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John "Soap" MacTavish Soap wakes up, stretches, reaches for you- and hits cold sheets. He blinks. You're not in the kitchen. Not in the bathroom. Not anywhere. His first instinct is: you're gone. Fully, completely, left-in-the-night gone. Panic chokes him. He checks his phone-no messages. His heart sinks. He starts pacing, nearly dialing Ghost for backup when the door swings open. You walk in casually, holding a bag of milk and eggs. He stares. "I thought you LEFT ME!" you blink. "I went to buy cereal="" You abandoned me for cereal!" He full-body tackles you into a hug. "Next time I'm comin' with. I don't care if I'm in my boxers."

Simon "Ghost" Riley Ghost is eerily quiet as he searches the house. You're not in bed. Not in the kitchen. Not on the porch. Your phone's gone, but you didn't say a word. His chest tightens. Thoughts spiral: Did something happen? Did you... leave him? He clenches his jaw, eyes cold, trying to suppress the old fear of abandonment. Just as he's reaching for his keys to search the streets, the front door creaks. You walk in with a fresh loaf of bread. He doesn't say anything at first-just pins you with a look. "Next time," he growls lowly, pulling you into a crushing embrace, "tell me. I thought you were never coming back."

Kyle "Gaz" Garrick Gaz is brushing his teeth when he realizes the house is too quiet. Towel slung over his shoulder, he calls your name once. Twice. No answer. He checks every room, the garage, even under the blanket pile. Nothing. Dread seeps in. Did he say something wrong last night? He checks his phone-no texts. His hand hovers over the call button when the door swings open and you waltz in holding coffee and a croissant. "Morning!" you chirp. Kyle just gapes. "Are you trying to give me a heart attack?" He yanks you into a bear hug. "Next time, even a post-it would save me five years of stress."

John Price Price wakes to silence. Not unusual. But the empty side of the bed is cold. No coffee brewed. No note. Just... gone. His instincts scream. He calls your name once-nothing. Checks the windows. Garage. Backyard. He' s halfway into his boots when your car rolls up outside. You hop out, humming, holding a newspaper and a breakfast sandwich." Morning!" Price doesn't even reply-just marches over, wraps you in his arms, and presses a firm kiss to your temple. "You scared the hell out of me." You blink. "I went to grab your favorite scone--" "Next time, just wake me up, love. Don't go ghost on a soldier."

Gary "Roach" Sanderson Roach doesn't even notice at first. He's playing with your cat, half-asleep, when he realizes... where's your voice? Your warmth? He checks the bathroom-empty. Checks the fridge-you didn't even take breakfast. He starts to panic. Did something happen? Are you mad? Did you just... leave? Anxiety tangles in his chest. He's on the verge of texting your best friend when you waltz in with a bouquet of sunflowers and a muffin. "Surprise!" He almost deflates. "I thought you left me for good over burnt toast or something!" You laugh. "I left to get you muffins." He tackles you with kisses anyway. "Muffin accepted. Heart rate recovering."

Nikolai Nikolai wakes up late-rare for him. He yawns, stretches, and immediately notices your absence. "Milaya?" Silence. He checks the bathroom, the garden, even your secret snack stash. His smile fades. A thousand what-ifs hit him like bullets. Had he said something wrong? Pushed too hard? He's just reaching for his coat when you stroll in, casually sipping tea and holding a pack of that weird chocolate he loves. "I ran to the market." He just stares. Then pulls you close, presses his face into your shoulder. "I thought you vanished like a ghost." "Kolya, I was gone twenty minutes." "Exactly. Too long." Now he demands a tracker.

Alejandro Vargas Alejandro wakes up alone and instantly panics. You always snuggle in, steal his side of the bed, mumble nonsense into his neck. But now? Cold sheets. Quiet kitchen. No note. His heart thunders. He thinks: Did I dream you? Is this my punishment? Then the front door creaks open. You appear, cheerful, holding tamales and a cold drink. "You were still sleeping, sol-" "I thought you left forever," he blurts, wrapping his arms around you like a lifeline. You laugh against his chest. "I just got food!" "Never. Again. You wake me up or I follow you barefoot into traffic. Your choice."

Rodolfo "Rudy" Parra Rudy is the quiet type-but when he wakes and finds your side of the bed empty, the panic starts slow and sharp. He checks everywhere. No signs. The house echoes with absence. He stares at the front door. Did you... leave him? His chest tightens until your voice calls out, "I brought empanadas!" He turns, heart still pounding, and sees you smiling with a food bag in hand. "I thought you were craving them." He exhales shakily. "I was craving you." You soften. He pulls you into a long hug, murmuring into your hair, "I thought I was waking up to goodbye."

Valeria Garza Valeria wakes up annoyed. First at the sun, then at your empty side of the bed. "Where the fuck are they?" she mutters, stomping through the house. No note. No sound. Her anger turns to panic far too quickly.She storms out the front door only for you to pull up with a full cart of groceries and a cheeky smile. "Surprise breakfast!" "Are you insane? "she hisses. "I nearly blew up the house thinking you ran off!" "I was gone fifteen minutes." "Long enough to plan a murder- suicide pact with my feelings." You snort. She kisses you anyway."Next time, I'm installing surveillance."

Keegan Russ Keegan notices your absence the second he reaches for his morning coffee and your mug is untouched. Your keys are gone. You didn't say anything. No text. He tries not to overreact-maybe you went for a walk-but every passing minute adds weight to the pit forming in his stomach. He checks your location, sees "grocery store," but still-he knows how quickly things can change. When you come back, humming and holding a bundle of fruit, he meets you at the door, eyes shadowed. "You didn't tell me." You blink, caught off guard. "I didn't want to wake you." "Next time.... please do. I thought l lost you."

König König wakes slowly, reaching instinctively for you. The space is cold. He calls softly- nothing. Anxiety grips him like a vice. He checks the house, heart thudding louder with every room. Then the silence starts screaming. No note. No message. Just... gone. His mind spirals: maybe he was too much. Maybe you left without a word. When you walk in, holding a bouquet of his favorite bakery rolls, he nearly collapses in relief. "I went to get breakfast," you explain. He doesn't say anything-just hugs you, burying his face in your shoulder. Later, in a whisper, he murmurs, "Don't disappear. Please. Even if it's just for bread."

Nikto Nikto is used to loss. That's what makes the fear snap like a trap when he realizes you're not in the house. You didn't say a word. Left your side of the bed cold. The silence feels accusatory. He paces like a caged animal. Then your name appears on his phone-bank ATM. You're just running errands. But he doesn't relax until he sees you walk back in. "Why didn't you tell me? " he growls. You arch a brow. "I was gone thirty minutes." "Enough time to vanish forever." You sigh. He pulls you close with a scowl and a kiss to your hair. "Next time. Say something."

Krueger Krueger doesn't panic like others. He shuts down-sharp, silent. You're gone, no message. The house is too still. He waits twenty minutes. Thirty. That's all it takes for him to start assuming the worst. But then the lock clicks, and you walk in holding cleaning supplies and fresh croissants. "Surprise-I thought we could spring clean." He stares at you. "You didn't say anything." "I didn't think you'd notice." You expect a scolding. Instead, he steps forward, cups your cheek gently, and says, "I always notice you. Always." You swallow. Later, you find him dusting the bookshelf with your playlist playing softly in the background.

Philip Graves Graves wakes to birds chirping and the distant hum of traffic-and no you. At first, he thinks you're in the kitchen. Then the bathroom. Then the backyard. When all options fail, he starts panicking like a man late to the most important mission of his life. He calls once- no answer. Twice. Nothing. Then you walk in like nothing happened, holding hardware store bags. "Surprise, I fixed the squeaky door! "You barely finish the sentence before you're pulled into his arms. "You don't disappear on a man like that," he grumbles. "You nearly gave me a damn heart attack." You smirk. "I'm fine." "And now you're grounded."

Alex Keller Alex stretches, yawns, and rolls over-right into a pillow instead of your chest. Weird. You always sleep in. He checks the kitchen. Nothing. His smile fades. You're nowhere. He calls out, heart rate climbing. Still nothing. He's mid-shoe when you swing the door open, humming, carrying iced coffee and groceries. "Morning!" "Where were you?!" he blurts. "I thought I got dumped while dreaming!" You blink. "I wanted to surprise you with donuts!" "You surprised me with abandonment." He scoffs, yanks you into a hug. "You're not allowed to go places alone. Even the donut shop." "You'll follow me to the bathroom at this rate." Correct."

Farah Karim Farah is a light sleeper, so waking up to an empty bed already has alarms blaring. She checks her phone. Nothing from you. She's dressed and out the door in five minutes, scanning the neighborhood like she's tracking a fugitive. Just as she's about to call your entire contact list, you stroll up with a tote full of fruit and a grin. "You were out of oranges." She freezes. "You didn't leave a note." "You were sleeping." She doesn't scold, not really.Just walks over, rests her forehead to yours, and murmurs, "Next time, wake me up. I'd rather go with you even if it's just for oranges."

Hadir Karim Hadir wakes to birds and light and a quiet he doesn't trust. He checks your side of the bed. Cold. House? Empty. Car? Gone. No message. His pulse spikes, mind jumping to conclusions faster than reason can catch up. He's about to call when you waltz in with a grin and a bag of takeout. "I thought I'd surprise you!" "You did. I thought I was being ghosted in real time." You laugh, but he's serious-hands trembling as they cradle your waist. "Next time," he murmurs, eyes intense, "let me worry about you with you in the car." You promise. He doesn't let go for hours.

Kate Laswell Kate notices your absence immediately. The house is always full of your sound- your humming, your clutter, your warm presence. Now? Just quiet. She checks every room. Nothing. Her jaw tightens. Her hands shake. Was she too late? Did you just... leave? Then the front door opens, and you breeze in, cheeks flushed, holding a little box. "I went to the post office!" She exhales like she's been holding her breath for hours. "Jesus, Y/N." "I brought you that rare tea you love?" "You almost brought me an early funeral." She pulls you into her arms, voice soft. "Don't ever go missing like that again."

“Ikaw ay nasilayan sa ’di inakalang panahon. Lumapit nang biglaan, para bang ’di nagkataon.”

“Yes, thank you.” you smiled at him. A man who seems a local tourist sat beside you, patiently waiting for someone to take his orders. You looked and locked eyes with him, you smiled and he smiles slightly. He asked you, “Tourist?” it felt strange, no greetings at all. Just a question, and you replied, “Yes. Took a leave from work, I just need to freshen up.”

“That’s good. Seems like you’re alone, Леди (lady). Take care of yourself, some people you’ll meet here not truly appears like what they seem. Be careful.” he said, and it is weird for you. You want to thank him for saying that since he's a local, but you seem scared of what he just said. You said, “Thank you. I’ll take note of that.” and you smiled at him.

The waiter returned together with your meal, placing your meal in front of you. The man beside you said, “Nice choice for a first time tourist around here. И отличный выбор для красивой женщины. (And nice choice for a pretty woman like you.)” you didn’t clearly understand what he said but you just let it slide and thanked him.

You’re finding for some available tables since the restaurant was filled with lots of people, you found one beside the wall. You chose to sat there and eat your food in silence, when suddenly someone asked you “Is this seat available?” pointing at the seat in front of you. It’s the man from earlier, you smiled and said yes to him.

“Ito nga ba’y tadhana? Tangi kong hiling sa mga tala, mga pintig ng puso’y nakalaan para sa ’yo.”

Expert with some small talks, you asked him about his name and he replies to it calmly. “Vladimir. What about you, красивый (beautiful)?” and you said, “Y/N’s the name, Vladimir.” His rough accent lingers to you, and the things he said in russian. You didn’t mind asking him what he just said, you thought he may not just be comfortable speaking in english.

After finishing your meals, he asked you to walk around the beach. And you agreed to him, as he seems like a decent man. And being with someone who’s a local tourist made you feel safe around the beach.

As you trip around the beach, you talked out some things about the both of your lives. You learned that he’s serving in a military for the most of his life, that’s why being in here makes him feel calm too. He also learned about you too, what your field of work is and some little information.

There’s something about him that makes you feel better, the way he jokes around you and the way he taught you things around the beach. Which you jokes to him casually and saying he looks like a tourist guide for it. The little things he opens up about his childhood. It feels good. His heterochromia eyes resembling the calmness that you feel while you’re around him.

“From following your footprints in the sand, to walking you with you in this island. Guided by the grip of your hand, I can feel you’re holding my world.”

That’s where the closeness starts, he held your hand when you almost tripped over on the rock. He checks up on you and held your hand tightly, asking you “Are you okay?” voice filled with concern. You said yes and urging him to just continue on what he’s saying. He checks up on you one last time. He said, “You should rest, Y/N. You seem tired, you just land here right? You can call me tomorrow to accompany you. I’ll be there, моя любовь (my love).” and you asked him, “Thank you. But what does that mean?” filled with confusion and he looks away. “Nothing.”

He gave you his number to call him whenever you need to. As you part ways, both of you were struck to find that hands are still intertwined. You looked away and bid goodbyes to him.

