Practically Superman
(Clark Kent x f!Reader)
Part 2
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Word Count: 5, 179
Notes from the Batcave: Weâre moving things along in this storyline, some plot points I wanted to address and if thereâs interest, Iâve set it up to where there could be a part 3! Enjoy!
For âšthisâš request and everyone who commented on part one.
Two Years Later
Metropolis â Tuesday, 6:42 PM
You stir the pasta sauce one-handed, Three year old, Eloise balanced on your hip, humming distractedly while Liam runs his toy truck into the cabinet again and again like itâs a personal attack. Your phone buzzes on the counter.
You donât need to look. You already know. Still, you do. Out of some hope that maybe this time, itâll be different.
[Clark Kent â€ïž: Iâm so sorry. Something came up. Can I see you tomorrow?]
The sting is familiar now. Sharp, then dull. You tap the edge of your phone against the counter once. Twice. Then sigh.
Tomorrow. Right.
You text back something neutral. Something nice.
[Sure. Be safe.]
He always says thank you. He always means it.
But God, you are tired of this.
You glance at the table, set for two. Youâd found a sitter, taken an extra shift to afford her. You even put on makeup. Lipstick, which Eloise tried to steal earlier and smeared across your jeans.
And for the third time this week, the fourth in two weeks, Clark isnât coming.
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âYou look like someone cancelled a vacation.â your best friend teases as she joins you in the park the next day, coffee in hand.
You sigh, rocking the empty double stroller slowly, the twins playing on the playground, âHeâs not doing anything wrong, thatâs the worst part. Heâs sweet. Thoughtful. Heâs amazing with the twins. I justâŠâ
âJust?â she prompts gently.
âI never know if heâs going to show. And Iâm starting to feel like Iâm dating a ghost. A very affectionate, gentle ghost who shows up with banana bread and then vanishes into thin air.â
She raises a brow, âYou think heâs cheating?â
âNo,â you say immediately, âGod, no. Itâs not that.â
Itâs not another woman, you donât think anyways. Heâs assured you multiple times things were platonic between him and Lois. They only really talk about Jon. Conner had revealed to you at some point that Lois wasnât his mom and it had been the source of tension and ultimately the reason for Clark and Lois divorce.
You tried to convince him it wasnât *his* fault, cause heâs a child and he never asked for anything like that but like a typical teenager he brushed you off. You started doting on him a bit more after that.
Itâs that Clark disappears for hours. For days sometimes. With barely an explanation. That he keeps so much of himself tucked away behind those soft eyes and crooked smiles.
That itâs been two years, and he still hasnât let you all the way in. And lately? Youâre starting to wonder if he ever will.
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Thursday Night â Your Apartment
The knock comes just after 9 PM, when the twins are finally asleep, and youâre halfway through folding laundry and trying not to cry.
You think about not answering. But your feet move anyway.
Itâs him.
Clark.
Hair a little windblown. Shirt wrinkled. Eyes soft with apology.
âHey,â he says, holding up a paper bag, âI brought pie.â
You stare at him for a long moment. Then step back.
âPieâs not going to fix this,â you say, and your voice is quiet, but itâs steady.
He flinches, barely, but you see it. You close the door behind him and lean on it.
âI canât do this anymore, Clark.â
He sets the bag down like itâs fragile. Then turns to you.
You keep going, afraid youâll lose your nerve if you stop.
âIâve been trying. For two years. And I love you⊠I love you, but youâre never really here. Not all the way. You miss dates. You vanish. You cancel plans I rearrange my life to make. And I donât get mad, because I know itâs not because you donât care. But Clark-â
You press a hand to your chest, eyes damp now.
âI donât know how to build something real with someone who keeps disappearing.â
Thereâs a silence between you that feels like standing on a cliffâs edge.
And then Clark steps forward. He looks⊠wrecked. Like whatever heâs been holding back, he canât anymore.
