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๐๐ฌ๐ญ๐ ๐ฉ๐๐ฉ๐๐ซ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ โ ryan destiny. twenty9. she/her
โโ .โฆ or a study in winding yourself ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ญ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ that you can't help but snap, finding release in only what can give you the most ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง, and thinking that you can make everything fit perfectly if you just try ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก.
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Jordan, you know I love you, but girl...what a silly question! I didn't want to go into music, I wanted to be known. It just so happened that I had the voice of an angel - at least, that's what my agent told me when he came to my high school's talent show.
Scouting talent, of course! But if you're asking what piqued his interest, he might have received a very helpful hint that there was a star-in-the-making there. From a very wise benefactor.
Exactly, Jordan. It's cute. I'm not here to be cute. I spent enough of my childhood with puffy cheeks and bouncing legs, biting my nails down to the nubs. I'm not that child anymore - I'm Este.
Don't look at me like that. It's not that I don't care about the music - of course I do. I write all my own lyrics, don't I? Well, as many as my label will let me. I've got lists and lists in that traveler's notebook you see in all the trashy tabloids - no offence - of every combination of song lyrics my brain can come up with, and then some. I'm just saying that if I was amazing at aerial silks, you'd find me on the poster for Cirque du Soleil. I didn't care what I could do - I just had to do it.
Jordan! I write about everything! My man, of course, but also my friends, and my enemies, and maybe some past ex-boyfriends here and there - not sure how that's a crime!
It's called chemistry, Jordan! It's not my fault I have it with everybody! People acting as if I would cheat on my man right in front of his face don't know me at all - I have class. Besides, can you call it cheating if he doesn't even care?
Yes, I saw that on her Instagram story - not even brave enough to post her micro-aggressions to the main feed, I see. I might have tried to help with the pacing and framing, but I've been in front of the camera since I was fourteen, making Youtube videos in my childhood bedroom. I know how to make myself look good - the fact that this talk show hostess couldn't doesn't make me bossy.
I write down everything. It's not just song lyrics - it's everything I could ever want to know. I have about half a dozen notebooks lining my bookshelf at the studio just about vocal techniques and sound mixing. At the villa, there's probably closer to triple that. I take notes whenever anyone talks - that's how I know you won't get an interview like this ever again.
๐ช๐ต๐ฎ๐! ๐ช๐ต๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐?
Maybe you should have asked better questions, Jordan. An Este never forgets.
...You're getting colder. But yes, the rumours are true: I was diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder after my mom passed - seventeen years ago now, mind you, so I'm not sure how it's relevant to where I am now. It mostly meant I had trouble sleeping as a kid, but now it means I get legally prescribed Ambien.
โโ .โฆ hey, i think i just served ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ! you mean the ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ year old ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ known for their ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐'๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐? no way, what did they order ? ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐. wow, no surprise for someone whose garnered a reputation for being ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ AND ๐๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. i heard the hostess say they were being targeted by @๐ ๐๐ต๐ผ๐๐ป๐๐๐ท because of ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ . maybe it's just me but it doesn't align with the tabloids screaming about ๐๐ ๐ด๐๐ธ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ '๐ ๐๐๐๐ธ๐ต๐๐๐พ ๐น๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ท ๐๐ผ๐๐ป ๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐๐, ๐ฟ๐๐๐พ๐ผ๐๐บ ๐ด๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ท๐ธ๐ ๐๐ธ๐ด๐๐ป ๐ป๐ธ๐ ๐ธ๐๐ธ๐ฟ๐ด๐๐ป๐ธ๐ ๐๐ป๐ธ๐ ๐๐ป๐ธ ๐๐ผ๐๐ธ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐, ๐ฟ๐ธ๐๐๐ ๐ฝ๐๐ผ๐ถ๐ธ ๐ป๐ด๐๐ท ๐๐ด๐๐ป๐ธ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ด๐ผ๐ฟ-๐ต๐ผ๐๐ผ๐๐บ ๐ป๐ด๐ต๐ผ๐๐ whenever their name comes up. make sure to deliver the drink to the ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ( ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐, ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ) and letโs hope they're a good tipper. if not, i'll happily send in some stories of my own.