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Favourite character is Wesker with Zeno being a close second so my works mostly feature them.
Will not write for Victor Gideon, Krauser, Nemesis, Mr. X, Ashley Graham, HUNK, Derek Simmons, Luis Serra, Mia Winters, Miranda, Ramon Salazar, Moreau, Lucas Baker, Nikolai Zinoviev, Eveline, Spencer. Other characters that aren't mentioned here remain to be seen upon request, especially since finding a full list of any character y'all might want me to write about is impossible đ
I will write for any gendered reader (cis or trans, any sexuality) if asked but I tend to default to cis f!reader when doing my own ideas, and sometimes gender-neutral reader.
Genre of fic is irrelevant; I will write fluff, angst, smut, platonic, romantic, familial relationships, doesn't matter.
Requests are always open but it might take me a while to get to yours. It depends on what I've got going on and what inspires me. I only answer request asks once I've written and published the fic. If I want to reject your request I will answer it right away/as soon as I've decided I can't write it after all đ«¶ see here also.
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Goodbye message below the read more. Only read if you won't be triggered by a suicide note. Don't say I didn't warn you.
I'm not going to go into much detail on this blog about this because I already hate that the last post I'll ever make here is going to forever be this one. I'm writing this on the 25th of June, but this is scheduled to be posted today.
I've been struggling with what being alive means and with finding a purpose and something worth clinging to for easily the better part of the last decade, if not more.
I don't think I found it in the end. Or it feels like I almost did, but then it went away the same way I'm about to/already have if all goes right.
But you guys... You made it better. So much better. The only thing I regret is that I didn't experience this outpouring of love and acceptance earlier. It might have saved me, idk. Maybe not though. I'm sorry I had already made up my mind by the time I started posting here. Every time I promised to never stop writing, never stop posting, that I would write a sequel to this or that, that I would eventually get to all of your requests, I felt a little bit more like a liar.
You don't know me. But you helped a lot. And I'm really grateful. I'm sorry if I let any of you down, and I'm especially sorry if I'm triggering anyone with this. I just... couldn't leave without an explanation. Without saying goodbye. Without thanking each and every one of you for supporting me and being kind. You all deserve the world. Maybe I do too, but I don't think the world deserved me.
I'm sorry I won't be here to keep bringing your dreams, fantasies, and unhinged ideas to life. But thank you for entrusting me with them and I hope I did them justice, each and every one. And if there is one thing you want to do for me (aside from, of course, not following my example, for the love of god, please don't) is this: keep weskin it. For me. And maybe remember me and my stupid writing sometimes. But only occasionally. Okay? Thank you.
Something came up so I'll be gone from social media for a while, I think. I'll close my inbox in a few hours so that asks don't pile up, sorry for the indefinite absence đ«¶ love you all tho <3
LMAO SORRY THAT WAS ME GOAT!! my boss came in and jumpscared me so i dropped my phone and i guess the rec sent it anyway đ đ that's so funny
ANYWAY lovely i was wondering if i could request a wesker x reader fic in which wesker has only a soft spot for reader and it's almost funny how obvious it is? if not i completely understand if this doesn't resonate w you i just think it's so funny to imagine wesker being evil and mean to everyone around him and immediately changing to being sweet/soft w reader bc. the whiplash is silly to me. anyways love you hope you're having a great day!!!!
84 years later, I decided to just answer this as an ask and see where it takes me cause I don't think I can write a full fic with this idea.
Wesker himself doesn't understand why he's so soft with you, it's actually a bit perplexing. But when he looks into your eyes, he can't imagine treating you with the same indifference or even aggression he does everyone else. You're his assistant, the one he got after '98 when he realised he had so many things on his plate happening all at once that he couldn't keep up with it all, so it was better to hire someone to at least organise his schedule and remind him of deadlines and meetings so that nothing falls through the cracks.
You do your job incredibly well and even take the initiative to handle things in his stead when his direct input is not needed so he can focus on more important matters. You remind him to take breaks and actually eat something - it's all included in his calendar, colour coded even - and when he dismisses your concerns by saying he doesn't have time to make something to eat every time he needs a break, you start bringing him food instead.
You massage his temples when he starts getting migraines because he hasn't looked away from his work in hours and the overhead lights that are bothering his eyes even through the glasses have gone from a glaring annoyance to a constant background buzz that he doesn't even register as something he could just turn off (you know how you might have music playing in the bg but you're so overstimulated it doesn't even occur to you that you could just. turn it off and give your brain a break?). Your gentle fingers on his skin barely help with the actual pain but he enjoys the touch nonetheless, closing his eyes and tilting his head back to let you massage away.
He likes your voice when you rattle off information about his scheduled meetings, who called for what reason, what progress has been reported where etc. And he likes watching your fingers tucking your hair away from your face or smoothing down your clothing or tapping absently on the edge of your tablet while you speak. You soothe him - just you, your presence, your everything - in a way that perplexes him.
So he's soft with you. Patient. Protective. He goes from coldly addressing Ada and casually threatening to end her life if she stops being useful to murmuring gently to you and removing your uncomfortable work shoes so he can swing your legs in his lap and rub your aching feet.
Maybe Krauser calls Wesker to complain about something but you refuse to patch him through because Wesker asked not to be disturbed and Krauser starts yelling at you, threatening you, calling you names. Wesker, of course, hears everything perfectly with his heightened senses, and teleports to your side to snatch the phone from your hand and very icily tell Krauser that the next time he even thinks about raising his voice at you or God forbid threaten you, he won't live long enough to finish those threats.
