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Knee Deep and visual novel addict.... haha........
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Datc x knee deep (something i barely finished...... am i even alloed to make aus of datc????m please tell me if i can't)
More to come because me and my friend group love knee deep....
Fun facts about me:
(not really fun but shhhhhhhhhh)
MY PAGE IS FUCKING CRINGE PLSSSS
Ill mostly be the one posting in this blog!!!!!
Ive hard like. 4 accounts before this one?? Most of them roleplay accounts (THE WORST TYPE OF ACCOUNTS BOOOO!!!!! /j /hvj /nsrs /IMKIDDING)
I only have a tablet... okay... I don't have a computer.... that's why j csnt play a lot of vns
I forget things a lot
I type in all caps a LLOOOTTTT
I have a lot of typos if you need some sort of translation pleasseeeeeee ask me
My grammar is shit okay.... you might see me edit my posts a lot (despite that did yiu know my first language is English hahahahahahaha.)
Tonetags are my lifesaver bro
I used to very interested in psychology and I still remember a lot of the things I researched (DONT TAKE MY WORD ON THAT ) soooooooo liek I use that to analyze my favorite characters USHFJSGDJSH VERY GREAT USE OF INFO I KNOW
Im a MINOR!!!!! A MINOR GUYS!!!!!!!!!! REMEMBER THAT!!!!! /silly
I usually ramble about random stuff and if what I say doesn't make sense ignore it LMAO
^ BUT THEN AGAIN THIS ACC IS USED FOR THAT SOOO EXPECT A LOT OF RANDOM SHIT PLUS A LOT OF INFO DUMPING ABOUT MY AUS
I'm very very very VERY bad with new people but hey if we click I'm sure we'd be friends for life!
I'm very braindead most of the time okay? Okay!
I use the expression "IM CRYING" a lot
TAG GUILDLINES!!!!
☆ - Knee Deep Childhood AU = about childhood au
☆ - Knee Deep Band AU = about band au
☆ - Knee Deep Rivals Band AU = about rivals band au
☆ - Knee Deep Cafe AU = about cafe au
☆ - Knee Deep Actor AU = about Actor au
☆ - Knee Deep x Date at The Cemetery AU = about kn:il x datc au
☆ - Knee Deep Spy AU = about spy au
☆ - Knee Deep Headcanons = headcanons!!!!
Sign outs and their meanings:
-❤️ or -💤 = ME!!!! AKA MILO / MILLY
-🐈⬛️ or -🎨 = RYLEE / FAYE :D
💬 0 🔁 0 ❤️ 1 · Milo headcanons!!!! · Lkay basically uhhh Milo is genderfluid but like mc doesn't know that and ihh veeyrine else because h
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Hello!!! I really really love your visual novel it's one of the best imo despite it being only a demo!! I enjoyed it a lot and I love Turquoise he's such a good character :D thank you for making Beyond The Turquoise Stars!!!!
I do have questions though about Turquoise if that's okay?? If it gives away any spoilers you don't have to answer it (or just overall if you dont want to answer these!)
so sorry if I repeated any of the questions that were asked before
1). Does Turquoise know how to fight, and is he good at it?
2). What is his dominant hand or is he ambidextrous?
3). Could you Turquoise in one word??
4). Does he play any instruments?? If not what would he play??
5). How would Turquoise act like if they were caught in a lie??? Would he straight up deny it, would they make a whole other story in the spot? (Or was another lie already planned??)
On addition to this, how good is his acting? In terms of convincing people (Like could people read them really easily??)
6). Would you say Turquoise is good with kids??
7). Does Turquoise have any phobias / fears?
Im so sorry these are a lot of questions you don't need to answer all of them!!
1. Does Turquoise know how to fight?
No, he doesn't know how to fight.
He avoids getting into confrontational situations. If he were suddenly forced into a fight, he wouldn't know what to do.
However, if given time, he could use various tactics to turn a fight to his advantage.
Be careful, though—he can still defend himself with a specific object.
2. What is his dominant hand?
He is right-handed.
3. Could you describe Turquoise in one word?
Existentialist.
4. Does he play any instruments?
(Already answered)
He doesn't. I think he would look very elegant playing piano or violin.
5. How would Turquoise act like if they were caught in a lie?
That’s a very good question…
Turquoise is always careful, so if MC catches him lying, he’d be extremely surprised. He’d be more curious to know how MC found out or what slip-ups he made, rather than denying it.
