An archive of what I find meaningful, art, fandom stuff, yknow yknow. I'm Nari, I go by she/they, im mainly into cult of the lamb and i do change my handle a lot, so just know I AM NOTTTTT A RANDOM!!!!
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Kiana Khansmith

if i look back, i am lost
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸
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"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
official daine visual archive
Cosmic Funnies
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Color Me Curious
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH

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NASA
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@merescholar
An archive of what I find meaningful, art, fandom stuff, yknow yknow. I'm Nari, I go by she/they, im mainly into cult of the lamb and i do change my handle a lot, so just know I AM NOTTTTT A RANDOM!!!!
If you wanna be moots just ask!!

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my design for the lamb i kinda hate this 😭😭 and i have terrible art block right now sorry for not posting much
positivity tag game! say your favorite thing about the person who tagged you/their blog!
@pienicide @pupychu @rotting-darling @whitechocolatedarling @rxtten-g1rl @rottingbloodydiary @toko-dancing-ghost @thevo1dosphere @yuri-is-r0tting @your-imaginary-guardian-angel @ooooxoxo-ooxo--o @omgkawaiiangelllllll @smile-smiles-smiling @deathbysterling @d1g1tal-d3ath @x-kangelkawaiii-x @cathedralduvide @confessions0farottensena @nameless---anamolyy @milesstalksyou (optional) + open
awaw thanks for the tag!!! you’re super sweet and supportive and genuine, i love knowing i can come talk to you about random shit and you’ll answer sincerely!
tags (let me know if you dont wanna be tagged/wanna be added!) : @jirai-till @v-viviro @magical-idol-nso-system @ch0co-c0rn3t-lov3 @f4scinat0r-deactivated @rottingcannibaby @casual-analog-horror-fan @sunnystheangel @spokeisjirai @spellcastinghearts @thatonebrackletdog @mxlody-lit-hrrrrt-1128 @cutz-and-bruizezzz @save-me-no-time @confessionsofarottensena @gunsandscrews @kyuntavi-chan @sugarypaws98 @angel-pd @toko-dancing-ghost @earthbound4ngel @sandmine @jiraibu @jiraifies @87leafclover @afterhourssx @host-objectified-gay @idolthatweptitstail @mumus-candied-bonezzz @alchemy-and-royalty @riddleribbonkat @kriszekeda plus open tags blehhh
The person that tagged me is always kind, supportive, and open minded!
@n0l0h @up0nthetaintedsorr0w @ender-afton & open tags :3
@cantfuckingremember @x-kangelkawaiii-x @n0l0h (again) I lwky dont interact w any other moots aside from prev so open :p
Person who tagged me is very nice and kewl !!
@devilishluv , @amegafuttara , @kaiissillyingmeowmeow , @yourkawaiiyandere
the person who tagged me is very intelligent, eloquent, kind, easy to get along with, and I want to be their friend so very much so and it makes me sad 💔 they also have cool pictures and images of awesome characters that jumpscare me every time I see their blog and their darling rants are cute and they agree with my opinions
idk cant pick one thing sorry #ILOVEMYMOOTS /P
tags: @winged-rabbits @rzrbl444de @retrynowforme @rottingcannibaby @transgendercoolcat @thevo1dosphere @th3m00nund3rth3b3d @yourkawaiiyandere @y0ur-g0r3-wh0r3 @ultimatebikergangleader69 (mondo PLEASE i NEED this... I saw the mondo account come up on my reccomended tags and i was like ykw hell fucking yeah mondo tell me why u care /silly) @indignant-isaac @pinkgutsblr3 @puddixsproutiscanon @porceiaincat @addictedaffection wait no he died uhh @senketsuaakochan @divinedoll2005 (I LOVE YOU DOLL /P) @fawnedupon @gorejuice92 @hpdamechan @f4scinat0r-deactivated @konestly @lace-pien @l-xapr0 @confessions0farottensena @caineines @bruised-bun @bunnybunnybunnaxy @nameless---anamolyy @magical-idol-nso-system @miata-landmine
WAHHH TYTYYY !!! heuahe ,,, thinks !!! The person who tagged me has a really beautiful blog !! Both it's aesthetic nd stuff !!! ^_^ theyre rlly nice nd cool ,,, nd theyre so fuckimg cool n i look up to em alot ❤️❤️
TAGSTAGS !!!;;
@starstarstarrystar
@torchthetorchie
@sillyangla
@v902
@lepusscarra
@koishiandrumia
@tia2jirai-neko
@hellsdove
person who tagged me is very fun to be around and makes me feel better :)
@dazaisfavbitch @sllop @michaelpenis @thirdhornicorn open tags
The person who tagged me is very good at drawing and is really fun to talk to!!
@flesh-made-of-wires @gnarpzorp @xinsanity3 @vnnypaws anyone else, idrk my moots users like that
Your hella funny and whenever im down your humor cheers me up all the time ^_^
@artsyycloudyysleepyy @gnarpzorp @michaelpenis :-b
thank you, i try
you've always been very nice to me, even when i was very low or just not my best self, and your vibe has always been something i've enjoyed
@kane-somebody @ehzrah @the-trash-eating-llama @mun-urufu @mundanemuffinz @michaelpenis @merescholar @kezh1hao @ynaffiter + ace's new account and any other moots
oh my god hi !!
You've been quite the friend to me, even when i was socially desolate, even when i was awkward, when I was genuinely obnoxious.
Thank you.
@whackylmao and anybody else 🥹 sorry if this was annoying okay bai
Original post by @morallygrayautisticscientist here, this post was so funny I decided to draw it lol.
Panel by panel below:
A mom and her two stars ⭐⭐
Sadge version down below because of a very dark game theory based off the game's devs notes!!
TW: symbolical depiction of a mother losing her two daughters (the dev notes imply that she ended their lives to feed the rot with her own despair and also to spare them from a violent death)

