Day 3805 - 12 March 2026
Everything I do reminds me of you.
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Day 3805 - 12 March 2026
Everything I do reminds me of you.
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People are still out there thinking Arthur wasnât devoted to Merlin the way Merlin was devoted to Arthur đ besties, he thought Merlin was some random useless servant, he didnât know shit about their destiny, and he STILL risked his life and his kingdom for that boy again and again, what show are yaâll watching
arthur was born of magic, a deal forged in the old religion. we know the story-- his mother, through no lack of want or trying, could not bear life, and so his father bargained with life itself to have a son.
without magic, arthur would not be alive.
now we take that sentence-- without magic, arthur would not be alive-- and we see shades of its meaning throughout the show. time and time again, we are shown that magic is the force that saves arthur's life from harm, and so arthur would have surely died several times had magic not intervened.
and, quite literally, arthur would not have been born without magic.
but with the first meaning-- magic has saved arthur's life-- is easily interpreted as "merlin has saved arthur's life". and it's true, we get that in canon, it's the foundation of a good majority of the show. merlin saves arthur's life using his magic, time and time again. without merlin, arthur would not be alive.
without merlin, arthur would not be alive.
now here is where it gets interesting.
because merlin is magic itself. merlin goes beyond being a human who employs magic in order to accomplish goals or do as he wills. merlin is magic itself. his human iteration has been foretold for as long as the old religion has known it. he has existed long before his body, his mind existed. magic has been a part of the fabric of the universe since its creation-- so, too, has merlin, because merlin is magic itself.
so we get the obvious-- merlin saves arthur's life using magic.
but.
magic is what created arthur. magic is what gave arthur life. without magic, arthur would not be alive.
merlin is magic itself.
so that means, long before merlin was even a thought, magic breathed life into arthur. and because merlin is magic itself, the very source that is channeled through merlin, the very thing that makes merlin who he is, created arthur.
without merlin, arthur would not be alive.
and there's the destiny in it all. before i was even born, i made you for me. you were mine from the moment i gave us life.
and merlin is the one who gives him life, time and time again. and merlin is the one who gives him the rest that will allow him to live again, and is the one who will find him when life enters his body once more.
merlin is magic itself. and, after all, without magic, arthur would not be alive.
yknow a take on morgana pendragon's story i see often is that if merlin had told morgana about his magic in that moment where they were in his chambers alone that she wouldn't have turned to become evil,, i disagree,, i think that morgana as a character would have eventually turned to become evil and bitter even with merlin as a mentor if she'd learned his secret early in season 2.
let's not forget merlin himself is NOT the most stable of mentor options (not that gaius or kilgahrah or ANY of the druids were a great help either) but he didn't know what the fuck he was doing,, just trying his best consulting that outdated spell book and had cryptic messages from a conniving dragon who MIND YOU still wanted morgana dead and was manipulating merlin the whole time and gaius was a traitor to most magic people like,, he literally was pro-gaslight morgana
merlin also loved arthur, however you view that love (romantic, platonic, brotherly, whatever) merlin loved arthur more than he did magic. we see this multiple times with merlin choosing what kept arthur safe and happy over him doing what would be best for the old religion (fuck them too but that's another post),, major example being the episode with the disir where he straight up tells him there is no place for magic in camelot (which is crazy considering he IS magic made flesh but anyways)
morgana HATED. uther, she hated everything about him and for awhile she disgusted that hate as righteous fury, raining down terror and pain onto innocents (even other magic users) and justifying it as payback. she hated arthur as an extension of uther because that's what uther raised them both as (again another post for another time) and tried to kill him without even asking what his stance was on magic (i believe arthur would have immediately done some introspection and realized he was wrong but thats imo)
i think that eventually,, their two stances would have come to blows (merlin's love for arthur above his magic/morgana's hatred for uther above all else) and morgana would still go to immeasurable heights to murder uther once more, merlin would have stopped her (or tried) because he knew the pain it would cause arthur even if he hated uther too, and morgana would've hated merlin for getting in her way,, her anger triumphing her love for arthur (see: s1ep12: to kill the king)
i feel like often times i just see morgana painted as someone who just needed a little love and light,, when in reality she's been heavily abused and pit against arthur since she was like 10/11 (however old she came to Camelot) and is now a grown woman who is realizing she hates her abuser and everything he's done and wants to destroy him and everything he loves !!
likewise merlin was manipulated and gaslit and forced to become a compulsive liar and would've NOT !! been good for morgana and eventually everything would've gone to shit !!
they are worsties for better or much much worse
Moments in 'Merlin' not talked about enough
Merlin's "game on" look.

