mick

instead of sleeping last night i wrote like 800 words of a rick and morty fic, n this is only the beginning. prolly wont end up finishing it but i shall try

i watched romeo and juliet for the first time in class today. movie was okay, kinda mid. it was cute until i found out romeo was like 17-20 and juliet was like 13??? the pinnacle of love and romance is between a child and a nearly grown ass man?? in modern day juliet wouldve been in the 7-8th grade and romeo about to graduate. its disgusting and it genuinely pisses me off bro. the girls in my class were like "omg my standards r thru the roof now" "if a hot guy loved me so much he killed himself bc he thought i was dead i woildnt care how old he is" thats so fucking sad. idgaf if its fiction juliet was a child, not even a proper teenager. her only options was between a dude in his 20's apparently and another guy slightly younger than the other guy. her entire life is decided for her and when shes finally out of it shes stuck in a predatory relationship w some weirdo.

every time i join a new fandom i always have to read smt ab my favs smoking weed. if theres no fics ab it i make my own. they never get finished tho

idrk how to explain but sometimes i forget all my trauma happened to ME. like im so used to it and disconnected from it it doesnt even feel like my life. i also remember most of my memories in third person. almost as if im watching it, not part of it just observing. how tf am i gonna be a bystander to my own trauma. i think ik why, cuz my brain had to like protect me or wtv and at like 5 i unlocked dissociation. but its just so weird. i think ab everything a lot without realizing, its always at the back of my mind and im not even aware of it. when i catch myself thinking ab it, i get this weird feeling of being sick of it. its like a song on a broken radio u hear everyday, over time u get annoyed of it but it never stops.

morty and rick both have adhd n ptsd cuz i have adhd and ptsd

i hate being in a fandom where i have to worry ab seeing ship work of a grandpa and grandson duo its so annoying but the normal ppl in the fandom make it better.