He slams the phone into its cradle, a snarl still present on his lips and his hands clenched tightly, but then his eyes fall to you and he cups your cheek and strokes it gently while his posture loses tension.
"If this happens again, just hang up, my dear. Don't let yourself get insulted on my behalf. And tell me afterwards so that the... problems... can be dealt with."
When he meets Excella and starts working with her, he tolerates her touches and stays close to her when they walk somewhere together but when he walks next to you? His arm is around your waist, he's opening doors for you, and as soon as you sit down somewhere he's damn near pulling you into his lap - that's how close he wants you. He yells at Excella for half an hour when something goes wrong with the trials because of her/her employees. When you accidentally mess up the dates of an important meeting because you were exhausted after pulling an all-nighter to stay with him during the beginning stages of using PG67A/W when it wasn't quite as stable and he was in a lot of pain while his body recalibrated, Wesker just tuts and tells you to reschedule and make his excuses for missing the meeting.
Then he slips a sleeping pill in your water because he knows you would never conceive of sleeping during working hours and drapes you across his sofa so you can sleep. He settles down so your head is cradled in his lap and works like that for the next few hours in peaceful silence.
Also maybe Excella tries to get rid of you because she sees you as a threat to her desired position at Wesker's right - rightfully so - and uses Uroboros to do it. It's never worked as intended on anyone else before because none of the test subjects have been compatible, so that seems the best way to get rid of you. Once you're dead she can explain it away as 'the poor dear wanted to please you so badly they just injected themselves with the virus to prove their worth, so sad'.
Except it backfires. Wesker finds you while you're groaning and crying on the floor, in agony as your body mutates. He holds you through it, petting your hair gently and trying not to crush you with his grip because every cell in his body is thrumming with worry for you and the desire to annihilate whoever did this to you - he knows you're smarter than to just inject yourself with something he told you you are not to get near until he's satisfied you will survive.
You survive (obviously đ) and once you can catch your breath, you tell him Excella was the one to infect you. When Wesker wants to tear her head off her shoulders, you stop him and tell him that it wouldn't be in his best interests to do that since he still needs her. Besides, what's done is done and you survived. You're stronger than you used to be, better. She tried to sabotage you but instead improved you - what better revenge than to let her live with that knowledge?
And then he doesn't die and you live happily ever after idk.
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Iâm not sure if youâve read this already, but I wanted to share this Zeno story on AO3 I read a while ago. đ„° Itâs a fast burn, made so compelling because of BSAA!reader and Zeno sharing a parasite connection, due to them both being infected with Mold. Itâs like a dark love language, almost psychic, unique only to them. Itâs beautiful and bewitching; I personally havenât read an RE fic with this trope before. đ„č (If there are any for Wesker Iâve missed, Iâd love recommendations!) The smut is very hot and passionate too. The story deserves way more Kudos! đ€
I haven't read this! I'm not very big on reading ongoing fics 90% of the time bc my memory is shit and if it takes too long between updates i forget what the fuck happened in the previous chapter/start mixing fics and confusing their plots đ but this seems interesting so i'll definitely give it a try now đđ«¶
Wanted to share today's IRL story about Wesker (funny enough)
I was the supermarket getting groceries when I noticed a man in his mid to late 20's side eye me. I just kinda shrugged it off and kept going on about my bussines.
But I noticed him kinda trailing behind me, which got me alarmed a little.
As I was standing looking at cheese, the guy comes up to me and quickly says something in Italian, with me catching only one word 'Wesker'.
Im flabbergasted, turn to him and just go 'huh?'. He sees that I didn't understand and goes to say in English "I think Wesker is cool too :D" before pointing near me arm.
Took me a bit long to process that he was complimenting my chibi Wesker phone charm đ. Anyway I got flustered and showed him my phone decor w Wesker ofc and we exchanged a few words about RE. His favorite is Leon tho :)
So, if anyone ever tells you you're too old to show off your interests. Don't listen to them, there is plenty of like minded people out there who will share your love for something:)
Signing off with my son
Omg that's a cute interaction đđ«¶
Also I love your son but he looks bald đ also his big ass forehead đ bigger than mine and that's saying something đ€Ł
I don't know if I'll make this a proper fic but I was just thinking of forcemasc Wesker/ftm!reader.
[CW: NSFW, tampering drugs]
If you've just started transitioning he makes you wear his boxers instead of your panties. Says that you're a man now and should be wearing men's clothes. Goes out to buy clothes that he thinks would suit you.
If you're on T and have started showing some bottom growth, he frequently makes excuses to give you head. You're a man now, you should know how good it feels to get your cock sucked. Yeah it's called a cock now. If he catches you calling it a clit he'll slap your cunt.
Frotting with Wesker. He rubs his dick over yours, comparing sizes. He teases you because of course you'd be smaller, but he's so proud of the man you are now. You're forced to keep your arms behind you or by your side, not allowed to touch. Just take what he gives you.
He administers your shots himself. Maybe he tampers with it, makes it so the effects would come in quicker or make you have bigger growth. Gets hard the first time he hears the slightest drop in your voice.
Teaches you to shave, helps you bind if you haven't had top surgery, cuts your hair for you. He'll train you if you're interested in gaining muscle.
Imagine him teaching you combat, his hands grabbing at your waist or your arms. His palm pushing in between your shoulder blades to correct your posture. Sessions that can go on for hours until he's satisfied with your performance. The weight of his body on top of yours, pressing down on you as you flail and try to get back up.
He simply tuts at you, telling you that you can do better than that. The both of you are panting and sweaty, you in a tank top and Wesker with his shirt off. When a bead of sweat rolls down your temple, he leans in to lick up the side of your face.
