healing into the love I desire

Nail appointments, fresh flowers, spa days, champagne, baking, skincare products, silk pajamas, studying at the library, girls day, bubble baths, journaling, expensive perfumes, getting dressed, shopping.

unfortunately they not lying. eating clean will have you SNATCHED in two weeks

One day you’re visualizing your dreamlife, another day you’ll be living it. The you from that bright, amazing future? She’s you, and she’s counting on you. Don’t give up on her.

I regulate with pleasure. A long shower, lying in the sun, slow food, touch. My body responds to feeling safe. Pleasure is my nervous system practice. Long meals, beautiful clothes, music that moves me. My body regulates fastest when its delighted. My environment regulates me. A clean kitchen, soft lighting, fresh flowers. My body reads beauty as safety.

you and me, 5am airport, coffe, sleepy eyes and new country

life is nothing without eroticism and whimsy

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

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