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Arthur being impressed⢠with Merlin đ part 2 [part 1]
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'#not gonna pay mind to a 15 year old who just started the show a month ago im sorry' YES THANK YOU. i'm happy new people are still joining the merlin fandom but like, we did all this discourse years ago stop writing full length essays on why you hate arthur lmao
I'm very happy to see the show being watched so much, esp since it got on netflix a few years ago. But this means having to get used to the twitter/tik tok people getting into the fandom. And bringing their shit with it. I have to check many Merlin tags a day because i queue a lot of shit to my blog and my Merlin sideblog so you know, i read stuff. And i'm here like..... who hurt you? Why dedicate your entire blog to just hate on Arthur and/or a Merlin ship? Do you really get off on just hating on shit because your non existent ship doesn't have any content? I'm sorry hunny, this isn't the way to fandom. We are all tired of your cults and hot takes and *Arthur critical* posts. You're getting a big fat block from me and good riddance. I've been through Merthur vs. Arwen in 2012 you think you're doing something powerful here? That shit was brutal then. I came back in the fandom after many years to have fun, gif what i love, spread positivity and just post beautiful things. I'm sorry to those people who their only talent is spamming the tags with hate posts but i'm different. And too old for this shit.
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itâs about how arthur has to say âitâs too lateâ 3 times, each time softer and more out of breath, before merlin finally stops trying to get up. its about how merlin says âiâm not going to lose youâ to arthur saying that all of merlinâs magic canât save his life. itâs the fact that arthur wants the memory of his death in merlinâs mind to be the fact that merlin gave him everything he wanted - that there was no failure in merlin not saving his life. because the only thing that arthur requested was to be held and his last words were that of gratitude. itâs about when merlin says âyou would have done it without meâ and arthur replies âmaybeâ, he slowly faces the sky and his eyes blank, as if heâs imagining a life where he did everything without merlin by his side and the thought of living a life without merlin makes him say âi want to say something iâve never said to you beforeâ. itâs about how before saying the words, he clears his throat and swallows twice, makes sure he is directly facing merlin, and takes a moment to look at him with a smile on his face. itâs about how he clicks his tongue fondly. itâs about how despite being originally touch-averse, both the gesture of love he receives and the gesture of love he gives as his last action before dying is affection that is shown in touch. itâs about the different languages of love and how theyâre so subtly communicated
Arthur Pendragon + Character Study Quotes from Shang Chi: The Legend of the Ten Rings, Wikipedia and BBC Merlin

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Gaius character study
- You donât just get over something like the Great Purge. Gaius still sometimes dreams about what he saw back then. About all the lives he couldnât save. In some circles, he might be considered a hero - for saving Morgauseâs mother, or buying Alice some time to run away. But he thinks of himself as a coward, and hates himself for that.
- Fear has become a second nature. Gaslighting is an instinctive, first response. Gaiusâ mind is divided. There is one part of his brain that knows about Merlinâs magic, or that Morganaâs nightmares arenât really nightmares, but the other part would deny it, and it would be an honest denial. A golden rule for the times of terror: if you donât see it, it doesnât exist. Gaius often chooses not to see. Thatâs why, when Morgana comes to him to ask about her visions, or when Gwen shares her suspicions about Morgana, Gaiusâ first reaction is denial.
- In the early days, he sometimes hates Merlin. And he doesnât even care if it shows. The boy is so optimistic, so happy-go-lucky with his magic, so careless! Merlin hasnât seen rows of pyres, or dozens of children drown in wells. For Gaius, this is a flaw. Over years, Gaius learned that a sense of security is not a right, but privilege. Why should Merlin have it, if Gaius was denied it when he was younger? Thatâs why he sometimes feels satisfaction when Merlin gets put in stocks, or passes out from tiredness. He enjoys giving him extra chores. Maybe thatâd teach him.
- He feels resentful of Merlinâs relationship with Arthur. Gaius lived with Uther for years, an he only became a free man after the incident with Edwin, and only after Uther nearly discarded him.
- Over the years, Merlin becomes more and more like him. And Gaius sometimes thinks that maybe itâs not a right thing after all. He sees his own reflection in Merlinâs resigned eyes, and he gets scared. Yet again.
- Despite everything, heâd still readily admit that he loves Merlin. He just doesnât know how to show this love. Nobody has ever told him.