However, if he knows he may have made a mistake, left clues pointing to a lie, and that MC is likely to connect the dots, he would look for a backup plan ahead of time: a second lie.
Furthermore, instead of refuting a lie, he would be more inclined to admit it but then add another lie to “the truth.”
But why are you asking that? Do you think Turquoise lies to you a lot?
6. Is he good at acting?
I don't know… Do you think he's being sincere with you? Can you read him easily?
Or is he just putting on a show? If he's acting, when is he being himself?
Your own interpretation could make all the difference... Form your own opinion.
7. Would you say Turquoise is good with kids?
Turquoise didn't grow up around children (other than his classmates), so he's not used to taking care of them. He doesn't really know how to act around them. However, he doesn't hate them. He just wouldn't know what to do, and I think he'd quickly get overwhelmed by the chaos of young kids…
It could make for a really cute scene.
8. Does Turquoise have any phobias / fears?
Abandonment.
(Thank you for your kind words!
Your questions were very interesting!)
HELLO HELLO HEELLLOOO I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY BLOG!!! Do I have anything to say other than that?? No! But I'm still on the knee deep grind... donntttt worrrryyy.... I'm also playing kike a bunch of visual novels so I'm kinda tweaking out about all of them becuase they're all so GOOD and like basically that's it.... milo out ✌️
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Rylee glanced at the clock near his bed, 4:36 AM... just great. He couldn't sleep, couldn't stop thinking about him. The words that were said, the hurt in his eyes, the look on both of their faces... he had caused that. He had tried leaving them, tried leaving something all three of them had created together, he knew it wasn't suppsoe to end like this and God did he feel bad.
But was it really his fault? Anthony... he was the only reason why he stayed. Rylee hated to admit it, but each song they sang? It felt... repetitive. It was depressing, the situation he was in and the songs they sang. He knew it was a way for them to let out their feelings, but during those times, a thought gnawed on his mind. He wanted change, he wanted freedom.
Rylee wanted to do something he enjoyed.
And Milo? Milo's band was the perfect example of something he would enjoy being a part of. Their music, the passion that was put into it—don't get Rylee wrong, there was so much passion put into Anthony's band, but... something about the latter was different. So he took his chances.
Rylee thought he would feel free.
He thought he would be free.
But all he found was heartbreak.
He couldn't seem to catch a break, can he?
Despite all of that, he still found himself rewatching all of the band's performances, watching Anthony preform. Curled into a ball as his eyes were glued to the screen. He remembered everything that happened to them, the things they've been through together. Anthony was there for him when he was down, was there for his highs and lows, and he couldn't help but just... love him.
Rylee felt horrible, yet he couldn't get any tears out. He must look pathetic, right? The weird faces he made as he quietly sobbed, the small noises he would let out. But who cared? He was alone anyways.
That word echoed in his mind, alone. He didn't have anyone to comfort him, not anymore. Milo had his own thing going on, he couldn't call him, not when he was probably drunk in some bar.
Rylee missed when how gentle Anthony was, even in those intimate times they had together. how anthony would hug him, reassure him on how everything would be okay, and in those moments? It did feel like it was going to be okay. But that hope was gone, now that he was gone.
Everything that Rylee worked so, so hard for was starting to all come undone and there was nothing he could do to fix it.
helllooo you don't need to reas this part I just want to somewhat tell what type of friendship milo and rylee has
Rylee was getting some nice, cold water from the kitchen fridge. He looked like hell, face red, his cheeks stained with tears, but he didn't bother to fix himself. It wasn't like he was getting any guests, right?
DING DONG!
Fuck.
Rylee took a swing from the glass before rubbing his eyes, holding it'll make him somehow more appealing. He headed to the door before finding a very tipsy, familiar redhead.
Milo falls into his arms which causes Rylee to flinch and catch him. His friend was sobbing frantically and babbling incoherent things. Something about Cal? He couldn't tell. All that he did know was that Milo didn't even seem to see how messed up Rylee looked.
...yo I lowkey forgot to post the rival band au things here MY BADDDD ILL POST IT IN A BIT I THINK. BUT OFFTOPIC GO PLAY BEYOND THE TURQUOISE STARS ITS SO GOOD PLSSSSSS I MEAN THERES A FEW TWS SO IT MIGHT NOT BE FOR EVERYONE BUT STTTIIILLLL JWHRHWHRJWHDHWHDN I LOVE TURQUOISE!!!!!