âI didnât want to lie to you,â he says, voice rough, âBut I couldnât tell you the truth until I was sure. Until I knew you were safe. That they were safe.â
Your brow furrows. âClark, what are you-?â
He holds up a hand, and then-
Then he takes off his glasses And everything changes. Your heart stops.
Because without them, itâs so obvious. The set of his jaw. The weight in his stance. The look in his eyes that youâve seen on a thousand front pages.
Superman.
You take a step back.
Clark lifts his hands like heâs trying not to startle you.
âIâm not just him,â he says softly, âBut I am him. And Iâm sorry I didnât tell you. I wanted to. A hundred times. But I didnât want to put you in danger. I didnât want you to think I was someone else when Iâm still⊠me.â
You stare at him. Words caught in your throat. The room feels tilted sideways.
âYouâre- Youâre Superman?â
He nods, quiet, âAnd Iâm still the man who changed Eloiseâs diaper in the Daily Planet copy room. The man who taught Liam to walk by bribing him with cheerios. The man whoâs in love with you. That hasnât changed.â
You stare. And then laugh, sharp and stunned and disbelieving. âThat explains so much.â
Clark looks up, surprised, âIt does?â
âWhy youâre always late. Why Jon says you never sleep. Why you sometimes look like youâve seen the actual end of the world when you come back from a âwalk.ââ You pause, âWhy youâre so good at carrying everything.â
Clark winces, âI really shouldâve told you.â
You step closer. Still processing. Still a little breathless.
âYouâre Superman,â you repeat.
He shrugs helplessly, âIâm sorry?â
You blink at him. Then, to his absolute shock, you burst out laughing.
Clark stares, completely thrown, âYouâre laughing?â
Your laugh cracks into something wet and real. âThis is insane, but itâs⊠so you. Of course youâre saving the world in between bedtime stories and potlucks.â
He lets out a slow breath, âSo⊠youâre not mad?â
âOh, Iâm furious,â you say, jabbing a finger at his chest, âYou shouldâve told me months ago.â
âI know.â
âYou let me think I was the problem, Clark.â
âIâm sorry,â he whispers.
You step closer. Press your hand to his chest, over his heart.
âItâs always been you,â you say softly, âAnd now I know why you kept leaving.â
Clark closes his eyes, âI never wanted you to feel abandoned. Iâve lost people before. I couldnât risk losing you too.â
âYou almost did,â you admit.
He opens his eyes.
âBut,â you continue, âIf weâre doing this, you have to start letting me in. Not just the nice parts. The hard ones. The scary ones. Iâm not going to break.â
He exhales. Takes your hand. Brings it to his lips.
âIâll never hide from you again.â
You reach up, touch his cheek.
âOkay then,â you whisper.
And then you kiss him, long and sure and solid, because this man loves you enough to carry the world and still show up with pie.
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Dinner was chaos, but the good kind. Spaghetti in hair, juice spilled on pants, Conner arguing with Jon about whether it counts as cheating to use super-speed in a backyard game of tag. (It does. According to Jon. Vehemently. Especially if theyâre playing with the twins who are not superpowered.)
But now itâs quiet. The kind of quiet that only settles when every little person in the house has eaten, played, and run themselves into the soft wall of bedtime.
Jon is outside with Liam, you can see them through the sliding glass doors. Jonâs got a bug jar, and Liam is trailing after him, voice high and excited as he points at every blinking firefly like itâs a miracle. His curls bounce with every step.
Inside, Connerâs sprawled out on the couch, watching some bad sci-fi show with one arm behind his head and the other curled protectively around Eloise, whoâs tucked against him with a blanket and wide, serious eyes locked on the screen. Youâre pretty sure she has no idea what theyâre watching, but sheâs committed.
You lean against the doorway and take it all in.
This is your life now.
Clark walks in behind you, his hair still a little damp from bathtime (heâd been the one brave enough to wrangle shampoo into Eloiseâs hair while you wrangled Liam into pajamas). His hand brushes yours lightly as he passes. Then he pauses, turns back.
âYou okay?â he asks, voice quiet.
