They call me crazy.... might be true.

Slipping back into old habits, abusing prescriptions, doing cocaine, everything is starting to spiral

Woke up out my sleep HIGH ASF! 😁💯💯💯 A benzo and a kush blunt could do that.

Im beyond sick and tired of people telligme what I need to do!!! I know what i need to do im my own worst critic. I analyze my mistakes and faults constantly, my attitude being one of them. But you know what I'm a mother now and making sacrafices to get my shit in order for the sake of my son is my priority!

My mom took my son, finally i can cook in peace and get some time to myself. I feel like a piece of shit. I feel horrible. I hate my sons father and him not being around is taking a toll on my sanity. I'm losing my grip, depression is taking over my life. A part of me wishes I could just kill myself. I don't want my son to get taken away from me but i feel like im already taking myself from him. Idk about any of this anymore. I feel horrible

I'm so tired of pretending!! I'm so sick of saying "I'm fine" im not fine.