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I HATEEE PROZACCCC !!!!! I can't sleep and when I do I HAVE HORRIBLE NIGHTMARES. TRAUMA? RERUN #500!! RANDOM SCARY SITUATIONS??? GET THE TAPES ROLLING!!!! FUUUCKKKK YOUUU
This was actually just ptsd❤️
This song is kinda how I imagine Ratau would sound.
archangel gijinka posting, gulps..
Leaving this here so I remember to draw it. Hagar sitting next to a follower who is CLEARLY crushing on her with the thought bubble "do they know what I've done with these arms..?" And the follower, staring straight at Hagars arms, has a thought bubble reading "the master stroker....."
Doodled everybodys favourite cordyceps addict
I need him and Helob to kiss.

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"I love you dearly~"
what if instead of the counsel it was called the cutesel and they were all cute
Excerpt from my upcoming fic. Background information: Aniel is dying from oxygen deprived during the burning of Woolhaven, as shes going through those final minutes, her brain shuffles through all of her memories AND SHE BELIEVES SHES STILL LIVING IN THOSE TIMES. This is intentionally messy and is incoherent at some points. Have fun decoding the brains final moments!
"history finally its on the paper
years of training finally history is here
i don't know why i struggled for so long
i still struggle
not with writing— people
people are hard
its not like ink where you smear it all over the paper when you lay your hand down too fast and suddenly its all over– suddenly its ruined its ruined and smeared all over the paper and—
future past present future past present
that order is wrong
how does it go
i dont remember
future present past past future present present future past past future present
its open— its open the banner hangs its bright its hot it burns a little
the ceiling is gone
why is the ceiling gone
what was I supposed to be doing
Chazaq needed me to see his relic– he needs me to see it– to see it so i can tell where it came from to see how old it is to see it
why does my stomach hurt
the basket
it didn’t have anything in it
it did
it did
I killed it I killed it it’s in the river
its hot
i cant cool down"
Do you have any Aniel (from COTL woolhaven) headcanons? Aniel is my favourite ghost sheep!
"I heard all things in the heaven and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How, then, am I mad? Hearken! and observe how healthily—how calmly I can tell you the whole story."
Aniel had little interest in fiction. What was the point of such fantasies when history, real history, could entice the mind with the frivolity of truth? She held the old journal, leather stained by bygone blood, and traced its words with greedy eyes. This was a lamb's diary; she was certain of it. That lamb must have been long dead. Cold Mother, guide their soul through the mountains. Guide them home.
It seemed this lamb was a scholar. Or a scientist, she pondered, flipping through the pages. He scribbled as frantically as one. Perhaps a doctor? Sariel was the closest thing to a medic in Woolhaven, and his messy words resembled this handwriting the best.
Except… the more she saw, the more she stopped. Surely she could not be reading these words correctly. Surely. But she continued reading, seeing, feeling. The lamb wrote of how he sacrificed a man, then wrote of dismembering him, then wrote of hiding his corpse underneath the hearth of his home. It wasn't the scariest thing Aniel had read, all things considered.
But what caught her attention was the lamb's fascination with his victim's heart. He could not stop thinking of it. Writing of it. Doodling it on the next entries of his diaries—first simply, then larger, more grotesque, more detailed and vulgar. Aniel flipped to one of the last pages and saw a drop of blood staining his sketch. "For detail," the lamb had written next to it. "Pricked my own finger to get the right color. Camellias wouldn't cut it."
The man was no doctor. He was a priest. Aniel only learned that from the final page, where the lamb confessed he knew of his fate, and wrote a clergyman's prayer to his waiting goddess. Did the Cold Mother ever receive that prayer?
She approached Sariel about it. "I've finished my studies on the journal Yorabba recovered from his last expedition."
