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Hot Dog Quit has been chosen as the official Pride Month rep of Quitland.
Who goes there?!? This path may only be walked by those who have watched the last episode of "60 of the same guy"...!
💬 3 🔁 36 ❤️ 243 · Living the Dream: Something Something Quitland (Part 23) · Do...do the Quits even have parents...?
We hold our hands in
Alright let's not mess around today and just get right into it, because this episode is NO JOKE!!!
For a long time now we have been watching the ongoing romantic drama with Quit 17 develop. 17 is dating 51, but both 35 and Start (two very iconic residents) like him...to the point where Start banished him to Cease Island! How will this plot-line end?!?
Well I guess it'll end a little something like this:
35 was sick of sitting around not doing anything, so after falling for multiple different Quits she finally decided to actually confess to one!
She was pretty desperate. But who can blame her? 17 is (apparently) a hot ticket item on Quitland.
So how did this confession play out? Well...
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So...we've made it to the ultimate conclusion of this ongoing plot-line. The conclusion I think we all knew would happen, deep down in our very souls. We hoped, dreamed that it wouldn't come to this...but sometimes fate simply can't be avoided. Startventeen is officially dead.
...OR IS IT?!?
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...yeah...yeah it is.
Poor Start...they were born under such odd circumstances, yet despite that they wanted to share their love and affection with someone they were close to. But it simply wasn't meant to be.
Start, with their immense power, could have laid waste to Quitland after this...fueled by rage and sadness from the loss of their first true love. And I fully expected this outcome...
...but Start surprised me.
Rather than sulking in their sadness or unleashing their mighty power onto the island, Start...moved on? They seemed at peace over this conclusion. As if, deep down, even they knew this is how it must go down. That, in order for something new to Start, you must Quit at what is happening right now.
(35 however did sulk about it. Sorry 35.)
...Maybe, just maybe, this is for the best...? Perhaps even bigger and better things lie in wait for Start. I'm proud of my demon child...*sniff*...s-sorry, just got something in my eye...
I felt immense pride over Start and their responsibility, so I decided they deserve a title of royalty! Thus I gave them the prince uniform, fitted with a golden crown and royal garments! Start, Dark Prince of Quitland!
...I was a lot more excited about it then they were. Oh well.
Would you believe we're actually not done with Start just yet? A few hours after they moved on from 17...I caught them saying something interesting!
What the..?!? Are you longing for 35 now?!? From romantic rivals to potential lovers...?!? Startventeen might be dead, but what about...um...Starty-Five...? Thirty-Stive...? Doesn't really roll off the tongue as well now does it.
Anyways, I'd find 35 x Start super hilarious for a lot of reasons. Obviously the island flirt dating the island shadowy demon creature would be funny on its own, but also we've had all these talks about 35 loving Quit as a whole and not being able to contain their love for a singular Quit...so the idea of them ending up with someone that isn't even a Quit to begin with is really funny.
OK OK, let's move on from Start for now. How about some conflict? Both the end of one and the beginning of another!
40 proves that they're not quite as vindictive as 23, since they decided to mend their fight with 6 from last episode. That's nice...
...But who cares?!?! You guys want the JUICY stuff, right?!?
Well how about...THIS!
Gasp! These two are going out yet they're fighting! This is the first time we've had an actual lovers quarrel on the island...between 41 and 47!
Is this the beginning of a toxic relationship?!?
...nah...just kidding.
They made up pretty fast. I guess their love was just too strong to let a silly old fight break them apart that easily.
And to add onto this, a while later...
47 wanted to move in with 41! I guess the fight only made their love stronger...?!?
So now 47 lives in Quotation. They used to live in TOIR, so now that household is back to only having 7 members instead of 8. Neat.
...Oh...and I guess on this subject...
Quit 10 now lives in the House of Dog.
ok.
The last thing I'd like to show today is something that doesn't happen frequently but always makes me happy when it does:
One of the Quitlings wanting to make a friend! This time it's Harper and 22, who's a member of the Church of Anti-Quit (which is why they know each other).
they ended up becoming friends, so I wonder if this will go anywhere. Perhaps Harper will save 22 from the Church...?
