Living happily an owned life :)

So this is totally nsfw or minors! I will probably use this blog quite a bit for my edging which might be even too evident at times...🙈🙈🙈

But I will also describe our lifestyle and my views about it - a 24/7 D/s marriage where I'm basically a slave by now! This has evolved over the years towards less and less rights for me as I really don't need them, I can so much trust Him to lead our family (now of three with hopefully more to come!!!) wisely, firmly and responsibly❤️It is such a huge burden that has been lifted from my shoulders, I actually think that my Husband serves me much more than I Him....

We were just over 20 yrs when we first met at the uni as grad students, just a decade ago - a random student party where I caught the eye of a quiet but handsome boy who was genuinely interested in me, who asked me real questions in order to really listen to my answers, not a very common thing in those times with my young men friends and lovers... He was very young too but still a Man among boys! And myself a very spoiled and entitled little middle class girl intellectual🙈 So shallow in my militant feminism and tomboy brashness - and so insecure behind that facade, so needing of love, validation and protection...

He is an introvert techie, I a junior academic in the humanities (though my career is now largely on hold for hopefully many years to come!) He is not bookish at all, nor a friend of abstract theories and sermonizing - while I'm reading and thinking all the time, often fiercely prozelytizing for male led relationships and natural gender roles. He just smiles at all my silliness and excitability! His firmness, His control and discipline have balanced me, steadied me, liberated me to be carefree and fully feminine woman who just loves to serve Him in all ways, to make His life as easy and comfortable as possible!❤️❤️❤️Serving my Husband is a huge privilege and gift, not a burden!

So, below are some of my central opinions (which weirdly seem to have been originally pretty much His opinions😂😍) - I love to discuss and even respecfully debate these issues! My Husband has full access to my blog and messages, and I'm strictly forbidden to flirt or play but very open to just chat and exchange ideas!

I firmly believe in male superiority - evolution and biology have shaped them to be leaders and protectors and us to be followers and helpers

I also well know that there are tons of individual identities and variations which only enrich us, not all men are masculine, not all women feminine by nature, all consensual, respecful relationships are totally fine - this is a very LGTBQ+ friendly blog!!!

I don't agree with genuine misogyny at all - we are a very worthful and essential gender, we keep the species going by giving birth and nursing, there is nothing shameful in being submissive and feminine, I'm totally proud to be a woman!

I think that modern values and many forms of modern feminism are actually absurdly anti-women and toxic - and also of course totally anti-men. The ideal is to be identical consumers in this madly shallow and materialistic world, thus both men and women are blocked from their natural, deep roots, our true sexual natures are shamed which leads to so much stress, frustration and hurt...😓

I'm actually an old-fashioned feminist, and, yeah, I do use that word! I believe we need certain important rights and protections, not because we are equal to men but precisely because we are not. Human nature is weak and so easily prone to abuse

I don't condone genuine violence at all, real rape, real aggression - that has nothing to do with true, healthy masculinity - the most beautiful thing in this world is male self-discipline and responsibility, that real strength and steadiness of character❤️ Weak, egoistic bullies are not real men but unpleasant caricatures, a mockery of the real thing... Men need to first tame their own wild animal instincts in order to be able to fully tame and own us❤️