Days had passed, you enjoyed your own company. Little did you know, Vladimir was still picturing the moment he met you. He’s still thinking about the way your hands intertwined with him, the calmness he felt around you. How you didn’t judge him for what he looks like, how you didn’t seem scared away by the scars on his hand, how you didn’t flinched on how he looked at you. How you entertained him like he’s the only one that matters the most.

He’s not used for all of it, but one thing he’s sure of—he likes you. He’s willing to give you everything just for your existence in his life, he’s willing to burn the whole world down just for you. And if all’s fair in love and war, he won’t force anything just to be close to you. He’s willing to show up for every moment in your life, willing to give in and be there until you realized that you’ll love him too. If all’s fair in love and war, can he have it too? Despite of everything he did in his past.

“Fucking ironic.” he mumbles, all the thoughts he’s having; he is shocked for it too. Vladimir Makarov, the madman. Finally feeling something called “love” and yearning for someone that may not see him or his intentions at all. Yearning for something impossible for him to have.

One last time, he calls you. Reaching out with all of his strength and fears in his heart and you picked up. “Hello? This is Vladimir, am I right?” voice lovely. The sound he’s longing to hear and he replied, “Yes, Y/N. Are you still here in Russia? Do you mind if we’ll meet?”

You said, “I’m sorry if I didn’t called you for the past days, I just needed to enjoy my own company. But hey! I missed you." you chuckles, “And yes! I’m still here. We can meet though, just pin me your location and I can come.”

Vladimir said, “No need, Y/N. I’ll be there. Wait for me.” and you quickly agreed to him. Finally, Vladimir heard your lovely voice and the words that told him that you missed him. Fuck, that’s something he never expected.

You meet him at the same place again, and finally—the familiarity felt like home. He’s wearing the same thing, his white longsleeve. The one that made him stand out, or maybe stand out just for you?

He came to you, greets you good evening together with flowers. You felt overwhelmed for him and you chuckled nervously saying, “Hey. You don’t need to, but thank you for the gift.” and Vladimir asked you, “Let’s order the same thing again?” you agreed.

After placing your orders, he asked you. Words you’ll never expect from him, words that you’ll never from someone you just met. Unbeknownst to you, you reached his hand. And you didn’t even contemplate once, you trust him really well.

“Ano ba itong nadarama? Oh, shucks, ito ba’y pag-ibig na? Totoo ba ang ’pinadama, ’cause, boy, it feels so good.”

Vladimir asked you, “Can I court you, Y/N?” he was nervous. He was used to get anything he want, no matter what happens. He was used to not anything let out of his way, he’ll get what he desires. But now, he’s asking someone? What a change.

And without asking anything, you said “Yes, Vladimir.” even you—you were shocked and nervous too. You never expected for this to happen, but there you are, getting asked out by a man you just met once. And you couldn’t believe that you just said yes, but you didn’t doubt yourself for it. You didn’t even think about it twice, you agreed without regrets.

“Let’s just see where this thing goes, Vladimir.” you said, and he held your hand tightly. Saying, “You’ll never regret this, Y/N.”

“I'll give you the world. The moon. The fucking stars. Anything you ask, it's yours. I’m yours.” it felt like a wedding vow but you didn’t mind, you’re just listening to him. “I’ll be the best man for you, Y/N.”

Finishing up your meals, you left the beach wit him. He invites you at his house and that’s where everything starts. He plans to tell you anything without secrets, because for him—loving someone is as the same as being vulnerable around them.

You agreed to everything and you got along with him. Leaving the place with just one glance, you are happy. That’s why the place felt familiar, because that’s where you will found your love.

With one glance, you said “Thank you, Laskovy.” and with it, you intertwined your hand with him. Ready to get to know him more and begin your tales with the man that you just met. Happiness is an understatement for what you feel because you feel more than that. You felt everything at once and it feels good. “Can’t wait to go back with you, Vladimir.”

“Bawat araw mas sumasaya pag ika’y kapiling na, nawawalan ng pangangamba ’pag ika’y kapiling na. Feels like summer when I’m with you (ooh), parang islang pantropiko (oh). Can’t wait to go back with you (ooh) sa islang pantropiko.”

– taglist: @livelyinborderland

– credits for the gifs that I used: @uzmacchiato, @clarke-mason

You frown slightly, still half-focused on whether you should adjust the projection model for Q3. "That's not scary," you mutter, stirring your drink. "That just means he has standards."

Jisoo gives you a look the kind that suggests you've missed something obvious. "No, it means he's not human. I mean think about it, no ring, we never hear of him being seen with a woman. Come on he's rich and has one of the highest positions at a top company."

A few people laugh. Someone from accounting adds, "I can't even picture him liking someone. Like what would that even look like? Him holding hands? Absolutely not."

You huff quietly, taking a sip. Director Nanamin doesn't strike you as the type to even notice people like that. He's efficient. Cold. Focused. The kind of boss who remembers every detail of every project but never asks about your weekend.

"Hey," Jisoo nudges you suddenly, and her voice drops even lower. "You work closest with him, right? One-on-one reports and all that?"

You nod. It's true you've been his direct report for almost eight months now. He's demanding, but fair. You've learned more under his supervision than you did in two years at your previous company.

"…Does he ever act weird around you?"

You pause mid-sip.

Weird?

You think about it really think about it for the first time. About the way he stands too close when reviewing your work, close enough that you can smell his cologne, something clean and expensive. The way his hand lingers just a second too long when passing documents, fingers brushing yours. The way he adjusts your collar sometimes, like it's part of his job description, like you're incapable of dressing yourself properly.

But that's just... him being particular, right? He's meticulous about everything.

"…No," you say slowly, genuinely puzzled by the question. "He's just strict."

Jisoo goes quiet in a way that feels loaded.

Someone behind you mutters, "That's worse."

You turn. "What?"

"Nothing," Jisoo says quickly, exchanging a glance with someone else. "Forget it."

You shrug it off. People are always reading into things that aren't there. Office gossip is just noise.

By the time you get back to your desk, his message is already waiting.

Director Nanami: Come to my office.

No greeting. No explanation. Typical.

You sigh, grab your tablet with the revised presentation loaded, and head down the hall. You're actually proud of this one, you caught an error in the vendor contract that would've cost the company a significant amount. You're hoping he'll acknowledge it, maybe even in that subtle way he has, where his expression doesn't change but his tone shifts just slightly.

The moment you step inside his office, the temperature drops.

You shiver automatically, goosebumps rising on your arms. "It's freezing in here."

Nanami doesn't look up immediately. He finishes signing something with that expensive fountain pen he always uses, movements calm, composed, perfect as always. Everything about him is controlled. Precise. You've never seen him flustered, never seen him make a mistake.

Then his eyes lift to you.

Sharp.

Observing.

Lingering in a way that makes you want to check if there's something on your face.

"…You didn't bring a jacket," he says.

It's not a question. It's a statement of fact, delivered with the same tone he uses when pointing out a miscalculation in a spreadsheet.

"I'm fine," you reply, shifting your weight. You are fine. It's just a little cold. You've worked through worse.

A beat of silence.

He stands.

Your eyes track the movement automatically, he's tall, taller than you remember sometimes, and there's something about the way he moves that's unnaturally fluid. Deliberate. Like every action is calculated three steps ahead.

He crosses the room.

Before you can react, his hand is at your shoulder firm, steady, warm as he shrugs off his blazer and drapes it over you.

The fabric is heavy. Expensive. It settles around your shoulders like something deliberate, something that carries weight beyond just warmth. It smells like him that same clean, expensive scent, but stronger now. Almost overwhelming.

"You'll get sick," he says.

You blink, surprised by the gesture. "Director, I really don't—"

"Wear it."

The tone isn't loud. It's not even particularly harsh.

But it ends the conversation with the finality of a door closing.

"…Okay."

You adjust it awkwardly, feeling ridiculous. The sleeves swallow your hands completely. You probably look like a child playing dress-up in adult clothes. Professional. Very professional.

Nanami watches you for a second too long.

There's something in his expression you can't quite read something that might be satisfaction, or possession, or both. His eyes track the way the fabric drapes over your frame, the way you're swimming in something that belongs to him.

Then he steps closer.

Too close.

Close enough that you have to tilt your head back slightly to maintain eye contact.

"Hold still."

His fingers brush your neck.

You freeze.

He's adjusting your collar again but this time slower. More precise. His thumb presses lightly just below your ear, where your pulse is probably visible, where your skin is most sensitive. You can feel the warmth of his hand, the controlled strength in his fingers.

Your breath catches. "Is… something wrong?"

"…No."

His voice is quieter now. Closer. You can feel it more than hear it.

"Your presentation," he continues, like his hand isn't currently touching your throat, like this is completely normal, "needs revision."

You nod quickly, trying to focus on work, on the actual reason you're here. "Right. I'll fix it. I think the vendor analysis in section three could be stronger—"

His hand doesn't move right away.

When it finally does, it drags, just slightly, along your shoulder before he pulls back. The touch is deliberate. Possessive. Like he's marking something.

You don't notice.

You're already thinking about the presentation, about which sections need work, about how you can tighten the argument in the third quarter projections.

"Sit," he says.

You do, settling into the chair across from his desk, his blazer still wrapped around you. You pull out your tablet, ready to take notes on his feedback. This is what you're good at taking criticism, improving, and iterating. You've built your career on being coach-able.

You don't notice how the hallway outside has gone completely silent.

You don't notice the way two coworkers pass by the glass wall, the office has partial glass walls for "transparency," though right now the blinds are angled just enough to obscure most of the view, only to immediately look away, faces tight, uneasy. You don't see the way they hurry past, the way one of them grabs the other's arm and pulls them along faster.

You don't notice the way the air around you feels… heavier. Thicker. Like something has settled into the space between you and him, something that doesn't dissipate even when he returns to his seat.

Something that doesn't belong to you.

Something you can't name because you don't have the framework to recognize it.

Nanami returns to his seat with that same fluid grace, settling into his chair like a predator that's already caught its prey and is simply deciding when to bite down. His gaze fixes on you steady, unwavering, intense in a way that would make most people uncomfortable.

But you just open your tablet, stylus ready.

Steady.

Calculating.

He's thinking about how you walked into his office without hesitation, how you wear his jacket without understanding what it means, how you sit there completely oblivious to the fact that every alpha in a three-floor radius can now smell him on you. How you don't notice the way people have started giving you a wider berth in the hallways, the way conversations stop when you enter a room.

You're brilliant with numbers, with strategy, with analysis.

But you can't see what's right in front of you.

You can't smell the danger lurking around every corner, the territorial lines he's been drawing around you for months now, the way he's been slowly, methodically isolating you from anyone who might interfere.

And that's exactly why you need him.

Why you'll always need him.

"…Start," he says, his voice carrying that edge of command that makes something in your hindbrain want to obey, even as your conscious mind just registers it as his normal professional tone.

You begin walking through your presentation, pointing out the cost analysis, the risk assessment, the projected ROI. You're confident here. This is your domain. You've triple-checked every number, every source, every assumption.

You're so focused on the data that you don't notice the way his eyes never leave your face.

The way he's not looking at the screen at all.

The way he's watching you like you're the only thing in the room that matters.

Like you're something precious that needs to be protected.

Or possessed.

Or both.

The meeting ends forty-five minutes later with a list of revisions that aren't actually that extensive—mostly minor adjustments to the formatting, a few clarifications on the vendor terms. Reasonable feedback. Professional. You leave his office with his blazer still draped over your shoulders because he'd given you that look when you tried to return it, the one that meant the conversation was over before it started.

You'll give it back later. After lunch, maybe. When he's in a meeting.

The relief hits you the moment you're back at your desk.

It's not that the meeting was bad, Director Nanami's feedback was actually helpful, precise as always, but there's something about being in that office with him that makes your shoulders tense in ways you don't fully understand. The weight of his attention, maybe. The way he watches you like he's waiting for you to make a mistake, even when you don't.

You drape his blazer over the back of your chair and let yourself breathe.

The office feels lighter out here. Warmer. The afternoon sun streams through the windows, and there's the comfortable ambient noise of keyboards clicking, phones ringing, the coffee machine gurgling in the distance. Normal. Safe.

You're just pulling up the presentation file to start on those revisions when Hana appears at your desk.

"Hey," she says, leaning against the partition with that easy smile she always has. Hana's in operations, a beta like you, competent and friendly without being overbearing. You've worked together on a few cross-departmental projects. She's... easy to talk to. Uncomplicated.

"Hey," you reply, glancing up. "What's up?"

"Just wanted to see if you survived the director's office." She grins. "You were in there a while. Did he tear apart the presentation?"

You huff a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "Not as badly as I expected, actually. Just some formatting stuff and clarifications."

"See? I told you it was solid." Hana pulls up a chair, sitting backward on it with her arms folded over the backrest. "You always overthink these things."

"Because he notices everything," you say, but there's no heat in it. Just fact. "If there's a typo on slide thirty-seven, he'll find it."

"That's because he's a robot," Hana says matter-of-factly. "I'm convinced. No one is that precise naturally."

You snort, an actual, genuine sound that surprises even you. "A robot?"

"Think about it. Have you ever seen him eat? Like, actually eat?"

You pause, considering. "...He has coffee."

