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the subway was too cramped. you stood at the far back, leaning against the surface behind you while your friend held onto the metallic bar next to you. the entire ride, irritation had been etched onto his face, his eyebrows permanently furrowed in nothing but frustration. and the more the train welcomed passengers, the less patience he had.
“should’ve taken the car,” he had sighed earlier when someone’s elbow dug into his side. more to himself than anyone, really, given how you didn’t hear a word he had said.
truth be told, you didn’t really mind the crowded space – although the heat was unbearable.
even so, you could handle it. if it meant being so close to him.
as the subway stopped at yet another station, more people made their way inside, the ones behind him pushing onto him until his other hand slammed onto the wall behind you, startling you the slightest bit.
slowly, you tilted your chin up, eyes raking over the width of his torso, the broadness of his shoulder. catching onto the way his throat bobbed, the shock written in his eyes, equally as wide as yours. hot breath fanned over your face, the scent of his cologne dizzying. the hand beside your head dropped, brushing over your arm as it did so, goosebumps rising on your skin at the barely-there contact.
you didn’t say anything. didn’t crack a joke to ease the tension. simply stared up at him, utterly dumbfounded, scared that if you even dared to open your mouth, your feelings would tumble out of it before you could even think about stopping yourself.
and they felt so, so heavy. so hefty. so much more burdensome than anytime they ever had in the past few years. worse than when you were still a naive high school student. you’d always guarded yourself, kept emotional distance between the both of you, made sure that you’d never dare to play with the line between what you were and what you wanted to be to him.
and yet. the fact that it could have taken such a small incident for you to spill all your secrets to him was embarrassing, really.
“sorry,” he suddenly muttered, bringing your attention back to the situation at hand.
the smile he offered you was tight. barely reached his eyes.
you shook your head, lashes fluttering as you looked at anything but him. but he was not having it, for once allowing himself to act on impulse instead of thinking about it. his fingers found yours, his skin hot against yours, pulling gently on them until you finally looked up at him again, mouth dry.
“don’t look away,” he murmured, loud enough so only you could hear, his tone almost pleading.
you barely found time to spend with your boyfriend.
your busy schedules barely ever align, often only having the time for a quick lunch together or even a small coffee break before finding yourselves late to your respective occupations. and while you could be understanding, you couldn’t help but feel lonelier and lonelier the more time passed. it wasn’t lost on him, noting how defeated you’d look when he’d excuse himself or when your manager would ask you to hurry back to your office.
and so, on his way back home a few days ago, when he’d caught sight of a flyer promoting a summer festival, he was quick to cancel all of his plans that evening and urged you to do the same.
you’d felt giddy the entire time you were getting ready, opening your apartment door to find him dressed in a black yukata, chuckling at the loose belt around his waist, prompting him to turn around so you could fasten it for him properly.
“you look beautiful,” he had told you, pressing a tender kiss to your temple after taking in the breathtaking sight of you in your own floral attire.
the festival was booming. kids ran around and away from their worried parents while couples strolled around, hand in hand. and so were you, fingers intertwined with your boyfriend’s while you held a candied apple in the other, swinging both your and his arm happily as you chatted away.
suddenly, your eyes caught sight of flames rising to the sky and, without thinking, you dragged your poor boyfriend to the food stalls. visibly, you weren’t the only one who’d been attracted by the fire, dozens of people standing before the, supposedly, seafood stand. the cook was seemingly much better at charring the squids and scallops, rather than actually cooking them.
while he didn’t really care much for the spectacle, your boyfriend didn’t mind staying here for a few minutes if it meant seeing you beam this way, amazed by the display of poor cooking skills taking place in front of you.
a movement on your right caught his eyes, noticing someone trying to slip between you and the person behind you. not thinking too much about it, his arm looped around your waist, bringing you the tiniest bit closer to him. the sudden contact made you jump, drawing a small smile on his face. but he didn’t say anything, simply pulling you into him a bit more.
your shoulder brushed against his chest, his cheek resting on top of your head as he tried to find the same interest you did in the impromptu show.
although he knew you were far too distracted to even care about it anymore.
you felt like it’s been forever since the last time you’d seen your beloved boyfriend. while he had promised to be quick about his family visit, you couldn’t help but feel like your chest was nothing but a gaping whole, missing his presence like no other, praying that your missing piece would just make its way back to you.
“you’re being overly dramatic,” your friend had sighed over the phone at your shenanigans. “he’s only been gone for two days and he’s coming back tomorrow.”
it didn’t matter to you. your plushies weren’t big enough to help you drift to sleep, the fleece blankets not warm enough to shield you from the oh-so freezing summer breeze at night. worst of all, you had to take the subway back home every evening instead of sitting in the comfortable passenger seat of his car and dozing off.
and so, mourning his absence like a widow, you strolled around your shared apartment wearing the clothes he had left behind and drinking in his mugs, drowning yourself in his cologne and sleeping in his side of the bed in hopes that maybe, just maybe, you could feel a bit of the warmth he’d left behind.
your nap was disrupted by the sound of keys jingling at the door.
it was a bit embarrassing, really, how quickly your ears caught onto the sound, regardless of you being half-asleep.
without thinking twice, you rolled off the bed, landing on the floor with a small yelp. not letting the pain in your butt stop you, you rose to your feet, practically bouncing your way to the front door.
at the sight of you running up to him, your boyfriend didn’t hesitate before letting his bags drop to the floor, catching onto the adorable yet sleepy smile painted on your face and the messiness of your hair and the shirt you’d clearly stolen from his side of the closet.
with a small huff of laughter, he opened his arms to you, letting you burrow yourself in his embrace. no words were spoken between the two of you, the silence interrupted by soft sighs and quiet giggles. lopping your arms around his torso, you buried your face into his neck, your need for his warmth and presence finally quenched.