You nod. âIâm good.â
He studies you for a second. Then tilts his head toward the backyard, âWant to sit?â
You follow him outside, the night air soft on your skin, the porch lights casting a golden wash over the deck. He sits down on the porch swing and opens his arm without a word. You go to him without hesitation, curling into his side.
You sit like that for a while. Watching Jon chase Liam gently through the grass. Listening to the hush of the world, finally at peace for the day.
And then Clark says, like itâs the simplest thing in the world, âI want to move in together.â
Your heart stops.
You pull back just enough to see his face, and heâs serious. Not nervous, not testing the waters. Sure. Solid. Steady.
Your mouth opens, and he keeps going, eyes soft.
âI mean⊠if you want to. It doesnât have to be this house. We can find somewhere you like. Something closer to work. Or-â
His hand finds yours, warm and grounded, âWe could move out to Smallville. Build something out there. On the farm or get our own land. Quiet, safe. Big yard. Space for them to grow up running wild and barefoot. Chickens, if weâre brave.â
That last part earns a soft laugh from you, but youâre still staring, breath caught.
Clark leans in slightly, his voice gentler now, âI just⊠Iâm all in. Whatever that looks like. I love you. And I love them. And every time you leave at the end of the night, it feels wrong. Like Iâm watching my family walk out the door.â
Your throat tightens, âClarkâŠâ
âYou donât have to say yes tonight,â he says quickly, like he doesnât want to rush you, âBut I needed you to know where Iâm at. That this isnât temporary for me. I want a life with you. With them. All of it. The late night bad dreams. The school projects. The mornings we oversleep and forget backpacks.â
You blink fast, tears prickling, because itâs too much in the best possible way.
âAnd if you need time,â he adds, âtake it. Iâll wait.â
You let out a shaky breath.
âDonât say that,â you whisper.
âWhy not?â
âBecause I want to say yes.â
His eyes lock on yours, and you swear the whole night stills around you.
âYou do?â he breathes.
You nod., âYeah. I do.â
The porch swing creaks softly as he turns toward you, both arms wrapping around your waist now, holding you like he canât believe this is real.
âYou sure?â he murmurs, lips brushing your hair.
âClark,â you whisper, âIâve been sure since the mashed banana and the copy room.â
He huffs a laugh against your shoulder, breath warm and full of relief.
âIâll talk to Conner and Jon,â he says. âWeâll figure out what kind of space works for everyone.â
âWeâll figure it out together,â you correct gently.
He nods and you both sit there for a little while longer, porch swing swaying, stars overhead, your whole family scattered across the yard and the house and your heart.
For the first time in a long time, you donât feel like youâre doing this alone.
For the first time, it really, truly feels like home.
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Youâre all gathered in the living room, Clark, Jon, Conner, the twins, and you, because Clark wanted to âtalk as a family,â and thatâs still a phrase that makes your heart do a weird little flip.
Youâre perched on the armrest beside Clark, who is doing his best to look casual and calm and not like heâs about to propose with a lease agreement.
Connerâs standing by the TV, arms crossed, currently being used as a jungle gym by both Eloise and Liam. Eloise has her arms locked around his neck like a koala, cheek smooshed against his shoulder, while Liam is attempting to scale his back with the grim determination of a toddler who thinks gravity is a suggestion.
Conner is⊠enduring.
Jon is on the floor, legs crossed, and Liam occasionally abandons Conner to drape across Jonâs lap like a lazy cat, limbs splayed out, Jon says heâs âsplootingâ and pats his head like a puppy.
You clear your throat gently.
âOkay,â you say, âThis is important, so⊠I need you guys to tell me honestly how you feel.â
Jonâs brows furrow, âAbout what?â
You glance at Clark, who nods encouragingly, then take a breath.
âAbout me moving in. About us moving in,â you clarify, gesturing to the twins, who are currently wrestling for ownership of one of Connerâs shoelaces, âThis is your home. And I donât want to take up space you donât want to give.â
Jon blinks, âBut⊠you already live here.â
You blink back, âWell-â
âI mean, you donât sleep here every night, but like⊠your stuffâs in the bathroom, and you make our lunches, and Eloise hides goldfish crackers under the couch. Thatâs living here.â
âShe does what now?â Conner mutters, attempting to dislodge a different cracker stash from his hoodie that she just shoved in there.
