my mind is like a spaceship

they say that distance makes the heart grow fonder, but distance also makes the heart wander.

and above all else, the space that we created between one another is far more than any apology can reach.

like who holds me when i feel lonely?

who loves you when i’m not around?

thoughts of you remain isolated and intoxicating. growing through the outer edges of my heart are thorns of when things made sense and full of love.

i’m tasteless when it comes to repeating the mess of losing you again. my indecisiveness to not know if i’ll be able to make it through this part of life without you being close by. strength in numbers, my demons will rise. somewhere under the bridges as it rains—

I have yet to enter you

And you have yet to feel me inside you

Imagine how deep we can be felt in flesh

Yet braced only the surface of our skin, rubbing against our slightly half-naked clothes to the climax of our built up appreciation

How crazy would we feel if we’d let each other in our nude persona, body, charisma

Crude sexual passion

If you would open and let me inside of you roughly shaking the bed sheets

Our chemistry, undeniable

Reliable truth is, we are to be profoundly within one another

I have yet to enter you

And you have yet to feel me inside you

Let us commend our feelings right here, right now.

We know what we’ve been thinking

There are no reasons to suppress’ em

Caress our hearts, stroke our egos

Press our actions

Tongue kissing your mind

Throw them in the ocean

Then wait for them to drown and disappear

Floating to the coast instead

With a note inside

Describing how much I wish I was just dead

And I’ve learned that you need to take the cap

Let the contents of the bottle spill

Watch them seep and disperse

Maybe they’ll just cover the ocean floor

Its not like anyone will find me