bliss.

003, 005, 012, 015, 203

thank you for the ask nonnie!!

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 003 」 Do you dream frequently? If so, what do you dream about? - I have nightmares often lately, but usually I do not dream at all. However, my nightmares are predominantly intense violent acts that happen due to the fact people do not listen to me... recently I had one about a class field trip and I had to watch all my friends get slaughtered one by one in a public park!

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 005 」 Is your obsession exclusively romantic? - No, although my romantic obsession is significantly more intense and possessive, I do not share. I don't really want to share platonic ones either but aye can't get everything I want, can I?

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 012 」 Do you want your obsession to get better or worse? - Worse, so much worse.

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 015 」 Do you consider your obsession akin to a religion? - It is both religion and sin, ascension and worship!

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 001 」 Do you enjoy being cruel to your darling or does it make you feel guilty? - I enjoy being cruel generally, especially to my darling, I can feel guilty about it but I usually do not.

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 006 」 Do you trust people easily? - No, not in the slightest.

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 007 」 If you knew you'd meet the love of your life tomorrow, what would you do? - Get a knife...kidding, somewhat- but I would prepare stalking materials, I need to know as much as I can before we talk.

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 010 」 Do you ever talk to yourself? - Often, in public too...

⋆｡˚ ♡ 「 011 」 What's the simplest way to make you happy? - Tenderness.

⋆｡˚ ⟡ 「 201 」 I hope that I'm your favorite mutual. - You are most definitely one of them hehe, I have a list in mind nodnod, not hierarchical though haha

POSE - Would you like it if your darling stalked you? How would you react to walking into their room and finding pictures of you plastered across their walls?

SHUTTER - Are you fond of photography? Do you opt for more traditional methods of stalking, or do you get creative with it?

TIMELESS - How long have you had stalker-like tendencies? Is it a trait that manifested young, or has a relatively recent experience prompted you to exhibit them?

COLLECTOR - Would you scrounge about for items your darling leaves behind? What if they were more taboo things, like their bloodied bandages or old clothes?

hii ty for the asks merc!!

POSE: I don't expect anything less, stalking is a must hehe. Depending on how close I am with them my reaction would change, the external one at least, I would ultimately be flattered internally, it is very romantic for someone to get joy out of merely looking at oneself!

SHUTTER: I enjoy photography a LOT! I have a shitty phone but I do enjoy taking pictures when I can. I am very much a cyber stalker to my core, I use a lot of open source intelligence software and techniques to find out information! I would not say I am creative but I am definitely more advanced than most, especially if my heart is in it.

TIMELESS: Since I was SUPER young, I had a "girlfriend" when I was like 10 online...we are still mutuals on instagram LOL, but I found her school and general area from her selfies n stuff...I was a bit insane. I would actually say I am much more tame now, I know when to stop, in the past I would stalk through triggering information just to know more.

COLLECTOR: YES YES YES A THOUSAND TIMES YES. I love EVERYTHING, hair, eyelashes, blood, spit, skin, nails, used napkins, dirty clothes ANYTHING.

i had a lot of fun answering, appreciate it once again :)))

i just sneezed on my period im gonna kill myself

i might since you asked so politely ! <3

you'd let me get away with anything, wouldn't you? addictions result in symptoms much less savory than the euphoria i already give you anyway.

type of girlfriend to be an actual risk, likely i will stab you out of anger at least once so a lover fit for me is one that takes it and forgives or beats the shit out of me.

could my ideals ever even be satisfied? eternally demanding, needing- there is an empty unfillable void i have never filled in my life. i curb cravings here and there, but, will i ever not be hungry? will i ever be so fed on someone i have no desires? will you free me from my mortality? uplift me from need? satisfy me? can you?

gonna buy a blade tomorrow, i need to write poetry in my blood, an invocation of sorts, maybe it'll finally encourage the universe to give me my beloved.

and when i see you, god, i will take you, break you. you will have to rebuild yourself completely before you even have a chance at fighting back. audacity will not save you, pure volition and brute force might.

kiss the creepy sadomasochist, i won't bite, i will do worse.