hey what if Lloyd hadn't overcome his oni form? What if he'd been entirely consumed by it and become a super freaked up monster? What if he forgot everything and became a senseless killing machine? What if Harumi seized that opportunity and got a gigantic guard dog that did her bidding? Wouldn't that be a little fucked up?
đđ I think everyone needs to be more honest with themselves and about llorumi cause we all know if you like them as a duo or want to explore the dynamic there's no escaping the freak, infact you HAVE to embrace the freak to do anything with them and that's okay
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new popular tumblrman drops > everyone starts shipping the tumblrman with various characters > inevitably one of those characters is a woman > immediate outcry of "actually she deserves better" > people turn on the pairing that involves people having to see popular tumblrman interact with a woman > despite being about how "she deserves better" the woman is cast aside and forgotten in favor of the tumblrman > women continue to be sidelined in fan spaces for the sake of men and are not allowed to so much as breathe in the direction of those men > cycle repeats
over time people have realized that decrying women that get in the way of their fantasies about the newest tumblrman as harlots doesn't fly anymore, so instead they go for trying to argue that actually she deserves better than tumblrman, she's too good for tumblrman, she deserves to feature individually rather than always being paired with tumblrman. but these arguments are never being made in earnest, and you can tell because never do they ever result in these people actually centering a majority of their focus on the women. it's always an excuse to dissuade the broader fan space at large from posting about the woman and the tumblrman together for fear that they'd be called misogynistic or problematic, effectively driving the woman's presence out of fanwork. and shockingly, this trend is what's actually misogynistic, not the presence of a woman near popular tumblrman.
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Well, my feelings are a bit everywhere in this update, but I'd like to point out something I've seen pop up, especially about Matcha Cookie and Butter Roll Cookie.
This game is a Korean-based game. When you read their interactions, Matcha and Butter Roll's dynamic is in a MUCH different light. So that is why you see a bunch of confused, angry fans verses the Korean CRK fanbase being like..."What's the matter with this guy? He fumbles so hard and is actually socially inept."
But any fan interpretations are still interpretations. I'm comfortable with the idea and possibility that HEAVY headcanons about Matcha Cookie's And Butter Roll Cookieâs dynamic is missing the mark with what Devsis actually wants. My interpretation of Matcha and Butter Roll is coming from my own projection as someone who is neurodivergent, and I'm aware that is my own bias.
I want to be optimistic and say I would take them teaming up together over him deceiving or hurting Matcha in the end. That is what it boils down to.
Either it's deception or something else entirely. We don't know yet, but what I DO know is I don't want to wish harm on a character because I don't like a ship or hyperventilating when they are simply existing together on the same screen. COUGH COUGH MELJAYCE FROM ARCANE COUGH COUGH
If he isn't deceiving her, I would lean on my more optimistic side. One thing I can lean on: a consistent thing to notice about Butter Roll Cookie is that he sees ANY cookie like an experiment. His hyperfocus, attention in investigating, spending resources on a cookie of intrigue IS the affection itself.
I'm able to support this by bringing up how we've heard his affection voice lines, we heard how he finds some cookies intriguing, and we saw a hint how he tried to make a cookie with Espresso Cookie's ingredientsâ someone that he has a connection to.
Just like his dangerous affection/hyperfocusing, his deception is also dangerous. I only just want the best, despite the odds. I dont know what Devsis plans for those two, but they are just two characters of many, many plots, and we might not receive a fulfilling answer. I don't know if this is going to end up catastrophically for Matcha where everyone is pissed off, boos and throws tomatoes and sets the theater on fire, or if it's a terribly written dark-romance that confuses the audience and everyone boos, throws tomatoes, and sets the theater on fire. This is why I am so open about talking, really. Because no one can be certain. All I can do is look at dialogue, voice lines, and everything else including trying to learn and break down translation myself to see if there are any notable differences....and I'm sure there are. I wonder how many are worth noting .
One example (among others I'm slowly compiling because this will take some time) I'm grappling with is how Butter Roll Cookie acknowledges Matcha Cookie in their kingdom dialogue. The way he speaks to Matcha and others is very confusing for literally everyone, so no perspective is wrong, but we are all reasonably confused. So, I'm just going strictly by dialogue between languages, and you can come up with your own conclusions about it.
I'm a novice, but I often look at social indicators, which are very important, too. Because it conveys how you are formally positioned as well as how you see the other person...
Someone who is "superior" or (thinks they are) admitting failure to a "lower" subject or a "failure" (Matcha) is a massive loss of face. He doesn't respond like that. In fact, he is pressed to know! He's so industrial, it's actually funny, albeit socially/ethically concerning how far it could lead.
(You... you failed your experiment this time, didn't you? Keke! I... know why it failed. Pfft!) When you mock someone, you usually "drop" all formalities to show you don't respect their status. Matcha is openly mocking him for failing. She says "Pfft!" (í!) and "Keke!" (íĽíĽ!). Matcha uses Hae-che (í´ě˛´), the common informal Ban-mal:
â"ë... ě´ë˛ě ě¤í ě¤í¨íě§?" (Matcha uses ~ji, very casual/blunt)â "~ě§?" (~ji?): This is a verb ending used in Hae-che. Itâs used when you are confirming something you already think is true. Itâs very casual and, in this context, very smug.
"ë ꡸깰... ě ě¤í¨íëě§ ěëë°." (Matcha uses ~nde, informal) â"~ëë°" (~nde): This ending is used to set the background or trail off. In Hae-che, it sounds like sheâs dangling a carrot in front of him.