"Coffee isn't food. That proves nothing." Hana leans forward conspiratorially. "I bet he plugs into an outlet at night. Charges up. That's why he's always here before everyone else."

The image is so absurd that you can't help it, you laugh.

Really laugh.

Not the polite, professional chuckle you use in meetings. Not the quiet huff you give when something is mildly amusing. An actual laugh that comes from your chest, that makes your shoulders shake slightly, that feels good in a way you haven't felt in weeks.

"That's—" you try to speak through it, "—that's ridiculous."

"Is it though?" Hana grins wider, clearly pleased with herself. "Explain the coffee thing. Explain how he never looks tired. Explain—"

"He's just disciplined," you manage, still smiling. Your cheeks almost hurt from it. When was the last time you smiled like this at work? "Very, very disciplined."

"Disciplined robots. That's what I'm saying."

You shake your head, trying to compose yourself, but the smile won't leave. It sits on your face, warm and comfortable, like something that belongs there. You feel... light. Unburdened. Like you've been holding your breath for months and finally remembered how to exhale.

This is nice.

This is easy.

Just talking. Just existing without the weight of expectation pressing down on your shoulders.

You don't notice the way the temperature drops.

Not at first.

Across the floor, behind glass walls and Venetian blinds angled just enough to provide the illusion of privacy—

Nanami hears it.

Not the words.

The tone.

Light.

Unrestrained.

Wrong.

His pen stills mid-signature, ink pooling slightly on the document beneath it. He doesn't notice. Doesn't care.

Slowly, deliberately, he looks up.

Through the gaps in the blinds, his gaze finds you instantly, like it always does, like some part of him is always aware of exactly where you are in any given space.

And there it is.

That expression.

That softness in your face he's only seen in glimpses, in moments before you notice him watching. That smile you never wear in front of him.

You're laughing.

With someone else.

At something someone else said.

Looking at someone else with that open, unguarded warmth that should be

His jaw tightens.

Something cold and sharp unfurls in his chest, spreading through his ribs like frost. It's not anger. Anger is too hot, too uncontrolled. This is colder. More precise.

Possessive.

Territorial.

Wrong.

The word echoes in his mind as he watches you duck your head slightly, still smiling, still so completely at ease in a way you never are with him. The beta he doesn't even bother learning their name—is leaning too close. Casual. Familiar.

Touching the back of your chair.

Making you laugh.

Taking something that isn't theirs.

Nanami stands.

The movement is fluid, controlled, but there's something deliberate about it. Predatory. He doesn't rush. Doesn't need to.

He simply moves.

You're still smiling when Hana suddenly stops mid-sentence.

Her expression shifts—subtle, but noticeable. The easy warmth drains from her face, replaced by something more cautious. Alert.

"...Did it just get colder?" she asks quietly.

You blink, confused. "What?"

But Hana isn't looking at you anymore.

She's looking past you.

Toward the office.

You feel it then that prickle of awareness at the back of your neck, the one that makes your spine straighten automatically. The one you've learned to recognize over eight months of working under Director Nanami.

You turn.

He's standing just outside his office door.

Watching.

The smile drops from your face immediately. Not completely, you're not sure you could erase it that fast even if you tried, but enough. Enough that your expression shifts back into something more appropriate. More professional.

More careful.

"Director Nanami," you say, standing automatically. Your voice comes out steady, but there's a question in it. "Did you need something?"

He doesn't answer right away.

His gaze flicks once, brief, dismissive, cold toward Hana.

The temperature drops another degree.

Around you, you notice peripherally that conversations have quieted. Someone's phone stops ringing. The coffee machine seems louder in the sudden silence.

Then—

"Leave."

It's quiet.

Flat.

But it isn't directed at you.

Hana stiffens. You see her throat work as she swallows. "I—right. I have that report to finish anyway."

She stands quickly, not quite meeting your eyes. Not looking at him either.

She just... leaves.

Faster than necessary.

You watch her go, confused. The report isn't due until next week. You know because you helped her with part of the data analysis last Thursday.

But before you can process that, Nanami is moving again.

Closer.

Not rushed. Not hesitant.

Measured.

Each step deliberate, like he's already calculated exactly how many it will take to reach you. He stops just inside your personal space, closer than professional, closer than necessary, close enough that you have to tilt your head back slightly to maintain eye contact.

Close enough that you can smell his cologne again, that clean expensive scent that's been clinging to his blazer, the one still draped over your chair.

"You seem," he says slowly, each word precisely placed, "in a good mood."

Your fingers tighten slightly around the edge of your desk. "Just discussing work."

A beat of silence.

His eyes move over your face like he's cataloging something. Like he's trying to memorize exactly what you looked like thirty seconds ago so he can systematically erase it.

"You don't sound like that," he says, voice lower now, dropping into a register that makes something in your head sit up and pay attention, "when you speak to me."

Your breath catches—just slightly. "I—"

"You were smiling."

It's not an accusation.

Like he's pointing out an error in your work. A miscalculation. Something that needs correction.

You don't know how to respond to that. What are you supposed to say? Yes, I was smiling, is that not allowed? It sounds absurd even in your head. So you default to the safest thing, the most professional response you can manage:

"...I'm sorry?"

The words come out uncertain. Questioning.

Because you genuinely don't understand what you're apologizing for.

Silence stretches between you.

Then—

His hand lifts.

You already know what's coming. You've been through this enough times now that it's almost routine. He's going to adjust your collar. Again. Because apparently you're incapable of dressing yourself properly, or because he has standards about professional appearance that border on obsessive, or because

His fingers brush your collar.

Adjusting.

Straightening.

But this time, it's different.

Firmer.

More deliberate.

His thumb presses just enough against the side of your neck.

Right over your gland.

You flinch.

It's instinctive. Immediate. That spot is sensitive in ways you don't fully understand, in ways that make your hindbrain scream too close, too vulnerable, wrong wrong wrong—

"...Director?"

His eyes don't leave your face.

For a moment, something darker flickers there something sharper than his usual controlled calm, something that makes your pulse jump for reasons you can't name.

Then it's gone.

Smoothed over.

Professional.

His hand drops, but slowly. Deliberately. Like he's making a point.

"Prepare your things," he says.

You blink, trying to reorient yourself, trying to push past the lingering sensation of his thumb against your gland. "For...?"

"We're leaving tomorrow."

"...Leaving?"

"A business trip."

Your confusion must show on your face because you're not even trying to hide it anymore. "No one mentioned—"

"I'm mentioning it now."

The finality in his tone shuts down the rest of your question before it can form.

You swallow. "...Where?"

Nanami's hand drops completely from your collar, but his gaze stays.

Heavy.

Intent.

Possessive in a way you don't have the framework to recognize.

"Somewhere," he says, and his voice drops even lower, intimate in a way that makes your skin prickle, "you won't be... distracted."

A pause.

He turns and walks away like nothing happened. Like he didn't just decide something that changes everything for you. Like this is completely normal. You stand there for a moment.

Still.

Trying to piece it together.

A business trip? With him? Alone? You don't remember seeing anything about this on the calendar. Don't remember any emails about client meetings or site visits or conferences.

When did this get scheduled?

Why didn't anyone tell you?

"...What just happened?" you murmur to yourself.

Across the office, you catch sight of Jisoo. She's staring at you wide-eyed, her coffee cup frozen halfway to her mouth.

Minho is at the desk next to her. He looks like he's about to say something, mouth opening slightly. Then he closes it. Thinks better of it. Looks away.

The office is too quiet.

You notice it now the way conversations haven't quite resumed their normal volume. The way people are very carefully not looking in your direction.

The way the air feels heavier.

Thicker.

Wrong.

You shake your head slightly, trying to clear it. You're overthinking this. It's just a business trip. Probably something last-minute. Director Nanami is always getting pulled into unexpected meetings, urgent client situations. This is probably just one of those things.

Professional.

Normal.

You sit back down at your desk, pulling up your calendar to figure out what you'll need to reschedule.

You don't notice the way Jisoo and Minho exchange a look.

You don't notice the way Hana hasn't come back to her desk.

You don't notice the way Director Nanami is standing in his office again, watching you through the blinds.

Still.

Patient.

Satisfied.

Because whatever line existed before whatever boundary separated professional from personal, appropriate from possessive—

He just erased it.

And you have no idea.

Minho knew something was wrong the second you walked past him. After your meeting with him.

It hit him before he even looked up.

Warm.

Deep.

Rich—

Like freshly brewed coffee left too long on a burner, thickening into something darker, heavier.

And underneath it

Something sharp. Dominant. Cutting straight through.

Alpha.

His head snapped up.

You were already halfway down the hall, clutching your tablet, completely unaware of the way the air shifted around you. Like a pressure drop. Like a warning.

Minho’s stomach twisted.

“…No way,” he muttered.

Jisoo followed his gaze—and immediately stiffened.

“Oh my god.”

“Do you smell that?” he asked, even though he already knew the answer.

She nodded slowly. “That’s not just her scent anymore.”

It couldn’t be.

Not like that.

Not this strong.

Not this layered.

They both looked toward the office door just as it clicked shut behind you.

Silence stretched between them.

Then—

“Should we… do something?” Minho asked, though it sounded weak even to him.

Jisoo let out a quiet, humorless laugh. “Do what? Walk in there and tell him to stop?”

Minho didn’t answer.

Because they both knew who him was.

Director Nanami didn’t just run their department—he controlled it. Every promotion, every evaluation, every transfer.

And right now?

He was marking someone in broad daylight.

A few before your meeting had rapped up. Minho couldn’t help it.

He passed by the office.

Just… to check.

That’s all.

The glass wall made everything visible.

Too visible.

You were sitting across from the desk, shoulders slightly hunched, clearly nervous but focused, flipping through your notes like this was just another meeting.

Like nothing was wrong.

Like you couldn’t feel it.

Nanami stood beside you.

Not behind his desk.

Not across from you.

Too close.

His hand rested on the back of your chair, fingers curled just enough to brush your shoulder.

Possessive.

Casual.

Intentional.

Minho’s throat went dry.

“…He’s not even hiding it,” he whispered.

Inside, Nanami leaned down slightly, saying something to you calm, composed.

His other hand lifted.

Adjusted your collar.

Again.

Slow.

Deliberate.

His fingers lingered at your neck.

Right over your glands.

Minho physically recoiled.

“Jesus—”

Jisoo grabbed his sleeve, yanking him back before he could stare any longer. “Stop looking. If he notices—”

“He wants people to notice,” Minho cut in under his breath. “That’s the problem.”

They both fell quiet.

Because that was the worst part.

This wasn’t sloppy.

It wasn’t accidental.

It was controlled.

Measured.

A message.

Across the room, someone else spoke up in a hushed voice:

“…Is she seriously not reacting?”

Jisoo shook her head slowly. “I told you her sense of smell is bad.”

Minho exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “So she has no idea she’s basically walking around covered in—”

“—him,” Jisoo finished.

Silence again.

Heavy this time.

Uneasy.

Because now it didn’t feel like gossip anymore.

It felt like watching something unfold that no one was supposed to interfere with.

Something territorial.

Something dangerous.

Minho glanced back at the office one last time.

Through the glass, Nanami had finally returned to his seat.

But his gaze hadn’t left you.

Not once.

It followed every movement.

Every shift.

Every breath.

Like you were something he’d already decided belonged to him

And was just waiting for the rest of the world to accept it.

Minho looked away first.

“…She’s in trouble,” he said quietly.

Jisoo didn’t disagree.

Two weeks later.

The hotel keycard feels too light in your hand.

“That’s… one room,” you say, staring at it like it might change if you look long enough.

Beside you, Nanami doesn’t even glance down.

“Yes.”

You blink. “…There has to be a mistake.”

“There isn’t.”

Simple.

Final.

You hesitate. “I can go back to the front desk—”

“No.”

The word cuts clean through your sentence.

You go quiet.

He finally looks at you then calm, composed, like always.

But there’s something under it.

Something that makes your chest tighten.

“It’s late,” he continues. “We have an early meeting. This is the most efficient arrangement.”

Efficient.

Right.

That makes sense.

It has to.

“…Okay,” you murmur.

The room is quiet when the door shuts behind you.

Too quiet.

You set your bag down quickly, moving toward the window, the desk anywhere that isn’t standing in the middle of the room with him.

There’s only one bed.

You try not to look at it.

“I can take the couch,” you say quickly, even though there isn’t really one just a small love seat by the window.

Nanami sets his things down with deliberate calm.

“That won’t be necessary.”

Your stomach tightens.

“It’s fine, I don’t mind—”

“I said,” he interrupts, voice low, “it won’t be necessary, I'll take the couch.”

Silence.

You nod.

Nanami watches you move around the room. Too aware. Too careful. Keeping distance.

Always keeping distance. It irritates him more than it should. More than it ever has.

Because not to long ago at work.

That laugh.

That smile.

It replays in his mind with perfect clarity.

Not for him.

Never for him.

His jaw tightens slightly.

Unacceptable.

You feel his presence before you see him.

Close again.

Always close.

“Turn around.”

You freeze for a second then obey.

“…Yes?”

His gaze drags over your face, slower than it should be.