Alrighty, that's all! Pretty jam-packed today, huh? Hope you guys aren't too upset over the end of Starventeen...but it was always going to be an uphill battle for Start. I'm confident we have even better things on the horizon...
...like funny images!
the hopeless romantics both decided that crushing on someone they barely know is probably not the best idea. (Demon succeed but 27 failed by the way. Classic 27).
Biker asked for new headwear so I gave her sick ass shades.
Oh yeah, even though Start moved on from 17, 51 is still banished to Cease Island. Look, Start is responsible but they're still allowed to hold a grudge.
...What does this...mean...?
heated debates are happening in TOIR.
This is the Start of something new...something good...right? I mean...it has to be.
Prof you fucking genius is it seasonal? Like it happens in spring cause the flowers bloom? Imagine it hitting hanahaki season and looking around a room and seeing whose missing, who’s out on sick leave, thr curiosity the DRAMA
#this is honestly how I initially thought hanahaki in fic worked #coughing up flowers for years because you won’t cop to your feelings? #that’s the stuff #the dying thing puts on really uncomfortable pressure for me #like ‘love me back or I’ll die’ is uncomfortable as hell for me #whereas ‘ADMIT YOU’RE IN LOVE YOU JUST COUGHED UP A BOUQUET!’ #hanahaki-suffering person: ‘no’
THIS IMMEDIATELY IMPROVES THE ENTIRE TROPE! I had really disliked Hanahaki because it’s almost like the other person - if they’re a good person - is sorta blackmailed into either having feelings or being responsible for your death which is Not Romantic, but I can totally get down for FEELIGS made into an aggravating physical metaphor that you could potential deal with if you’d either confront them or get therapy or something.
I am in awe at how much this tweak changes the trope of hanahaki from something I quietly detest from a distance into something I would gleefully read and giggle about to others.
Honestly I don’t even think it’s even the removal of the death thing (like that’s certainly helpful, but you can probably keep it, if you need it for the Drama) that saves it, so much as it is the idea that the problem is caused purely by you not admitting your feelings, rather than the other person not sharing them.
Like, in the standard version of Hanahaki, the point is that the disease is caused by unrequited love, and the afflicted end up coughing up increasingly large amounts of flowers, until either they suffocate or the other person returns their feelings.
A lot of versions do require a confession on top of that, but fundamentally the most important thing is the object of your affections developing specifically romantic feelings for you. Or you die.
As an aro person, I’m sure I don’t need to explain why this trope is uncomfortable for me, considering that it basically paints me as a potential death trap.
Plus some stories also feature ‘The Surgery’, which removes the roots of the flowers from the victim’s lungs, thus saving their life, but in the process makes them incapable of romantic love, which is treated as the highest tragedy.
Chronic Hanahaki on its own would still kind of have this problem, it’s just toning it down a bit— rather than being responsible for your death, your crush is instead just responsible for your continued pain/discomfort and frequent hospital visits. Better, but still kind of icky.
Chronic Hanahaki (that could still be potentially terminal in the long term, if you need extra drama) caused by not saying your feelings aloud, regardless of how the other person feels, on the other hand?
Beautiful. Great metaphor for the real effects that repressing your emotions can have on your body. Lots of dramatic potential.
Like, obviously there’s your bog-standard “I love you but don’t believe that you love me, so I will choose to suffer tragically alone rather than risk making you feel bad for not loving me back” thing that the Hanahaki genre was made for, but there’s room for more here as well.
Especially if you expand it to be about supressed emotions in general, rather than just romantic love.
For example:
The character who is in a relationship, but still has trouble verbalising their feelings sometimes, due to past trauma/mental illness, and thus still experiences recurring bouts of Hanahaki. Their partner who reassures them that it’s okay, that they know they love them, and that if they want to say it then that’s fine, but if they don’t feel they can right now then your flowers are beautiful babe, and that’s fine too.