Strange; he actually doesn't seem to respond with anger, but excited with more questions:
(Oh, really? Then do you also know the reason [ěŹě ] for the failure before that? What about the one before that? Or the one three times ago?) [ěŹě ]Sayu. I emphasized that using this word is a sign of formal inquistion. He also stays consistently in Ha-ge-che (íę˛ě˛´), which is his professional persona and Butter Roll never switches to a lower or "rude" form of Ban-mal (Hae-ra-che). âThe confusion often comes because Ha-ge-che is technically a "non-honorific" style (it doesn't use ~yo or ~seumnida), so it can look like Ban-mal to a beginner (AND IT MESSED ME TF UP, TRUST ME it'll probably happen again). However, in social hierarchy, there is a massive difference between the two. I emphasized that using this word and sticking to this style of speech after being taunted is a sign of him...literally wanting to know a reason! In fact, he rarely ever changes from Ha-ge-che for ANY cookie.
Oh boy...He went straight to scientific inquiry and is excitedly overloading her with questions because and answer offers where he went wrong to either replicate the results he wants, offer alternative hypotheses to null hypothesis (confirming nulls is useful information too), offer statistically significant findings (<0.05)....etc.
If he were being sarcastic or mocking, he would likely use "ě" (Wae - Why) or "ě´ě " (Iyu - Reason) in a dismissive tone, or using Ha-ra-che or returning her mocking. By using "Sayu" and keeping in Ha-ge-che, he is speaking to her as if she is a peer reviewer.
Ha-ge-che is technically a sub-category of "Non-Honorific" speech. However, it is not the "Ban-mal" (low-talk) you use with a child or very close friend. Also, if you don't use honorifics, it is categorized as "Ban-mal" in a broad sense, too.
I mean...using Ban-mal isn't automatically bad. Itâs not "bad," but it is "socially loaded. Ban-mal (ë°ë§) like wearing a t-shirt and sweatpants. Itâs not "wrong" to wear them, but if you wear them to a job interview or a wedding, itâs a sign of disrespect.
When Butter Roll Cookie generally speaks in a Ha-ge-che style, it suggests he isn't trying to be "friends" (which would be Hae-yo-che), but he also isn't being a "bully" (which would be Hae-ra-che). He stays in his role as inquisitive.
Personally, to me, this seems like the reaction of a cookie who values Information more than Status. He is willing to look "stupid", "pitiful", or "unstable" in front of her...or EVERYONE... if it means he can get a scientific answer. He isn't "loading" her with questions to shut her up; he is hyper-fixating. In his mind, Matcha just said the magic words: "I have information you don't, teehee." To a cookie who calls being kidnapped "lucky," that information is more important than his dignity. Meaning, he has no tact if it means he can get an answer. â
Matcha:
"ěź... ęˇ¸ëĽ ě ë¤ëŹźęł ěě깸...." (Ugh... I should have just kept my mouth shut....)
Matcha taunted and expected a fight; she got a pop quiz. That is why she ends the conversation by saying she should have kept her mouth shut!
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her. A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good. Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
I don't really have a conclusion to this; this was just me sharing an off the cuff thought
I have a few thoughts from this post and the first is: the assertion that Matcha Cookie is disabled is one that is rooted in fandom headcanon/projection and that's something that should be kept in mind. Devsis have not and probably will never explicitly state that Matcha Cookie is disabled, only that she has a missing ingredient and this affects her personality. Her personality â not her cognitive, psychological, physical or neurological development/state â her personality only:
This isn't to say that interpretations of her being presumably ND are invalid or wrong, but just that such interpretations are not actually canon. The term âcodedâ is used a lot by the fandom with regards to this, which implies a degree of authorial intent on Devsisâ part to portray Matcha as disabled. But that IMO wouldnât make sense, since CRK is a kidsâ game. Deliberately depicting a character as being disabled because they have a missing ingredient is not something they would likely do â what message would be sent to their audience? Itâs not to say that Devsis havenât made poor writing decisions or put out problematic depictions of particular cultures, but that in this instance itâs unlikely given there will be ND kids in their audience (and there would likely be backlash from the parents of said kids in their domestic audience if Matcha were stated to be canonically disabled, with the particular narrative she has).
But again, not to say that this interpretation of Matcha being disabled is wrong. However, many in the fandom take this theory of [Matchaâs missing ingredient = indicator of disability] and view all interactions with her through that lens. Which, fine. People can do that! However, I would make two arguments which is that:
Matchaâs missing ingredient does not categorically render her as ND, only that it affects her personality, and renders her literal ingredient composition as unique. Therefore, any interaction with her regarding her missing ingredient is not inherently ableist given the aforementioned context.
Matchaâs missing ingredient is a point of interest for Butter Roll but is not the sole factor in his motivation to interact with her.
So Iâll address the points made (and to the original poster: Iâm aware they were off-the-cuff as you stated, but since the post was tagged I consider it fair game for discussion).
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Matcha does desire recognition, this is correct. In particular she desires to be regarded not only on equal terms as the other COD, but as someone who can outmanoeuvre and overpower them:
Besides her resentment itâs not necessarily that she wants to hurt them, it seems more that she desires to be regarded as someone who could. Someone with more capability than they possess:
However, stating âButter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that goodâ could imply that thereâs ill intent on Butter Rollâs part. But we donât receive any of Butter Rollâs internal narrative throughout this story, nor any of the main storyline (only the Hotel Costume story are we explicitly given anything from his POV). Itâs still reasonable though to assign a value on the type of attention given by what it actually entails, so we can discuss this further.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her.
I would agree he is fascinated by her, and her missing ingredient is a subject of intense interest for him given his research fixation. However, I think stating âitâs for her disability onlyâ is reductive. His interest in her is motivated by his intrigue regarding her ingredient composition, but Iâd argue he views all cookies through this lens:
BRâs ascension dialogue. Also, dialogue from his official introduction video on youtube:
(KR, translated to EN (using google): Sometimes I wonder about my own recipe, too. I wish I could experiment with it someday, thoughâŚ)
(EN dialogue.)