Wesker groans at your taste and presses his face into yours as much as he can, practically breathing you in. He suggests taking a shower together, you'd waste less water that way.
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i apologize if it's incorrect, i've never touched a man in my life #imsolonely đ
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wesker had you on all fours on your bed in the dimly lit bedroom of your shared house. the large mirror across from the bed showed every filthy detail as he knelt behind you, completely naked now except for those black gloves he refused to remove.
he didn't tease you tonight. he gripped your hips tight and slammed into you in one hard thrust, burying himself deep. you cried out and he groaned, low and satisfied, before he started fucking you rough and fast, hips snapping against your ass with loud, wet sounds that echoed in the quiet room.
"eyes on the mirror," he growled, one gloved hand fisting in your hair to keep your head up. the reflection was obscene, your back arched, face flushed and messy, tits bouncing hard with every brutal thrust while wesker looked like a god behind you, powerful and in total control.
he leaned down, chest pressing against your back, and sank his teeth into your shoulder. not gentle, a sharp, possessive bite that made you moan louder. he soothed it with his tongue for half a second before biting again, harder, marking you as he kept pounding into you.
"fuck, you feel perfect," he hissed against your skin, biting down the side of your neck next, teeth grazing and sinking in while his hips never slowed. every hard thrust pushed you forward on the sheets, and he dragged you back onto his cock with that superhuman strength, relentless and mean in the best way.
the mirror let you see it all, the way his muscles flexed, the way his teeth left red marks on your shoulder and neck, the arrogant smirk on his face every time you whimpered or moaned his name. he reached around and rubbed between your legs fast and rough, fingers pressing hard while he fucked you even deeper.
"come for me," he ordered, voice dark and commanding right against your ear before he bit your neck again, harder this time. "let me watch you fall apart.
you came hard, shaking and clenching around him, almost sobbing from the intensity. wesker groaned loud, teeth still sunk into your skin as he slammed in deep and finished inside you, hips grinding against your ass while he rode it out.
afterward he stayed buried in you for a long moment, panting against your marked-up neck. he pressed one last softer bite to your shoulder, almost affectionate, then finally pulled back and smirked at your wrecked reflection in the mirror.
"beautiful," he murmured, gloved fingers tracing the fresh bite marks he'd left on you. "good girl."
hear me the fuck out on albert wesker and his gf being the nicest girl on planet earth - inspired by a post from @/urdadsjailbait
like, he's the cold, objective captain of stars that never wavers from a goal for long. and you're the team sweetheart. you bring baked goods to briefings, gab with rebecca, patch your teammates up. nobody would expect an angel like you to get with a guy like al.
but one day during a meeting, when everyone's half asleep and barely paying attention, someone noticed how he had his arm around the back of your chair, your legs suspiciously close to each other.
everyone almost lost their shit. albert wesker? being soft? for you? albert wesker can love someone? you love him?
in all regards, it looks almost impossible to an outside party that you two are together. but to you and him, your relationship is the most natural arrangement ever.
Tags: No Use of Y/N for Reader-Insert; Gender-Neutral Reader-Insert; Meet-Cute; Disabled Albert Wesker; Burn Scars; Fluff; Love at First Sight; Age Difference; First Dates; Flirting; Soft Albert Wesker; Albert Wesker Lives; Dirty Thoughts; First Kiss; Touch-Starved; No Angst
Word Count: 4,958
Summary: You fall in love at a farmer's market.
Also on Ao3: Here
a/n: Inspired by this beautiful fanart.
I just need soft post re5 wesker slowly learning how to healâŠ. pleaseâŠ. he deserves a normal life⊠happinessâŠ. loveâŠâŠ.
I gave the reader some traits and characteristics I'm SORRY. I didn't mean to but it felt rightâŠ. I hope you can forgive me đ
You noticed him the moment he walked into your visual range. You think it might be pretty hard for him to go unnoticed with the way he looks â or maybe it's simply because he carries himself with a certain air that makes it seem like he's used to taking up space, to being noticed, and is trying very hard to suppress it now? â given how gossipy and rude people can get, but he surprisingly blends in quite well. He avoids knocking into people expertly and twists out of the way of stall owners hauling boxes and crates full of produce from one end of the market to another like he was a ballerina in another life.
Funnily enough, his skin is the last thing you notice about him. The first is his hair.
You're not used to seeing hair that long yet well kept on men his age. Long, blonde tresses with some silver thrown in â so seamlessly threading through the blonde that it seems professionally done rather than the sign of aging that it is â of a texture so soft and silky you bet it'd feel like water through your fingers if you ran them through his hair. It suits him, makes him look distinguished but not stuck in the past â most men his age have their hair cut short, choosing boring over unconventional out of fear of standing out.
Then, you notice his sunglasses. Dark lenses, stylish but simple frames, they wouldn't look out of place on him, nothing to write home about, if it weren't for the fact that this section of the market is indoors and rather poorly lit. You look at him and wonder if he has some kind of vision issues or if it's just a fashion statement. You'd like to know more.
You take note of a few other things â like his height, which is on the taller end, making him tower over everyone here and have to duck his head when inspecting stalls with awnings above them (which is most of them), or his clothing, which, like his glasses, is stylish but simple. It certainly looks good on him â those tight, basic, quality jeans that are clearly well-worn in that way items that are clearly someone's favourite look, and a soft, maroon sweater with the sleeves rolled up. On his left forearm rests a tote bag, equally well-worn and looking like it's already been burdened with some items.