Assessing.

Measuring.

Like he’s looking for something that’s no longer there.

“…You’re quieter now,” he says.

You frown slightly. “We’re not at the office.”

“That’s not an explanation.”

You don’t know how to answer that.

So you don’t.

His hand lifts.

Your breath catches automatically.

Fingers brush your collar adjusting, like always.

But this time, there’s no one watching.

No glass walls.

No coworkers.

Just you.

And him.

His thumb presses lightly against your neck.

Right over your gland.

You flinch.

“…You react,” he murmurs.

Confusion flickers across your face. “To being touched?”

A pause.

His eyes darken bjust slightly.

“You don’t react to me.”

Your brows pull together. “I do. I listen. I—”

“That’s not what I mean.”

His voice drops.

Quieter.

He steps closer. Close enough that your back nearly hits the edge of the desk.

“At work, before” he says, “you were… different.”

Your heart starts beating faster, though you’re not sure why.

“I was just talking—”

“You were smiling.”

There it is again. That same observation. That same weight behind it.

You swallow. “…I smile sometimes.”

“Not like that.”

The words come out softer.

More controlled.

But they land heavier.

Nanami’s thoughts narrow, sharpen. He can still feel it. That shift in you.That warmth you give so easily to others. while standing so carefully, so neutrally, with him. As if he’s something to endure. Not something to want. His fingers press more firmly against your neck.

Not enough to hurt.

Enough to remind.

To ground.

To claim.

You don’t even realize what you are.

How you affect him.

How long he’s allowed this distance to exist.

Too long.

Your breath stutters slightly. “Director… Nanami?”

A warning.

A question.

You’re not even sure which.

His name sounds different like this.

Softer.

Uncertain.

He notices.

Of course he does.

His grip loosens, but doesn’t disappear.

“…You don’t understand,” he says quietly.

“Understand what?”

A pause.

Then—

“You will.”

Something in your chest tightens at that.

“…This is just a work trip,” you say, like you’re trying to convince both of you.

Nanami’s gaze holds yours. Unblinking.

“No,” he says.

The word is calm.

Certain.

Terrifying in how simple it is.

“It isn’t.”

Silence stretches between you.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

You don’t know what he means.

But you feel it.

That something has shifted.

That the lines you thought were there

aren’t anymore.

Nanami finally steps back. Just enough to give you space.

Not enough to feel safe.

“We'll go over everything during dinner,” he says.

Like nothing happened.

Like everything is still under control.

But as he turns away

his thoughts settle into something firm.

Decided.

Measured.

It’s time.

No more distance.

No more misunderstandings.

No more watching you give pieces of yourself to people who don’t recognize what they’re being given. You don’t know it yet.

But you will.

Soon.

The knock comes at seven-thirty.

You've been staring at your laptop for the past twenty minutes, the same paragraph of the presentation blurring in and out of focus. The room is nice too nice, actually. The kind of hotel room that makes you acutely aware of the budget approval Nanami must have signed off on. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, a king bed with crisp white linens, a sitting area with a couch and love seat that probably costs more than your monthly rent.

You're changed into something professional but comfortable,a soft sweater and slacks, because you'd showered and changed after the flight, trying to wash away the anxiety that's been clinging to your skin since this morning, after Nanami went out for some work related stuff, do he said.

It doesn't work.

When you open the door, Nanami is standing there in his shirtsleeves, jacket discarded, top button undone. It's the most casual you've ever seen him, and somehow that makes it worse.

More intimate.

More real.

"I ordered dinner," he says. "It should arrive shortly."

You blink. "Oh I was going to just order something light—"

"We need to discuss tomorrow's agenda, as I said before." His tone is matter-of-fact. Professional.

Of course it is.

Of course this is about work.

You step aside, letting him in, and try to ignore the way your heart rate picks up as he moves past you into your space. He's carrying a leather portfolio and his own laptop this really is just a working dinner. You're being ridiculous.

"I hope you don't mind," he continues, setting his things on the small dining table by the window. "I took the liberty of ordering wine as well. The hotel has an excellent selection."

"That's—that's fine," you manage.

You do mind, actually. Not the wine itself, but the thoughtfulness of it. The consideration. It feels too personal, too attentive, and you don't know what to do with that.

Room service arrives fifteen minutes later—two attendants wheeling in covered dishes, a bottle of red wine already opened to breathe, proper glassware that catches the light. Nanami tips them generously and waits until they leave before gesturing to the table.

"Sit."

You do.

The food is beautiful—some kind of fish with delicate sauce, roasted vegetables, a small salad. The kind of meal that requires you to think about which fork to use. Nanami serves the wine himself, pouring yours first.

The glass is fuller than you expected.

"Thank you," you murmur.

He pours his own barely two fingers and sets the bottle within easy reach.

Your reach, you'll realize later.

Not his.

The first sip of wine helps.

It's good smooth and rich, the kind of wine you'd never order for yourself because you wouldn't know what to look for. It warms your throat, settles in your chest, takes the edge off the nervous energy that's been humming under your skin all day.

Nanami opens his laptop, pulling up tomorrow's schedule. "The client meeting is at nine. I'll handle the initial presentation, but I want you to lead the technical breakdown."

You nod, taking another sip. Focusing on work helps too. This is familiar territory. Safe.

"I've prepared supplementary materials," you say, pulling up your own files. "The cost-benefit analysis and the implementation timeline—"

"Good." His eyes flick to you briefly before returning to his screen. "Walk me through your approach."

So you do.

And as you talk, you drink.

Not consciously at first. Just your glass is there, and your throat is dry from talking, and the wine makes everything feel slightly less intense. Slightly more manageable.

You don't notice when you finish the first glass.

But Nanami does.

He reaches for the bottle without breaking eye contact with his screen, refilling your glass with the same casual efficiency he does everything.

"Continue," he says.

By the time you're halfway through the main course, you've lost track of how much you've had.

Three glasses? Four?

The bottle is significantly lighter than it was.

But you feel better. Looser. The anxiety that's been coiled in your chest since this morning has finally started to unwind. You're talking more freely now, gesturing with your fork as you explain your reasoning for certain data points, even laughing softly when you catch a small error in your own notes.

"I can't believe I missed that," you say, shaking your head. "I checked this three times."

"You're thorough," Nanami says. "But not infallible."

There's something in his tone, something almost warm that makes you glance up.

He's watching you.

Not your screen. Not the documents.

You.

"I just—I want it to be perfect," you admit. The wine has made you honest in ways you wouldn't normally allow. "You have high standards. I don't want to disappoint you."

Something flickers in his expression.

"You haven't," he says quietly.

The weight of his gaze makes your skin feel warm. You take another sip of wine to cover the flush creeping up your neck.

Nanami's own glass sits mostly untouched beside his plate. He'd taken one sip early on you'd seen it peripherally, but it hasn't moved since.

You don't notice.

You're too focused on the way the room feels smaller now, warmer, the city lights beyond the window blurring into soft halos.

"Tell me something," Nanami says suddenly.

You blink, pulled from your thoughts. "What?"

"Earlier. In the office." He sets down his fork with deliberate precision. "You were laughing. With that beta from operations."

Your stomach tightens slightly. "Hana? We were just—"

"You seemed comfortable."

It's not a question.

You shift in your seat. "She's easy to talk to."

"And I'm not."

The words hang between you.

You open your mouth. Close it. The wine has made you too honest, but not honest enough to say what you're thinking: You terrify me. You make me second-guess everything. I can never tell if I'm doing well or failing, if you're pleased or disappointed, if I'm—

"You're my boss," you say instead. "It's different."

"Different how?"

You take another drink, buying time. The wine is making everything feel slightly unreal, like you're watching this conversation happen to someone else.

"I don't know," you admit. "It just is."

Nanami leans back in his chair, and the movement draws your attention to the way his shirt pulls across his shoulders, the way the lamplight catches the sharp line of his jaw.

You look away quickly.

Too quickly.

He notices.

Of course he does.

"You're nervous," he observes.

"I'm not—"

"You've had five glasses of wine."

Your hand freezes halfway to your glass. Five? That can't be right. You'd been keeping track—

Except you hadn't. You look at the bottle. It's nearly empty.

When did that happen?

"I'm sorry," you say automatically. "I didn't mean to—I'll pay for—"

"I don't care about the wine." His voice is quiet. Controlled. But there's something underneath it that makes your pulse jump. "I care that you feel you need it, but right now I'm not complaining it'll help with tonight."

The concern in his tone catches you off-guard.

He sounds... worried. Considerate. Like a boss who's noticed his employee is struggling and wants to help.

That's all this is, you tell yourself. Professional concern.

"I'm just—" You struggle to find the words. The wine has made your thoughts fuzzy, harder to organize. "This is new. Being here. Alone. With you. I mean—not alone, obviously we're working, but—"

You're rambling.

You never ramble.

"I understand," Nanami says.

And the way he says it low and certain makes something in your chest constrict.

He stands, and for a moment you think he's leaving, that you've made this too awkward, that you've crossed some line.

But he doesn't move toward the door.

He moves toward you.

Your breath catches as he stops beside your chair. Close enough that you can smell his cologne again, that clean expensive scent that's been haunting you all day.

"You don't need to be nervous," he says quietly.

His hand lifts—

And for a moment, you think he's going to touch you.

But he just reaches past you, picking up the wine bottle.

"You've had enough," he says.

It's not a suggestion.

You nod mutely, not trusting your voice.

Nanami sets the bottle on the far counter, out of reach, and when he turns back, his expression is unreadable.

He'd needed to see it.

Needed to watch you soften.

Needed to hear you talk without that careful professional filter you always maintain.

Needed to confirm what he already knew:

That underneath all that competence and control, you're vulnerable.

Uncertain.

His.

"You should stand," he says. "Sitting too long after drinking."

It sounds reasonable. Considerate, even.

You push yourself up from the chair, and the room tilts just slightly. Not enough to lose your balance, but enough that you have to steady yourself against the table.

Nanami's hand is there immediately.

On your elbow. Steadying you.

"Careful."

His voice is closer than it should be.

You turn your head, and he's right there, close enough that you can see the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, the precise edge of his collar, the way his throat moves when he swallows.

"I'm fine," you manage. "Just—the wine—"

"I know."

Something in his tone makes your skin prickle.

He doesn't step back.

Instead, his hand slides from your elbow to your upper arm, and the touch is warm even through your sweater. Grounding. You should pull away this is too close, too familiar, but the wine has made everything feel slightly distant, like you're watching this happen through frosted glass.

"You're flushed," Nanami observes.

His other hand lifts, and you think he's going to touch your face, check for fever, something professional and appropriate.

But he doesn't.

His fingers brush against your collar instead.

The same gesture he's done a dozen times in his office, adjusting fabric that doesn't need adjusting.

Except this time, his knuckles graze the side of your neck.

Right over your scent gland.

Your breath catches.

"Director—"

"Nanami," he corrects quietly. "We're not in the office."

The intimacy of it, his first name, spoken in this low voice, in this hotel room with the city lights blurring beyond the window, makes something flutter in your chest.

His hand is still at your collar.

Still touching your neck.

And then he leans in.

Not quickly. Not suddenly.

Slowly. Deliberately.

Like he's giving you time to stop him.

But you don't.

You can't.

The wine has made you slow, made your thoughts thick and syrupy, and by the time you realize what's happening, his face is already near the curve of your neck.

Not touching.

Just—

Close.

You feel the warmth of his breath against your skin first.

Then the deliberate, measured inhale.

He's—

He's scenting you.

The realization cuts through the fog, sharp and sudden.

Alphas don't do this. Not casually. Not with colleagues. This is intimate. Possessive. This is—

"Director—" Your voice comes out breathless. Uncertain.

"Shh." The sound is barely a whisper against your throat. "You're trembling."

You are.

You didn't realize it until he said it, but your whole body is shaking, fine tremors that you can't control, can't stop.

"I'm just—" You try to form words, try to explain, but his nose brushes against the sensitive skin below your ear and all thought scatters.

Another inhale.

Deeper this time.

Like he's drawing your scent into himself. Memorizing it. Claiming it.

Your hands come up instinctively to push him away, to steady yourself, you're not sure but they just hover uselessly in the air between you.

"You smell different when you're relaxed," Nanami murmurs.

The words vibrate against your skin.

"Less guarded. More..." He pauses, and you feel rather than see the slight curve of his mouth. "...honest."

This isn't professional.

This isn't appropriate.

This is—

But the wine has made everything soft and hazy, and his hand is still on your arm, grounding you, and the warmth of him is seeping into your skin, and you can't quite make your body move away.

Can't quite make yourself.

"I don't—" You swallow hard. "I don't understand."

"I know."

His nose traces up the line of your throat, following your pulse.

Another inhale.

Your knees feel weak.

"This is—we shouldn't—"

"Why not?"

The question is so simple. So direct.

And you don't have an answer.

Or rather, you have a dozen answers because he's your boss, because this is inappropriate, because you're drunk and he's not, because this feels like something you can't take back, but none of them make it past the fog in your head.

"I'm just checking," Nanami says, his voice still that same low, reasonable tone. "You were nervous earlier. Anxious. I want to make sure you're alright."