So I would say itâs reasonable to assert that he views all cookies, himself included, through the lens of his hyperfixation (cookie research). Which is not to say this isnât essentially objectification â reducing cookies to their base ingredients and properties â it is. But thereâs this idea floating around that Matcha is a unique recipient of this particular perspective which we can see by his dialogue isnât true â he at least applies this view to himself.
If we go back to the point made, again, attributing disability to Matchaâs missing ingredient is headcanon. Fan theory. Itâs not to say there isnât an argument that can be made for it, but thatâs different from stating it as authorial/canonical fact as seems to be the case here (many such cases). The only thing that her missing ingredient is definitely stated to affect is her personality (which could be a potential indicator of neurodivergence, but thatâs somewhat flimsy evidence in of itself). Itâs for this reason that I donât think that he âdehumanisesâ her via these interactions:
I do think he objectifies other cookies by means of viewing them through the lens of his fixation â their recipes. We are shown that he explicitly applies this view to himself, and we can infer he sees all cookies this way. And yes, he does want samples of her. He also tried to obtain samples of other cookies in the past:
Which sounds dubious at best. But itâs implied that he had at least attempted to acquire samples of other cookies, who probably didnât have a unique composition as Matcha does. Given that, itâs unsurprising that he wants to procure a sample of Matcha. What I want to point out is that this isnât a desire that is uniquely attributable to Matcha alone, even with her missing ingredient. Heâs tried to do it before, with other cookies!
A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
He brought up her missing ingredient four times to my knowledge â once we already mentioned, the instance OP mentioned, when she was destroying the lab, and once more in the finale:
Itâs interesting that Licorice makes that comment. An obsession (with cookie research, generally speaking) is an apt description, and again, signals Butter Rollâs lack of social awareness. Which doesnât excuse his actions, but it puts forth the possibility that heâs not deliberately targeting her. I actually think thereâs sufficient evidence that signals he is neurodivergent â I made an analysis post on the hotel costume story here which details that.
But by the end of the laboratorium storyline, he essentially concedes that he underestimated her and agrees to stop provoking her:
But in any case, whilst I agree they were certainly insensitive statements, I donât see sufficient evidence that he had intent to denigrate her nor holds the view that she is lesser than he is. Because we can see that he does address her as a peer, in their kingdom interaction:
This excellent analysis of the same dialogue (particularly the honorifics used) in the original Korean text really accentuates the intention of the author in their interaction. [Itâs worth pointing out that a Korean native speaker backed up this interpretation!]
[quote from the aforementioned post, from Malamilkbeats] When Butter Roll Cookie generally speaks in a Ha-ge-che style, it suggests he isn't trying to be "friends" (which would be Hae-yo-che), but he also isn't being a "bully" (which would be Hae-ra-che). He stays in his role as inquisitive.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good.
I agree that Matcha seems to hold some negative sentiment towards Butter Roll, I wonât contest that. However, their Kingdom interaction shows her addressing him, trying to mock/tease him. this suggests their relationship is at least somewhat reciprocal, where she will seek him out to antagonise him in response to a perceived slight from Butter Roll in turn.
However, I broadly disagree with the missing ingredient being the reason why the COD treat her badly (she interferes with their plans, and does not fit DEâs standard of utility, so Matcha is ranked at the bottom of the COD hierarchy (IMO this is why Matchaâs specific fantasy is DE saying âWho knew Matcha could be more useful than I am?â). But even if this is the case and Matchaâs missing ingredient is the scapegoat, it doesnât mean that BR is knowingly or purposefully pouring salt on that wound â and how is the CODâs mistreatment of Matcha at large the fault of Butter Roll specifically? Why is their behaviour excusable but his isnât?
Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
Once again, this reads to me as an interpretation (Matchaâs missing ingredient = disability) that is stated as fact, that is then applied to a narrative (Butter Roll hyperfixating on Matchaâs unique ingredient composition) which is equated to a real-life societal issue (ableism). Itâs not that I donât think we can apply themes of oppression and discrimination to CRK storylines, but in this instance the crux of this point is that Matcha is disabled. And canonically, the only evidence that supports this is that Matchaâs missing ingredient has âgreatlyâ affected her personality. But we donât know what the ingredient is, and to what extent she was affected. Making the statement of âMatcha is disabledâ is not unequivocal, therefore stating that Butter Rollâs behaviour is unequivocally ableist is not sound when weighed against available evidence.
Back to Butter Rollâs attempts to engage Matcha. In their interactions in BY 13, he addresses her directly without being prompted. Asks her for her opinion, on a project which they were at least implied to have collaborated on:
Now I would agree that BRâs comments regarding Matchaâs status as a failed experiment are certainly insensitive and unkind. I also think they are unmalicious. If we keep in mind the way he views cookies, itâs likely that even if he views Matcha as the product of a failed experiment, the fact she is an experimental failure is just a fact â no more and no less. Once again, the concept of this and/or her missing ingredient being linked to disability is not canon and is a theory that cannot be definitively stated to be a source of prejudice in Butter Rollâs treatment of her.
But referencing the laboratorium storyline, whilst he ruthlessly disposes of dough monsters that he deems as failures, they were not cookies per se (as we would recognise them) â they were blobs of living, raw cookie dough:
His research goal to make the perfect cookie dough ratio was highly specific, and we can see Butter Rollâs rigid thinking in his reaction to the dough creatures back then.