Only after all this is done do you truly pay attention to the marks on his skin. Burn scars. Extensive. Painful looking, once upon a time when they were fresh. Your heart twinges in sympathy though not pity â he must have been incredibly lucky or remarkably resilient to have survived the aftermath of a burn that bad; the pain alone would have probably killed most people, let alone the risk of infection and sepsis.
He doesn't seem uncomfortable now, so it's probably been some time since he got those burns â childhood, even, maybe? â but you doubt you'll ever know before you part from this passing stranger forever. Matter of fact, he seems rather preoccupied with picking some good grapefruit from the nearby stall. Definitely not fresh off the trauma of recovering from such severe burns.
He's handsome, there's no denying that, but you came here for the fresh fruit at affordable prices that actually tastes natural, instead of cardboard and plastic engineered in a lab somewhere deep underneath a supermarket chain, so you sigh quietly to yourself the way you always do when you see hot strangers on the street, and prepare to walk past him so you can go home. Fate, it looks like, has other plans.
He knocks one of the fruits he was inspecting to the ground and it rolls all the way to your feet. Surprised, you jump out of its way before realising that it's just a grapefruit, not a live grenade, and laugh at yourself as you bend down and pick it up. When you straighten up, you're surprised to find a pair of reddish orange eyes looking at you over the tops of stylish, simple sunglasses frames, before the handsome stranger you were ogling pushes his frames back up his nose and closes the blinds on that mesmerising image.
âMy apologies, my grip strength isn't what it used to be. I didn't mean to bother you.â
His voice is out of this world â low, quiet, almost intimate you'd call it if it didn't make you feel delusional and parasocial to describe a stranger's voice that way, with an odd accent you can't accurately place. British, almost, but not quite. It reminds you of old black and white movies, that transatlantic accent movie stars affected all the time, and you find that the association suits him quite well. You'd probably think it pretentious if it came from anyone else.
âNo, it's alright. You didn't bother me,â you reassure quickly after those brief two-three seconds of analysis and internal freak-out pass, handing his grapefruit over with a smile and a skipping heartbeat when his fingers brush against yours. He's so much warmer than you'd expect â odd side effect of his injuries or naturally elevated body temperature? â and the touch makes your fingertips tingle as you pull them away.
He offers you a smile â small, polite â and he should turn around and go back to his fruit browsing, it's what anyone else would do, what the social contract dictates, but instead he inspects his grapefruit for a moment, rubbing it between his hands to get rid of surface level smudges, before he hands it back over with a much bigger though still quite reserved, more honest smile. It makes your heart skip several beats and your breath stop in your throat. He looks⊠ethereal, is all you can think. Handsome, incredibly so, and so soft around the edges you want to smother him in kisses.
Definitely not a normal reaction to have when meeting a stranger.
âHere, my dear. You have it. Consider it an apology gift for startling you so badly,â he offers in explanation as he gives you the newly cleaned grapefruit with a smile.
You blink down at it, perplexed, but take it back with a careful hand, disappointed despite yourself when your fingers don't make contact with his skin again. When you look back at him, he looks pleased with your acceptance and the softness around his mouth makes your heart flutter alarmingly in your ribcage.
âThank you. You have great taste in grapefruit, I must say,â you offer, analysing the fruit in your hand and noticing how perfectly ripe it looks. You're not a big fan of grapefruit, but you know you'll be eating this one with relish when you get home.
âDo I?â He sounds amused, which makes sense because what kind of compliment is that? But you desperately want to keep hearing him speak and this is the first thing that you thought to comment on to get him to keep talking. âI suppose I do. It clearly led me to you.â
Oh, this smooth bastard. By the way his lips pull up in a pleased smirk at the clear way you become flustered and unable to come up with a reply, he clearly knows it too. You fidget with your fruit, rolling it around in your hands, and try to calm your racing heart and the heat in your cheeks.
âHas anyone ever told you you're trouble?â you manage to get out eventually, glaring playfully at him but getting distracted by the way he tucks a stray strand of blonde hair behind his ear when it escapes its brethren and falls in his face. The way his nose scrunches when the hair first makes contact with his cheek makes you want to squeal and squish his cheeks together.
âOften and repeatedly.â
You huff in amusement and the lightness in his tone, the clear relaxed posture he's carrying himself with, also puts you at ease and makes it easier to get your bearings once more.
âI can believe it. But seriously, you don't need to do this,â you say, holding the offered fruit up as emphasis. âIt was just an honest accident, it's totally fine.â
âAre grapefruits not to your liking, then?â he asks playfully and that tone of voice makes your cheeks heat up again.
âThey're⊠fine.â You meant to sound reassuring but you're a terrible liar and your brief pause gave you away the second it occurred. Your handsome stranger hums, mouth twisting in a thoughtful frown, before his face seems to light up with a solution. It's incredible how expressive he is even with those sunglasses obscuring his eyes.
âThat won't do, my dear. How about this,â he begins, hiking his bag up his forearm until it rests in the crook of his elbow, and you know you're being expertly flirted with by a man who knows exactly what he's doing but you can't help but be charmed as you let yourself be swept away in his current anyway. He's much older than you, that is clear without knowing the exact number, but you've always had a thing for older men anyway. âYou finish your shopping because I would never dream of cutting your errands short, then you allow me to take you to one of those coffee shops with the little tables out on the sidewalk as a proper apology. Does that sound fair to you?â
You're both aware that this is overkill â buying you coffee to make up for his fallen fruit startling you is unnecessary and over the top â but you bite the inside of your cheek to tame the smile that breaks out on your face as you nod and dump the grapefruit that started this entire thing back into his hands.
âIt's better off with you, I think.â
He smiles, a small chuckle escaping him even, and he nods.
