Lauren

I finally thought of a username. Dinolemonade was always just a placeholder cos I struggle to think of usernames.

I was laying to take a nap after work cos I was tired. I was feeling frustrated that I get tired so easy because when I was Neytiri I never got tired. Then I got a vision of a viperwolf running up to me but it was friendly and let me pet it and I was going to leave but I quickly noticed the eyes weren't right and that it was robotic and I quickly snatched it and ripped it in half.

I realised I am Neytiri as well as Lara Croft. I think i got a bit confused because they both use bows and and my single brain cell thought I couldn't possibly be both.

I've been thinking about my gender so much that im starting to wonder if im just faking it and my brain is gonna explode. I feel like if i stop thinking about it then I'll become nothing. Idk why im scared that i am genderfluid and I'll feel like a girl again. I'm scared that I'll feel like a girl again?

How to know if im trans ftm or genderfluid, no glue no borax

I thought i had no signs of being trans when I was a kid but I just realised I was envious in a way that I wanted to be the male celebs when I was a kid instead of crushing on them. Just had this realisation when someone brought up an olly murs song as "a song you have probably forgotten" on tiktok.

When I see theriform birds I feel like I'm looking at parts of me. When I see birds I will just embody them. Maybe it is just something that comforts me and helps me forget about my actual body. Birds are literally everywhere when I go outside and just hearing them, since I was a kid, has been a huge comfort.