But when that particular mission is done, and the beast doughs are made, still Butter Roll actively engages with Matcha Cookie. Itâs possible that he has an ulterior motive, of course, but isnât it also possible that he collaborated with her and addresses her simply because he desires to know her thoughts? Isnât this also a possibility that could be considered? Given that he literally asked her opinion? Isnât this a sign that could signal a desire to include her into his own projects and undertakings as a collaborator?
Which is not what the COD do, by the way (in CRK. I know there are differences in CROB but I am discussing CRK):
So back to the very first point I addressed:
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Are all Butter Rollâs attempts to engage with her â his asking her opinion on his work, their implied collaboration on the âfruits of their experimentâ, asking her thoughts on the Dough Trio â are those bad forms of attention? Is it possible that perhaps even if he engages with her in less-than-ideal ways (intrusive, upsetting and insensitive) in some capacity, that the other attempts are equally negative? I donât think so personally.
We can turn towards the after-finale story:
Once again he refers to their shared collaborative work (âour experimentsâ) and asks her if thereâs something on her mind â after noting her lingering there, looking out to the ruins of DEâs legacy.
When she remains silent, he says this:
This might seem like an insensitive slight, and perhaps it is insensitive. But Matcha actually does respond to this, and dictates her thoughts on her creator to another person â for the first time we have seen:
The questions that Matcha harboured to herself, we saw traces of back in the laboratorium storyline. But we donât know if she ever divulged these to another. Itâs reasonable to assume she hadnât â out of pride most likely, not wanting to acknowledge her perceived deficiencies.
(I think itâs interesting to consider if Matcha were intended to possess âincredibly dark powersâ, and does not (doesnât match her elemental power), is this the metric against which her status of a âexperimental failureâ is held against? Not the fact that she is missing something another âordinaryâ cookie would possess â but something very specific and extraordinary that DE desired?)
In any case, Butter Roll responds to her:
This reads to me like an objective statement from Butter Roll. Itâs not intended to be particularly comforting, but is a truthful assessment of Matchaâs predicament. Her creator is gone. Even if Matcha comes to know her composition in its fullness, and the extents of her abilities, who can tell her of DEâs intention behind making her but DE herself? Even the castle that DE presumably created her in, and all potential evidence of Matchaâs intended purpose, is gone.
Itâs interesting that he references âsecretsâ here â plural. There are numerous facets of her that he finds compelling as a researcher. It doesnât appear as simple as âhe is only interested in her because of her missing ingredient (âHe is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability onlyâ). If his interest in her only went as far as her missing ingredient, why wouldnât he simply state this now? I donât believe heâs capable of restraining his honest thoughts, even if it would serve his purposes â he literally referenced her missing ingredient at the start of this discussion. So if he is honest enough to say that, why wouldn't that honesty extend to this expression of him having a broader interest in her? Or wanting to collaborate further with her?
And what of Matcha's feelings? Well it's hard to ascertain for certain what they are in the finale scene. But she's talking to Butter Roll, engaging with him. Are they on better terms now, or is it just the mess they are in which is compelling her to lower her defenses? Difficult to say. But he is interested in what's on her mind. That can't be disputed. She desired that before, right? To be acknowledged, to be asked her opinion, to be regarded as someone with input.
Anyway, if youâve reached this far â thank you for reading.
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her. A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good. Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
I don't really have a conclusion to this; this was just me sharing an off the cuff thought
I have a few thoughts from this post and the first is: the assertion that Matcha Cookie is disabled is one that is rooted in fandom headcanon/projection and that's something that should be kept in mind. Devsis have not and probably will never explicitly state that Matcha Cookie is disabled, only that she has a missing ingredient and this affects her personality. Her personality â not her cognitive, psychological, physical or neurological development/state â her personality only:
This isn't to say that interpretations of her being presumably ND are invalid or wrong, but just that such interpretations are not actually canon. The term âcodedâ is used a lot by the fandom with regards to this, which implies a degree of authorial intent on Devsisâ part to portray Matcha as disabled. But that IMO wouldnât make sense, since CRK is a kidsâ game. Deliberately depicting a character as being disabled because they have a missing ingredient is not something they would likely do â what message would be sent to their audience? Itâs not to say that Devsis havenât made poor writing decisions or put out problematic depictions of particular cultures, but that in this instance itâs unlikely given there will be ND kids in their audience (and there would likely be backlash from the parents of said kids in their domestic audience if Matcha were stated to be canonically disabled, with the particular narrative she has).
But again, not to say that this interpretation of Matcha being disabled is wrong. However, many in the fandom take this theory of [Matchaâs missing ingredient = indicator of disability] and view all interactions with her through that lens. Which, fine. People can do that! However, I would make two arguments which is that:
Matchaâs missing ingredient does not categorically render her as ND, only that it affects her personality, and renders her literal ingredient composition as unique. Therefore, any interaction with her regarding her missing ingredient is not inherently ableist given the aforementioned context.
Matchaâs missing ingredient is a point of interest for Butter Roll but is not the sole factor in his motivation to interact with her.
So Iâll address the points made (and to the original poster: Iâm aware they were off-the-cuff as you stated, but since the post was tagged I consider it fair game for discussion).
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Matcha does desire recognition, this is correct. In particular she desires to be regarded not only on equal terms as the other COD, but as someone who can outmanoeuvre and overpower them:
Besides her resentment itâs not necessarily that she wants to hurt them, it seems more that she desires to be regarded as someone who could. Someone with more capability than they possess:
However, stating âButter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that goodâ could imply that thereâs ill intent on Butter Rollâs part. But we donât receive any of Butter Rollâs internal narrative throughout this story, nor any of the main storyline (only the Hotel Costume story are we explicitly given anything from his POV). Itâs still reasonable though to assign a value on the type of attention given by what it actually entails, so we can discuss this further.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her.