âApparently so.â
âI was actually about to return home since I already found what I needed so we can be on our way whenever you're ready,â you volunteer, gesturing to your own tote bag full of fruit and a handful of juicy tomatoes you found that will go great in a salad when you get home.
âExcellent. Let me pay for these and then we can go.â
You admire the broad expanse of his shoulders and back while he's turned away from you so he can get his fruit weighed and paid for. There's strength hidden in that frame, you can tell, and you wonder what he did before his accident? illness? obviously forced him to quit or retire early. He mentioned his grip strength weakening compared to âwhat it used to beâ, so something fairly recent must have happened to affect it. Perhaps the same thing that caused those burns? He has the posture of a military person, though you couldn't possibly guess what branch or if it even was military and not mere law enforcement, but the grace and fluidity of a dancer. He's an odd one, that's for sure, and you're incredibly eager to get to know him.
He returns to you with a bag a few grapefruits fuller and a small, charming smile that makes his scars stretch oddly around his mouth â the sight only makes you more flustered, imagining what it would be like to kiss him and lightly nip at the scar tissue surrounding his lips, maybe even lick it.
âI moved here recently, actually,â he answers easily, pulling out your chair and helping you get seated before he takes his own seat. The gesture is absentminded while he speaks, as if it's reflex at this point to pull out his companion's chair like a gentleman, but for you, it's a bit of a Thing. You're not used to this kind of âprincess treatmentâ and it's really doing things to you, things that make your heart stutter and urge you to press your thighs closer together.
âFor work? Or retirement?â you ask interestedly, picking up the menu and going over it curiously to see if they have any enticing breakfast options â it is quite early in the morning, after all.
âNeither, though I suppose the latter would fit the bill better. I wouldn't necessarily say I'm retired though, more like⊠making a change in trajectory.â
You quirk an eyebrow at that and give him an unimpressed look.
âVague much?â
Albert laughs and the expression changes his face entirely: it opens it up in a way that makes you realise how closed off he truly was before, naturally expressive as he is, and it makes him look happier, freer somehow.
âI'm sorry, my dear, but I don't think that's a conversation for a coffee date in public.â
You hide the smile that blooms at the word âdateâ behind your laminated menu but you're sure Albert can tell it's there regardless. He strikes you as the very observant type and you're sure nothing escapes his hidden gaze. His answer intrigues you, though â of course it does â but you can understand that some things are too sensitive a topic to be discussed out in the open with someone you just met.
âFair enough, then.â
âWhat about you, though? Visiting the farmer's market at nine a.m. on a weekday?â
âIt's my day off. I have a job at a medical research lab downtown and I volunteered to work weekends so my colleagues with personal lives can actually live them,â you answer with a tiny, self deprecating smile and a shrug.
You don't mind your social life â you knew that getting into this field would mean a lot of long years of study and not much time for dating and even less opportunities to find someone you'll click with that doesn't work in the same field or study the same subject. But it's still lonely and isolating, especially when you see classmates and coworkers making plans to visit family outside of town, talking about their dates the night before, gushing about their children or their pets or their partners. You enjoy your own company and you don't mind your solitude and the routine you've created for yourself, but sometimes you can't help missing something you've never actually had â a warm body next to yours, a quiet voice greeting you when you come home, a pair of arms wrapping around your shoulders and guiding you to the couch while you try to shed the stress of a full day's work.
Albert's eyes widen, though you can tell only by the slight raising of his blonde, nearly invisible, eyebrows, and he leans forward almost imperceptibly.
âWhat does your job entail?â
âOh, I'm sure it would bore you,â you dismiss, waving a hand to dispel the subject away. You've tried going on a few dates with people who aren't in your usual social sphere and while a lot of them were good sports about it and tried to show their interest in your field of study, they couldn't keep up and you could see boredom settling in the more you talked about it. You learned to just skip that part.
âYou'd be surprised. Go on, I'm curious now,â Albert insists and you chew on your lip for a moment before deciding to indulge him. You can still change the subject if he seems to lose interest in your ramblings.
âI got my bachelor's in chemistry last year and started my PhD in virology afterwards,â you begin, trying to gauge how much he understands and if he's keeping up so far or if you need to pause and explain what virology entails. Albert, though, nods for you to keep going, his hands clasped tightly together, knuckles turning almost white. âI'm working at the research lab now as an assistant to gain some experience. I want to direct my own research so I'm hoping to learn enough during my PhD so I can go off on my own once I graduate.â
Albert is quiet for a moment, long enough for a waiter to come out and take your orders. You make a note of what he got for himself â a macchiato with almond milk and a pump of caramel syrup, something much sweeter than you'd have expected from him, though the apparent sweet tooth seems to suit him nonetheless â and smile at the clearly exhausted teenager who took your order and slip him a twenty when the adult at the till isn't looking. He gives you a surprised look that morphs into a happy smile when you just wink at him and you watch him go to the bar to get your drinks started with a skip in his step.
When you turn back to face Albert, his glasses are gone, neatly folded and placed on the table at his elbow, and he's looking at you with a curious smile on his face. His eyes are just as mesmerising in full as they were when you caught that brief glimpse of them earlier â an unnatural reddish orange with yellow at the edges, his pupils slitted like a cat or a snake, and clearly sensitive to light if the way he angles himself so the shade falls specifically on his face is any indication.
Instantly, you know that he's infected with some strain of the same virus you're interested in studying and finding a cure for â the only difference is (what makes him remarkable to you) the fact that he's a regular human aside from that physical hiccup with his eyes. No mindless snarling and flesh eating to be seen.