Jon shrugs and looks back at you, âYouâre already kind of⊠our person.â
Your heart swells, but you press on, gentler now.
âEven so,â you say softly, âJon, Iâm not trying to replace your mom. And I never will. Thatâs not what this is.â
Jon nods quickly, âI know. You donât have to say that.â
You smile, but turn your attention to Conner.
âAnd you-â your voice softens even more, âI know you carry a lot. That you feel like you always have to be solid. Quiet. Steady. And I never want to crowd you, or make you feel like you have to make space you donât have.â
Connerâs expression flickers, just barely, and you can tell youâve hit something real. But before he can say anything, you add, âAnd I know you get that from him,â with a pointed look toward Clark, who has the audacity to look sheepish about it.
Conner huffs a tiny laugh, shaking his head.
âIâm fine,â he says, âI mean, Iâve got Eloiseâs spit on my shoulder, and I havenât sat down in 45 minutes, but emotionally, Iâm fine.â
âI offer to wipe her face and she hisses at me,â Clark mutters.
âSheâs a feral gremlin. I love that about her. Kind of reminds me of Tim.â Conner says, adjusting Eloise, whoâs scaled back up his body like sheâs a clingy cat refusing to be moved.
You press your lips together, trying not to laugh.
Clark leans forward, elbows on his knees, âWe wanted to talk to you guys before making any decisions,â he says. âAbout moving. This house is great, but itâs tight with Six of us. Seven, if you count the baby doll Liam keeps putting in the fridge.â
âShe needs naps,â Liam mumbles from Jonâs lap, half asleep.
âSo weâre looking at options,â Clark continues. âSomething bigger in the city, maybe. OrâŠâ
He hesitates for half a second, then smiles at Jon, âMaybe Smallville.â
Jon lights up, âSeriously?!â
Clark nods, âWe could be close to Mamaw and Papaw. Big yard. Real trees. Chickens.â
Eloise lifts her head from Connerâs shoulder, suddenly alert.
âMAMAW??â she squeaks.
âPAPAW?â Liam echoes, now wide awake and kicking his legs excitedly.
Conner sighs, brushing cracker crumbs off his chest, âI donât really care where we live,â he deadpans, âI can fly.â
Clark shoots him a dry look.
âOkay, Superman Lite,â you mutter.
Conner smirks, âTell me Iâm wrong.â
You lift a hand, surrendering, âYouâre not.â
Liam is now halfway up your lap and whispering, âMamaw makes the cookies with the faces,â while Eloise is tugging on Connerâs hair going, âI wanna see the big cow again.â
Jon is already Googling âcool bunk beds with slidesâ on his phone.
Clark leans into your side again, speaking low.
âYou good?â You glance around the room, this absurd, wonderful room, and nod.
âYeah,â you whisper, âIâm home.â
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The sunâs setting low over the cornfields when you all pull up, Clark driving the truck, Conner in the passenger seat, you in between them on the bench, the twins wedged in the backseat with Jon wedged more, somehow still managing to talk at full volume the entire ride down the gravel drive.
By the time you step onto the wraparound porch, the screen doorâs already swinging open and Ma Kent is out with open arms, âWell, thereâs my babies!â
Eloise launches herself into her arms like a missile, âMAMAW!â
Behind her, Pa Kent ambles up from the barn, wiping his hands on a rag and squinting at the truck with mock suspicion, âBrought the whole city with you this time, huh?â
Conner offers him a two finger salute. âDonât worry, I wonât touch your tractor.â
âI better not find so much as a fingerprint on the shifter,â Pa mutters, but heâs already pulling Conner into a one armed hug.
Inside, the house smells like roast chicken, fresh rolls, and a pie youâre already trying to figure out how to steal a slice of without alerting the children.