I would agree he is fascinated by her, and her missing ingredient is a subject of intense interest for him given his research fixation. However, I think stating âitâs for her disability onlyâ is reductive. His interest in her is motivated by his intrigue regarding her ingredient composition, but Iâd argue he views all cookies through this lens:
BRâs ascension dialogue. Also, dialogue from his official introduction video on youtube:
(KR, translated to EN (using google): Sometimes I wonder about my own recipe, too. I wish I could experiment with it someday, thoughâŚ)
(EN dialogue.)
So I would say itâs reasonable to assert that he views all cookies, himself included, through the lens of his hyperfixation (cookie research). Which is not to say this isnât essentially objectification â reducing cookies to their base ingredients and properties â it is. But thereâs this idea floating around that Matcha is a unique recipient of this particular perspective which we can see by his dialogue isnât true â he at least applies this view to himself.
If we go back to the point made, again, attributing disability to Matchaâs missing ingredient is headcanon. Fan theory. Itâs not to say there isnât an argument that can be made for it, but thatâs different from stating it as authorial/canonical fact as seems to be the case here (many such cases). The only thing that her missing ingredient is definitely stated to affect is her personality (which could be a potential indicator of neurodivergence, but thatâs somewhat flimsy evidence in of itself). Itâs for this reason that I donât think that he âdehumanisesâ her via these interactions:
I do think he objectifies other cookies by means of viewing them through the lens of his fixation â their recipes. We are shown that he explicitly applies this view to himself, and we can infer he sees all cookies this way. And yes, he does want samples of her. He also tried to obtain samples of other cookies in the past:
Which sounds dubious at best. But itâs implied that he had at least attempted to acquire samples of other cookies, who probably didnât have a unique composition as Matcha does. Given that, itâs unsurprising that he wants to procure a sample of Matcha. What I want to point out is that this isnât a desire that is uniquely attributable to Matcha alone, even with her missing ingredient. Heâs tried to do it before, with other cookies!
A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
He brought up her missing ingredient four times to my knowledge â once we already mentioned, the instance OP mentioned, when she was destroying the lab, and once more in the finale:
Itâs interesting that Licorice makes that comment. An obsession (with cookie research, generally speaking) is an apt description, and again, signals Butter Rollâs lack of social awareness. Which doesnât excuse his actions, but it puts forth the possibility that heâs not deliberately targeting her. I actually think thereâs sufficient evidence that signals he is neurodivergent â I made an analysis post on the hotel costume story here which details that.
But by the end of the laboratorium storyline, he essentially concedes that he underestimated her and agrees to stop provoking her:
But in any case, whilst I agree they were certainly insensitive statements, I donât see sufficient evidence that he had intent to denigrate her nor holds the view that she is lesser than he is. Because we can see that he does address her as a peer, in their kingdom interaction:
This excellent analysis of the same dialogue (particularly the honorifics used) in the original Korean text really accentuates the intention of the author in their interaction. [Itâs worth pointing out that a Korean native speaker backed up this interpretation!]
[quote from the aforementioned post, from Malamilkbeats] When Butter Roll Cookie generally speaks in a Ha-ge-che style, it suggests he isn't trying to be "friends" (which would be Hae-yo-che), but he also isn't being a "bully" (which would be Hae-ra-che). He stays in his role as inquisitive.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good.
I agree that Matcha seems to hold some negative sentiment towards Butter Roll, I wonât contest that. However, their Kingdom interaction shows her addressing him, trying to mock/tease him. this suggests their relationship is at least somewhat reciprocal, where she will seek him out to antagonise him in response to a perceived slight from Butter Roll in turn.
However, I broadly disagree with the missing ingredient being the reason why the COD treat her badly (she interferes with their plans, and does not fit DEâs standard of utility, so Matcha is ranked at the bottom of the COD hierarchy (IMO this is why Matchaâs specific fantasy is DE saying âWho knew Matcha could be more useful than I am?â). But even if this is the case and Matchaâs missing ingredient is the scapegoat, it doesnât mean that BR is knowingly or purposefully pouring salt on that wound â and how is the CODâs mistreatment of Matcha at large the fault of Butter Roll specifically? Why is their behaviour excusable but his isnât?
Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
Once again, this reads to me as an interpretation (Matchaâs missing ingredient = disability) that is stated as fact, that is then applied to a narrative (Butter Roll hyperfixating on Matchaâs unique ingredient composition) which is equated to a real-life societal issue (ableism). Itâs not that I donât think we can apply themes of oppression and discrimination to CRK storylines, but in this instance the crux of this point is that Matcha is disabled. And canonically, the only evidence that supports this is that Matchaâs missing ingredient has âgreatlyâ affected her personality. But we donât know what the ingredient is, and to what extent she was affected. Making the statement of âMatcha is disabledâ is not unequivocal, therefore stating that Butter Rollâs behaviour is unequivocally ableist is not sound when weighed against available evidence.
Back to Butter Rollâs attempts to engage Matcha. In their interactions in BY 13, he addresses her directly without being prompted. Asks her for her opinion, on a project which they were at least implied to have collaborated on:
Now I would agree that BRâs comments regarding Matchaâs status as a failed experiment are certainly insensitive and unkind. I also think they are unmalicious. If we keep in mind the way he views cookies, itâs likely that even if he views Matcha as the product of a failed experiment, the fact she is an experimental failure is just a fact â no more and no less. Once again, the concept of this and/or her missing ingredient being linked to disability is not canon and is a theory that cannot be definitively stated to be a source of prejudice in Butter Rollâs treatment of her.
But referencing the laboratorium storyline, whilst he ruthlessly disposes of dough monsters that he deems as failures, they were not cookies per se (as we would recognise them) â they were blobs of living, raw cookie dough:
His research goal to make the perfect cookie dough ratio was highly specific, and we can see Butter Rollâs rigid thinking in his reaction to the dough creatures back then.