The character who notices flower petals lying around their kid’s room, and doesn’t understand why their child won’t just tell them who they are in love with, so they can support them in confessing their feelings. Only to find out that their kid has actually been dating their same gender best friend for months now, and the Hanahaki was about coming out to their parent.
The autistic character with alexithymia, who by this point just treats coughing up the occasional flower petal as another, rather annoying autistic trait. “Fuck,” they say, coughing up a blood-stained rose and holding it up for their friends to see. “Anyone got any ideas what this one could be about?”
The polar opposite of the traditional Hanahaki thing. The ever happy, toxic positivity character who will die from the flowers choking their lungs unless they finally admit that they kind of hate you sometimes.
The character at the funeral of a family member they had an extremely dysfunctional relationship with, defiantly coughing their flower petals right onto the grave, and refusing to admit that they felt anything other than dislike or indifference for them deep down, because even now, when they’re dead and gone and it doesn’t matter, “you first, bitch.”
The character who witnessed or was told something that they aren’t supposed to know, and not only has to deal with the secret eating away at them, but also has to come up with more and more reasons for why their Hanahaki isn’t going away, even after they confess all their other secrets.
The character who, upon clearing out the house of a beloved elderly relative who recently died, finds a whole room full of rotting flowers, and is faced with the question of what their relative’s big secret was.
Reworking Hanahaki to be a material and physical symptom of emotional bottling or stress is absolutely fantastic, especially because it brings several more layers to the AU that weren’t otherwise worth exploring before when it was just a ‘cough flowers up till you die’ kinda deal. Obviously plenty has been said above me by excellent individuals, but I offer a couple more questions/ideas:
There is a huge following of people who believe the petals or type of flower from Hanahaki symptoms somehow represents a person’s inner feelings, emotions, or state of being.
Does a rose mean you’re holding back a romantic attraction? If your friend is coughing up daisy petals, are they hiding a secret? If you start finding lavender petals in your coughs, should you think about who it is you don’t trust?
On the flip side, perhaps each person experiences Hanahaki with a very specific type of flower, and there are some who believe that flower represents the person in some form–perhaps to the degree of astrology. Someone who is a daffodil shouldn’t date someone who is a lilac, the two of them are intrinsic opposites and they’ll never get along!
Fortune-tellers who say they can read your future if you’re currently experiencing symptoms and bring in a handful of petals you’ve expelled–they’ll read them just like palm lines or tarot cards.
A version of this where the flowers you cough up represent the person the feelings are about, plus someone trying to figure out why they/their sibling/parent/friend are coughing up flowers by using the flower type to hunt down the other person.
I'm just about 95% finished with my Rinzler 2.0 model! I'll make some actually decent renders soon, but for now I've got a Blender screenshot and a test render to toss out to the void
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After much struggle, I finally got a good picture of my pride quilt!!! The quilt top is an 86-inch (218 cm) square.
I really love how the quilt top came together! I didn't have a solid vision about which blocks I would use to complete this project. The binding fabric is going to the same batik used to frame out the LeMoyne Star blocks in each corner.
The majority of the border is made up of 12 inch Friendship Star blocks. I really fell in love with the Friendship Star block and will definitely use it again!
I will definitely be longarm quilting this project and just need to schedule a time to quilt it.
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Direct byproduct of being neurodivergent and growing up isolated from your peergroup is having no idea when it's appropriate to define someone as your friend
Is this person I met yesterday my friend? What about this person I've been talking to every day for three months? What about this person I've known since middle school? Is friend a title I have to earn? What are the limits of friendship? Is it a static state, make-or-break, or is it some endless dance-dance-revolution style cavalcade of prompts and challenges and social cues I have to hit perfectly to keep it up? Does it bend? Does it break? I don't fucking know man I just work here.
i still remember when the dude doing my autism assessment asked me how many friends I had, and I was like "okay but how are we defining friendship?" and he just like, stared at me for a second and then wrote down some notes
The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.
“average Project kills 2 science officers a year” factoid actualy just statistical error. average Project kills 0 persons per year. Project Hail Mary, who lives in the Stratt Vat & killed over 10,000 scientists in fiery explosion, is an outlier adn should not have been counted