his hand rested on the small of your back, pressing you impossibly closer to him, face buried into your hair while his other hand rested on the back of your head. he swallowed harshly, suddenly realizing how much he’d missed this, how much he’d missed you.
sure, you did speak on the phone every day he had spent away. and sure, it wasn’t like the two of you were separating for that long. but God, did he never want to be apart from you ever again.
his arm tightened its hold around your midriff, squeezing you closer to him and you made a noise akin to a squeal, your laughter muffled into his skin as he mumbled something about stringing you along with him the next time he’d have family matters to attend to.
your hands caressed his back, nodding along to his nonsense.
you’ve always been convinced that you’d rather walk on a thin bridge of needles, barefooted, above a lava lake, rather than get pregnant.
the absolute nightmare of spending nine months of utter suffering, throwing up and waddling around like a penguin was not on your to-do list.
not now. not tomorrow. not ever.
and to think that it only took your baby cousin visiting your messy apartment while your boyfriend was around to re-consider the promise you’d made to yourself as a teenager was embarrassing, in a way.
it wasn’t your fault, really. and it wasn’t like you had planned this. your aunt, who was weirdly close to your age, had dropped off her adorable daughter at your house, claiming that she needed someone to babysit the toddler as she had an impromptu meeting to attend to. and who were you to refuse, really, not minding whatever she was saying as you were way too busy holding the baby in your arms and cooing lovingly at her.
she’d always been an angel, according to your aunt, and you couldn’t agree more. barely crying when her mother left, finishing her bottle with no issue. to top it off, it only took a few, gentle taps to her back to burp her.
you’d spent most of the morning on your own, absentmindedly patting her tummy while she napped beside you, feeding her when it was time and watching her try her hardest to solve the shape puzzles laid on the floor, her eyebrows furrowed in deep concentration.
your boyfriend had sent you a text you were too distracted to see and it was quite a surprise to find him ringing your apartment bell. and you could tell he was equally as confused, staring at the baby you were holding on your hip beaming at him.
safe to say it only took them ten minutes to become inseparable.
“she’s such an angel,” he said, fondness coating his words as he encouraged her to crawl to him.
and she’d clearly taken a liking to him. you didn’t mind the break, laying comfortably on your couch, watching the both of them communicate in babbles. well, you were mainly watching him, truth be told, discovering a side to him that you’d never seen before.
to say that you liked it would be an understatement.
it was adorable, truly, watching him be so invested in the conversation between them, repeating the half-words she was squealing at him with such a tender look to his eyes and applauding her when she’d solve her little games, to which she’d respond by bouncing in place, overjoyed that she was being showered in praise.
unfortunately, your aunt just had to interrupt the peaceful atmosphere in your flat and it took everything in you to not hide her baby away so you could keep her a bit longer with you. and it seemed like your cousin didn’t want to leave either, seeing how her lips wobbled and her eyes turned glassy, distressed by the fact that she couldn’t stay longer.
after bidding her a painfully long and emotional goodbye, you closed the door behind you, flopping back onto the couch while he sat on the floor in front of you, leaning his back onto the coffee table behind him, bringing his water bottle to his lips.
it took you a few seconds of staring before you spoke up again.
“y’sure you don’t want a football team?”
needless to say, he almost choked on his drink.
𝖲𝖫𝖮𝖶, 𝖫𝖠𝖹𝖸 𝖪𝖨𝖲𝖲𝖨𝖭𝖦
starring : kenma; akaashi; suna; osamu; sakusa
you’d been so stressed out lately.
between your countless deadlines and the sudden family drama you were dragged into, you didn’t know where to look or where to start. and it wasn’t lost on your boyfriend. he noticed the way you were easily irritated lately, the frustration wrapping around your words, how jittery you’d been, the permanent frown on your face.
he hated to see you like this.
and while he did wish he could take the weight off of your shoulders, it wasn’t like he could just barge into your familial issues or do the work you’d gotten a degree for.
thus, he was limited to little actions he hoped would help ease your situation a bit. he’d been on kitchen duty for the past month, cooking up your favorite meals every night and making your coffee exactly how you like it in the morning.
the apartment you both shared had always been tidy yet it felt pristine every time you’d walk in lately, finding no dust particles in the air and the wooden floor scrubbed perfectly. you could even see yourself through it.
hell, he’d make sure you never ran out of anything, checking you makeup and skincare drawers every week despite knowing such products don’t need refills for a good amount of time. yet you’d still find lipglosses and serums you were sure weren’t there in the first place.
despite his best efforts, there was no helping your situation. so he opted for the next best thing he could think of.
arms crossed and leaning against the doorway, he watched you huff and puff about your irritating uncle, rambling about evil he was, always bringing his opinion where it wasn’t needed. cruelly enough, your boyfriend wasn’t paying mind to your words, simply observing you with a fond smile.
as you came closer to him, his hand grabbed ahold of yours, pulling you closer to him despite your protests.
“i have to sleep,” you whined to him, glaring up with exhaustion written all over your face.
tenderly, his lips pressed against your forehead, caressing their way down the space between your eyebrows. his other hand slid up your arm, drawing shivers all over your skin, grazing the length of your neck before tilting your chin up, eyes meeting yours.