That's—

That's all this is?

A wellness check?

It sounds absurd even as you think it, but the alternative is too overwhelming to process.

"I'm fine," you whisper.

"Are you?"

His hand slides from your arm to your waist, and the touch is so warm, so steady, that you find yourself leaning into it without meaning to.

"Your heart is racing," he observes.

It is.

You can feel it hammering against your ribs, can hear the blood rushing in your ears.

"That's just—the wine—"

"Is it?"

Another inhale, this one right at the junction of your neck and shoulder. The most sensitive part of your scent gland. Your whole body shudders.

A soft sound escapes your throat, not quite a gasp, not quite a whimper and you feel Nanami's grip on your waist tighten fractionally.

Possessive.

Satisfied.

"You're so responsive," he murmurs, and there's something in his voice that makes heat pool low in your stomach. "Even when you don't understand why."

You should ask what he means.

Should demand an explanation.

Should move.

But you don't.

You just stand there, trembling, while he breathes you in like you're something ... Something he's been waiting for.

Something that's already his.

When he pulls back this time, something has changed.

You see it in his eyes first the careful control that's been there all evening, all these months, finally cracking at the edges.

Not breaking.

Shifting.

"The bed," he says.

Not a suggestion. A statement of fact.

His hands guide you backward, and your legs hit the mattress before you realize you've moved. The wine makes everything slow, makes your protests form too late, makes your body comply before your mind catches up.

"Wait—"

"No."

The word is quiet. Absolute.

He follows you down as you sink onto the sheets, his weight settling over you with deliberate precision. Not crushing. Commanding.

Your hands come up to push him away, to create space but he catches your wrists. Both of them. Pins them above your head with one hand.

The ease of it makes your breath catch.

"Director—"

"Nanami." His free hand traces down your side, slow and purposeful. "Say it."

You shake your head, and his grip on your wrists tightens fractionally.

"Say. It."

"Nanami—" It comes out breathless. Uncertain.

"Good."

His hand finds the hem of your sweater, and you feel the cool air against your skin as he pushes the fabric up. Not roughly. Methodically. Like he's unwrapping something he's been patient about for far too long.

"We can't—" You try to twist away, but his weight keeps you pinned. "This isn't—"

"It is."

Two words. Certain as gravity.

His mouth finds your throat again, and this time there's no pretense of checking on you, no professional distance. He's marking you. Claiming you. His teeth graze your scent gland and your whole body arches involuntarily.

The sound you make is mortifying.

"That's it," he murmurs against your skin. "Stop thinking."

His hand slides lower, and you feel his fingers hook into your waistband.

"No—wait—" The protest is weak even to your own ears.

"You're not saying no." His voice is dark. Knowing. "Your body is saying yes."

And he's right.

You hate that he's right.

Your hips have tilted toward his touch. Your breathing has gone shallow and quick. The wine has made everything feel distant and immediate at once, and you can't quite make your body obey your mind.

Can't quite make yourself want him to stop.

His fingers slip beneath the fabric, and the first touch against your slick heat makes you gasp.

"Already wet," he observes. Not surprised. Satisfied.

"That's not—I don't—"

"Shh."

His fingers move with the same deliberate precision he does everything. Circling. Pressing. Finding exactly where you're most sensitive with devastating accuracy.

Your back arches off the bed.

"Please—"

"Please what?" His thumb finds your clit, and the pressure is perfect, maddening. "Please stop? Or please don't?"

You can't answer.

Can't think.

"please don't"

The wine and his touch have turned your thoughts to static, and all you can do is feel, his weight, his heat, his fingers working you with methodical intent.

"I've been patient," Nanami says quietly. "So patient. Watching you. Waiting for you to understand."

His fingers slide inside you, and the stretch makes you whimper.

"But you never did." He curls them, finding that spot that makes your vision blur. "So I'll make you understand now."

"I can't—this is—"

"Mine." The word is final. Possessive. "You're mine. You've always been mine."

His thumb presses harder against your clit, his fingers moving faster, and you feel the pressure building low in your belly inevitable, overwhelming.

"Say it," he commands.

You shake your head, even as your body tightens around his fingers.

"cum, and be my Good girl."

The praise shouldn't affect you like it does.

Shouldn't make you clench around his fingers, shouldn't make heat flood through you, shouldn't make you want—

But it does.

His fingers drive deeper, his thumb circling with relentless precision, and you feel yourself coming apart under his touch. Not gently. Not slowly.

Completely.

The orgasm hits you like a wave, and you cry out—his name, a plea, you're not sure—as your body convulses around his fingers.

He doesn't stop.

Doesn't slow.

Works you through it with the same methodical intensity, drawing out every tremor, every aftershock, until you're shaking and oversensitive and completely undone.

Only then does he withdraw his hand.

You lie there, gasping, your mind foggy and your body boneless.

Nanami shifts above you, and you feel him removing his belt. The sound of the buckle is loud in the quiet room.

"Wait—" Your voice is weak. Slurred. "I can't—"

"You can." He positions himself between your thighs, and you feel the blunt pressure of him against your entrance. "And you will."

"Please—"

"I know." His hand cups your face, thumb brushing your cheek with unexpected gentleness. "I know you're scared. I know you don't understand."

He pushes forward, slow and inexorable, and the stretch is overwhelming.

"But you will," he promises. "By morning, you'll understand exactly what you are to me."

He sinks deeper, and your body accepts him too easily, too perfectly like you were made for this.

Made for him.

You frown slightly, still half-focused on whether you should adjust the projection model for Q3. "That's not scary," you mutter, stirring your drink. "That just means he has standards."

Jisoo gives you a look the kind that suggests you've missed something obvious. "No, it means he's not human. I mean think about it, no ring, we never hear of him being seen with a woman. Come on he's rich and has one of the highest positions at a top company."

A few people laugh. Someone from accounting adds, "I can't even picture him liking someone. Like what would that even look like? Him holding hands? Absolutely not."

You huff quietly, taking a sip. Director Nanamin doesn't strike you as the type to even notice people like that. He's efficient. Cold. Focused. The kind of boss who remembers every detail of every project but never asks about your weekend.

"Hey," Jisoo nudges you suddenly, and her voice drops even lower. "You work closest with him, right? One-on-one reports and all that?"

You nod. It's true you've been his direct report for almost eight months now. He's demanding, but fair. You've learned more under his supervision than you did in two years at your previous company.

"…Does he ever act weird around you?"

You pause mid-sip.

Weird?

You think about it really think about it for the first time. About the way he stands too close when reviewing your work, close enough that you can smell his cologne, something clean and expensive. The way his hand lingers just a second too long when passing documents, fingers brushing yours. The way he adjusts your collar sometimes, like it's part of his job description, like you're incapable of dressing yourself properly.

But that's just... him being particular, right? He's meticulous about everything.

"…No," you say slowly, genuinely puzzled by the question. "He's just strict."

Jisoo goes quiet in a way that feels loaded.

Someone behind you mutters, "That's worse."

You turn. "What?"

"Nothing," Jisoo says quickly, exchanging a glance with someone else. "Forget it."

You shrug it off. People are always reading into things that aren't there. Office gossip is just noise.

By the time you get back to your desk, his message is already waiting.

Director Nanami: Come to my office.

No greeting. No explanation. Typical.

You sigh, grab your tablet with the revised presentation loaded, and head down the hall. You're actually proud of this one, you caught an error in the vendor contract that would've cost the company a significant amount. You're hoping he'll acknowledge it, maybe even in that subtle way he has, where his expression doesn't change but his tone shifts just slightly.

The moment you step inside his office, the temperature drops.

You shiver automatically, goosebumps rising on your arms. "It's freezing in here."

Nanami doesn't look up immediately. He finishes signing something with that expensive fountain pen he always uses, movements calm, composed, perfect as always. Everything about him is controlled. Precise. You've never seen him flustered, never seen him make a mistake.

Then his eyes lift to you.

Sharp.

Observing.

Lingering in a way that makes you want to check if there's something on your face.

"…You didn't bring a jacket," he says.

It's not a question. It's a statement of fact, delivered with the same tone he uses when pointing out a miscalculation in a spreadsheet.

"I'm fine," you reply, shifting your weight. You are fine. It's just a little cold. You've worked through worse.

A beat of silence.

He stands.

Your eyes track the movement automatically, he's tall, taller than you remember sometimes, and there's something about the way he moves that's unnaturally fluid. Deliberate. Like every action is calculated three steps ahead.

He crosses the room.

Before you can react, his hand is at your shoulder firm, steady, warm as he shrugs off his blazer and drapes it over you.

The fabric is heavy. Expensive. It settles around your shoulders like something deliberate, something that carries weight beyond just warmth. It smells like him that same clean, expensive scent, but stronger now. Almost overwhelming.

"You'll get sick," he says.

You blink, surprised by the gesture. "Director, I really don't—"

"Wear it."

The tone isn't loud. It's not even particularly harsh.

But it ends the conversation with the finality of a door closing.

"…Okay."

You adjust it awkwardly, feeling ridiculous. The sleeves swallow your hands completely. You probably look like a child playing dress-up in adult clothes. Professional. Very professional.

Nanami watches you for a second too long.

There's something in his expression you can't quite read something that might be satisfaction, or possession, or both. His eyes track the way the fabric drapes over your frame, the way you're swimming in something that belongs to him.

Then he steps closer.

Too close.

Close enough that you have to tilt your head back slightly to maintain eye contact.

"Hold still."

His fingers brush your neck.

You freeze.

He's adjusting your collar again but this time slower. More precise. His thumb presses lightly just below your ear, where your pulse is probably visible, where your skin is most sensitive. You can feel the warmth of his hand, the controlled strength in his fingers.

Your breath catches. "Is… something wrong?"

"…No."

His voice is quieter now. Closer. You can feel it more than hear it.

"Your presentation," he continues, like his hand isn't currently touching your throat, like this is completely normal, "needs revision."

You nod quickly, trying to focus on work, on the actual reason you're here. "Right. I'll fix it. I think the vendor analysis in section three could be stronger—"

His hand doesn't move right away.

When it finally does, it drags, just slightly, along your shoulder before he pulls back. The touch is deliberate. Possessive. Like he's marking something.

You don't notice.

You're already thinking about the presentation, about which sections need work, about how you can tighten the argument in the third quarter projections.

"Sit," he says.

You do, settling into the chair across from his desk, his blazer still wrapped around you. You pull out your tablet, ready to take notes on his feedback. This is what you're good at taking criticism, improving, and iterating. You've built your career on being coach-able.

You don't notice how the hallway outside has gone completely silent.

You don't notice the way two coworkers pass by the glass wall, the office has partial glass walls for "transparency," though right now the blinds are angled just enough to obscure most of the view, only to immediately look away, faces tight, uneasy. You don't see the way they hurry past, the way one of them grabs the other's arm and pulls them along faster.

You don't notice the way the air around you feels… heavier. Thicker. Like something has settled into the space between you and him, something that doesn't dissipate even when he returns to his seat.

Something that doesn't belong to you.

Something you can't name because you don't have the framework to recognize it.

Nanami returns to his seat with that same fluid grace, settling into his chair like a predator that's already caught its prey and is simply deciding when to bite down. His gaze fixes on you steady, unwavering, intense in a way that would make most people uncomfortable.

But you just open your tablet, stylus ready.

Steady.

Calculating.

He's thinking about how you walked into his office without hesitation, how you wear his jacket without understanding what it means, how you sit there completely oblivious to the fact that every alpha in a three-floor radius can now smell him on you. How you don't notice the way people have started giving you a wider berth in the hallways, the way conversations stop when you enter a room.

You're brilliant with numbers, with strategy, with analysis.

But you can't see what's right in front of you.

You can't smell the danger lurking around every corner, the territorial lines he's been drawing around you for months now, the way he's been slowly, methodically isolating you from anyone who might interfere.

And that's exactly why you need him.

Why you'll always need him.

"…Start," he says, his voice carrying that edge of command that makes something in your hindbrain want to obey, even as your conscious mind just registers it as his normal professional tone.

You begin walking through your presentation, pointing out the cost analysis, the risk assessment, the projected ROI. You're confident here. This is your domain. You've triple-checked every number, every source, every assumption.

You're so focused on the data that you don't notice the way his eyes never leave your face.

The way he's not looking at the screen at all.

The way he's watching you like you're the only thing in the room that matters.

Like you're something precious that needs to be protected.

Or possessed.

Or both.

The meeting ends forty-five minutes later with a list of revisions that aren't actually that extensive—mostly minor adjustments to the formatting, a few clarifications on the vendor terms. Reasonable feedback. Professional. You leave his office with his blazer still draped over your shoulders because he'd given you that look when you tried to return it, the one that meant the conversation was over before it started.

You'll give it back later. After lunch, maybe. When he's in a meeting.

The relief hits you the moment you're back at your desk.

It's not that the meeting was bad, Director Nanami's feedback was actually helpful, precise as always, but there's something about being in that office with him that makes your shoulders tense in ways you don't fully understand. The weight of his attention, maybe. The way he watches you like he's waiting for you to make a mistake, even when you don't.

You drape his blazer over the back of your chair and let yourself breathe.