Youâve barely sat down at the table when Jon slaps both palms onto the wood and blurts out, âWeâre moving to Smallville!â
Dead silence. Clark chokes on his water.
You blink, âJon-â
âWell, we are,â he shrugs, beaming, âWeâre building a house and everything!â
Maâs eyes go wide and warm in one breath, âWhat?! Oh, honey!â
Sheâs immediately around the table, hugging you so hard you nearly forget to breathe. Clark is red in the face, coughing and laughing at once.
âWe were going to ease into that,â he mutters.
âI got excited!â Jon says, not even sorry.
Pa raises an eyebrow, âYouâre building, huh?â
âLooking to,â Clark says, getting his composure back. He glances over at you with a soft smile, âWeâre looking for the right spot.â
Pa leans back, folds his arms, âWell, why donât yâall take those seven acres behind the west pasture?â
Clark stills, âYouâre serious?â
Pa shrugs. âAinât much but wildflowers and coyotes back there. Itâs good land. Yours if you want it.â
Your jaw drops, at the offer, âWe couldnât-â
âWhy not?â Ma says, as if the idea that you wouldnât build a house on their land is the ridiculous part, âWeâd love to have you and the kids close.â
Eloise, whoâs eating mashed potatoes with her fingers, beams at Ma, âWe gonna live here?â
âClose by,â Clark says gently, âYouâll get to see Mamaw and Papaw all the time.â
Liam squints at Pa, âYou got frogs?â Like they may have all disappeared since the visit last week.
Pa grins, âWe definitely got frogs.â
âSick,â Liam mutters.
Conner, already reclining with his feet up on a kitchen chair, just nods like this was inevitable.
âI call dibs on not helping build the roof.â
âYou will help,â Clark says, pointing a roll at him.
âUh-huh,â Conner says, unimpressed, accepting a basket of cornbread from his grandmother.
Ma refills your glass with a smile so soft it makes your chest ache.
âYou know,â she says warmly, âI always thought Clark needed someone who didnât just love him, but loved the life that comes with him. Heâs only half a man without the whole world in his hands.â
You squeeze Clarkâs hand under the table. He squeezes back, gentle but firm.
And just like that, between the pie, and the kids bickering over who gets to name the frogs, and Clark slipping an arm around your chair, it hits you⊠This isnât just a house youâre building. Itâs a life.
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The kitchen smells like rosemary chicken and warm biscuits, and Ma Kent is humming as she slices tomatoes fresh off the vine. Youâre stirring a pot of green beans on the stove, barefoot, hair tied up, hips swaying lazily to the oldies station playing softly from the little speaker tucked behind the flour canister.
Outside, the sun is just beginning to dip below the trees, golden hour washing the fields in that soft amber haze that makes everything look like a memory.
Inside, itâs chaos. Good chaos.
In the next room, Eloise is holding court with a stern expression and a glittery wand, one foot planted firmly on a stool as she addresses the collection of poor, helpless souls seated around the farmhouse table.
Clark is wearing a sparkly purple tiara and a pink feather boa over his flannel.
Jon has a plastic tea set in front of him and a tiny clip on butterfly barrette in his hair. Heâs fully committed.
Liam is dressed like a cowboy-princess hybrid, tiara and sheriffâs badge, sipping his pretend tea.
Conner has a sparkly cape and one fairy wing duct-taped to his shoulder, sipping from a teacup with solemn dignity like he does this every weekend (he does, heâs Eloiseâs favorite playmate, donât tell Liam).
Pa Kent has a hat with bunny ears and is using a fork to stir his teacup.
You and Ma are losing it quietly in the kitchen.
âI think this is my favorite Sunday dinner yet,â she whispers, tears of laughter in her eyes.
Youâre about to agree when it happens, Clark gently tries to pass Eloise the wrong cup.
And Eloise, hands on hips, looks at him like heâs offended the Queen.
âNo, Daddy,â she says, âThatâs Liamâs cup. Mine is the rainbow one.â
Clark freezes.