“i know,” was the only thing he’d said before his lips pressed against yours.
and with the way your shoulders immediately relaxed, how your arms looped around his neck and the soft sigh slipping past your mouth, he wondered why he didn't opt for this option from the very beginning of your torment.
he’d assumed that, given your distressed state, you wouldn’t want anyone close enough that you could feel their presence. yet he found that he was wrong, seeing how you melted so easily into him, all the tension you had stored within you forming a pathetic puddle at your feet.
his lips were soft, slightly chapped, yet so gentle as they moved against yours. he kissed you like he had all the time in the world, one arm wrapped around your waist while the other cradled your face like you were made of glass, thumb stroking against your cheek lovingly.
he didn’t rush anything, humming as your fingers played with his hair, tilting your head back the slightest bit as he deepened the kiss.
despite his slow pace, you couldn’t help the overwhelming feeling that was taking over you. heat pooled at the pit of your stomach as his tongue slid against yours, a small noise tumbling out of your mouth when his teeth nipped playfully at your bottom lip.
when he took a step forward, you took two back. until the back of your knees hit the bed behind you, forcing you to break away from him as you fell onto the mattress.
with a small chuckle, your boyfriend sat beside you, his hand caressing your cheek as he stared at you with nothing but adoration and something akin to hunger.
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it was too cold, you thought, wrapping your shawl closer to your body in an attempt to shield yourself from the merciless freezing night air. gusts of wind disheveled your hair as you closed the door behind you, pushing away the untamable strands with a simple flick of your wrist. you spotted a silhouette sitting on one of the chairs in the balcony, worryingly comfortable in such a weather.
you didn’t question it though, simply leaning over his shoulder and offering him a small smile.
“hi,” you greeted scaramouche quietly, taking a seat on the chair near his. he only replied with a small nod of acknowledgement, his eyes never leaving the scenery before him.
it wasn’t anything impressive. buildings and a cloudy night sky. no stars were visible and the moon was absent tonight. if it weren’t for the living room’s lights that you had decided not to turn off, you wouldn’t have been able to take a couple of seconds to admire his features.
scara was pretty. very pretty. maybe too pretty. it was the first thing you had noticed when you'd met him a couple of years ago. unbeknownst to him, kunikuzushi attracted a lot of attention to himself because of his looks - or maybe he knew but simply ignored it, which would be more likely. flawless porcelain skin and soft indigo hair that fell over eyes he framed with careful strokes of red. sweet features that appeared sharp because of his temperament and attitude.
but kuni was calm tonight. he was relaxed, leaning into the back of his chair while a cigarette dangled from his fingers. you couldn’t help but stare. examining the tattoos he had on his knuckles and forearms. the silver rings hugging slim and long fingers. his lips wrapping around the orange end of the stick.
“can i try?” you found yourself asking out of nowhere.
scaramouche’s eyebrows rose in mild surprise, finally directing his gaze towards you. and you might have drowned on the spot when his midnight pools met yours. it was a bit cruel, you thought to yourself, how any of his actions had your mind spiraling out of your control. scara was otherworldly. ethereal. a masterpiece you could stare at for hours and fall speechless before its magnificence each and every time.
“if you want to kiss me so bad you can just say so,” scara teased you, offering you his signature smirk as a reply.
you blinked rapidly. maybe it was his sleepiness. maybe exhaustion. or perhaps the cigarette. but his voice sounded an octave or two lower.
and maybe it was the coffee you shouldn’t have drunk earlier. maybe your anxiety. or perhaps the forbidden feelings you harbored for your best friend. but your heart had stopped for a split second, making you stare at him dumbly.
right. an indirect kiss.
“no, you can’t try,” scara mumbled, his expression falling back to its usual coldness. your fingers itched with the urge to melt the ice in gentle caresses. you wondered for a split second if he’d rather let you breathe in the poison he was exhaling if it came in the form of an actual kiss instead.
“don’t want you to grow addicted, hm?”
“i won’t,” you protested, folding your arms over your chest. “i’d die from lung failure.”
scara’s chuckle had your frown dissolving into a small smile. a little shy. a little dreamy. it had come to your mind many times that maybe he wasn’t unaware of your feelings. maybe he knew and simply ignored them. perhaps he enjoyed toying with them. or he simply was stupid and oblivious.
“just once,” scara muttered, turning his upper body your way.
it was a terrible idea, you told yourself, internally freaking out when cold fingers cupped your jaw. your breath hitched in your throat. when his index tapped on your lips so you could part them, you felt your heart jump to the tip of your tongue and feared for a second that it’d spill all of your secrets if you opened your mouth even just a little.
“there you go,” scara mumbled, bringing the filter up to your lips.
a terrible idea, really. a half-drag through and you were already a coughing mess, pushing his hand away as he snickered at your stupidity. you weakly slapped his shoulder, making a strained noise. it smelled horrible. tasted even worse.
sweetness suddenly invaded your senses, catching you off guard. you didn’t have the time to react before the ghost of a kiss you swear you had imagined was gone. the redness of his cheeks could be because of the cold. but there was no mistaking the fondness in his gaze. the way his smile seemed more bashful than usual. the gentleness of his tone.
WE NEED MORE SASSY READER!! I REQUEST A FIC OF HER WALKING HIM LIKE A DOG AGAIN PUH LEASEEE I LOVE YOU!!
walking your man toji like a dawg!! (older toji x chubby/sassy reader)
toji knew he was in deep fucking shit before he even unlocked the front door. it was well past midnight, the apartment was dark, quiet so that he could hear the keys jingling in his own hand while he eased the lock open, already planning how he was gonna sneak through the hallway without waking you.
he had a plan that he would take his boots off by the door, shower quick, side into bed, and deal with the consequences tomorrow.
the hallway light was turned on. and fuck, you were already standing there.
lttle nightgown brushing your calves, arms folded tightly across your chest, looking far too good to be nearly as terrifying as you actually were. you were literally glaring daggers at him.
toji stopped dead in the doorway, shoulders still half turned toward the front door, and let out the smallest sigh imaginable. "...baby." he drawled, his voice gruff.
you didnt answer, you walked over, reached up, grabbed him clean by the ear, and yanked him down until he was forced to lean toward you.
