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They should invent a method of asking for reassurance that nobody secretly hates you that doesn't make people secretly hate you.

i always make my grief small and palatable

im very passionate about not being a shitty human being

[shaking myself by the shoulders] i will get better. i will continue. i have no goddamn choice

Due to personal reasons I will be loving myself with my whole heart

When love visits you again… may it be genuine, safe, reassuring, and secure.

one day I woke up and realised all the waiting and yearning was actually me living my life and it’s happening right now and it’s still good even if it’s not perfect and there is no moment when all your dreams get fulfilled and everything makes sense. like… this is it. this is life. you’ll waste away your youth waiting for some imagined future if you don’t love life for what it is now and make the most of it

the older i get, the more i need time & personal space to be as boring as possible

I understand old men sitting on porches staring at an empty field more now than ever.