- He finds it hard to feel empathy for people. No matter how much suffering he sees, he still thinks he suffered more. Morgana might have magic, but sheâs privileged. Arthur is a golden boy. Gwen might suffer, but what is her suffering when compared to the suffering of someone who has to hide their nature? And Merlin⌠well, Iâve already written in length about Merlin.
- Gaiusâ fear doesnât pass when Arthur becomes king. He might have known Arthur since birth, but heâs still the King. Itâs simply not possible for Gaiusâ brain to think about the King with anything other than trepidation.
- Books and potions are his only solace. They keep the memories at bay, let his mind rest. Finding a solution to a problem - no matter if mundane or magical - is probably the only thing that keeps him sane.
Instinctive, Unique, and Unseen Powers of Merlin
Fandom often ponders the nature of Merlinâs powers, given how little we truly see of them. He uses certain spells repetitively, like his telekinesis, but we are told this can be learned with practice or a conduit (such as Gilliâs ring). So what powers distinguish Merlin as âthe most powerful sorcerer ever to walk the earthâ and why does he use them so little?
to this day i still believe that arthur is firmly agnostic and when uther told him âyeah you need to dress in white robes and sit in the throne room for 8 hours and wait a vision to come throughâ heâs just like. âthat sounds like magic but sure i guessâ and then pretended to meditate while also choosing the hardest quest he could ever undertake because if his middle name isnât Drama Queen then what is it
second thought actually. heâs so??? nonchalant of magic in this episode??? because like. sir your map just burnt to the ground and you meet a man who is not human and he tells you that youâre courage and that youâll need the help of magic and sure you say you donât condone it but then when he defends it you just go âthank you for your helpâ. like sir???? what????
OK BUT THIS IS SO INTERESTING ACTUALLY because thereâs a deleted scene in this episode where arthur encounters a group of knights from another kingdom dragging behind them a person that looks like a prisoner on his way to the fisher kingâs lands.Â
and then the prisoner notices him hiding in the tall grasses but doesnât say anything to the knights that have captured them.Â
and i feel like you can see arthur going âi want to help him but iâm outnumbered and on a quest and i donât know if i even should help him because i donât know what exactly heâs been captured forâ. he doesnât help them in the end, just watches them pass by while hiding.Â
and like. i feel this captures arthurâs essence so much with his whole conundrum with magic in later seasons? itâs a bit of âmaybe not everyone who has magic is evil but almost literally everyone i know who has magic is evil how do i know it doesnât corruptâ and a bit of âi am currently fighting a war with people who have magic and i canât dedicate myself to the political and social consequences of actually lifting a magic ban right nowâ and heâs just stuck in this liminal space of both condemning magic and reconsidering magic (especially after the dolma healed gwen) and he remains stuck there until the war ends but before he can actually do anything he dies. the prisoner has passed. and its fascinating
love how most fanfics have merlin revealing his magic after getting caught by arthur or after saving arthur but then in canon he voluntarily reveals his magic after failing to save arthur. the irony is *chef's kiss*
To lose her now, like this⌠Iâve grown up with her, sheâs like a sister to me. Iâd sacrifice my place on the throne for her to see another sunrise.
Sam Levenson // BBC Merlin 1.02 // BBC Merlin 1.10 // Hanya Yanagihara, A Little Life // Merlin official books, Valiant // BBC Merlin official script 1.09 // @/pencap, Please, let him be happy // BBC Merlin 5.02 // Richard Siken, War of the Foxes // BBC Merlin 4.13 // @/beetlejuices // BBC Merlin 4.13 // Anne Sexton // @/frenchtoastlesbian // BBC Merlin 4.05 // Steven Sufjans, The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out to Get Us! // BBC Merlin deleted scene 5.06 // unknown // BBC Merlin 5.02 // unknown // Ocean Vuong, On Earth Weâre Briefly Gorgeous // BBC Merlin 5.02 // Ava Dellaira, Love Letters to the Dead // Jodi Picoult, My Sisterâs Keeper // BBC Merlin deleted scene 5.06 // Frank Ocean, White Ferrari // Wandavision // Fortesa Latifi // BBC Merlin 5.13 // BBC Merlin 5.13 // @/thependragons // BBC Merlin 5.13 // Langston Hughes

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the way arthur dies at dawn....... there's something poetic about that but I'm too distraught to think about it
HE DIDNT EVEN LIVE TO SEE HIS OWN GOLDEN AGE. HE DIDN'T SEE THE PEACE AFTER THE WAR. HE WAS DOOMED FROM THE START, TIED TO THE DARK AND DESTINED NEVER TO SEE THE SUN SHINE ON THE PEOPLE HE LOVED
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