Our Adventure

Hey y’all!

I am so upset. So, we live with my husbands brother, so my BIL, who is married. We don't technically live with them because it's sort of like an apartment above the garage type of thing. So, we don't see them unless we want to. Anyway, we have a pool but it pretty much needs everything to be a pool again. (Liner, water, blah blah). So it's gonna cost about $5000 to fix it. Well last night, we were helping them clean around the pool Bc the pool guys were coming to drain the water out of the ground and as we were going inside, his wife says something like, "well, actually you guys probably have more money than us! And WE are buying YOU a pool." I didn't even say anything, just went inside. I honestly want to cry at that comment. I'm so freakin offended by it. Neither of have a job Lol. We worked so hard to save our money when I was pregnant Bc I wanted to stay home with Rayelyn. And we knew that this was my husbands last year of school. The whole reason that we are living with them in the first place is to make it easier on us until Nicholas started work. We do everything with NO HELP, not food stamps or government help, no complaints, we always pay our rent.. She also always is making comments about their utilities being high.. And that they are going to raise our rent, "haha, jk!" But it's not funny. Our rent is $450 a month INCLUDING utilities, and that was the deal. I'm just irate. And hurt, honestly. I'm 10 weeks PP, I don't have the patience or grace to deal with her right now.

When you wish your baby would wake up cuz your boobs hurt but you don't want to wake her because for the first time practically ever she fell asleep without being held and I can walk around without her...

My husband melts my heart. He got Rayelyn a teddy bear for valentines and just brought it home for her. He also gave me his credit card taped inside a Valentine's Day greeting card and told me to go buy something for that night. (My moms keeping her that night for a couple hours). He's so sweet. And hot. And thoughtful.