:)

Customer: touches tinfoil and immediately flinches back "oh it IS hot"

Idk I think I like it? But I could just be indifferent, generally gender neutral pronouns and labels are chill and I'm ok with them, don't necessarily expect it though. I like most feminine leaning labels and stuff but I don't love hyper femme stuff and expression is simply something (?)

Idk dude, gender's a spectrum and I'm somewhere in that, but also I don't care that much as I'm just existing

Could you check on that guy whose just sighed?

I have too much anxiety for that shit

bc if I actually am interested in them I will get anxious about having to talk to them bc people intimidate me (ahaha yay i love social anxiety)

I avoid swiping on them in that case bc I'm too anxious of a, potential,,,,, conversation (gasp)

I'm terrible at meeting new people and it takes a few times to be able to act like a normal "me" around someone, especially with this sort of thing with something with potential for a purpose like that

I'm also terribly aware that I'm not exactly conventionally attractive or anything and that meeting someone in person will turn them away immediately or something (although if that's the case maybe I'm just not meant to find anyone) and also that generally I think a lot of people automatically have that initial look away (leading to very low numbers on the apps), which that combined with my anxious behaviors, has led to me having nothing there.