt), she doesn't have the power to dictate certain choices against my mom's will like she thought she did. They suggested getting my mom to an ER and asking for an emergency placement. They also tried to get me to stop shaking.
Before I rolled Mom out the door and into my car, my mom asked my 'aunt' if she could find my mom's checkbook. This checkbook was lost almost the moment my mom first rolled into the house because "Oopsie! My aunt loses things so easily hahaha!"
It didn't take my 'aunt' three full minutes to find my mom's checkbook in her own dresser drawer and hand it to my mom.
My mom and I were dumbstruck at the implications of that moment.
The last thing she said as we left was "I'm sorry it had to come to this".
Absolutely bonkers.
The first night at the hospital was spent pulling my mom out of severe dehydration. The second was spent dripping vitamins and nutrients into her because apparently she was also severely anemic. By the third day she was back at her old rehab center. The nurses were confused at her return but happy to see her. She's more herself now, she has more energy and wit. She said "My brain doesn't feel so beat up anymore" yesterday, and I'm terrified to imagine where we'd be if I hadn't taken her to the hospital.
On top of all of this, I've toured and applied for an apartment for me and the three cats I share with Mom. My application was accepted. God willing and the creek don't rise, the cats and I will have our own place by next week.
I actually trust my 'aunt's take care of the cats in my absence (I'm back at my childhood home while on paid family leave to help my mom settle back into rehab). Aside from not wanting accusations of animal cruelty thrown her way (in the past she DID pour water on Briar and scare her half to death), it turns out she may not have been cheekily exaggerating whenever she said she cared for animals more than people. So in that regard, I am hopeful. Oh and I've been packing my room at her house whenever she's out at one of her three jobs, to avoid the awkwardness.
So the biggest concern is where Mom will go after rehab this time. But things have been going so well for us this week that it's downright scary. The good-time bubble is bound to burst at the worst possible moment. That's keeping me worried.
That brings us to tonight, and I'm exhausted from writing all if that from my phone lol.
Here's hoping the good-time bubble holds up a bit longer.
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Next up someone is going to claim that the Narnia series isn't kids books.
Kids books is probably not the best way to word it, you can enjoy them at every age, including your childhood, as you get older you may find new truths in them, but they're still good for any age.
In elementary school me and my friends would grab a book out of our backpacks before going to recess and just silently read together in a clover patch. I was reading psychology textbooks and my friends were reading like, Terry Goodkind and Robert Jordan.
"Every book is a children's book if the kid can read!"---Mitch Hedberg
nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.
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