I haven’t been paid because HR put my salary as $0.00 and didn’t notice what a joke

I do not express myself effectively through any medium and it makes me want to implode

I wanted to be the worlds first psychoanalyst who wasn’t a tool

Every time the memory of my clinical supervisor saying “Melissa I want to thank you because you reminded me that some clinicians need to move a lot slower, you reminded me to be much simpler in supervision” I get so angry FUCK YOU Brenda she always spoke to me like I was an idiot because I had to use our supervisory hour not for cases but for administrative questions because admin at the clinic was so disorganized and unhelpful and I needed someone to tell me how to administratively manage my patients because there wasn’t a handbook on policies oh my god and she treated me like I had no idea how to work with my patients and that I was clueless and didn’t know the first thing about analysis wow i woke up mad and humiliated today