But when that particular mission is done, and the beast doughs are made, still Butter Roll actively engages with Matcha Cookie. Itâs possible that he has an ulterior motive, of course, but isnât it also possible that he collaborated with her and addresses her simply because he desires to know her thoughts? Isnât this also a possibility that could be considered? Given that he literally asked her opinion? Isnât this a sign that could signal a desire to include her into his own projects and undertakings as a collaborator?
Which is not what the COD do, by the way (in CRK. I know there are differences in CROB but I am discussing CRK):
So back to the very first point I addressed:
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Are all Butter Rollâs attempts to engage with her â his asking her opinion on his work, their implied collaboration on the âfruits of their experimentâ, asking her thoughts on the Dough Trio â are those bad forms of attention? Is it possible that perhaps even if he engages with her in less-than-ideal ways (intrusive, upsetting and insensitive) in some capacity, that the other attempts are equally negative? I donât think so personally.
We can turn towards the after-finale story:
Once again he refers to their shared collaborative work (âour experimentsâ) and asks her if thereâs something on her mind â after noting her lingering there, looking out to the ruins of DEâs legacy.
When she remains silent, he says this:
This might seem like an insensitive slight, and perhaps it is insensitive. But Matcha actually does respond to this, and dictates her thoughts on her creator to another person â for the first time we have seen:
The questions that Matcha harboured to herself, we saw traces of back in the laboratorium storyline. But we donât know if she ever divulged these to another. Itâs reasonable to assume she hadnât â out of pride most likely, not wanting to acknowledge her perceived deficiencies.
(I think itâs interesting to consider if Matcha were intended to possess âincredibly dark powersâ, and does not (doesnât match her elemental power), is this the metric against which her status of a âexperimental failureâ is held against? Not the fact that she is missing something another âordinaryâ cookie would possess â but something very specific and extraordinary that DE desired?)
In any case, Butter Roll responds to her:
This reads to me like an objective statement from Butter Roll. Itâs not intended to be particularly comforting, but is a truthful assessment of Matchaâs predicament. Her creator is gone. Even if Matcha comes to know her composition in its fullness, and the extents of her abilities, who can tell her of DEâs intention behind making her but DE herself? Even the castle that DE presumably created her in, and all potential evidence of Matchaâs intended purpose, is gone.
Itâs interesting that he references âsecretsâ here â plural. There are numerous facets of her that he finds compelling as a researcher. It doesnât appear as simple as âhe is only interested in her because of her missing ingredient (âHe is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability onlyâ). If his interest in her only went as far as her missing ingredient, why wouldnât he simply state this now? I donât believe heâs capable of restraining his honest thoughts, even if it would serve his purposes â he literally referenced her missing ingredient at the start of this discussion. So if he is honest enough to say that, why wouldn't that honesty extend to this expression of him having a broader interest in her? Or wanting to collaborate further with her?
And what of Matcha's feelings? Well it's hard to ascertain for certain what they are in the finale scene. But she's talking to Butter Roll, engaging with him. Are they on better terms now, or is it just the mess they are in which is compelling her to lower her defenses? Difficult to say. But he is interested in what's on her mind. That can't be disputed. She desired that before, right? To be acknowledged, to be asked her opinion, to be regarded as someone with input.
Anyway, if youâve reached this far â thank you for reading.
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her. A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good. Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
I don't really have a conclusion to this; this was just me sharing an off the cuff thought
I have a few thoughts from this post and the first is: the assertion that Matcha Cookie is disabled is one that is rooted in fandom headcanon/projection and that's something that should be kept in mind. Devsis have not and probably will never explicitly state that Matcha Cookie is disabled, only that she has a missing ingredient and this affects her personality. Her personality â not her cognitive, psychological, physical or neurological development/state â her personality only:
This isn't to say that interpretations of her being presumably ND are invalid or wrong, but just that such interpretations are not actually canon. The term âcodedâ is used a lot by the fandom with regards to this, which implies a degree of authorial intent on Devsisâ part to portray Matcha as disabled. But that IMO wouldnât make sense, since CRK is a kidsâ game. Deliberately depicting a character as being disabled because they have a missing ingredient is not something they would likely do â what message would be sent to their audience? Itâs not to say that Devsis havenât made poor writing decisions or put out problematic depictions of particular cultures, but that in this instance itâs unlikely given there will be ND kids in their audience (and there would likely be backlash from the parents of said kids in their domestic audience if Matcha were stated to be canonically disabled, with the particular narrative she has).
But again, not to say that this interpretation of Matcha being disabled is wrong. However, many in the fandom take this theory of [Matchaâs missing ingredient = indicator of disability] and view all interactions with her through that lens. Which, fine. People can do that! However, I would make two arguments which is that:
Matchaâs missing ingredient does not categorically render her as ND, only that it affects her personality, and renders her literal ingredient composition as unique. Therefore, any interaction with her regarding her missing ingredient is not inherently ableist given the aforementioned context.
Matchaâs missing ingredient is a point of interest for Butter Roll but is not the sole factor in his motivation to interact with her.
So Iâll address the points made (and to the original poster: Iâm aware they were off-the-cuff as you stated, but since the post was tagged I consider it fair game for discussion).
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Matcha does desire recognition, this is correct. In particular she desires to be regarded not only on equal terms as the other COD, but as someone who can outmanoeuvre and overpower them:
Besides her resentment itâs not necessarily that she wants to hurt them, it seems more that she desires to be regarded as someone who could. Someone with more capability than they possess:
However, stating âButter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that goodâ could imply that thereâs ill intent on Butter Rollâs part. But we donât receive any of Butter Rollâs internal narrative throughout this story, nor any of the main storyline (only the Hotel Costume story are we explicitly given anything from his POV). Itâs still reasonable though to assign a value on the type of attention given by what it actually entails, so we can discuss this further.