"fuck!-" he grumbled, immediately wincing as you tugged harder. your free hand came up and smacked him square over the head. smacking him so much that he couldnt count it. each smack sharp enough to sting his pride more than anything else while he just stood there taking it, one enormous hand rubbing uselessly at the ear you refused to let go of.
"aight- aight, fuck!" he responded, trying not to laugh because he knew itd make everything worse. "girl, y'gonna knock whats left of my damn brain loose."
you finally opened your mouth, your voice low and menacing.
he winced, clicking his tongue, his eyes narrowing down at you. god you were cute, but so goddamn terrifying. "aye, baby...i was busy." he tried to say. hed probably attempt to grab you by the waist and kiss that frown off your face.
you smacked him again.
you turned and walked away without another word, disappearing back toward the bedroom while toji stood in the hallway for another few seconds, quietly rubbing the back of his head before following after you like he was quite literally walking to his own excecution.
by the time he had showered and climbed into bed, you were already lying on your side with your back to him, blankets tucked neatly around you while your phone glowed softly in the dark. the room stayed completely silent except for the video playing through your speakers.
"welcome back." said the video, "today were going to be talking about how to divorce your husband..."
toji froze halfway beneath the blanket, he looked at the phone, and then at the back of your head.
you didnt acknowledge him. you simply watched with quiet concentration, and every so often, just as he started thinking maybe you werent actually serious, youd glance over your shoulder with the flattest, most unimpressed expression imaginable before turning back to the video again.
toji was at a loss for words.
he just layed there stiff as a baord on his side of the bed, hands folded over his stomach, staring up at the ceiling while the woman on your phone cheerfully explained legal shit. every few minutes youd shoot him another long, silent look over your shoulder, and every single time hed already be looking anywhere else, suddenly fascinated by the ceiling fan, the curtains, the wall, anything except your eyes.
he wasnt scared of much, but god was he scared of you.
a/n: LAST POST BEFORE JAPAN YALL!@!!!!! IM SO GEEKED.
it was too cold, you thought, wrapping your shawl closer to your body in an attempt to shield yourself from the merciless freezing night air. gusts of wind disheveled your hair as you closed the door behind you, pushing away the untamable strands with a simple flick of your wrist. you spotted a silhouette sitting on one of the chairs in the balcony, worryingly comfortable in such a weather.
you didn’t question it though, simply leaning over his shoulder and offering him a small smile.
“hi,” you greeted scaramouche quietly, taking a seat on the chair near his. he only replied with a small nod of acknowledgement, his eyes never leaving the scenery before him.
it wasn’t anything impressive. buildings and a cloudy night sky. no stars were visible and the moon was absent tonight. if it weren’t for the living room’s lights that you had decided not to turn off, you wouldn’t have been able to take a couple of seconds to admire his features.
scara was pretty. very pretty. maybe too pretty. it was the first thing you had noticed when you'd met him a couple of years ago. unbeknownst to him, kunikuzushi attracted a lot of attention to himself because of his looks - or maybe he knew but simply ignored it, which would be more likely. flawless porcelain skin and soft indigo hair that fell over eyes he framed with careful strokes of red. sweet features that appeared sharp because of his temperament and attitude.
but kuni was calm tonight. he was relaxed, leaning into the back of his chair while a cigarette dangled from his fingers. you couldn’t help but stare. examining the tattoos he had on his knuckles and forearms. the silver rings hugging slim and long fingers. his lips wrapping around the orange end of the stick.
“can i try?” you found yourself asking out of nowhere.
scaramouche’s eyebrows rose in mild surprise, finally directing his gaze towards you. and you might have drowned on the spot when his midnight pools met yours. it was a bit cruel, you thought to yourself, how any of his actions had your mind spiraling out of your control. scara was otherworldly. ethereal. a masterpiece you could stare at for hours and fall speechless before its magnificence each and every time.
“if you want to kiss me so bad you can just say so,” scara teased you, offering you his signature smirk as a reply.
you blinked rapidly. maybe it was his sleepiness. maybe exhaustion. or perhaps the cigarette. but his voice sounded an octave or two lower.
and maybe it was the coffee you shouldn’t have drunk earlier. maybe your anxiety. or perhaps the forbidden feelings you harbored for your best friend. but your heart had stopped for a split second, making you stare at him dumbly.
right. an indirect kiss.
“no, you can’t try,” scara mumbled, his expression falling back to its usual coldness. your fingers itched with the urge to melt the ice in gentle caresses. you wondered for a split second if he’d rather let you breathe in the poison he was exhaling if it came in the form of an actual kiss instead.
“don’t want you to grow addicted, hm?”
“i won’t,” you protested, folding your arms over your chest. “i’d die from lung failure.”
scara’s chuckle had your frown dissolving into a small smile. a little shy. a little dreamy. it had come to your mind many times that maybe he wasn’t unaware of your feelings. maybe he knew and simply ignored them. perhaps he enjoyed toying with them. or he simply was stupid and oblivious.
“just once,” scara muttered, turning his upper body your way.
it was a terrible idea, you told yourself, internally freaking out when cold fingers cupped your jaw. your breath hitched in your throat. when his index tapped on your lips so you could part them, you felt your heart jump to the tip of your tongue and feared for a second that it’d spill all of your secrets if you opened your mouth even just a little.