âIt seems like the harder you run from something, the more determined it is to chase you,â he murmurs, nearly to himself more than to you, before he extends a hand in your direction as if for a handshake. âAlbert Wesker, PhD. Delighted to make your acquaintance, my dear.â
Your eyes widen as you process his words. You take his hand in yours â warm, so very warm, feverish almost, and pleasant to hold â and give it a shake before slowly withdrawing it.
âBy your reaction, I take it you know me.â
You nod, still a bit dumbfounded as you try to get your bearings.
âYou're the reason I decided to get into virology,â you explain, feeling your cheeks heating up again with embarrassment this time. âI found your dissertation in the library in the final year of my bachelor's when I was still ambivalent about what I should do after graduation. I found the subject interesting but it was the clear passion behind your words that made me want to know more about virology. A surprisingly moving paper, coming from a seventeen year old.â
Without the glasses getting in the way, you can see the way his eyes soften at your words at the same time his shoulders relax.
âI was arrogant then. Full of myself. I'm glad your only experience with that Wesker is through my dissertation.â
You smile kindly and shrug.
âI don't know, I kind of liked how he talked about viruses. He couldn't have been that bad.â
Your conversation pauses again as the teenager from earlier brings your drinks to your table, a pretty flower drawn in foam in your cappuccino that he proudly presents like an offering and probably the freshest muffin they had in the display case to accompany it. You smile at him gratefully, amused when he ducks his head shyly and mumbles a, âLet me know if you need anything else,â before he scampers away.
âYou've got an admirer,â Albert points out jovially while he picks up his cup and blows gently across its surface before taking a sip.
âI also had a crush on every customer who tipped big when I was his age. He'll forget about me by the time his shift is over.â
You take a sip of your own drink, humming at the taste and being pleasantly surprised that it's exactly how you like it, then lick your upper lip to wipe away the foam moustache that you can feel clinging to your mouth. Albert's eyes shamelessly follow the path your tongue takes and it makes those pesky stomach swoops make a reappearance.
âAnd does that apply now, too? Crushes on older people that inevitably vanish before long?â he inquires not at all subtly as he takes another sip.
Your eyes are drawn to how he holds his cup and the way his pinky is raised when he tips the cup towards his mouth for a taste of his coffee. Everything he does is so refined, calculated, elegant â from the way he walks and talks, to how he holds himself in his chair and how he drinks his coffee. Even his smirks and eyebrow raises have something superior in them, an elegance to it that makes him come across as simply better than all of you peasants.
It's cute and attractive in equal measure but it only truly makes you want to see what he looks like disheveled, a bit messed up, a lot undone. You want him messy, sweating, blushing, stuttering on a moan with hair hanging in his face and clinging to his skin, maybe even begging. Now that would be a sight to see.
âNot at all,â you answer languidly after a beat of silence has passed, enough to show him you're more than just an impulsive young adult chasing a high or some kind of validation. âI know what I want now. I've had time to think about it.â
His smile is slow to unfurl but when it blooms in full it's gorgeous. You shift in your seat to relieve some of the restless energy in you, cupping your coffee to give your fingers something to do when all they want is to reach out and wrap around his jaw to pull him in for a kiss.
âHmm,â he hums pleasantly, clearly happy with your answer. âGood to hear.â
The remainder of the date â because that is what this is â passes gently in this manner. Albert talks a little more about himself though he keeps things vague and the details minimal, promising to tell you more further down the line if everything goes well. He seems more interested in you â how your uni years went, if you're enjoying life as a regular PhD student and comparing it to his own, atypical journey, if you have friends in the city or family waiting for you somewhere else, if you have pets or want children some time in the future or if you'd rather live your life free of obligations and just enjoy your time on this earth as it is.
You barely notice when the sun travels across the sky, as the hours pass and your server keeps taking your empty cups away and bringing something new in their stead. It's only when noon rolls around â and your stomach growls unhappily â that you come back to earth and realise you can't sit here for the rest of eternity gazing into Albert's eyes dreamily and talking about everything from your personal life to the worst TV show either of you have ever seen in your lives, no matter how much you wish to.
You look around and notice the way the tables around you â previously only sparsely occupied â have filled up almost entirely and feel yourself flushing in both embarrassment and happiness. You've never felt so absorbed into the other person while on a date before.
âWe should probablyâŠâ
âYes, I suppose we should.â
Albert takes care of the bill even when you insist you can split it fairly, then gently guides you to the bus stop you both need to take your buses from â different lines, unfortunately. His hand on your elbow as he leads you and his warm voice telling you one of the few fond childhood memories he possesses â according to his own account â are distractions impossible to ignore as you walk, a hot poker to your ribs that lights you up from the inside and makes you want to do insane things just to relieve the pressure.
When you arrive at the bus stop, you pull a notebook you carry with you everywhere you go out of your bag and scribble down your number before tearing out the page and handing it over to Albert with a smile.
âHere. I know you said you don't own a cellphone but I'd really love it if you called me soon so we can meet again. Even if it's just something friendly, I⊠I haven't had this much fun talking to someone in a long time and I'd be sad if this was our only encounter.â
Albert takes the paper from you with careful fingers, his eyes scanning the digits written down in your handwriting before he folds it in two, then four and puts it in his bag, right at the bottom to ensure he doesn't lose it.
âThank you, my dear. I confess I feel the same about you, although I would certainly not be content with mere friendship,â he answers as he gets closer to you, his body almost a line of fire where it nearly presses into yours though not quite touching. âMay I?â
His eyes are intent upon your lips â the fact that he's still not wearing his glasses for your sake, so you can see his eyes freely, makes you feel some type of way â before they flicker to your eyes meaningfully while his hand is hovering just next to your cheek. You nod wordlessly, too dry-mouthed to speak, and close your eyes when those beautiful lips of his press against your own and kiss you gently, almost like he's afraid to spook you, while his hand cups your face with so much care it makes tears spring to your eyes.