He is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability only and he goes about it by essentially dehumanizing her.
I would agree he is fascinated by her, and her missing ingredient is a subject of intense interest for him given his research fixation. However, I think stating âitâs for her disability onlyâ is reductive. His interest in her is motivated by his intrigue regarding her ingredient composition, but Iâd argue he views all cookies through this lens:
BRâs ascension dialogue. Also, dialogue from his official introduction video on youtube:
(KR, translated to EN (using google): Sometimes I wonder about my own recipe, too. I wish I could experiment with it someday, thoughâŚ)
(EN dialogue.)
So I would say itâs reasonable to assert that he views all cookies, himself included, through the lens of his hyperfixation (cookie research). Which is not to say this isnât essentially objectification â reducing cookies to their base ingredients and properties â it is. But thereâs this idea floating around that Matcha is a unique recipient of this particular perspective which we can see by his dialogue isnât true â he at least applies this view to himself.
If we go back to the point made, again, attributing disability to Matchaâs missing ingredient is headcanon. Fan theory. Itâs not to say there isnât an argument that can be made for it, but thatâs different from stating it as authorial/canonical fact as seems to be the case here (many such cases). The only thing that her missing ingredient is definitely stated to affect is her personality (which could be a potential indicator of neurodivergence, but thatâs somewhat flimsy evidence in of itself). Itâs for this reason that I donât think that he âdehumanisesâ her via these interactions:
I do think he objectifies other cookies by means of viewing them through the lens of his fixation â their recipes. We are shown that he explicitly applies this view to himself, and we can infer he sees all cookies this way. And yes, he does want samples of her. He also tried to obtain samples of other cookies in the past:
Which sounds dubious at best. But itâs implied that he had at least attempted to acquire samples of other cookies, who probably didnât have a unique composition as Matcha does. Given that, itâs unsurprising that he wants to procure a sample of Matcha. What I want to point out is that this isnât a desire that is uniquely attributable to Matcha alone, even with her missing ingredient. Heâs tried to do it before, with other cookies!
A majority of the time when he talks to her, he brings up her missing ingredient and acts as if she has a similar thoughts. If I recall (and I double checked for this and it's true) Licorice Cookie tells Butter Roll Cookie that not everyone is obsessed with research as him.
He brought up her missing ingredient four times to my knowledge â once we already mentioned, the instance OP mentioned, when she was destroying the lab, and once more in the finale:
Itâs interesting that Licorice makes that comment. An obsession (with cookie research, generally speaking) is an apt description, and again, signals Butter Rollâs lack of social awareness. Which doesnât excuse his actions, but it puts forth the possibility that heâs not deliberately targeting her. I actually think thereâs sufficient evidence that signals he is neurodivergent â I made an analysis post on the hotel costume story here which details that.
But by the end of the laboratorium storyline, he essentially concedes that he underestimated her and agrees to stop provoking her:
But in any case, whilst I agree they were certainly insensitive statements, I donât see sufficient evidence that he had intent to denigrate her nor holds the view that she is lesser than he is. Because we can see that he does address her as a peer, in their kingdom interaction:
This excellent analysis of the same dialogue (particularly the honorifics used) in the original Korean text really accentuates the intention of the author in their interaction. [Itâs worth pointing out that a Korean native speaker backed up this interpretation!]
[quote from the aforementioned post, from Malamilkbeats] When Butter Roll Cookie generally speaks in a Ha-ge-che style, it suggests he isn't trying to be "friends" (which would be Hae-yo-che), but he also isn't being a "bully" (which would be Hae-ra-che). He stays in his role as inquisitive.
And Matcha Cookie very much does not like this nor Butter Roll Cookie. I believe it's implied or outright stated that her missing ingredient plays a factor into why she's treated poorly (could be wrong tho) so I imagine the constant reminder and prodding of her missing ingredient would make her not feel good.
I agree that Matcha seems to hold some negative sentiment towards Butter Roll, I wonât contest that. However, their Kingdom interaction shows her addressing him, trying to mock/tease him. this suggests their relationship is at least somewhat reciprocal, where she will seek him out to antagonise him in response to a perceived slight from Butter Roll in turn.
However, I broadly disagree with the missing ingredient being the reason why the COD treat her badly (she interferes with their plans, and does not fit DEâs standard of utility, so Matcha is ranked at the bottom of the COD hierarchy (IMO this is why Matchaâs specific fantasy is DE saying âWho knew Matcha could be more useful than I am?â). But even if this is the case and Matchaâs missing ingredient is the scapegoat, it doesnât mean that BR is knowingly or purposefully pouring salt on that wound â and how is the CODâs mistreatment of Matcha at large the fault of Butter Roll specifically? Why is their behaviour excusable but his isnât?
Although to be fair even if her disability isn't why she's treated how she is by the other COD, Butter Roll Cookie's behavior regarding her disability would make pretty much any disabled person uncomfortable.
Once again, this reads to me as an interpretation (Matchaâs missing ingredient = disability) that is stated as fact, that is then applied to a narrative (Butter Roll hyperfixating on Matchaâs unique ingredient composition) which is equated to a real-life societal issue (ableism). Itâs not that I donât think we can apply themes of oppression and discrimination to CRK storylines, but in this instance the crux of this point is that Matcha is disabled. And canonically, the only evidence that supports this is that Matchaâs missing ingredient has âgreatlyâ affected her personality. But we donât know what the ingredient is, and to what extent she was affected. Making the statement of âMatcha is disabledâ is not unequivocal, therefore stating that Butter Rollâs behaviour is unequivocally ableist is not sound when weighed against available evidence.
