Jillian

Haven't been on much... just trying to stay alive at this point.

It hits like waves. Im not okay. She would want me to remain strong but as i sit here alone I cant stop the thoughts or the tears. My mom should be here... but shes not because of a monster of a person took her life.... the amount of pure hatred I have for the lady that killed my mom is unbearable. I want revenge. It wont bring her back but it will be an eye for eye. A life for a life.

I lost 25 followers after posting about my mom being murdered. I understand its not the usual selfie post but if youre only following me for pics go ahead and hit that unfollow button.

I want to thank everyone for reaching out to me last night. I lost my mother and grief gets overwhelming sometimes. I appreciate every single one of you who messaged me... the world needs more kindness like yall I swear

Not doing too good. Anyone able to chat for a bit??

Deleted my Snapchat sorry if anyone chatted with me on there I rarely used it besides funny filters. Im getting old 😂