The office feels lighter out here. Warmer. The afternoon sun streams through the windows, and there's the comfortable ambient noise of keyboards clicking, phones ringing, the coffee machine gurgling in the distance. Normal. Safe.

You're just pulling up the presentation file to start on those revisions when Hana appears at your desk.

"Hey," she says, leaning against the partition with that easy smile she always has. Hana's in operations, a beta like you, competent and friendly without being overbearing. You've worked together on a few cross-departmental projects. She's... easy to talk to. Uncomplicated.

"Hey," you reply, glancing up. "What's up?"

"Just wanted to see if you survived the director's office." She grins. "You were in there a while. Did he tear apart the presentation?"

You huff a quiet laugh, shaking your head. "Not as badly as I expected, actually. Just some formatting stuff and clarifications."

"See? I told you it was solid." Hana pulls up a chair, sitting backward on it with her arms folded over the backrest. "You always overthink these things."

"Because he notices everything," you say, but there's no heat in it. Just fact. "If there's a typo on slide thirty-seven, he'll find it."

"That's because he's a robot," Hana says matter-of-factly. "I'm convinced. No one is that precise naturally."

You snort, an actual, genuine sound that surprises even you. "A robot?"

"Think about it. Have you ever seen him eat? Like, actually eat?"

You pause, considering. "...He has coffee."

"Coffee isn't food. That proves nothing." Hana leans forward conspiratorially. "I bet he plugs into an outlet at night. Charges up. That's why he's always here before everyone else."

The image is so absurd that you can't help it, you laugh.

Really laugh.

Not the polite, professional chuckle you use in meetings. Not the quiet huff you give when something is mildly amusing. An actual laugh that comes from your chest, that makes your shoulders shake slightly, that feels good in a way you haven't felt in weeks.

"That's—" you try to speak through it, "—that's ridiculous."

"Is it though?" Hana grins wider, clearly pleased with herself. "Explain the coffee thing. Explain how he never looks tired. Explain—"

"He's just disciplined," you manage, still smiling. Your cheeks almost hurt from it. When was the last time you smiled like this at work? "Very, very disciplined."

"Disciplined robots. That's what I'm saying."

You shake your head, trying to compose yourself, but the smile won't leave. It sits on your face, warm and comfortable, like something that belongs there. You feel... light. Unburdened. Like you've been holding your breath for months and finally remembered how to exhale.

This is nice.

This is easy.

Just talking. Just existing without the weight of expectation pressing down on your shoulders.

You don't notice the way the temperature drops.

Not at first.

Across the floor, behind glass walls and Venetian blinds angled just enough to provide the illusion of privacy—

Nanami hears it.

Not the words.

The tone.

Light.

Unrestrained.

Wrong.

His pen stills mid-signature, ink pooling slightly on the document beneath it. He doesn't notice. Doesn't care.

Slowly, deliberately, he looks up.

Through the gaps in the blinds, his gaze finds you instantly, like it always does, like some part of him is always aware of exactly where you are in any given space.

And there it is.

That expression.

That softness in your face he's only seen in glimpses, in moments before you notice him watching. That smile you never wear in front of him.

You're laughing.

With someone else.

At something someone else said.

Looking at someone else with that open, unguarded warmth that should be

His jaw tightens.

Something cold and sharp unfurls in his chest, spreading through his ribs like frost. It's not anger. Anger is too hot, too uncontrolled. This is colder. More precise.

Possessive.

Territorial.

Wrong.

The word echoes in his mind as he watches you duck your head slightly, still smiling, still so completely at ease in a way you never are with him. The beta he doesn't even bother learning their name—is leaning too close. Casual. Familiar.

Touching the back of your chair.

Making you laugh.

Taking something that isn't theirs.

Nanami stands.

The movement is fluid, controlled, but there's something deliberate about it. Predatory. He doesn't rush. Doesn't need to.

He simply moves.

You're still smiling when Hana suddenly stops mid-sentence.

Her expression shifts—subtle, but noticeable. The easy warmth drains from her face, replaced by something more cautious. Alert.

"...Did it just get colder?" she asks quietly.

You blink, confused. "What?"

But Hana isn't looking at you anymore.

She's looking past you.

Toward the office.

You feel it then that prickle of awareness at the back of your neck, the one that makes your spine straighten automatically. The one you've learned to recognize over eight months of working under Director Nanami.

You turn.

He's standing just outside his office door.

Watching.

The smile drops from your face immediately. Not completely, you're not sure you could erase it that fast even if you tried, but enough. Enough that your expression shifts back into something more appropriate. More professional.

More careful.

"Director Nanami," you say, standing automatically. Your voice comes out steady, but there's a question in it. "Did you need something?"

He doesn't answer right away.

His gaze flicks once, brief, dismissive, cold toward Hana.

The temperature drops another degree.

Around you, you notice peripherally that conversations have quieted. Someone's phone stops ringing. The coffee machine seems louder in the sudden silence.

Then—

"Leave."

It's quiet.

Flat.

But it isn't directed at you.

Hana stiffens. You see her throat work as she swallows. "I—right. I have that report to finish anyway."

She stands quickly, not quite meeting your eyes. Not looking at him either.

She just... leaves.

Faster than necessary.

You watch her go, confused. The report isn't due until next week. You know because you helped her with part of the data analysis last Thursday.

But before you can process that, Nanami is moving again.

Closer.

Not rushed. Not hesitant.

Measured.

Each step deliberate, like he's already calculated exactly how many it will take to reach you. He stops just inside your personal space, closer than professional, closer than necessary, close enough that you have to tilt your head back slightly to maintain eye contact.

Close enough that you can smell his cologne again, that clean expensive scent that's been clinging to his blazer, the one still draped over your chair.

"You seem," he says slowly, each word precisely placed, "in a good mood."

Your fingers tighten slightly around the edge of your desk. "Just discussing work."

A beat of silence.

His eyes move over your face like he's cataloging something. Like he's trying to memorize exactly what you looked like thirty seconds ago so he can systematically erase it.

"You don't sound like that," he says, voice lower now, dropping into a register that makes something in your head sit up and pay attention, "when you speak to me."

Your breath catches—just slightly. "I—"

"You were smiling."

It's not an accusation.

Like he's pointing out an error in your work. A miscalculation. Something that needs correction.

You don't know how to respond to that. What are you supposed to say? Yes, I was smiling, is that not allowed? It sounds absurd even in your head. So you default to the safest thing, the most professional response you can manage:

"...I'm sorry?"

The words come out uncertain. Questioning.

Because you genuinely don't understand what you're apologizing for.

Silence stretches between you.

Then—

His hand lifts.

You already know what's coming. You've been through this enough times now that it's almost routine. He's going to adjust your collar. Again. Because apparently you're incapable of dressing yourself properly, or because he has standards about professional appearance that border on obsessive, or because

His fingers brush your collar.

Adjusting.

Straightening.

But this time, it's different.

Firmer.

More deliberate.

His thumb presses just enough against the side of your neck.

Right over your gland.

You flinch.

It's instinctive. Immediate. That spot is sensitive in ways you don't fully understand, in ways that make your hindbrain scream too close, too vulnerable, wrong wrong wrong—

"...Director?"

His eyes don't leave your face.

For a moment, something darker flickers there something sharper than his usual controlled calm, something that makes your pulse jump for reasons you can't name.

Then it's gone.

Smoothed over.

Professional.

His hand drops, but slowly. Deliberately. Like he's making a point.

"Prepare your things," he says.

You blink, trying to reorient yourself, trying to push past the lingering sensation of his thumb against your gland. "For...?"

"We're leaving tomorrow."

"...Leaving?"

"A business trip."

Your confusion must show on your face because you're not even trying to hide it anymore. "No one mentioned—"

"I'm mentioning it now."

The finality in his tone shuts down the rest of your question before it can form.

You swallow. "...Where?"

Nanami's hand drops completely from your collar, but his gaze stays.

Heavy.

Intent.

Possessive in a way you don't have the framework to recognize.

"Somewhere," he says, and his voice drops even lower, intimate in a way that makes your skin prickle, "you won't be... distracted."

A pause.

He turns and walks away like nothing happened. Like he didn't just decide something that changes everything for you. Like this is completely normal. You stand there for a moment.

Still.

Trying to piece it together.

A business trip? With him? Alone? You don't remember seeing anything about this on the calendar. Don't remember any emails about client meetings or site visits or conferences.

When did this get scheduled?

Why didn't anyone tell you?

"...What just happened?" you murmur to yourself.

Across the office, you catch sight of Jisoo. She's staring at you wide-eyed, her coffee cup frozen halfway to her mouth.

Minho is at the desk next to her. He looks like he's about to say something, mouth opening slightly. Then he closes it. Thinks better of it. Looks away.

The office is too quiet.

You notice it now the way conversations haven't quite resumed their normal volume. The way people are very carefully not looking in your direction.

The way the air feels heavier.

Thicker.

Wrong.

You shake your head slightly, trying to clear it. You're overthinking this. It's just a business trip. Probably something last-minute. Director Nanami is always getting pulled into unexpected meetings, urgent client situations. This is probably just one of those things.

Professional.

Normal.

You sit back down at your desk, pulling up your calendar to figure out what you'll need to reschedule.

You don't notice the way Jisoo and Minho exchange a look.

You don't notice the way Hana hasn't come back to her desk.

You don't notice the way Director Nanami is standing in his office again, watching you through the blinds.

Still.

Patient.

Satisfied.

Because whatever line existed before whatever boundary separated professional from personal, appropriate from possessive—

He just erased it.

And you have no idea.

Minho knew something was wrong the second you walked past him. After your meeting with him.

It hit him before he even looked up.

Warm.

Deep.

Rich—

Like freshly brewed coffee left too long on a burner, thickening into something darker, heavier.

And underneath it

Something sharp. Dominant. Cutting straight through.

Alpha.

His head snapped up.

You were already halfway down the hall, clutching your tablet, completely unaware of the way the air shifted around you. Like a pressure drop. Like a warning.

Minho’s stomach twisted.

“…No way,” he muttered.

Jisoo followed his gaze—and immediately stiffened.

“Oh my god.”

“Do you smell that?” he asked, even though he already knew the answer.

She nodded slowly. “That’s not just her scent anymore.”

It couldn’t be.

Not like that.

Not this strong.

Not this layered.

They both looked toward the office door just as it clicked shut behind you.

Silence stretched between them.

Then—

“Should we… do something?” Minho asked, though it sounded weak even to him.

Jisoo let out a quiet, humorless laugh. “Do what? Walk in there and tell him to stop?”

Minho didn’t answer.

Because they both knew who him was.

Director Nanami didn’t just run their department—he controlled it. Every promotion, every evaluation, every transfer.

And right now?

He was marking someone in broad daylight.

A few before your meeting had rapped up. Minho couldn’t help it.

He passed by the office.

Just… to check.

That’s all.

The glass wall made everything visible.

Too visible.

You were sitting across from the desk, shoulders slightly hunched, clearly nervous but focused, flipping through your notes like this was just another meeting.

Like nothing was wrong.

Like you couldn’t feel it.

Nanami stood beside you.

Not behind his desk.

Not across from you.

Too close.

His hand rested on the back of your chair, fingers curled just enough to brush your shoulder.

Possessive.

Casual.

Intentional.

Minho’s throat went dry.

“…He’s not even hiding it,” he whispered.

Inside, Nanami leaned down slightly, saying something to you calm, composed.

His other hand lifted.

Adjusted your collar.

Again.

Slow.

Deliberate.

His fingers lingered at your neck.

Right over your glands.

Minho physically recoiled.

“Jesus—”

Jisoo grabbed his sleeve, yanking him back before he could stare any longer. “Stop looking. If he notices—”

“He wants people to notice,” Minho cut in under his breath. “That’s the problem.”

They both fell quiet.

Because that was the worst part.

This wasn’t sloppy.

It wasn’t accidental.

It was controlled.

Measured.

A message.

Across the room, someone else spoke up in a hushed voice:

“…Is she seriously not reacting?”

Jisoo shook her head slowly. “I told you her sense of smell is bad.”

Minho exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. “So she has no idea she’s basically walking around covered in—”

“—him,” Jisoo finished.

Silence again.

Heavy this time.

Uneasy.

Because now it didn’t feel like gossip anymore.

It felt like watching something unfold that no one was supposed to interfere with.

Something territorial.

Something dangerous.

Minho glanced back at the office one last time.

Through the glass, Nanami had finally returned to his seat.

But his gaze hadn’t left you.

Not once.

It followed every movement.

Every shift.

Every breath.

Like you were something he’d already decided belonged to him

And was just waiting for the rest of the world to accept it.

Minho looked away first.

“…She’s in trouble,” he said quietly.

Jisoo didn’t disagree.

Two weeks later.

The hotel keycard feels too light in your hand.

“That’s… one room,” you say, staring at it like it might change if you look long enough.

Beside you, Nanami doesn’t even glance down.

“Yes.”

You blink. “…There has to be a mistake.”

“There isn’t.”

Simple.

Final.

You hesitate. “I can go back to the front desk—”

“No.”

The word cuts clean through your sentence.

You go quiet.

