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I remember not being aware of my own unstable emotions but I knew something was wrong when I was often feeling empty and I thought to myself "maybe I just like being sad" but, now I understand everything.

I was 15 years old when I would wake up every morning to sit down in front of my old slow computer that was ubicated in front of the window. I remember my computer, being coincidentally blue-themed, although, not futuristically like now. I remember I would just sit down there being able to see the blue but also cloudy sky and study Duolingo because it was more fun than anything else, while I was on my old Twitter account tweeting about anything and laughing at the dumbest things because I had and still have a broken humor.