白雨瑶

stalker that watches me through the scope of a gun, able to kill me if i ever do something they do not like.

the reason why so-called “obsession” on here sounds fickle at times is because they do make it easy. it’s easy to get unhealthily attached to someone when you’re empty. it’s easy to get angry or insecure when your favorite person talks to someone else. it’s easy to say you’ll die for them or kill for them when you know there’s a less than 1% chance of that ever actually happening. it’s easy to pretend to be devoted to someone, but do you know what their mother did to them when they were six? do you know what happened to them back in high school? do you know they’re two years sober?

baring your teeth and growling is easy. you know what’s hard? trusting someone enough to eat out of their hand. enough to tell them what your mother did to you when you were six, what happened back in high school, that you’re two years sober. enough to shower together. falling in love all over again when the rose-colored glasses come off, and they’re not the infallible religious icon you thought they were. being happy they decided to go back to school or get a job, even if that means they won’t spend all their time with you anymore. learning about their interests despite not being interested in them yourself. helping them brush their teeth when they don’t want to live enough to do it themselves. helping them wash away their own puke from their clothes. letting them go when you keep hurting each other - or better yet, letting go of pride and learning to grow together.

a romance that is like a game of cat and mouse, but half the time we don't know which one is the cat and which is the mouse, and who is about to devour who.

莫承威 — THE PSYCHIATRIST’S ASK GAME

8 questions • 8 statements — iryoukawa’s 100 follower special

abulia ; how strong is your will when it comes to getting things you want? are you aggressive about your wants and desires, or are you open to negotiation and guidance?

comorbidity ; would u prefer your darling predictable or unpredictable? do you feel as if your love must follow a script?

fixations ; do you have a strong set of internal rules or morals? why do you follow them? do you tend to be hypocritical with your beliefs?

extracampine ; would you rather hide your vulnerable and shameful parts from your darling, or do you demand that your darling accept them? do you acknowledge your darling’s flaws, if any?

amygdala ; are you the type to fight, flee, freeze, or fawn in the face of a problem? in your experience, does it ever help the situation, or does it worsen it?

catatonia ; do material possessions matter to you? what kind of gifts do you appreciate the most? what gift would you like to recieve from your darling?

metonymy ; do you value other people’s perception of you? do you ever feel as if you are playing a persona, whether in real life or on here? if so, why do you think you keep it up?

anosognosia ; what does your devotion to your darling truly stem from? what do you think you are in search for, when you think about pursuing your darling?

apparition ; i want to examine every inch of you. (/r or /p)

phantom ; i’d let you open me up on a surgical table. (/r or /p)

spirit ; i want to harm those who harm you.

seven days ; i’d wait an eternity just for you to notice me.

funeral service ; i want to swallow you whole and keep you to myself. (/r or /p)

xiehouyu ; i want to bring you down with me. (/r or /p)

yanyu ; i’m afraid that you dislike me.

mister mushroom ; i want to interact with you more, but i’m too shy.

stalk me until you know every little detail about me.. until you find out ive been doing the exact same to you for longer than you could ever dream of

"collar" but its just his hands around my neck

someone who switches between being gentle, condescending and toxic towards you >>>>>>

LITERALLY. just use other tags, stop using the YANDERE AND OBSESSIVE LOVE TAGS when talking about wanting attention from ANYONE AND EVERYONE AND NOT TALKING ABOUT ANYTHING SPECIAL. i love you jiraiblr but i am MOSTLY looking at people from there, all issues r valid and wanting attention is valid but I don't wanna see non yanblr content when scrolling through the yanblr tag PLEASE.

HOLY SHIT SHUT THE FUCK UP I DON'T CARE IF YOU WANT ANONS AND ATTENTION AND DEPRAVED PEOPLE IN YOUR ASKS IDGAFFFFF I DON'T CARE. NO STALKER WANTS A TARGET LIKE YOU YOU'RE ALL BORING BORING BORING YOU ALL PISS ME OFF SO BAD OMFG.

I AM SICK. SICK AND TIRED OF DUMB STUPID FUCKS JUST USING OTHERS TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELVES, I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOU DESERVE NO ONES ATTENTION BECAUSE YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY ZERO VALUE. YOU'RE EASY. YOU'RE NOT A CHALLENGE. YOU'RE NOT INTERESTING BECAUSE OF IT. YOU BASIC PASSIVE ASS SPINELESSPEOPLE PLEASING BIRD BRAIN BITCHES

ehem i hatee darlings and monogamous yanderes who entrain everyone with the same level of affection. there's a difference between being polite or excited at a possible love interest and treating every fucking individual you talk to like they're the love of your life.