Steph

what happened calorically this weekend can never be allowed to happen again :) :) :) :)

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

If I have to beg, it’s already over.

I'm so lonely but im scared of you seeing more of who I really am.

How long will it take me to fuck this up? A week? A month? A year? Does it matter If it happens anyway?

I couldn’t get ana back so at least I brought back mia

20+ and still posting "ana quotes" is really embarrassing. i dont mean having an ed at that age, everyone can have an ed, i mean reblogging posts by 15yo kids in the honeymoon phase romanticising starving yourself. a grown adult, especially a disordered one, should know better than to participate in perpetuating that shit

Trust me I know

my hands hurt

I’m stuck in a body I don’t want with an unsound mind that won’t let me rest.