Back to Butter Rollâs attempts to engage Matcha. In their interactions in BY 13, he addresses her directly without being prompted. Asks her for her opinion, on a project which they were at least implied to have collaborated on:
Now I would agree that BRâs comments regarding Matchaâs status as a failed experiment are certainly insensitive and unkind. I also think they are unmalicious. If we keep in mind the way he views cookies, itâs likely that even if he views Matcha as the product of a failed experiment, the fact she is an experimental failure is just a fact â no more and no less. Once again, the concept of this and/or her missing ingredient being linked to disability is not canon and is a theory that cannot be definitively stated to be a source of prejudice in Butter Rollâs treatment of her.
But referencing the laboratorium storyline, whilst he ruthlessly disposes of dough monsters that he deems as failures, they were not cookies per se (as we would recognise them) â they were blobs of living, raw cookie dough:
His research goal to make the perfect cookie dough ratio was highly specific, and we can see Butter Rollâs rigid thinking in his reaction to the dough creatures back then.
But when that particular mission is done, and the beast doughs are made, still Butter Roll actively engages with Matcha Cookie. Itâs possible that he has an ulterior motive, of course, but isnât it also possible that he collaborated with her and addresses her simply because he desires to know her thoughts? Isnât this also a possibility that could be considered? Given that he literally asked her opinion? Isnât this a sign that could signal a desire to include her into his own projects and undertakings as a collaborator?
Which is not what the COD do, by the way (in CRK. I know there are differences in CROB but I am discussing CRK):
So back to the very first point I addressed:
A random thought that hit that doesn't really have any prior digging but in a way Matcha Cookie got attention but it's not the favorable kind. Like, she wants to be seen, in particular for her skills (but she also wants general attention). Butter Roll Cookie gives her attention but it's not really all that good.
Are all Butter Rollâs attempts to engage with her â his asking her opinion on his work, their implied collaboration on the âfruits of their experimentâ, asking her thoughts on the Dough Trio â are those bad forms of attention? Is it possible that perhaps even if he engages with her in less-than-ideal ways (intrusive, upsetting and insensitive) in some capacity, that the other attempts are equally negative? I donât think so personally.
We can turn towards the after-finale story:
Once again he refers to their shared collaborative work (âour experimentsâ) and asks her if thereâs something on her mind â after noting her lingering there, looking out to the ruins of DEâs legacy.
When she remains silent, he says this:
This might seem like an insensitive slight, and perhaps it is insensitive. But Matcha actually does respond to this, and dictates her thoughts on her creator to another person â for the first time we have seen:
The questions that Matcha harboured to herself, we saw traces of back in the laboratorium storyline. But we donât know if she ever divulged these to another. Itâs reasonable to assume she hadnât â out of pride most likely, not wanting to acknowledge her perceived deficiencies.
(I think itâs interesting to consider if Matcha were intended to possess âincredibly dark powersâ, and does not (doesnât match her elemental power), is this the metric against which her status of a âexperimental failureâ is held against? Not the fact that she is missing something another âordinaryâ cookie would possess â but something very specific and extraordinary that DE desired?)
In any case, Butter Roll responds to her:
This reads to me like an objective statement from Butter Roll. Itâs not intended to be particularly comforting, but is a truthful assessment of Matchaâs predicament. Her creator is gone. Even if Matcha comes to know her composition in its fullness, and the extents of her abilities, who can tell her of DEâs intention behind making her but DE herself? Even the castle that DE presumably created her in, and all potential evidence of Matchaâs intended purpose, is gone.
Itâs interesting that he references âsecretsâ here â plural. There are numerous facets of her that he finds compelling as a researcher. It doesnât appear as simple as âhe is only interested in her because of her missing ingredient (âHe is utterly fascinated by her, with the caveat being that it's for her disability onlyâ). If his interest in her only went as far as her missing ingredient, why wouldnât he simply state this now? I donât believe heâs capable of restraining his honest thoughts, even if it would serve his purposes â he literally referenced her missing ingredient at the start of this discussion. So if he is honest enough to say that, why wouldn't that honesty extend to this expression of him having a broader interest in her? Or wanting to collaborate further with her?
And what of Matcha's feelings? Well it's hard to ascertain for certain what they are in the finale scene. But she's talking to Butter Roll, engaging with him. Are they on better terms now, or is it just the mess they are in which is compelling her to lower her defenses? Difficult to say. But he is interested in what's on her mind. That can't be disputed. She desired that before, right? To be acknowledged, to be asked her opinion, to be regarded as someone with input.
Anyway, if youâve reached this far â thank you for reading.
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Life would be better if Harumi actually DIDN'T have loving biological parents. She got bent on avenging people who NEVER loved her and abused her. Yay!!
This is the reason why she has no idea what to do with her feelings for Lloyd! Because to her his tears are the ultimate proof that he feels loved. Her luck that Lloyd also doesn't know what love is supposed to feel like and enjoys crying. They were made for each other.
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favorite thing in the whole wide world when a story is about how a typically ânegativeâ trait is the one essential to saving the day. a character whose anger pushes them further than any of their kinder aspects. someone so stubborn that they cross a finish line no one else could reach. greed that becomes justification to protect people. ruthlessness that gets the job done right. the coward who becomes a hero because they were the only one with the sense not to face something deadly head on. selfishness that keeps you alive.
I love when our âworstâ impulses are shown to be as important to who we are and how we handle things as the best parts of us. sometimes you donât conquer what everyone says is wrong with you; sometimes you learn how to make use of what comes naturally instead of fighting against it.