“there you go,” scara mumbled, bringing the filter up to your lips.
a terrible idea, really. a half-drag through and you were already a coughing mess, pushing his hand away as he snickered at your stupidity. you weakly slapped his shoulder, making a strained noise. it smelled horrible. tasted even worse.
sweetness suddenly invaded your senses, catching you off guard. you didn’t have the time to react before the ghost of a kiss you swear you had imagined was gone. the redness of his cheeks could be because of the cold. but there was no mistaking the fondness in his gaze. the way his smile seemed more bashful than usual. the gentleness of his tone.
booking flights to okinawa for your summer break was the best decision you’ve ever made. and your friends couldn’t agree more.
you’d reserve your mornings to sprawl under the sun, covered in sunscreen and praying you won’t get burnt by the bright rays.
your noons would be spent filling your stomach with the local specialties, sitting in complete silence as you exchange approving looks and eager nods at the flavors exploding in your mouth.
and your afternoons were your time to explore different itineraries you had prepared months in advance before spending the night at izakayas or fancier dining places.
and today was no different. yuki’s obnoxiously loud alarm pulled you from your sleep, groaning as you rubbed your eyes and rolled off your comfortable hotel bed, yelping as you landed butt-first on the hardwood floor.
with a few days left on your trip, you were already mourning the peaceful days you’d spend on the beach and the tranquil nights during which you’d walk under the moonlight, taking countless detours before finally reaching your hotel room in hopes of making the day last longer.
you could so easily imagine yourself dragging your feet back to your endless office job, typing away on your keyboard with boredom painted on your features while your boss would whine about unmet deadlines – although everyone knew it was his fault.
what you hadn’t imagined though, was the tall, looming shadow disrupting your tanning time.
with a sigh, you pushed your sunglasses down your nose, squinting a bit as you looked up at whoever the hell had the audacity to bother you so early in the morning.
you were met with the brightest person you’ve ever laid your eyes on.
literally.
platinum – hell, that was just pure white – hair strands were pushed away from his face by a large hand, his skin way too pale to not catch a sunburn under the scorching sun. he was sporting a hawaiian shirt, the buttons deliberately undone to reveal toned muscles.
he followed your gesture, pulling his glasses down, revealing eyes brighter than your miserable future.
he was pretty, you noted, taking in his soft yet striking features, the annoyingly attractive smirk painted on his lips, the porcelain expanse of his skin.
“can i help you?” you asked, propping yourself on your elbows.
you barely noticed the other man standing a few feet away from him, pinching the bridge of his nose as if he was embarrassed to even be around him.
“yeah, actually,” the man standing next to your sunlounger answered.
you decided that you didn’t like him, regardless of how attractive he was. the confidence that coated each word, bordering on arrogance. the low timbre of his voice, as if he was aware of what effect he’d have on most people around him.
“you could start by giving me your number,” he added, his smirk widening into a cocky smile.
slowly, you turned your head towards yuki, who was laying next to you, catching how she’d slapped a hand onto her mouth as if to stop herself from bursting into a loud fit of laughter.
disbelief was written on your face as you twisted your head to look at him again, lips parted in incredulity.
you weren’t sure how you were supposed to react, really. whether to laugh in his pretentious face, flip him off or simply ignore him in hopes that he’d leave you alone.
decisions, decisions.
suddenly, a lightbulb lit over your head, sitting up properly this time.
“sure,” you replied, offering him a small smile.
you observed how his self-important smile morphed into a victorious one, hands reaching towards the pockets of his shorts to pull out his phone. before he even had the chance to open the contact app, you spoke up again :
“ten push-ups for each digit,” you stated your condition, batting your lashes innocently at him.
and nothing felt as good as watching his face fall and his smile fade, clearly not expecting any of that. sure, it didn’t last long, but it was enough to lift your spirits after having your pleasant time interrupted so rudely.
yuki, who had been watching the entire exchange, was unable to hold back her laugh this time, nearly folding over at your ridiculous statement. neither could the man’s friends behind him, the black-haired man hiding his snicker behind his hand while the brunette woman jeered at him.
yet he didn’t relent, didn’t even give up. he put his phone back in his pocket, mumbling something that sounded like yeah okay, alright, before lowering himself down to the ground.
you blinked once. twice. a third time.
see, given the overly confident impression you’d gotten from him, you hadn’t expected him to even consider complying to your stupid little joke.
and yet.
“surface’s a bit unstable,” he muttered, although he didn’t look so bothered as he executed the first set of push ups for the first digit.
it was only at the third set that he’d started feeling the burn in his muscles and the strain in his arms. yuki was doing her homework, recording the entire scene, the groans spilling past his lips and the breathless chuckles he’d let out, as if he couldn’t believe the predicament he was in. immortalizing the way the muscles of his forearms and biceps flexed with every effort, how he’d pause in between sets while maintaining a perfect posture, letting out a shaky breath before continuing on.
and you observed all of that, sunglasses now in your hands, barely registering what was happening.
not that you minded the view, though.
something like smugness curled in your chest, barely believing that a total stranger was trying so hard to land a chance with you because what? he thought you were pretty and that was enough for him to go to such lengths?
nevermind the reason, you enjoyed the show he was putting on, and the way he sat on his knees when he was done with all of the sets, chest heaving up and down as a smile stretched across his face, turning to look at you like an eager puppy looking for approval.
you threw a look to your friend before the both of you grabbed a hold of your towels and items, standing up from your comfortable seats. wrapping your sarong around your hips, you turned your head around, taking a few seconds to look him up and down.
swiftly, you fished your lipstick out of your cute mini beach bag, uncapping it while crouching next to his kneeling form. his hands were oddly cold, you thought, grabbing ahold of the right one, your lipstick smudging a bit under the heat as you wrote two digits on his pale skin.
“you did well,” you praised him, although you sounded anything but impressed.
gojo watched as you stood up again, his skin practically burning where you had touched him. he didn’t find it in him to move, couldn’t trust his legs to handle his weight.