HOW THE FUCK DO I MAKE KNEE DEEP X DATC WORK. IM STAYING UP THINKING OF THIS AND MY MIND GOES BLANK. JSHDJSHRJDJRJCJDJ HOW HOW HOW HOW HOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW GUSY WHERE DID MY MOTIVATION GO
Cough uhhhh besides the point! Will be posting a rivals band au updated explanation, and a band au oneshot by yours truly!!! (Me... hehrhehene) I'll post it tomorrow since it's like. 2 am bye bey stay sage don't die!!!
did I mention the kneshot will be angst. Did I also mention I don't know how to write drunk people becusse I'm too minor to drink........ its oaky it won't be that brought up in the oneshot it's kinda just for sillies (plus chatacter building??? Idk what you call it... its liek???? Implying a way a duo works or sksmtuing idk immtoo braindead for rhis)
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HOW THE FUCK DO I MAKE KNEE DEEP X DATC WORK. IM STAYING UP THINKING OF THIS AND MY MIND GOES BLANK. JSHDJSHRJDJRJCJDJ HOW HOW HOW HOW HOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW GUSY WHERE DID MY MOTIVATION GO
Cough uhhhh besides the point! Will be posting a rivals band au updated explanation, and a band au oneshot by yours truly!!! (Me... hehrhehene) I'll post it tomorrow since it's like. 2 am bye bey stay sage don't die!!!
Hello I am half asleep but I mgonna try to summarize the aus we have
Band au - Will be a separate explanation (since it's our main au)
Childhood au - Basically the knee deep boys have been friends since childhood, only meeting mc in college (band au is combined with this)
Rivals band au - Rylee and Milo are in a band with Liam and some other dudes and Anthony and Cal are in a band with other random dudes! They're rivals (hahshahsn the name of the au) and their fans are at each other's throats, digging up anything about their past to use again the other (Somethinf that both groups do not like or agree to) and boom soon enough we get yaoi
Cafe au - Anthony and milo work at the cafe and rylee and cal are regulars
Actor au - Knee Deep: In Love! Is a show, uHhHH and yeah theyre actors! It's very silly
Spy au - All of them are part of some illegal, private organization, Milo is the sniper, Cal is mostly works behind the scenes and acts as a bodyguard for them (all while being his annoying and whimsical self!), Rylee uhhh kills using poison, Anthony d9es close combat
Datc x knee deep - OKAY. so I don't have any official info about this other than
Milo as Avon
Mc as... rene...? I'm not sure
Rylee as Akoni???????????
Cal as Ryker
Anthony as Zander
Idk if I'm gonna really do this au it's like a one time thing and I'm lowkey too braindead to think of stuff because there is WAAYYY too many things to think about so maybe one day I'll complete it... ykyk...
Band au explanation below (lore plus plot)
The four boys have known eachother since 13~15 which is where childhood au takes place,, basically here rylee is still cis as he was biologically a girl in fayes headcanon!! his given name was riley so ill refer to him as that whenever referring to the childhood au ok.. anywya so yeh riley liked anthony during her childhood years but as she shifted into being trans, his love for anthony was kind of like. Faded.??? I mean not extremely faded but like he still liked anthony but not in a way that he’d actively pursue him, mainly due to religious trauma and internalized homophobia, in which, he thought if he’d like jelli, then he’d technically be straight, right!! right. but here’s the thing,, anthony did not like riley whatsoever before because he was still gay.. but as they figured out their shit blah lahvlah he turned omniromantic and suddenly had a liking for rylee since he was so nghhh sugoi cutesy handsome and all. And uhhgmgmgmmm additional notes, during childhood, milo had an emo phase which led him to have liek this diary which he’d right his sad thoughts and stuff, but as he evolved and became an adult he despises his younger self, and frankly enough, i think he’s the opposite now and with cal they used t9 be called Liam and they're non binary and uhjuuhhhhh Liam is their first name, cal being their middle name!!! Cal is a nepo baby and their parents reaalllyy do not care whay they do so that's why he's kinda all over the place cause he kinda has TOO MUCH free will...... oh also to add on riley had already confessed to anthony but liek. He shut her down pretty damn quick cuz like gay and all but they made up quickly after that too i guess. nad now present, band au technically uhmmm rylee plays electric violin, milo plays guitar, cal plays bass, anthony plays drums and mc is the producer
