miss blond13 lux

I slept like a baby the past few nights and now I’m anxious and wish I could smoke but I am MJless in my parents house and I work at 9 tomorrow

the reason I started looking at my current university is because I didn’t know what to study and it had stained glass windows—so it went on the list.

Lovely environment in here, beautiful quiet place to sit on old furniture and just bask in the vibes.

Art Deco museum in the small city of Spain—such a pleasant surprise 🐸

Took a walk in the park today

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it’s February and ofc there’s daisies in Spain

i just need to put it in writing somewhere, I decided to try to quit smoking and every time I go a day or half a day without smoking I spiral and get so sad and cry and think about everything that used to make me so hopeless—it shouldn’t be that deep it’s just cigarettes but I forget that’s why i feel this way. I just don’t know how long I can go without bc I don’t want to feel this way and think about these things. if anyone reads this any tips on quitting would be appreciated

In the first photo, in the background you can see mountains—that’s Africa. Taken at the straits of Gibraltar, so lovely. Second photo is Cadiz—I hope to go back to both. Spain is so full of lovely places.

techos!!! Elaborate plasterwork and gilt ceilings in Sevilla, Spain. Seeing these mesquites and the palaces makes me want to make my life work an elaborate house, but I don’t think I could stay in one place.

San valentine decorations near the Alhambra—happy late Valentine’s Day 💝

there’s so many decorative orange trees in the south of Spain. I was so excited about there being oranges everywhere until I tried one…so nasty. I’m listening to sunbeam sound machine rn and I can’t recommend them enough :)