“try again next time,” you told him, faux-sympathy dripping from each syllable, offering him a wink as a consolation prize.
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iwaizumi hajime with the most pathetic crush of all time because he just so happens to know your schedule and accidentally bumps into you when you're buying groceries and also just so happens to be around you so much that other men back off because they think you're taken
he knows when you're happy, when you're overthinking, and when you disappear because you're somehow not bold enough to tell him to wear a shirt when he's shirtless and would rather sneak a peek and run away
and yet......when he wants to tell you, when every brain cell in his body is yearning to confess
he can't
his cheeks flush and he is a puddle who can't seem to tell you that he's been yours this whole time
it was too cold, you thought, wrapping your shawl closer to your body in an attempt to shield yourself from the merciless freezing night air. gusts of wind disheveled your hair as you closed the door behind you, pushing away the untamable strands with a simple flick of your wrist. you spotted a silhouette sitting on one of the chairs in the balcony, worryingly comfortable in such a weather.
you didn’t question it though, simply leaning over his shoulder and offering him a small smile.
“hi,” you greeted scaramouche quietly, taking a seat on the chair near his. he only replied with a small nod of acknowledgement, his eyes never leaving the scenery before him.
it wasn’t anything impressive. buildings and a cloudy night sky. no stars were visible and the moon was absent tonight. if it weren’t for the living room’s lights that you had decided not to turn off, you wouldn’t have been able to take a couple of seconds to admire his features.
scara was pretty. very pretty. maybe too pretty. it was the first thing you had noticed when you'd met him a couple of years ago. unbeknownst to him, kunikuzushi attracted a lot of attention to himself because of his looks - or maybe he knew but simply ignored it, which would be more likely. flawless porcelain skin and soft indigo hair that fell over eyes he framed with careful strokes of red. sweet features that appeared sharp because of his temperament and attitude.
but kuni was calm tonight. he was relaxed, leaning into the back of his chair while a cigarette dangled from his fingers. you couldn’t help but stare. examining the tattoos he had on his knuckles and forearms. the silver rings hugging slim and long fingers. his lips wrapping around the orange end of the stick.
“can i try?” you found yourself asking out of nowhere.
scaramouche’s eyebrows rose in mild surprise, finally directing his gaze towards you. and you might have drowned on the spot when his midnight pools met yours. it was a bit cruel, you thought to yourself, how any of his actions had your mind spiraling out of your control. scara was otherworldly. ethereal. a masterpiece you could stare at for hours and fall speechless before its magnificence each and every time.
“if you want to kiss me so bad you can just say so,” scara teased you, offering you his signature smirk as a reply.
you blinked rapidly. maybe it was his sleepiness. maybe exhaustion. or perhaps the cigarette. but his voice sounded an octave or two lower.
and maybe it was the coffee you shouldn’t have drunk earlier. maybe your anxiety. or perhaps the forbidden feelings you harbored for your best friend. but your heart had stopped for a split second, making you stare at him dumbly.
right. an indirect kiss.
“no, you can’t try,” scara mumbled, his expression falling back to its usual coldness. your fingers itched with the urge to melt the ice in gentle caresses. you wondered for a split second if he’d rather let you breathe in the poison he was exhaling if it came in the form of an actual kiss instead.
“don’t want you to grow addicted, hm?”
“i won’t,” you protested, folding your arms over your chest. “i’d die from lung failure.”
scara’s chuckle had your frown dissolving into a small smile. a little shy. a little dreamy. it had come to your mind many times that maybe he wasn’t unaware of your feelings. maybe he knew and simply ignored them. perhaps he enjoyed toying with them. or he simply was stupid and oblivious.
“just once,” scara muttered, turning his upper body your way.
it was a terrible idea, you told yourself, internally freaking out when cold fingers cupped your jaw. your breath hitched in your throat. when his index tapped on your lips so you could part them, you felt your heart jump to the tip of your tongue and feared for a second that it’d spill all of your secrets if you opened your mouth even just a little.
“there you go,” scara mumbled, bringing the filter up to your lips.
a terrible idea, really. a half-drag through and you were already a coughing mess, pushing his hand away as he snickered at your stupidity. you weakly slapped his shoulder, making a strained noise. it smelled horrible. tasted even worse.
sweetness suddenly invaded your senses, catching you off guard. you didn’t have the time to react before the ghost of a kiss you swear you had imagined was gone. the redness of his cheeks could be because of the cold. but there was no mistaking the fondness in his gaze. the way his smile seemed more bashful than usual. the gentleness of his tone.
booking flights to okinawa for your summer break was the best decision you’ve ever made. and your friends couldn’t agree more.
you’d reserve your mornings to sprawl under the sun, covered in sunscreen and praying you won’t get burnt by the bright rays.
your noons would be spent filling your stomach with the local specialties, sitting in complete silence as you exchange approving looks and eager nods at the flavors exploding in your mouth.
and your afternoons were your time to explore different itineraries you had prepared months in advance before spending the night at izakayas or fancier dining places.
and today was no different. yuki’s obnoxiously loud alarm pulled you from your sleep, groaning as you rubbed your eyes and rolled off your comfortable hotel bed, yelping as you landed butt-first on the hardwood floor.
with a few days left on your trip, you were already mourning the peaceful days you’d spend on the beach and the tranquil nights during which you’d walk under the moonlight, taking countless detours before finally reaching your hotel room in hopes of making the day last longer.
you could so easily imagine yourself dragging your feet back to your endless office job, typing away on your keyboard with boredom painted on your features while your boss would whine about unmet deadlines – although everyone knew it was his fault.
what you hadn’t imagined though, was the tall, looming shadow disrupting your tanning time.
with a sigh, you pushed your sunglasses down your nose, squinting a bit as you looked up at whoever the hell had the audacity to bother you so early in the morning.
you were met with the brightest person you’ve ever laid your eyes on.
literally.
platinum – hell, that was just pure white – hair strands were pushed away from his face by a large hand, his skin way too pale to not catch a sunburn under the scorching sun. he was sporting a hawaiian shirt, the buttons deliberately undone to reveal toned muscles.
he followed your gesture, pulling his glasses down, revealing eyes brighter than your miserable future.
he was pretty, you noted, taking in his soft yet striking features, the annoyingly attractive smirk painted on his lips, the porcelain expanse of his skin.
