Ice cube

*What?

- oh, what?

Sometimes it appears when you least expect it.

Mine came suddenly.

Just like that.

The day before yesterday.

Today I came to this conclusion.

Will be Better?

Everyday I make mistakes, I am not talking about it just like that, I am just surprised that I can't read the signs. I just want to have that possibility, but my brain is just not getting it.

Too brave,

too friendly,

too nice,

too gently.

I am only a human and I am really tired of this circus, yes 'cause my world is a scene and all around it is a big joke.

I hurt myself,

I hurt people around me,

without any knowledge of it,

Nobody shares secrets with me,

Nobody cares about me,

Nobody loves me.

Everybody just use me,

Eberybody take advantage of me,

Everybody sees someone different than me,

Everybody hates me.

Cut The thoughts,

Run The show,

Keep those lies,

You know all.

Drum and bass,

Big flashlight,

No big deal,

I think it is time to tell to myself that I am alone.

But u know what?

I don't care.

I don't need you all.

I've decided again.

She is just to strong.

She needs to be at the first place.

Nothing else.

Nobody else.

Today,

I have started yesterday.

I feel the fire,

I am burning inside,

And also

Again feel...

ALIVE