You freeze.
Ma freezes mid-chop.
Thereâs a pause so loud you could hear a pin drop in the hayloft.
Liam, without missing a beat, shrugs, âYeah, Daddy.â
Clark just blinks at them.
And then his eyes flick up to yours, wide, soft, glassy, and you see it hit him square in the chest. Because neither of them have ever called him âDaddyâ before.
He opens his mouth to say something, but his voice doesnât work. Instead, he reaches for his teacup like thatâll ground him.
Eloise, oblivious to the emotional nuclear bomb sheâs just dropped, fluffs his boa and pats his cheek.
âYouâre doing great,â she says seriously, âBut sit up straighter.â
Conner chokes on his tea and covers it with a cough, trying not to laugh too hard.
Jon reaches over and gives Clark a little pat of solidarity.
Pa raises an eyebrow, amused but quiet. Heâs seen a lot in his life. This might be the softest thing heâs seen in a while.
Clark finally clears his throat, nods like heâs processing it all very professionally.
âYes, maâam,â he says hoarsely, adjusting his tiara, âRainbow cup. Got it.â
You cover your mouth with your hand, eyes burning, chest full.
Ma leans in, voice low and fond, âTold you they loved him.â
You donât answer. You just nod and blink back the tears, heart bursting.
And through the doorway, the sound of giggles and clinking plastic cups and the steady rhythm of home wraps around you like a hug.
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The house is still.
Youâre curled up on the porch swing, mug of tea warming your hands, blanket around your legs, and the crickets singing low in the grass. The porch light hums softly behind you. You can see the glow of the Kent farmhouse across the field, dim and steady, like a lighthouse in a quiet sea.
You hear the screen door creak behind you.
âMind if I sit?â
You look up and smile. âCourse not.â
Conner settles on the porch beside the swing instead, legs long, hands tucked in the pockets of his hoodie. He looks like heâs been thinking, really thinking. Not just brooding, but bracing.
And you know that look. You wait. He kicks at the floorboards lightly with his heel.
âI, uhâŠâ he starts, then stops, eyebrows furrowed, âThis is gonna be weird.â
You sip your tea, unconcerned, âWeirder than when you wore a single butterfly wing and a crown for Eloiseâs tea party?â
He snorts, âOkay, fair.â
You smile gently, and let the silence stretch.
He shifts again, âIâve been trying to figure out how to⊠say something. I guess. And-â he pauses, glancing up at you, and itâs so deliberate it makes your heart catch in your throatâŠ
âThanks, Mom.â
You blink. Your mug stills mid-sip.
He doesnât look away, not this time.
âI mean it,â he says, voice quieter now. âYou didnât have to⊠Iâm not even reallyâŠâ
âDonât,â you cut in softly, âDonât you dare say youâre not really part of this family.â
His jaw works a bit, teeth clenched. He swallows.
âIt didnât feel like it, sometimes. Not with Lois. Not when I was first made. I always felt like⊠like I was just something Dad had to deal with. Something someone else made and dumped on his doorstep. A mistake.â
You reach out and put your hand on his head, Warm and grounding, guiding him to look at you, âYouâre not a mistake.â
He shrugs, shaky, âYou treat me like Iâm⊠worth something. You tell me to put on a coat when itâs cold even though I canât feel it. You make sure I eat. You call me âsweet boyâ and you fuss when I get hurt even though I bounce off of brick walls. You-â his voice cracks for just a second, â-you make me feel like I belong.â
You gently scratch his scalp, listening, soft smile on your lips.
And then, he laughs, nervous and self-deprecating.
âOh- also,â he says, like itâs an afterthought, âIâm dating Tim.â
You blink and He looks away, like he expects the air to shift. Like youâre going to pull away. Like heâs bracing for something bad and already ready to pretend it doesnât matter.
ââŠSo weâre saying it out loud now?â you ask lightly, âGood for you, sweetheart.â
He whips his head around, startled. Youâre grinning, âYou really thought I didnât know?â
âI hoped,â he mutters, groaning into his hands.