This essay was brought to you (kinda tweaked by me) by one of our friends who also helped make the au :3 I'm very proud of all of them aannddd they made these hcs themselves (for whatever character they rp as) then we kinda just combined that I to a story so
Yyyeyesssss before you ask I will be talking about Milo band au backstoryyyy... hehrheyfhshfhshfhhshdnehsumsvgukysjvy,sjgy,gju
Anyways ps: the reason why mc isn't mentioned that much is becuase the mc we had in our friend group turned out to be reaaaaaaalllllll weird so we kinda had to kick her oouutt 😁✌️ but it's okay because we have a new mc but we haven't gotten time to plan w her yet!!! So STAY TUNED FOR NEXT TIME HAHDJAHDJSHDJS BYE BYEEEEE
COUUGGHHH BTW IN RIVAL BAND AU ANTHONY AND RYLEE MET WAAAYYY BEFORE THE BAND AND THE RIVALRY BECAUSE THEY USED TO HOOK UP A LOT AND NOW THEYRE HORRIFIED TO SEE ESCH OTHER. SAME WITH CAL AND MILO!!! YEAAAHHH... THEY ALSO HOOKED UP WND STUFF MAYBE ILL GET INTO HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT EACH OTHER IN ANITHER POST (mostly how milo feels since i kinda need perms to post stuff from the others) /sillt
Hello I am half asleep but I mgonna try to summarize the aus we have
Band au - Will be a separate explanation (since it's our main au)
Childhood au - Basically the knee deep boys have been friends since childhood, only meeting mc in college (band au is combined with this)
Rivals band au - Rylee and Milo are in a band with Liam and some other dudes and Anthony and Cal are in a band with other random dudes! They're rivals (hahshahsn the name of the au) and their fans are at each other's throats, digging up anything about their past to use again the other (Somethinf that both groups do not like or agree to) and boom soon enough we get yaoi
Cafe au - Anthony and milo work at the cafe and rylee and cal are regulars
Actor au - Knee Deep: In Love! Is a show, uHhHH and yeah theyre actors! It's very silly
Spy au - All of them are part of some illegal, private organization, Milo is the sniper, Cal is mostly works behind the scenes and acts as a bodyguard for them (all while being his annoying and whimsical self!), Rylee uhhh kills using poison, Anthony d9es close combat
Datc x knee deep - OKAY. so I don't have any official info about this other than
Milo as Avon
Mc as... rene...? I'm not sure
Rylee as Akoni???????????
Cal as Ryker
Anthony as Zander
Idk if I'm gonna really do this au it's like a one time thing and I'm lowkey too braindead to think of stuff because there is WAAYYY too many things to think about so maybe one day I'll complete it... ykyk...
Band au explanation below (lore plus plot)
The four boys have known eachother since 13~15 which is where childhood au takes place,, basically here rylee is still cis as he was biologically a girl in fayes headcanon!! his given name was riley so ill refer to him as that whenever referring to the childhood au ok.. anywya so yeh riley liked anthony during her childhood years but as she shifted into being trans, his love for anthony was kind of like. Faded.??? I mean not extremely faded but like he still liked anthony but not in a way that he’d actively pursue him, mainly due to religious trauma and internalized homophobia, in which, he thought if he’d like jelli, then he’d technically be straight, right!! right. but here’s the thing,, anthony did not like riley whatsoever before because he was still gay.. but as they figured out their shit blah lahvlah he turned omniromantic and suddenly had a liking for rylee since he was so nghhh sugoi cutesy handsome and all. And uhhgmgmgmmm additional notes, during childhood, milo had an emo phase which led him to have liek this diary which he’d right his sad thoughts and stuff, but as he evolved and became an adult he despises his younger self, and frankly enough, i think he’s the opposite now and with cal they used t9 be called Liam and they're non binary and uhjuuhhhhh Liam is their first name, cal being their middle name!!! Cal is a nepo baby and their parents reaalllyy do not care whay they do so that's why he's kinda all over the place cause he kinda has TOO MUCH free will...... oh also to add on riley had already confessed to anthony but liek. He shut her down pretty damn quick cuz like gay and all but they made up quickly after that too i guess. nad now present, band au technically uhmmm rylee plays electric violin, milo plays guitar, cal plays bass, anthony plays drums and mc is the producer