“can i help you?” you asked, propping yourself on your elbows.
you barely noticed the other man standing a few feet away from him, pinching the bridge of his nose as if he was embarrassed to even be around him.
“yeah, actually,” the man standing next to your sunlounger answered.
you decided that you didn’t like him, regardless of how attractive he was. the confidence that coated each word, bordering on arrogance. the low timbre of his voice, as if he was aware of what effect he’d have on most people around him.
“you could start by giving me your number,” he added, his smirk widening into a cocky smile.
slowly, you turned your head towards yuki, who was laying next to you, catching how she’d slapped a hand onto her mouth as if to stop herself from bursting into a loud fit of laughter.
disbelief was written on your face as you twisted your head to look at him again, lips parted in incredulity.
you weren’t sure how you were supposed to react, really. whether to laugh in his pretentious face, flip him off or simply ignore him in hopes that he’d leave you alone.
decisions, decisions.
suddenly, a lightbulb lit over your head, sitting up properly this time.
“sure,” you replied, offering him a small smile.
you observed how his self-important smile morphed into a victorious one, hands reaching towards the pockets of his shorts to pull out his phone. before he even had the chance to open the contact app, you spoke up again :
“ten push-ups for each digit,” you stated your condition, batting your lashes innocently at him.
and nothing felt as good as watching his face fall and his smile fade, clearly not expecting any of that. sure, it didn’t last long, but it was enough to lift your spirits after having your pleasant time interrupted so rudely.
yuki, who had been watching the entire exchange, was unable to hold back her laugh this time, nearly folding over at your ridiculous statement. neither could the man’s friends behind him, the black-haired man hiding his snicker behind his hand while the brunette woman jeered at him.
yet he didn’t relent, didn’t even give up. he put his phone back in his pocket, mumbling something that sounded like yeah okay, alright, before lowering himself down to the ground.
you blinked once. twice. a third time.
see, given the overly confident impression you’d gotten from him, you hadn’t expected him to even consider complying to your stupid little joke.
and yet.
“surface’s a bit unstable,” he muttered, although he didn’t look so bothered as he executed the first set of push ups for the first digit.
it was only at the third set that he’d started feeling the burn in his muscles and the strain in his arms. yuki was doing her homework, recording the entire scene, the groans spilling past his lips and the breathless chuckles he’d let out, as if he couldn’t believe the predicament he was in. immortalizing the way the muscles of his forearms and biceps flexed with every effort, how he’d pause in between sets while maintaining a perfect posture, letting out a shaky breath before continuing on.
and you observed all of that, sunglasses now in your hands, barely registering what was happening.
not that you minded the view, though.
something like smugness curled in your chest, barely believing that a total stranger was trying so hard to land a chance with you because what? he thought you were pretty and that was enough for him to go to such lengths?
nevermind the reason, you enjoyed the show he was putting on, and the way he sat on his knees when he was done with all of the sets, chest heaving up and down as a smile stretched across his face, turning to look at you like an eager puppy looking for approval.
you threw a look to your friend before the both of you grabbed a hold of your towels and items, standing up from your comfortable seats. wrapping your sarong around your hips, you turned your head around, taking a few seconds to look him up and down.
swiftly, you fished your lipstick out of your cute mini beach bag, uncapping it while crouching next to his kneeling form. his hands were oddly cold, you thought, grabbing ahold of the right one, your lipstick smudging a bit under the heat as you wrote two digits on his pale skin.
“you did well,” you praised him, although you sounded anything but impressed.
gojo watched as you stood up again, his skin practically burning where you had touched him. he didn’t find it in him to move, couldn’t trust his legs to handle his weight.
“try again next time,” you told him, faux-sympathy dripping from each syllable, offering him a wink as a consolation prize.
sylus was a man of pride. a man of status. he had worked hard to acquire the position he was in today, putting aside his humanity for the sake of his survival and that of the people he cherished. his confidence was not unfounded, as a man of many skills and many talents and undisputable beauty, no one could blame him for thinking highly of himself and not bending to anyone’s whims.
that is, until he had laid his eyes on you.
the moment you had met, he knew he was a doomed man – partly because of the curse your past-life-self had forced onto him but that wasn’t important right now.
sylus was never wrong. and even if he happened to be, no one would ever dare point it out. and he wouldn’t even apologize – how could he when no one dared to hold him accountable in the first place?
well, no one but you. and he had found himself in quite a predicament.
he knew better than to blame your sour mood on your period but it might just be the case, judging by how agitated you were when you couldn’t reach the stupid pads at the top of his stupidly high shelves. it got even worse when you ran out of your favorite cookies and brownies. barely any sanity of yours was spared when your favorite tube of ice cream was found ravaged by the twins and you reached your last straw when sylus offered you to maybe you should sit and calm down sweetie.
“calm down?” you asked in a chilling tone.
luke and kieran had escaped the scene, running out of the mansion with ‘grocery shopping’ as their sole excuse.