You've been craving touch and tenderness for so long, it's almost overwhelming to receive it now, even as brief and tentative as this moment is.
When he pulls away, his eyes are searching yours for an answer to his unspoken question and your tremulous smile is enough to make him relax and assume that confident air once again.
âI will call you. I'll get a phone just for that,â Albert promises as your bus pulls up at the stop and opens its doors to let passengers get off.
âI appreciate it. I won't put my phone down until you call,â you shoot back, half playful, half serious, and it delights you to see the free laughter spilling out of him at your words.
âI'll talk to you soon, my dear.â
You get on the bus, but stay at the doors as you say, âTill later, Albert,â looking at him with a stupid little smile and waving enthusiastically until the doors finally close and the bus merges back into traffic to take you to your destination. You fall into an empty seat at random, giddy laughter bubbling to the surface as your fingers touch your tingling lips in disbelief, and you don't care whether anyone is giving you looks or if they're ignoring your existence altogether. Today has been the best day of your life and it's not even halfway through yet.
You already miss Albert's steady presence and warm, lulling voice in your ear, though.
(He calls you that evening, right after you finish eating dinner and reviewing some papers for your PhD. He sounds relieved when you pick up the phone and you're sure you sound ecstatic when you greet him boisterously and tell him about what you were working on when he called.
He takes you out for your lunch break the next day, and the next, then he picks you up after work and drives you home because it turns out he has a car and he used the excuse of taking a different bus at your stop just to spend a bit more time with you. Another night, he cooks something for you using the grapefruit he got at the market the other day and you spend the rest of the evening cuddling on his couch and kissing lazily while the TV plays something neither of you are paying much attention to in the background.
You're dating before you know it, falling into it as easily as water passing through a sieve. And as he slowly opens up to you the more time passes, revealing more and more of his complicated, ugly past that he's not proud of in retrospect but he never saw as anything but what he was meant to do at the time, you just hold him tighter and promise you're here to stay, come hell or high water. This isn't the same man who tried to save the world by destroying it â this is a man who's weary and lonely and lost and yearns for something he's never had. Not unlike you.
You're more than happy to give him the love and softness you've been craving your entire life. And he's more than happy to learn how to return the favour. It's more than enough.)
Boob guy Wesker (let me project, I love boobs. Best invention on earth, hands down) with a partner who doesn't like wearing any kind of chest support because it feels restricting, wires digging uncomfortably into her skin, it's hell in summer when you have another layer of fabric underneath whatever top you have on etc. You have boobs big enough to bounce when you walk but not so big that they give you genuine back issues.
And it. drives. him. insane.
He tries so hard not to sexualise you because it's just your chest, it's natural, it's neutral, you should feel free to even walk around topless if you want without it being A Thing. But he can't help it. He likes boobs, especially yours, and he's obsessed whenever you wear something that's a bit more fitted and he can see the shape of your tits falling naturally around your torso, how they shift when you move, how they hang and dangle if you bend down to tie your shoes or pick something up off the floor or sth.
Don't even get him started if you wear something (dress or top) that accentuates your tits, like those clothes that have the kind of cleavage that goes across your chest? and dresses that only cover your nipples and areolas basically.
God forbid you sprint somewhere - running to stop the elevator doors from closing or to enter a room when he's holding the door open for you - because he can't take his eyes off the way your tits bounce as you sprint.
If he's mid conversation with someone he kind of trails off, falling silent as he gets distracted by the way you look. You've made the 'my eyes are up here' joke more than once and he huffs, the tips of his ears going bright red, every time.
And maybe one day you ask him if you should have breast reduction surgery. Again, they're not giving you much trouble - though you could do without the underboob sweat during summer - so it's not a medical need, it's just that you feel self conscious about having such a big chest sometimes. And it's definitely annoying when you find a shirt or t-shirt in your size that doesn't actually fit because it won't go past your boobs.
Wesker looks you dead in the eye and says that if you touch those beauties because of something like insecurities caused by dumb societal standards he might actually kill himself.
"I'll have your clothes tailored if finding suitably sized tops is an issue. And I'll kill everyone who makes you feel bad about your chest size. But unless it's a health concern, in which case I'll give you the surgery myself, you are not to touch them under any circumstances," he insists and then proceeds to bully you into lying down so he can pillow his cheek on one boob while he squeezes the other like a stress ball.
I think one if the reasons wesker as climbed to the top of my list tied with leon is because the idea of wesker likes YOU is such a boost of confidence.
Growing and still now yk my self esteem is SOOOO low, i always left so insignificant so when a man who sees himself as god thinks I AM worthy of his love it is empowering. Being worshipped and loved by a man LIKE wesker feels like you are as important as him. Im like the only one in my friend group who loves wesker and they all see him as a villain and im like âYES.. he is 1000000% an evil man who did numbers of bad stuff..â but the appeal of getting THAT mans approval⊠good golly..
ESPECIALLY when hes written with plus sized ladies, i couldnât feel more better in my body. I love wesker and everyone knows it đ€·đ»ââïž
PRECISELY!
My type has always been villains and morally grey characters. It makes me such a pick me but I loooove the idea of being the poor little meow meow exception for the guy who doesn't give a shit about anyone or actively hates the world. I wanna be special and his no1 priority and the one he'll raze everything to the ground for đ„° where's that post that said "the hero will sacrifice you to save the world. The villain will sacrifice the world to save you"? Like THAT is what i want and I refuse to feel ashamed. I DO wanna be the Mary Sue in this story, what of it?
