I'LL DIE HOMESICK.

still caring about internet friends you lost touch with years ago is so embarrassing. yeah i had a deam we met up irl recently. the last time we spoke was maybe 7-8 years ago. i still wear the laces we randomly decided was a sign of our friendship. i dont know what any of your socials are or if youre even active on any. sometimes i see someones art resemble yours and i wonder for hours. do you still go by that name you chose? whenever i see it i wonder if its you. we couldve passed each other in this vastness a thousand times and not have a clue.

we were lonely kids having fun together. do you remember?

The older I get the more I realize that actually a lot of the time in media the insistence that a relationship between two fictional characters is actually just a deep complicated friendship was NOT bullshit/cope in the face of shipper accusations. Because I keep finding myself in deep and beautiful but complex friendships and I realize now that once you meet your romantic life partner the world of these long term profound friendships sort of presents itself to you & there's way more there than I ever thought possible...Like it IS sort of the number one form of new relationship you face in your adult life. At a poetry reading the other day one of the readers was talking about this and about how much interprojection and like, keeping pace of life and seeing your friends as an extension of yourself happens in later life. And it had me like...wow

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