“do i look angry to you?” you went on, raising an eyebrow.
sylus was an imposing man. he feared nothing and everything feared him. none ever dared to get on his way or provoke the slightest reaction out of him in fear of having his anger strike down in the shape of reddish, dark swirls strangling the light out of their eyes.
he almost looked pitiful right now, the subject of your wrath. it was laughable. except you weren’t amused.
“of course not, my love,” he shook his head, not wanting to upset you any further – although you claimed not to be upset.
your lips twitched at the pet name but you refused to cave in. you turned your back to your husband, refusing to utter any word to him anymore. you just wanted a sweet treat and a long nap, maybe that’ll help with your cranky mood.
but sylus saw his entire world shatter at this instant, watching you giving him the cold shoulder. his poor heart broke into thousands of pieces and he found himself a bit helpless at the second. he wasn’t used to this, really. taking accountability, dealing with people’s emotions.
everything was so new and while he seemed to carry on with your relationship oh so easily, until you got married. he was still ridiculously helpless when you gave him the silent treatment. it was pathetic in a way that you found sick enjoyment in. and sylus did suspect that you loved him grovelling and begging, but that knowledge – while it made him smug – still didn’t help his shattered heart at the moment.
“no, no,” he muttered, shaking his head, following suit behind you. he grabbed onto your shoulder, turning you around with his hands cupping your face tenderly despite his frantic movements.
God, he was so sweet, you almost felt bad. almost.
“don’t ignore me, sweetheart,” he breathed out and when he pressed a kiss to your forehead he was so grateful you even allowed him to be this close to you when you were probably bubbling with rage.
you weren’t. in fact, you were so entertained it was getting harder and harder for you to keep a straight face.
but sylus, ever the perceptive man, somehow didn’t notice your clear amusement, too desperate to have you forgive him.
so desperate you couldn't help the sudden gasp that slipped past your lips when he suddenly dropped to his knees, grabbing onto your hand and pressing it to his cheek. he looked up at you, eyes wide and full of guilt.
you were conflicted, really. one the one hand, it was pretty attractive, the way he tossed everything he was just to earn your approval and your forgiveness. on the other hand, you felt terribly bad for pushing your little play so far.
“if it’s about the cookies and brownies, i’ll buy you a lifetime stock of them,” he rambled, pressing a kiss to your palm, his other hand caressing your thigh up and down in what he hoped to be a soothing manner. “i’ll scold the twins and have them buy you ice cream every day,” he added and you cracked a smile at that, unable to keep your act up.
“oh, sylus,” you chuckled, kneeling down in front of him and wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders. “you’re so stupid, i love you,” you giggled gleefully and he would gladly turn into a jester if it meant bringing the sunshine back to your expression.
he was so gone, truly.
“i love you too,” he huffed out a laugh, all his nerves finally easing down, finding peace in your comfort.
“you’re kinda hot when you beg, though,” you noted a couple of hours later, leaning against his sturdy chest while downing spoonful after spoonful of chocolate ice cream.
“ah, i should’ve known you would find enjoyment in my distress,” sylus teased back, his fingers gently pinching your cheeks in disapproval.
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"we can't be friends anymore."
you stood in something resembling disbelief while iwaizumi, your best friend and closest confidant, said something so blunt that you were stunned into silence.
you watched his hands, always the teller of his emotions, fidget uselessly for a second before stilling, almost as if he knew he was being watched. his eyes, usually warm, were filled with a conviction so strong you genuinely felt fear.
the summer air embraced the two of you, the wind sweeping over your cheeks in comfort. iwaizumi dropped his gaze to the floor before finally speaking again.
"it's not your fault," he sighed, shoving his hands into his pockets. "in fact, i don't want you blaming yourself at all. i know you would. you're so sweet. you'd never understand. but i can't do this anymore."
"what did i do?" you asked, voice trembling ever so slightly, "i thought we were alright hajime."
upon hearing his first name he winced.
"look." he said, "i know you obviously don't feel the same way as i do, and i tried for months. and i know that you're too nice to tell me that you don't feel the same, and god i want your time. i want all of it. but i cannot force you to loan your heart out when you don't feel the way i do."
your mouth fell open, brows contorting in shock. "what do you mean?" you whispered, hardly able to believe what you were hearing. "i don't feel the same? feel the same about what?"
iwaizumi blinked in confusion. "what?"
"i'm serious!" you explained, waving your hands around pathetically. "to me, it sounds like you're breaking off our friendship. and i don't want that, and i want to know what i did."
iwaizumi's eyes widened before he hid his laugh behind his hand. you continued to wait for his explanation, but all you received was the beautiful chimes of his laugh filling the air between you.
"do i need to spell it out?" he chuckled, looking towards the heavens like it would give him answers. "i thought i was obvious."
"obvious?" you shot back. "hajime, be direct."
"i like you so much it's driving me insane. i cannot pretend to be friends anymore because what i want is to take you out. and spend all my time with you. romantically. so i am asking you to have mercy on my heart and reject me."
"WHAT!" you yelled, more at him than anyone else. "what makes you think i'd reject you?"
"you didn't seem to like me so..."
"i've been after you for months," you groaned, "why else would i search up that tofu recipe you like. and come to your volleyball games, and help you study anatomy with that dumb skeleton in your room. i like you. a lot. i just wanted your company more than anything else. i thought you didn't like me."
with that, iwaizumi grinned, shaking his head in disbelief. "disgusting. if tooru was watching this, he'd never let us live that down."
you giggled, reaching over to grab one of his hands.
"let's go on a date." you smile. "you can tell me all about this little crush of yours."
he sighed, lacing his fingers between your own and heading off towards the nearest ice cream shop. the evening sun set behind you, the watercolor sky painting the end of a miscommunication and the first of many dates.