i want him, but i also want to get over him, and neither are happening

i think some people don't get just how hard it is to open up to someone about being sad for no reason, how hard it is to explain to your friends and family that you have a heavy feeling in your chest for no reason...

i just wish we’d never stopped talking

mum, dad, forgive for not being and doing all the things you would want me even if it's for my own good. please understand that i don't know who i am and where i'm going anymore, i just want you to be proud to see me happy, not to see me achieve everything you want me to achieve. i love you more than anything.

i still remember all the places we used to go, and i can't help but feel a little bit more heartbroken every time i pass in front of them and all the memories come back to me

you will search for me in another person, or at least that's what i keep telling myself to try and forget you

i'm homesick for arms that don't want to hold me

every night, i imagine all the things that i wish could have happened

i wonder if you feel the way i do when i see your name pop up on my screen

honestly, ignoring me is the worst thing you can do to me

nights are said to be the worst, but the mornings are hard too. when you wake up, lie in bed, remember and think. another day of the same old, same old. and you know that you thought the same thing yesterday and it's no longer surprising it hasn't changed. it never changes. sometimes it feels like it never will.

that feeling when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging and you have to act like you don't care at all

i think the scariest thing in this world is you never know someone's true intentions with you

one of the worst things in life is how someone can walk right past you and pretend you were never a big part of their life

constantly in that mood where nothing's really wrong but nothing feels right either

hugs are actually so underrated, especially those hugs that are so tight u can literally feel the other person's heartbeat and for a moment everything feels so calm and safe like nothing can hurt you.

some days im just in the mood where i don't really know whats wrong but i feel really irritated with everything and everyone