not classy

had a dream that i brought a used paper towel roll back to the store to pay for it again because it was so useful. cashier was like "most people don't do this. you're a good person" true

affirmations they will not kill me at work today. it is not in my job description to get killed. if they did kill me at work that would be weird and probably not worth it for them

ppl will be like dom shortage and then say every dom is secretly yearning to be submissive once they go to therapy and get over their childhood trauma and forgive their father and choose love

the cruel joke of my existence is that in principle I know my continued existence doesn't rely on pleasing authority figures and I want to encourage others to defy authority basically as they feel like it, but the idea of someone in charge of me being Mad At Me still feels like being killed with hammers

I said this to my friends on discord but I got hurt at work and my first thought was like 'I hope this doesn't inconvenience anyone' and then 'i hope everyone who's mad at me about this doesn't kill me too badly' and then 'I'm autistic and got hurt so someone is going to take away my autonomy about this' and then like 50th down the list was like. concern for my own human body. okay

the cruel joke of my existence is that in principle I know my continued existence doesn't rely on pleasing authority figures and I want to encourage others to defy authority basically as they feel like it, but the idea of someone in charge of me being Mad At Me still feels like being killed with hammers

I said this to my friends on discord but I got hurt at work and my first thought was like 'I hope this doesn't inconvenience anyone' and then 'i hope everyone who's mad at me about this doesn't kill me too badly' and then 'I'm autistic and got hurt so someone is going to take away my autonomy about this' and then like 50th down the list was like. concern for my own human body. okay

the self is a guy you made up to get mad at