🐗its dangerous! wild boar comes out! BOO! OINK!🍀

my favorite coworker tried to do a "if u spill the drink ure gay" joke about me struggling to hold a bunch of cups but then he remembered i go out w his gf and told me not to spill anything bc he would be left to sleep in a cardboard box in the street bc i would steal his gf and consequently his house

aaaahhh im exhausted after my shift... but the weather was really good so my rotten soldier took me to the park during our break again... it was very pleasant but he had to hold my arm to cross the street bc i kept almost getting hit by cars and we also got lost in the tiny forest area in the park wheheh

i know i just went out w a friend the other day but im feeling lonely bc the stress of starting uni again and other stuff going on in my life have pushed me to the back of my mind like im just half present in situations bc im busy thinking about how im gonna handle all these things... and when im stressed and cant rest i become more sensitive to sensorial stuff so i shut down autist style... auuuauauuuu

finally sent all my documents to my new uni and ill start having classes in 10 days so im very anxious about that and other stuff too.. when im worried i become skittish according to my rotten soldier. im feeling weird and nervous about everything so its hard to focus. my brain is foggy especially at night. i find it hard to rest even when i sleep. i wake up biting the inside of my cheeks or clenching my jaw bc of my current neurosis. aaahh

i bought a new pen so i can finally write down all my jobposting on my journal yeesss mama and the weather is great today ugh i love life

i asked my boss if she could make us carrot cake again and she said she will try to do it on monday i love my life

at least these two idiots do whatever i tell them to do and try to be respectful of me in their own idiotic childish way. they will stop kicking each other when i appear in the doorway w dirty dishes and take it out of my hands to organize it, but it usually results in another round of insults and slaps because they accuse each other of letting "poor little louie, a girl, do all the heavy lifting by her little self, instead of working and helping her out". im sorry its funny as fuck to watch them do anything, theyre like middle schoolers. as long as drake and josh do the cleaning and heavy lifting when i tell them to, im fine w them punching each other and eating trash for fun.

rat coworker (aka spongebob meal coworker) and 19yo coworker were playing fight in the kitchen again and i dont know what happened but it escalated and they managed to scratch the boy's nipple and he got mad and went "LOUIE LOOK WHAT HE DID TO ME" like a kid and pulled his shirt. i told him to stop showing nipple and that if they didnt stop fighting i would get his mom (who works w us) to fix their behavior. then they said they would behave but only when im around and as soon as i leave the BOH they would start slapping each other again. i also walked past the door and saw them punching each other's nuts and stood there with my hands on my hips until they noticed and stopped and started apologizing saying they would stop messing around. managers gave up on them, they behave like kids and are so similar we think they came to life in a mitosis way. how do i tell customers their soda is taking too long to arrive bc there are two overgrown children playing fight instead of working. and showimg nipple when i said i didnt want to see the scar he got.