He finally looks at you then calm, composed, like always.

But there’s something under it.

Something that makes your chest tighten.

“It’s late,” he continues. “We have an early meeting. This is the most efficient arrangement.”

Efficient.

Right.

That makes sense.

It has to.

“…Okay,” you murmur.

The room is quiet when the door shuts behind you.

Too quiet.

You set your bag down quickly, moving toward the window, the desk anywhere that isn’t standing in the middle of the room with him.

There’s only one bed.

You try not to look at it.

“I can take the couch,” you say quickly, even though there isn’t really one just a small love seat by the window.

Nanami sets his things down with deliberate calm.

“That won’t be necessary.”

Your stomach tightens.

“It’s fine, I don’t mind—”

“I said,” he interrupts, voice low, “it won’t be necessary, I'll take the couch.”

Silence.

You nod.

Nanami watches you move around the room. Too aware. Too careful. Keeping distance.

Always keeping distance. It irritates him more than it should. More than it ever has.

Because not to long ago at work.

That laugh.

That smile.

It replays in his mind with perfect clarity.

Not for him.

Never for him.

His jaw tightens slightly.

Unacceptable.

You feel his presence before you see him.

Close again.

Always close.

“Turn around.”

You freeze for a second then obey.

“…Yes?”

His gaze drags over your face, slower than it should be.

Assessing.

Measuring.

Like he’s looking for something that’s no longer there.

“…You’re quieter now,” he says.

You frown slightly. “We’re not at the office.”

“That’s not an explanation.”

You don’t know how to answer that.

So you don’t.

His hand lifts.

Your breath catches automatically.

Fingers brush your collar adjusting, like always.

But this time, there’s no one watching.

No glass walls.

No coworkers.

Just you.

And him.

His thumb presses lightly against your neck.

Right over your gland.

You flinch.

“…You react,” he murmurs.

Confusion flickers across your face. “To being touched?”

A pause.

His eyes darken bjust slightly.

“You don’t react to me.”

Your brows pull together. “I do. I listen. I—”

“That’s not what I mean.”

His voice drops.

Quieter.

He steps closer. Close enough that your back nearly hits the edge of the desk.

“At work, before” he says, “you were… different.”

Your heart starts beating faster, though you’re not sure why.

“I was just talking—”

“You were smiling.”

There it is again. That same observation. That same weight behind it.

You swallow. “…I smile sometimes.”

“Not like that.”

The words come out softer.

More controlled.

But they land heavier.

Nanami’s thoughts narrow, sharpen. He can still feel it. That shift in you.That warmth you give so easily to others. while standing so carefully, so neutrally, with him. As if he’s something to endure. Not something to want. His fingers press more firmly against your neck.

Not enough to hurt.

Enough to remind.

To ground.

To claim.

You don’t even realize what you are.

How you affect him.

How long he’s allowed this distance to exist.

Too long.

Your breath stutters slightly. “Director… Nanami?”

A warning.

A question.

You’re not even sure which.

His name sounds different like this.

Softer.

Uncertain.

He notices.

Of course he does.

His grip loosens, but doesn’t disappear.

“…You don’t understand,” he says quietly.

“Understand what?”

A pause.

Then—

“You will.”

Something in your chest tightens at that.

“…This is just a work trip,” you say, like you’re trying to convince both of you.

Nanami’s gaze holds yours. Unblinking.

“No,” he says.

The word is calm.

Certain.

Terrifying in how simple it is.

“It isn’t.”

Silence stretches between you.

Heavy.

Unavoidable.

You don’t know what he means.

But you feel it.

That something has shifted.

That the lines you thought were there

aren’t anymore.

Nanami finally steps back. Just enough to give you space.

Not enough to feel safe.

“We'll go over everything during dinner,” he says.

Like nothing happened.

Like everything is still under control.

But as he turns away

his thoughts settle into something firm.

Decided.

Measured.

It’s time.

No more distance.

No more misunderstandings.

No more watching you give pieces of yourself to people who don’t recognize what they’re being given. You don’t know it yet.

But you will.

Soon.

The knock comes at seven-thirty.

You've been staring at your laptop for the past twenty minutes, the same paragraph of the presentation blurring in and out of focus. The room is nice too nice, actually. The kind of hotel room that makes you acutely aware of the budget approval Nanami must have signed off on. Floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking the city, a king bed with crisp white linens, a sitting area with a couch and love seat that probably costs more than your monthly rent.

You're changed into something professional but comfortable,a soft sweater and slacks, because you'd showered and changed after the flight, trying to wash away the anxiety that's been clinging to your skin since this morning, after Nanami went out for some work related stuff, do he said.

It doesn't work.

When you open the door, Nanami is standing there in his shirtsleeves, jacket discarded, top button undone. It's the most casual you've ever seen him, and somehow that makes it worse.

More intimate.

More real.

"I ordered dinner," he says. "It should arrive shortly."

You blink. "Oh I was going to just order something light—"

"We need to discuss tomorrow's agenda, as I said before." His tone is matter-of-fact. Professional.

Of course it is.

Of course this is about work.

You step aside, letting him in, and try to ignore the way your heart rate picks up as he moves past you into your space. He's carrying a leather portfolio and his own laptop this really is just a working dinner. You're being ridiculous.

"I hope you don't mind," he continues, setting his things on the small dining table by the window. "I took the liberty of ordering wine as well. The hotel has an excellent selection."

"That's—that's fine," you manage.

You do mind, actually. Not the wine itself, but the thoughtfulness of it. The consideration. It feels too personal, too attentive, and you don't know what to do with that.

Room service arrives fifteen minutes later—two attendants wheeling in covered dishes, a bottle of red wine already opened to breathe, proper glassware that catches the light. Nanami tips them generously and waits until they leave before gesturing to the table.

"Sit."

You do.

The food is beautiful—some kind of fish with delicate sauce, roasted vegetables, a small salad. The kind of meal that requires you to think about which fork to use. Nanami serves the wine himself, pouring yours first.

The glass is fuller than you expected.

"Thank you," you murmur.

He pours his own barely two fingers and sets the bottle within easy reach.

Your reach, you'll realize later.

Not his.

The first sip of wine helps.

It's good smooth and rich, the kind of wine you'd never order for yourself because you wouldn't know what to look for. It warms your throat, settles in your chest, takes the edge off the nervous energy that's been humming under your skin all day.

Nanami opens his laptop, pulling up tomorrow's schedule. "The client meeting is at nine. I'll handle the initial presentation, but I want you to lead the technical breakdown."

You nod, taking another sip. Focusing on work helps too. This is familiar territory. Safe.

"I've prepared supplementary materials," you say, pulling up your own files. "The cost-benefit analysis and the implementation timeline—"

"Good." His eyes flick to you briefly before returning to his screen. "Walk me through your approach."

So you do.

And as you talk, you drink.

Not consciously at first. Just your glass is there, and your throat is dry from talking, and the wine makes everything feel slightly less intense. Slightly more manageable.

You don't notice when you finish the first glass.

But Nanami does.

He reaches for the bottle without breaking eye contact with his screen, refilling your glass with the same casual efficiency he does everything.

"Continue," he says.

By the time you're halfway through the main course, you've lost track of how much you've had.

Three glasses? Four?

The bottle is significantly lighter than it was.

But you feel better. Looser. The anxiety that's been coiled in your chest since this morning has finally started to unwind. You're talking more freely now, gesturing with your fork as you explain your reasoning for certain data points, even laughing softly when you catch a small error in your own notes.

"I can't believe I missed that," you say, shaking your head. "I checked this three times."

"You're thorough," Nanami says. "But not infallible."

There's something in his tone, something almost warm that makes you glance up.

He's watching you.

Not your screen. Not the documents.

You.

"I just—I want it to be perfect," you admit. The wine has made you honest in ways you wouldn't normally allow. "You have high standards. I don't want to disappoint you."

Something flickers in his expression.

"You haven't," he says quietly.

The weight of his gaze makes your skin feel warm. You take another sip of wine to cover the flush creeping up your neck.

Nanami's own glass sits mostly untouched beside his plate. He'd taken one sip early on you'd seen it peripherally, but it hasn't moved since.

You don't notice.

You're too focused on the way the room feels smaller now, warmer, the city lights beyond the window blurring into soft halos.

"Tell me something," Nanami says suddenly.

You blink, pulled from your thoughts. "What?"

"Earlier. In the office." He sets down his fork with deliberate precision. "You were laughing. With that beta from operations."

Your stomach tightens slightly. "Hana? We were just—"

"You seemed comfortable."

It's not a question.

You shift in your seat. "She's easy to talk to."

"And I'm not."

The words hang between you.

You open your mouth. Close it. The wine has made you too honest, but not honest enough to say what you're thinking: You terrify me. You make me second-guess everything. I can never tell if I'm doing well or failing, if you're pleased or disappointed, if I'm—

"You're my boss," you say instead. "It's different."

"Different how?"

You take another drink, buying time. The wine is making everything feel slightly unreal, like you're watching this conversation happen to someone else.

"I don't know," you admit. "It just is."

Nanami leans back in his chair, and the movement draws your attention to the way his shirt pulls across his shoulders, the way the lamplight catches the sharp line of his jaw.

You look away quickly.

Too quickly.

He notices.

Of course he does.

"You're nervous," he observes.

"I'm not—"

"You've had five glasses of wine."

Your hand freezes halfway to your glass. Five? That can't be right. You'd been keeping track—

Except you hadn't. You look at the bottle. It's nearly empty.

When did that happen?

"I'm sorry," you say automatically. "I didn't mean to—I'll pay for—"

"I don't care about the wine." His voice is quiet. Controlled. But there's something underneath it that makes your pulse jump. "I care that you feel you need it, but right now I'm not complaining it'll help with tonight."

The concern in his tone catches you off-guard.

He sounds... worried. Considerate. Like a boss who's noticed his employee is struggling and wants to help.

That's all this is, you tell yourself. Professional concern.

"I'm just—" You struggle to find the words. The wine has made your thoughts fuzzy, harder to organize. "This is new. Being here. Alone. With you. I mean—not alone, obviously we're working, but—"

You're rambling.

You never ramble.

"I understand," Nanami says.

And the way he says it low and certain makes something in your chest constrict.

He stands, and for a moment you think he's leaving, that you've made this too awkward, that you've crossed some line.

But he doesn't move toward the door.

He moves toward you.

Your breath catches as he stops beside your chair. Close enough that you can smell his cologne again, that clean expensive scent that's been haunting you all day.

"You don't need to be nervous," he says quietly.

His hand lifts—

And for a moment, you think he's going to touch you.

But he just reaches past you, picking up the wine bottle.

"You've had enough," he says.

It's not a suggestion.

You nod mutely, not trusting your voice.

Nanami sets the bottle on the far counter, out of reach, and when he turns back, his expression is unreadable.

He'd needed to see it.

Needed to watch you soften.

Needed to hear you talk without that careful professional filter you always maintain.

Needed to confirm what he already knew:

That underneath all that competence and control, you're vulnerable.

Uncertain.

His.

"You should stand," he says. "Sitting too long after drinking."

It sounds reasonable. Considerate, even.

You push yourself up from the chair, and the room tilts just slightly. Not enough to lose your balance, but enough that you have to steady yourself against the table.

Nanami's hand is there immediately.

On your elbow. Steadying you.

"Careful."

His voice is closer than it should be.

You turn your head, and he's right there, close enough that you can see the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, the precise edge of his collar, the way his throat moves when he swallows.

"I'm fine," you manage. "Just—the wine—"

"I know."

Something in his tone makes your skin prickle.

He doesn't step back.

Instead, his hand slides from your elbow to your upper arm, and the touch is warm even through your sweater. Grounding. You should pull away this is too close, too familiar, but the wine has made everything feel slightly distant, like you're watching this happen through frosted glass.

"You're flushed," Nanami observes.

His other hand lifts, and you think he's going to touch your face, check for fever, something professional and appropriate.

But he doesn't.

His fingers brush against your collar instead.

The same gesture he's done a dozen times in his office, adjusting fabric that doesn't need adjusting.

Except this time, his knuckles graze the side of your neck.

Right over your scent gland.

Your breath catches.

"Director—"

"Nanami," he corrects quietly. "We're not in the office."

The intimacy of it, his first name, spoken in this low voice, in this hotel room with the city lights blurring beyond the window, makes something flutter in your chest.

His hand is still at your collar.

Still touching your neck.

And then he leans in.

Not quickly. Not suddenly.

Slowly. Deliberately.

Like he's giving you time to stop him.

But you don't.

You can't.

The wine has made you slow, made your thoughts thick and syrupy, and by the time you realize what's happening, his face is already near the curve of your neck.

Not touching.

Just—

Close.

You feel the warmth of his breath against your skin first.

Then the deliberate, measured inhale.

He's—

He's scenting you.

The realization cuts through the fog, sharp and sudden.

Alphas don't do this. Not casually. Not with colleagues. This is intimate. Possessive. This is—

"Director—" Your voice comes out breathless. Uncertain.

"Shh." The sound is barely a whisper against your throat. "You're trembling."

You are.

You didn't realize it until he said it, but your whole body is shaking, fine tremors that you can't control, can't stop.

