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so yeah okay I had to resign 😩 but the fact that my boss jack literally said he’ll hope to have Me back!! And how no one could replace me!! Like I didn’t realize how much I had an impact on them you know??? Plus! The ladies in the DO said that hopefully when I get better and will try to work again that they have no reason why they wouldn’t take me back!!! Like I’m prettty much guaranteed a job is just like a huge relief 🙀 I know it’s gonna take some time but all of this has given me so much more motivation to try walking again wish me luck or something or whatever haha 🤪

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Waffles literally just stares at herself like this ALL THE TIME

#waffles #such a diva

An update thing

Well even my own doctor said “hopefully we’ll be able to get her face to a normal shape”

😭 like I know I have a major “moon face” from the prednisone but I didn’t really think it was like such a major deformity...

I honestly always figured ppl just stared at me because of all my bruises and scars but now that I know it’s because my face is just so deformed now I seriously Never want to leave my room ever again. I’ve never felt so gross about myself and I have no idea how to deal with it...

The only positive thing that has come from this is now I’m not throwing up multiple times a day so at least there’s that...

I still can’t walk much though so I’ve been needing to use a wheelchair but I should be getting a walker soon and I’m gonna start physical therapy Again but this time for my legs...

Which means I’m not gonna be able to go back to work and I’ll have to go on disability 😭....but I’m hoping SO much that the PT will help so THAT I’ll actually be abel to GO BACK to work like that’s my entire goal....all I ask is to send me positive thoughts and stuff you know...I’m so sad all the time just being bed ridden ...I miss going out even though all I ever did before was to go to the market or Costco but like at least I did Something you know 😞

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Omg yeah! It is zofran..it helped SO MUCH when I had to do chemo so I mentioned it to my dr to see if it would help my nausea from weaning off from prednisone and OMG it has seriously helped SO MUCH. I was literally throwing up or like dry heaving at least 4 times a day and now I haven’t thrown up in dayyyyss

Ugh but now I’ve never heard of gastroparesis so I looked it up and it sounds exactly what I’m going through.... I’ll definitely bring this up. how do you know about gastroparesis?

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I finally was able to make it to a drs app in over a month...like all of December I physically couldn’t even make it down the 3 stupid steps out of my house without throwing up....

It took my dad and my neighbor to hold up my weight in a wheel chair to get me down the steps...i was so embarrassed and scared

So that’s basically where I’m at now....

We’re gonna try a new thing tomorrow that hopefully will help with my nausea...it was something I took when I had to do chemo to prevent the nausea so I’m really hoping this will help otherwise I have no idea what I’m gonna do so just have some positive thoughts for me please....

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so for like 2 weeks in November I was feeling SO much better like I wasn’t getting nauseous or throwing up and I was able to walk down the 3 stupid stairs out of my house to make it to all of my dr apps....but then around thanksgiving I ran out of my prednisone and I started throwing up again...However I wasn’t too worried since I figured once I got it filled I’d feel okay again.......except that didn’t happen

Ever since that I’ve only gotten worse. I’m throwing up like ALL day. I don’t even need to stand anymore like I get extremely nauseous Just laying down....

I have no appetite I really haven’t eaten in dayyyyys so whenever I throw up it’s just water or I’m just dry heaving....it’s the worst feeling ever...and I know I need to go to the hospital but I’m just so afraid to go like this is the worst hospital ever..they talk to me like I’m stupid...

Idk what to do 😞

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Waffles literally just stares at herself like this ALL THE TIME

#okay this always just makes me feel better #waffles #the diva

so I haven’t been doing well lately. I was in the hospital on Halloween then on thanksgiving I was throwing up so much I couldn’t even make it out of bed to have dinner with my dad and now it’s almost Christmas and I haven’t gotten any better

Plus my left hand is still really messed up. I can’t bend my fingers. It just looks like a claw. I need help to do almost everything. I haven’t even worked since October.

This whole thing of me throwing up anytime I stand up is what’s worrying me the most because I have no idea why it’s happening. I’m too scared to do anything now. Like having to use the bathroom gives me so much anxiety because I’m so afraid to stand up

anyways I just thought I’d give an update to those who’ve messaged me lately so they know I wasn’t ignoring them I’ve just been SO out of it and sick. I still appreciate your messages though SO much 🖤

@megobeast well my entire left hand swelled up so much my skin broke open and all this fluid came out ...Which they said was an abscess that pretty much paralyzed my hand and fingers 😬 so now I’ve been doing physical therapy to get my fingers to move again. I’ve been making a LOT of progress though so I’m not so worried as much now anymore . Things seem more positive now 😸

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So I got about 16 stitches after my surgery

I literally don’t remember ANYTHING before or after this

Like I don’t remember being put to sleep or being moved. I woke up like 8 hours later with nurses around me and this huge box thing on my arm so confused on what happened

Anyways I still can’t close my left hand my fingers are literally paralyzed. I have 3 physical therapists that I see though and I’ve slowly been able to move my fingers so I Have had progress it’s just taking a really long time 😩

#body stuff #arthritis #lupus #stupid body

Okay I love my teacher boss guy like I’ve been out of work but he’ll still just text me random things

One time I told him Tank looks like a baked potato and ever since that he’ll sometimes bring it up and the other day he sent me this I love it so much

#work stuff #i miss my job #😭😭😭

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