You laugh and shift to smooth a piece of hair behind his ear the way you do with Jon and Liam when theyâre overwhelmed.
âIâve seen you two sharing earbuds on the porch swing. Iâm not blind.â
He grumbles something about âprivacyâ and âthis is why people move to Gothamâ, but you see the way his shoulders relax. The way his spine softens like some part of him needed this to go okay, even if he wouldnât admit it out loud.
You reach for your tea again and nudge him lightly with your foot, âIâm glad you told me, sweetheart. Really.â
âYeah?â
âYeah. I love you.â
His breath catches and You donât take it back. You let it hang there, honest and quiet and real.
After a second, he nods, â⊠Love you too, Mom.â
And god, that word doesnât just land in your chest, it roots. It stays.
You sit in companionable silence after that, the stars wheeling overhead, the porch creaking gently beneath you, and for the first time in a long time, Conner looks like a kid whoâs home, and your family almost feels full.
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Clarkâs finally home.
The room is dark except for the soft glow of the bedside lamp, and the quiet hum of the farmhouse settling for the night. Heâs on his back, freshly showered, damp hair curling on his forehead, already halfway asleep.
Youâre lying there, propped up on one elbow, just staring at him.
Staring.
Because your uterus is trying to file an HR complaint against you. Because your ovaries are clapping. Because his oldest child called you Mom, and now your hormones are playing a highlight reel of every baby giggle, every squishy foot, every first you missed the first time around because you inherited the twins at eight months old.
You blink slowly. Smile.
He senses it. Cracks one eye open like a man whoâs learned to fear that particular silence.
ââŠwhat,â he rumbles, voice deep and rough.
âI was just thinking,â you say innocently.
He groans, âYou always say that before something unhinged.â
You donât deny it. Instead, you trail your fingers over his chest, casual, âConner called me Mom the other day.â
A pause. A smile curves his mouth, âI know. He told me. You cried.â
âDid not,â you lie.
âUh-huh.â
You rest your head on his shoulder, still playing with the idea. Heâs warm and solid and soft with sleep.
The twins are four now. Youâre past the diaper years. Past teething. Past 2 a.m. feeds and blowout onesies and sleep regression.
But also⊠you missed all of that.
You werenât there for the start.
You didnât get to carry them. You didnât get the first fluttery kicks. You came in when things were already messy and loud and beautiful, but still⊠already moving.
You glance up at him, âWould you lose your mind if I said I wanted another one?â
Clark goes still. Then he opens his eyes, blinks at you like he wasnât sure he heard that right, âAnother⊠what?â
You look at him, all doe-eyed and dangerous,âBaby.â
There is pure fear in his eyes for a second, âWe have four.â
âTechnically,â you say sweetly, âI have two, and you have two. One of them is a whole adult now. Iâm just proposing we combine our skills and create one from scratch.â
âCombine our skills-â he looks like heâs buffering, like you just offered to collaborate on a crime,âDarlinâ, we just got everyone sleeping through the night.â
You shrug, âIâm ovulating. My uterus has dreams.â
He groans into his freehand, the one that isnât wrapped around you.
You nuzzle into the crook of his neck, âI want that last piece. Something that ties the whole family together.â
Clark sighs, but itâs fond. Tired. Already defeated.
âWould it help if I promised Iâd change all the diapers for the first six months?â you offer.
He narrows his eyes, âYou hate diapers.â
âIâve matured.â
Clark side eyes you, âYou once tried to manifest a potty-trained toddler by staring at the baby monitor with intention.â
You grin, âAnd it worked eventually.â
He closes his eyes again. You feel his chest rise and fall.
âOkay,â he says softly, surprising you. âYeah. Letâs talk about it.â
You lift your head, grinning, âReally?â
He pulls you close, kisses your forehead, and mumbles, âIâm not saying yes or no.â
You wrap your arms around him, giddy.
Then, he adds, âI get to name it.â
You pause, âIt? Clark.â
Heâs already half asleep again, smiling.
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