"I'm just—" You try to form words, try to explain, but his nose brushes against the sensitive skin below your ear and all thought scatters.

Another inhale.

Deeper this time.

Like he's drawing your scent into himself. Memorizing it. Claiming it.

Your hands come up instinctively to push him away, to steady yourself, you're not sure but they just hover uselessly in the air between you.

"You smell different when you're relaxed," Nanami murmurs.

The words vibrate against your skin.

"Less guarded. More..." He pauses, and you feel rather than see the slight curve of his mouth. "...honest."

This isn't professional.

This isn't appropriate.

This is—

But the wine has made everything soft and hazy, and his hand is still on your arm, grounding you, and the warmth of him is seeping into your skin, and you can't quite make your body move away.

Can't quite make yourself.

"I don't—" You swallow hard. "I don't understand."

"I know."

His nose traces up the line of your throat, following your pulse.

Another inhale.

Your knees feel weak.

"This is—we shouldn't—"

"Why not?"

The question is so simple. So direct.

And you don't have an answer.

Or rather, you have a dozen answers because he's your boss, because this is inappropriate, because you're drunk and he's not, because this feels like something you can't take back, but none of them make it past the fog in your head.

"I'm just checking," Nanami says, his voice still that same low, reasonable tone. "You were nervous earlier. Anxious. I want to make sure you're alright."

That's—

That's all this is?

A wellness check?

It sounds absurd even as you think it, but the alternative is too overwhelming to process.

"I'm fine," you whisper.

"Are you?"

His hand slides from your arm to your waist, and the touch is so warm, so steady, that you find yourself leaning into it without meaning to.

"Your heart is racing," he observes.

It is.

You can feel it hammering against your ribs, can hear the blood rushing in your ears.

"That's just—the wine—"

"Is it?"

Another inhale, this one right at the junction of your neck and shoulder. The most sensitive part of your scent gland. Your whole body shudders.

A soft sound escapes your throat, not quite a gasp, not quite a whimper and you feel Nanami's grip on your waist tighten fractionally.

Possessive.

Satisfied.

"You're so responsive," he murmurs, and there's something in his voice that makes heat pool low in your stomach. "Even when you don't understand why."

You should ask what he means.

Should demand an explanation.

Should move.

But you don't.

You just stand there, trembling, while he breathes you in like you're something ... Something he's been waiting for.

Something that's already his.

When he pulls back this time, something has changed.

You see it in his eyes first the careful control that's been there all evening, all these months, finally cracking at the edges.

Not breaking.

Shifting.

"The bed," he says.

Not a suggestion. A statement of fact.

His hands guide you backward, and your legs hit the mattress before you realize you've moved. The wine makes everything slow, makes your protests form too late, makes your body comply before your mind catches up.

"Wait—"

"No."

The word is quiet. Absolute.

He follows you down as you sink onto the sheets, his weight settling over you with deliberate precision. Not crushing. Commanding.

Your hands come up to push him away, to create space but he catches your wrists. Both of them. Pins them above your head with one hand.

The ease of it makes your breath catch.

"Director—"

"Nanami." His free hand traces down your side, slow and purposeful. "Say it."

You shake your head, and his grip on your wrists tightens fractionally.

"Say. It."

"Nanami—" It comes out breathless. Uncertain.

"Good."

His hand finds the hem of your sweater, and you feel the cool air against your skin as he pushes the fabric up. Not roughly. Methodically. Like he's unwrapping something he's been patient about for far too long.

"We can't—" You try to twist away, but his weight keeps you pinned. "This isn't—"

"It is."

Two words. Certain as gravity.

His mouth finds your throat again, and this time there's no pretense of checking on you, no professional distance. He's marking you. Claiming you. His teeth graze your scent gland and your whole body arches involuntarily.

The sound you make is mortifying.

"That's it," he murmurs against your skin. "Stop thinking."

His hand slides lower, and you feel his fingers hook into your waistband.

"No—wait—" The protest is weak even to your own ears.

"You're not saying no." His voice is dark. Knowing. "Your body is saying yes."

And he's right.

You hate that he's right.

Your hips have tilted toward his touch. Your breathing has gone shallow and quick. The wine has made everything feel distant and immediate at once, and you can't quite make your body obey your mind.

Can't quite make yourself want him to stop.

His fingers slip beneath the fabric, and the first touch against your slick heat makes you gasp.

"Already wet," he observes. Not surprised. Satisfied.

"That's not—I don't—"

"Shh."

His fingers move with the same deliberate precision he does everything. Circling. Pressing. Finding exactly where you're most sensitive with devastating accuracy.

Your back arches off the bed.

"Please—"

"Please what?" His thumb finds your clit, and the pressure is perfect, maddening. "Please stop? Or please don't?"

You can't answer.

Can't think.

"please don't"

The wine and his touch have turned your thoughts to static, and all you can do is feel, his weight, his heat, his fingers working you with methodical intent.

"I've been patient," Nanami says quietly. "So patient. Watching you. Waiting for you to understand."

His fingers slide inside you, and the stretch makes you whimper.

"But you never did." He curls them, finding that spot that makes your vision blur. "So I'll make you understand now."

"I can't—this is—"

"Mine." The word is final. Possessive. "You're mine. You've always been mine."

His thumb presses harder against your clit, his fingers moving faster, and you feel the pressure building low in your belly inevitable, overwhelming.

"Say it," he commands.

You shake your head, even as your body tightens around his fingers.

"cum, and be my Good girl."

The praise shouldn't affect you like it does.

Shouldn't make you clench around his fingers, shouldn't make heat flood through you, shouldn't make you want—

But it does.

His fingers drive deeper, his thumb circling with relentless precision, and you feel yourself coming apart under his touch. Not gently. Not slowly.

Completely.

The orgasm hits you like a wave, and you cry out—his name, a plea, you're not sure—as your body convulses around his fingers.

He doesn't stop.

Doesn't slow.

Works you through it with the same methodical intensity, drawing out every tremor, every aftershock, until you're shaking and oversensitive and completely undone.

Only then does he withdraw his hand.

You lie there, gasping, your mind foggy and your body boneless.

Nanami shifts above you, and you feel him removing his belt. The sound of the buckle is loud in the quiet room.

"Wait—" Your voice is weak. Slurred. "I can't—"

"You can." He positions himself between your thighs, and you feel the blunt pressure of him against your entrance. "And you will."

"Please—"

"I know." His hand cups your face, thumb brushing your cheek with unexpected gentleness. "I know you're scared. I know you don't understand."

He pushes forward, slow and inexorable, and the stretch is overwhelming.

"But you will," he promises. "By morning, you'll understand exactly what you are to me."

He sinks deeper, and your body accepts him too easily, too perfectly like you were made for this.

Made for him.

Always politely. Always thoughtfully. Thanking you for reading. Asking what parts you liked the most.

Maybe it’s because of how much you’ve been spamming his account with comments that he noticed. But it still felt nice how the author kept interacting with you, genuinely interested in your opinion.

So you kept commenting.

On every story.

Every chapter.

Every little drabble he posted.

And somehow… he always found your comment in the small crowd of replies.

Eventually, he started posting photos of himself alongside his updates.

That was when the follower count exploded.

Apparently, people liked seeing the face behind the stories.

He was handsome, simple as that. Soft-looking, gentle in the way he smiled at the camera. The kind of face people shared around easily.

Within weeks, the account that once had almost no attention was overflowing with it.

Comments poured in under every post.

Some praised his writing.

Many more praised his looks.

He kept posting stories like always, occasionally attaching a selfie to the update. It was probably a smart move. The attention only kept growing.

In one of those selfies, the background looked oddly familiar. For a second you almost thought it resembled a street near your workplace.

But that was impossible… so you ignored the thought. Shoving it to the back of your mind.

And if you had to admit… the face reveal did change things a little.

It was easier to picture the author behind the words now.

And maybe it made the stories feel just a bit more personal. More intimate.

But even with hundreds of new followers…

He still replied to you.

Without fail.

Your comment.

Every time.

It became a little routine.

You read his story. You left your thoughts. He replied.

It was so simple and comfortable, this consistent interaction between you both.

Until one week you got busy.

Work had been exhausting. Long shifts, late nights. You barely had time to check your phone at all.

You didn’t read the new story he posted.

You didn’t comment either.

A few days passed like that.

When you finally opened the app again, you had a message waiting for you.

In your inbox, It was a DM from him.

“Hey.” ”You haven't commented in a while.” “Are you alright?”

You blinked at the screen.

It was… oddly personal. It gave you the chills to know this now popular author had noticed your absence, despite the large crowd of other readers and commenters.

But you pushed the feeling away, maybe he was just being nice. Objectively this small message really is nice, he’s asking about the readers’ wellbeing.

So you replied.

“Sorry! Work has been really busy lately.”

You stared at the message for a moment before sending it.

The second you did, the typing indicator appeared.

He must have been online already, you told yourself.

His response came almost immediately.

“I’m glad you're okay.” “I was worried.”

After that, things started feeling different.

His replies to your comments grew longer.

More attentive.

Sometimes he referenced little things you had mentioned weeks ago.

Your job… Your schedule… The time you usually read his posts…

Once he even joked about the coffee you always grabbed before work. Something you were pretty sure you’d never actually mentioned in a comment.

Other fans started noticing too. It was hard not to notice, his interaction with the other readers were never this detailed. In fact, he hasn’t been replying to the other comments at all.

People occasionally replied under your comments.

“How do you know him?”

“Why does he only reply to you?”

You didn’t know how to answer that. None of it made sense to you either. Is this some kind of loyalty the author was showing for being his first follower?

The questioning replies were starting to increase along with his fame. Eventually the attention started making you uncomfortable.

So you stopped commenting.

Just for a little while, you told yourself. Maybe the attention would die down.

You muted notifications and avoided opening the app entirely.

It was easier that way.

Quieter.

A week passed just like that.

Then another.

And it was already a month before you knew it.

One evening, out of habit, you opened the site again.

His newest story sat at the top of your feed. You clicked on it without thinking. The whole action was basically ingrained in your mind after daily check-ins like a routine.

At first it seemed like any other story he wrote. Soft tone, gentle pacing, his unique writing style. Nothing really seemed to change in the last month you didn’t check in.

But as you kept reading…

Your stomach slowly dropped. Shivers despite the weather enveloped you.

The main character was a woman.

She worked your exact job.

Her schedule matched yours perfectly.

Her habits. Her little routines. The way she stopped for coffee before work.

Even the way her appearance was described screamed familiar. Oddly specific…

Every detail was right.

Too right.

It wasn’t just inspired by you.

It was you.

You scrolled to the top of the page again, your fingers suddenly cold.

Then you noticed the dedication line above the story.

For my favorite reader.

Your phone buzzed with a notification.

A new message.

From him.

You hesitated before opening it.

“I was worried when you stopped reading.”

How did he know you were back? That you just read his newest story? You didn’t even comment on the post, no, you never even left a like.

Another message appeared beneath it.

“Stories aren't the same without you.”

Then he had to add one last line.

“Don’t disappear again.”

He drives you home and soon enough after a few days he’s at your door offering more money for another handjob. You feel a little dirty but when his calloused hand slides up your thigh and his hot breath is fluttering on your neck, the feeling fizzles away into something else.

Seeing him come undone with just your touch drives you wild, it becomes increasingly difficult not to do more for him. So when Simon comes over again, this time you kneel in front of him watching as his dark eyes widen when your knees hit the ground.

And just like your handjobs, it’s the best damn blowjob he’s ever had in his life. All sloppy and filthy, not like he imagined but so much better.

You don’t ask for anything but after Simon has kissed you goodbye -(after he’s done begging to let him make you cum)- you turn to find a stack of cash on the coffee table, almost double the amount he’d given for the handjob.

It’s not long after that, that you give in and let him spend hours between your thighs. He even pays you for that, mumbles into your cunt that it’s just as good as your lips around his cock as he ruts his hips into the mattress. You don’t see it until later, long after he’s left, but there is a triple stack of cash on your nightstand.

A day later you receive a text from him saying he’ll be gone for a couple of weeks on work but he can’t wait to see you when he’s back. You feel a strange fluttering sensation in your tummy that makes you feel sick. You thought Simon was the type to hide his feelings and be more stoic and blunt so seeing that message from the hulking giant has your stomach in knots.

It stays that way, you can’t rid the feeling so much so that when he finally shows up at your door you tell him whatever it is between you had to end. It was certainly not the welcome Simon was expecting after dealing with a gruelling mission with nothing but men for weeks on end. He feels something snap in his mind and suddenly he’s throwing you on the bed, gripping your jaw, brown eyes glaring into yours as he speaks, “I’m not goin nowhere sweet’art.”

You ‘fight’ with him blah blah blah but let’s get real you let him finger fuck your pussy until you go cross eyed. You let him fuck you into the mattress until you can barely remember your own name. You let him kiss your neck until the sun starts to rise. And you let him pull your body into his as you both drift off to sleep together.

In the morning you hear the envelope, heavy with weight to it, placed down on your nightstand. Then Simon kisses your forehead and whispers he’ll be back later to take care of you.