Ik it's not healthy to get validation from other people and use that as a substitute for your self esteem, but I've been fat my whole life. I don't remember what it was like to not feel bad about what I look like. Even now when ive come to accept myself and feel more or less neutrally about my body (i cant ever love myself, but at least I stopped hating myself so there's that) I still don't feel confident and comfortable around others all the time. I don't know what having proper self esteem looks like, so getting validation from others is the only way for me to possess any sort of self esteem lmao. 3 days ago I saw two teenagers laughing to themselves and looking in my direction and im still convinced they were laughing at me even tho they probably weren't. Like im always so fucking aware of how I look and that it is NOT good. Not desirable. And it's not me feeling sorry for myself (though internally it kind of is), it's just a fact. Im 25 and I haven't kissed someone properly, haven't been on a date, haven't held hands or had sex. No one has ever confessed their feelings for me or admitted to finding me attractive (unless it was weirdos on dating sites who only see me as a fetish and wouldn't actually want to be seen out in public with me).
I've missed out on so many 'core' experiences like stupid 'relationships' in middle school that lasted 2 weeks, and messy relationships in high school that ended in tears. I will never know what it's like to awkwardly fumble around with a peer who's just as clueless as you when you're figuring out how to kiss or have sex. I'll always be behind all my friends who are in happy, committed relationships, who are married, who have kids already, while I'm still waiting for my first date at 25.
So obviously the guy who hates humanity and thinks himself so superior he calls himself a god is going to steal my heart and make me fall in love, duh?? If HE likes me, if HE loves me, if HE gets turned on by the way i look, then that must mean I'm lovable and desirable after all.
Anyway, idk where the fuck I was going w this đ just trauma dumping atp lmao but I agree with you đ«¶
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I keep seeing people (i wanna call them normies but also that makes me cringe so I wont), especially on tiktok, going "uhm you love wesker? You do know that he'd probably turn you into an experiment/mutated monster/kill you if he was real, right?" as like this weird gotcha that will make me reevaluate my love for him and it's like. Babes. That's the appeal.
Non wesker fans or casual wesker fans have this odd impression that we dont know exactly how evil this man is and what he is capable of/likely to do. Romanticised version from our heads aside, we KNOW exactly what he's like. I'm sure a lot of us are suicidal or have very low self esteem anyway and we'd gladly risk death if it meant having his attention for 5 minutes, and even without that, risk aware kink is a thing. I'd gladly let him experiment on me if he thinks I'm a worthy test subject, what are you talking about? I'll be such a good subject he'll have no choice but to fall in love with me, tf.
We may be delusional about a lot of things, but we know exactly who we're simping for. The evilness and risk of death are part of the appeal.
I always find it funny that you guys are scared of sending me asks, as if I'm not just Some Guy behind the screen đ especially when you use the anon function. *I* should be nervous, I'm putting my whole charlussy into these, publicly đ€Ł ily you're so sweet đ«¶
cw: gn reader, nsfw, puppy play, collars, leashes, deep throating, dominant wesker, rough sex, edging, aftercare
Wesker is very amused by how eager you are to see him every time you part for short amounts of time, but he secretly loves it when he sees your eyes lighting up at the sight of him, when you make a beeline for him immediately and sometimes even abandon people mid-conversation because he's here and he's clearly more important.
He may be a cynic but he likes that you are able to see the good things in life and appreciate the little things, getting excited about the smallest stuff. Especially when you turn to him with those wide, sparkling eyes, excitedly gushing about whatever got you so happy. You definitely light up his life in a way he sorely needed. His goal is to save humanity, after all, and he shouldn't lose sight of the things that make everything worth it. Remember what matters and what he needs to preserve <3
In the bedroom, he gets inspired by the comparison to dogs that he makes one day and buys you a collar and leash. You're eager to please so you let him gently, reverently clasp the collar around your neck - something expensive and so lovingly crafted, soft and made especially for your neck so that it won't chafe - and clip the leash to the collar afterwards, coming when called and doing everything he tells you to do just by tugging on the leash a certain way.
Because I'm not really into puppy play and I don't think I could actually bark without dying from second hand embarrassment, I don't think he goes so far as to make you act like a dog, but he certainly calls you 'puppy' as a term of endearment or 'bitch in heat' when he's being mean about it. Although, if he's feeling sadistic, he might force you to bark despite your clear discomfort with the idea, telling you that you can't come until you do it. And you know he will edge the fuck out of you until you're sobbing hysterically, clawing at the sheets, begging him to give you relief.
I recently saw a porn where the guy wrapped his belt around the girl's neck and was holding it like a leash behind his back, under his balls, as he used it to yank her head forward to deep throat him and it was so hot, all I could think about was Wesker 𫣠so I'm imagining him with doggie reader doing that - yanking on the leash and forcing you to take his entire length even when it makes you gag and cough and splutter. Shoving your head to mouth at his balls while he slaps your face with his cock and mocks you, telling you how much of a whore you are, nothing but a little bitch in heat, making a mess of him and yourself - because there's drool everywhere.
Afterwards, he lies back in bed, reclining on his pillows - maybe with a glass of liquor since I don't hc him as being a smoker generally - with you tucked into his side, your head on his naked thighs, just like a dog. He pets your hair gently and runs a hand over your naked, sweaty skin, telling you, "Who's a good boy/girl? You are!" and while it holds a trace of mockery, it soothes you and helps you come down from the intensity of your session.