Wonderland

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“I never knew what it was like to fall in love with my best friend until I fell in love with you. It was sudden, but a long time coming. I could feel myself falling deeper but it wasn’t til I hit the ground that I knew I had been falling. They say it’s best to fall in love with your best friend…they also say it’s the worst. I haven’t decided which you are yet, somehow it’s a combination. But whatever it is, I hope it doesn’t stop. Because the worst thing would be to lose you: my lover and my friend. I’m not sure I can breathe without you, please don’t make me find out.”

“you know what fucking hurts ? feeling someone slowly lose interest in you. they don’t ask how your day was, or what you’re doing. they don’t show much interest in conversation. it’s like they’re just slowly backing out of your life and there’s nothing you can do but keep smiling politely and pretend that you don’t notice.”

“You are my strength and my weakness.”

“We were just friends. That spoke like lovers. And that seemed to be enough.”

“I wonder if you ever talked about me to someone.”