Sariel gazed up from his prayers, still kneeling for the graves. "And what have you uncovered?"
"He was a priest," she answered, "though he carried many sins. He detailed his sacrifices as experiments. He carved out their hearts, buried them separately… I think he was trying to complete a ritual."
Sariel's lips pressed together. "… Thank you, Aniel, for relaying your information. It's, ah, would you mind lending me the journal?"
That made Aniel pause. Sariel knew how important collecting historical artifacts was to her. Rarely would he intervene. Yet, he was the caretaker of Woolhaven in Yngya's absence. She nodded, found the journal in her satchel, and gave it to him.
It was only one of her infinite regrets.
Sariel grew mad after Yngya's death. That was what those crowns and their wretched tears did: they drove mortals insane. Aniel could hardly wear Yngya's tear, melded into a monocle, without feeling Her grief. Why did Sariel think he could always carry Hers? Why did anyone in Woolhaven?
Because they had no other reason to live, Aniel realized.
She saw it as Woolhaven's final citizens surrounded Her heart. Baraq's husband and children were killed shortly into the Bishop's massacre. Koka and Chazaq held each other, clutching Aza and Keru's shared blanket. Rami's respirator covered their cheeks, but Aniel could hear them muttering to Temi and Yorabba. "I'll avenge you. I promise. I will avenge you."
Did Sariel wait for them to become so despondent? Or was he planning this since Aniel gave him that journal?
She saw it before him, flipped to the final page. He had pieced together the ritual that the bygone lamb wanted to create. He took Yngya's tear, a ring too large for his finger, and pressed it to his lips. The knife in his hand would unite them again.
He had learned nothing from the gods' failures, nothing from lambkind's sacrifice. Nothing at all.
The children Aniel failed to teach readied their own daggers, their eyes empty. She wept, alone, muffled from the chants of her fellow sacrifices.
Some scholar she was.
"Dissemble no more! I admit the deed! —tear up the planks! —here, here! —it is the beating of his hideous heart!"
A/N: Tumblr is being fucking stupid (I'm PMSing so it gets the "fucking stupid" title instead of just "stupid" for pissing me off during this week of all weeks) about indentations and spacing, so you get an extra banner to divide the story stuff from the head-canon stuff.
Hiiiii I love Aniel blaming herself for literally everything on the planet. Anyway imagine if she was the one who inspired Sariel to do the whole "Let's rip out Yngya's heart and start a worldwide rot plague thingy that will kill everyone on the island by standing in this circle and killing ourselves :)" situation.
Ok more general head-canons yippee!:
Aniel makes perfume in her spare time.
Horrible dancer. She's pretty clumsy overall, but it especially shows up during ritualistic dances.
That said, she's an excellent cook. She gets especially excited when she finds an old recipe and does her best to match it perfectly. "Taste is the only thing that we can truly replicate from the past," she'd say. (Yorabba: "Dancing is also-" Aniel: "You better shut your bitch ass up before I smack you halfway across Woolhaven.")
She used to have a rampant temper as a child. She mainly stopped because of how exhausted being angry made her. She secretly admires Rami for keeping their wrath.
She's secretly super macabre, much like Temi. She keeps trying to drop hints, but Temi doesn't pick up on them.
She also tried to set Temi and Rami up on a date once, but they were both too oblivious to realize it.
Sleeps with, like, a gazillion blankets and pillows and stuffies.
Sariel trained her on how to be a midwife. She helped deliver Aza and Keru
These are fun!! Thank you for asking, I hope you enjoyed! ^^ And feel free to let me know if you want any more or if you have head-canons you want to share!

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IT IS DONE!!!
Aniel The Scholar Fan art!!??
Enjoy :3
(I have the glowing version as one of my reaction images lol)
OOOH, so it’s basically the plot of kung fu panda 2
I love the story of the lamb! I wish we would find out who found them and how they lived until the end.