This essay was brought to you (kinda tweaked by me) by one of our friends who also helped make the au :3 I'm very proud of all of them aannddd they made these hcs themselves (for whatever character they rp as) then we kinda just combined that I to a story so
Yyyeyesssss before you ask I will be talking about Milo band au backstoryyyy... hehrheyfhshfhshfhhshdnehsumsvgukysjvy,sjgy,gju
Anyways ps: the reason why mc isn't mentioned that much is becuase the mc we had in our friend group turned out to be reaaaaaaalllllll weird so we kinda had to kick her oouutt 😁✌️ but it's okay because we have a new mc but we haven't gotten time to plan w her yet!!! So STAY TUNED FOR NEXT TIME HAHDJAHDJSHDJS BYE BYEEEEE
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Lkay basically uhhh Milo is genderfluid but like mc doesn't know that and ihh veeyrine else because he doesnt want MC's view of him to change as they've been friends for a really long time so whenever mc called him he when he goes by different pronouns he kinda just sucks it up and cries later on (😋)
Mc gives Milo a looootttt of hair clips and Milo wears all of them
Milo listens to Ricky Montgomery and tv girl and overall anything mc listens to
Milo's personality is kinda just. Made up for mc and he's actually a bitter bitch without them /sillt
MILO BIGGEST YEARNER!!!
Another Milo headcanon... he's antisocial liek very.
His only friend is his mom and mc he doesn't make any effort to have any other friends because he believes all he needs is mc hence why he's also so clingy to mc!
His relationship with his mom is sort of like... love hate relationship yk I wanna say he definitely... definitely probably has some sort of disorder... i mean who stalks others 24/7...and... kills animals (/silly) but his mom is like "??no thats hormones, you know we cant waste money on pointless diagnosis" so it's kinda just. Yes like he loves his mom but genuinely sometimes he wants to slit her throat (/hj) Mc doesn't know about this because right milo keeps his personality all "".YayyyYYY I LOVE YOU!!!" with them or skemthign
He acts dramatic for fun
Headcanons for past Milo! (Hello FIRST ONE has tws like very heavy tooics )
(PAST MILO IS KINDA JUST IN CHILDHOOD AU I WOULDNT REALKY SAY THAT PASF MILO IS REALLY A HEADCANON SINCE HES KINDA JSUT PART OF THE AU WE MADE YK BUT IM STILL GONNA PUT THIS IN HCS BECAUSE I CAN AND IM YESSSSSSS can u tell this is self projecting. HDJSHDJEHDJ)
Milo. Uhhhhahshs ue had an emo phase right. He relaly hates that phase for a few reasons, he kjnda ermdm. Started to hurt. Jimself durinf those tjmes. And his ass thought he was so slick that he was hurting himself in places people wouldnt look.🤤Uh he wlso didnt really take care of himself during thay tiem, which means his room was a mess (he had the decency though to tell the others to not hang out in his place) tbh he tells himself hes better than before but is he really?? He still does it (especially ESPECIALLY when he feels like mc is drifting away from him) so is he really that different?? I am the best narrator. Anwyays
Milo had a diary before, he can't seem to find it now but when he does, he'll burn it
He used to bed rot a lot
His father wasn't the best and in present time isn't in the picture
Definitely acted sassy before but he never hurted anyone despite people thinking otherwise
Mc is his very first love, he kinda just. Was wondering before how would it feel like to be inlove and hkw HE wnated someone to love and care about just like those couples on TV but no one ever really clicked with him (until mc)
He used to be OBSESSED with spiders and collected them in jars, if you were to ask him now whether about them he'd be like. Yapping about them still
You know the phrase wolf in sheep's clothing right?? I feel like he'd be like. A cat in dogs clothing (actinf all positive and like a dog basically whe. Its not his real personality) I also believe he's a wolf in sheep's clothing! He doesn't want to hurt MC, but he's bound to bite her without wanting to, that's just his nature. His cruel, cruel nature. Isn't that right, Milo? GIGGLES IM SORRY I LIKE SNEAKINF ANGST
If I can't have mc no one can mindset, he wouldn't kill himself for mc if they asked, but he would kill himself if they died! Hes controljng in the way of indirectly colonialism, he makes mc trust him and secretly pulls the stings from behind the scenes to manipulate them
